I should've known I'd leave alone Just goes to show That the blood you bleed Is just the blood you owe We were a pair But I saw you there Too much to bear You were my life But life is far away from fair Was I stupid to love you? Was I reckless to help? Was it obvious to everybody else That I'd fallen for a lie? You were never on my side Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now you'll never see me cry There's just no time to die I let it burn You're no longer my concern Faces from my past return Another lesson yet to learn That I'd fallen for a lie You were never on my side Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now you'll never see me cry There's just no time to die No time to die No time to die Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now you'll never see me cry There's just no time to die
First time hearing this. It was needed. I moved to a place after my father died to try and do what he would want done. Even in his ill health it hit me by surprise because of the plans we made. The people that seen it coming knew for a reason I didn't because they gave him the poison that killed him. My father who built 4 homes and a place of love at his death was labeled an addict. The man, my husband, I called the love of my life. Pointed his finger at me and told me it's my fault that he is even here... For the love of my son is the only reason he followed me. The family I left here is bitter to me for calling out. My youngest sister for giving my father the drugs that led her to trying to bring him back for a hour. My little brother for stealing everything he owns. Before he left my father to die. The father of my son is about to leave me. I told him to not leave my son in this hell but my work here isn't done yet. The city I was born in is a ses pool of drugs and self righteousness. The home or paradise I've always known has turned into something that can only equivalate to something from silent hill. There is no time to die... My father should be here. There is no time to die... I can't leave this place until my job is done. Am I falling for a lie... Has that been my father the whole time. Has my husband only followed me because of the assets left to me from my father's name... My will to care is growing thin... The love for my son and the music I make is all I have at this point. Thank you Billie. I understand your darkness. Don't let anyone call you evil for what you do. For what I know even God has a shadow.
I’m so sorry that happened to you. People can be so cruel sometimes even family. I hear you and I don’t know you but I want u to know that there are many people out there that have problems just like you. no matter what happens keep on fighting life is worth it and bad people can break u down but it won’t stop u from standing up.♥️ rest in peace to your father.
When someone hurts your soul you become stronger and stronger, better try to love yourself all the time everytime let's not be bothered by others sins.
The emotional damage is taxing on everyone. After a point I feel like. It’s just just. I’ve been through hell in the last 8 yrs and only have a handful of toilet paper left to my name. Sometimes I just rub with the same piece to remind myself of him. ☹️😿
🌿Strong emotions like sadness and despair makes one feel more alive... It ends up feeling good to know how deep you can feel those feelings, knowing others dismiss them so easily by choosing other unhealthy ways to drown in their sorrows instead of embracing the melancholy that comes within.
This may be the saddest song and music 🎶 I've ever heard. I feel very sad for you...I also have lost much. I was used and lied to so I feel this sadness in a big way. God knows all and has all answers to your questions. You must learn to leave all questions to be in His hands. God is always good! ❤😮🙏
Im so tired ..😢 I just can't believe, in something I cannot see... Nor has he answered me, Why? Death has now taken three.. I begged and pleaded , I screamed at the top of my lungs have mercy, why have you cursed me? My baby girl was 25. She should be here still alive... Two years go by. You took my First born son he was only 31 suddenly his life was over /done... a special child suffered from the day he was born! Now my youngest 30 year old son broken and torn.. in the past five and a half years.. I'm so tired suffocating, drowning in all the tears.. this nightmare I must live.. I've nothing left to give.. I know there's nothing out there, so take me now! I'm not scared! I should have been first in line! not forced to watch my children die... 💔
I have a girlfriend she's loyal and she loves me alot but because I've been alone for some years back then I don't love her nor do I share anything with her what should I do
And sometimes it's not always the"what" ur gonna say, a lot of it is the way in which u say it. B mindful in how ur presenting her heart-break to her 😢