Just imagined you as the original Looty is have to watch 64 attempts of his clones to get the invictus run, while being prisoned somewhere in bunker and milk_ed by Homelander to collect more DNA for more clones! This could be REALLY depressing!
After all these lootbox runs, seeing so much stuff at your disposal is kinda weird... ... like when you visited your middle-class friend's home as a kid and got a taste of what it feels like to not be poor.