I listened to you well until you said pray in tongues.... Please connect with the word of God again. Check all the references regarding tongue speaking. Then make sure our Lord impresses you about it with somethingnew and living... Read without any concept or ideas or knowledge you may have acquired.. be simple before the Word of God and see... you are a wise man you will find it. ' Now The Lord is the Spirit' ..where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom' He is now in our spirit (small s) like the mingling of the fine flour and oil in the Old Testament. The Lord be with your spirit, Grace (be) is with you dear Brother.