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Dont fool yourself, it never gets any better just as you think its getting better its there face to face with you to knock you dont again. You cant run, you cant hide and you will never leave it behind it is apart of you. I have nomore tears to cry for those who i hurt let alone the ones that hurt me. For soo long i tried to distract myself but even after all the smiles and laughs its there with you. I kept everything bottled up for so long cause i was showed that noone cared and its never a good thing isolating yourself. Eventually it took its toll and i lost control, doctors said I should of died and was lucky to be alive, i thought that was a sign for me to live a sign that good things will come and even after almost 21 years of fighting my own thoughts no good has come. Im here struggling for my life everyday after i come out of hospital. Hoping and praying, changing my daily activities and the people i was around. Nothing Changed I'm still here in the same room with the same thoughts. You can only do so much with the cards your delt. Nothing more than a sad reality.

This is really powerful. So full of rage and grief and perseverance in the face of endless violence and sadness. I hope peace will come back to you soon.

It's hard especially when ur not happy anymore but that's all u want to ever fucking be but u can't but ur trying so hard to be happy keep trying I believe we will eventually be there and be happy for once

Wow, this is absolutely beautiful and heartbreaking.

I only know half of the shows on here, but the impact of this video comes directly from you. I can’t imagine what every day feels like to you 😓

There's no one I can share this with that will get it.. so.. keep it inside..

This was my life for a while. It was rough and have those nightmares. I numb my self not feeling much anything. I learn to live with it. Not feeling joy or happiness. But also no pain and sadness. Now i cherish any emotion even the pain and sadness. I weep but not with anger or hopelessness, but nostalgia. As in the watchmen movie the silk spektre mother said. Every day the future look little bit darker. But the past, even the grimy parts of it, keep on getting brighter.

I've watched this several times. Its true, people loose hope in life, they stop trying, people are sad. I'm people who have decided to stop trying, I've tried more than ten times n it always gets worse, sadder.

Your edits are always amazing, but this one triggered the most emotion out of me. It hurts even more when it hits that this is only a fraction of what you must be feeling.

This edit is amazing really powerful, I love it!!

such a powerful, impactful and meaningful video. really made me so very emotional watching this dear...so beautiful and touching 😭❤️

...this is a work of art. I need to sit with this a minute.

Every time there is a pain in my heart... I don't even know how to get rid of it... It hurts so bad... I just want to cry sometimes but I can't😢😢

I love your multi videos! Subbed😊

It hurts so badly Nothing makes sense I'm okay but broken inside Everything is falling apart and I can't fix them I'm downing You don't understand you don't you know My pain 😭😭😭

I truly hope this dictator will pay one day

"does it matter if I don't finish this work the worst has already happened"

Nothing makes me happy!! This video says EVERYTHING!!

May peace return to your life. It is awful what is happening in Ukraine, and I'm glad you can use this as somewhat of an outlet. As I've said before, my prayers go out to you and everyone affected by the war.

It sucks because I’m always left alone have no friends too talk too family ditched me nothing makes me happy anymore and I’m okay with that I accepted my fate of feeling alone and not good enough

Life is lot of things but fair is not one of them

Really impacting edit. I can feel that this is coming directly from your personal experience in Ukraine. I can’t imagine how impossible it must all feel, but this edit gives a window into that horror and you’ve shown it beautifully. I’m so sorry this is happening

Everytime I wake up I remember all over again 😔😒

"knocking sense of pointlessness.. what's the point?"

Me waiting a treatment since 22 years old. My life is literally pain 🫠

Beautiful

We all have our breaking point 😔

Great video

Awe this one got me. 😔

0:38 I feel that...I recently lost my pet, I miss her so much, she left the same day as my beloved grandfather I love them so much🥀many bad things have happened and feel sad and empty😢I am sorry for what you are living in Ukraine I wish all these evils would stop and the God would make this world a better place...

This was amazing, even not knowing so many of the shows. It made me tear up. My favorite since "I live in the world you leave behind." I'm trying to find the names of shows from some of the clips to watch them, if anyone's willing to help: 0:05 - Jenna Coleman 0:54 - Colorful eyeliner 1:21 - Same show as 0:05 ? 2:49 - "I dont know whats going on" 3:04 - Red headed girl in school 3:21 - David Tennant 3:30 - Jodie Whitaker

So my dam life! Exactly to the point!

Most days I feel nothing... nothing makes me happy

I have been alone since I was 18. I never really fit in anywhere. 😟

0:36 when i see you.... thats what makes happy

Represents distress well💥

💔💔😢 В цьому відео всі ми... Боляче, важко..

I MUST REMEMBER: Resistance to ANYTHING strengthens its hold over me. Radical acceptance requires tremendous strength, and faith the size of a mustard seed! Please please please, Lord, let me die. I desperately want to die. I'm in hell with no escape. Constant and consistent panic attacks. I'm terrified and all alone. I desperately want to die. I'm constantly in a state of paralyzed frozen trauma. I wish only for death. My soul is raped. REMINDER TO SELF: You're not crying about HIM, you sweet fool! You've been crying about what you thought was real with him, only to now discover... It was actually fake AS FUCK! IT WAS ALL A WHOLE DAMN ILLUSION! Trauma bonds are real. I HAVE SEVERE PTSD. The man whom I thought was my best friend, he gave me this PTSD... I want to die. I beg to die. My entire life is hell. Just suffering. The man whom I thought was my best friend... He raped my soul. My soul is anguished and tormented and raped, I am so so so traumatized. He fucked me up. Ruined me. Destroyed me. Raped my soul; shattered my heart; fucked my mind. I am debilitated from the trauma. Paralyzed frozen. Living in constant terror and panic. I DIE INSIDE. THE PAIN IS UNCEASING AND UNBEARABLE. I LIVE IN A STATE OF PERPETUAL TRAUMA AND PANIC. He betrayed and abandoned me, discarded me like garbage!!! (HOW THE FUCK COULD HE?) Replaced me for another. * An important thing: people (such as I) who had a difficult/traumatic childhood, especially those who never had their emotional needs met (like me), are prone to limerance. The reason is because we were always prone to imagining a parallel reality, a whole world of fantasies we could escape to... Fantasies have always been a safer world for us than the real one, so our mind is already used to this dynamic (it's basically like 'muscle memory'). When something triggers this dynamic, it's like opening a portal to our safe fantasy world, and as destructive as it is, we are used to actually loving it... * ANOTHER REMINDER TO SELF: This was a karmic friendship, meant to be there for a limited time (17-months-ish) to teach you, about yourself! About boundaries, about self-love, about self-respect, about self-worth, etc... About a whole plethora of magical, juicy, alchemical things! The universe, God, your guides, your ancestors, are pushing you, lovingly, in the right direction: into your own magnificent powerful magical freedom! When you let go. The universe will catch you. It’s talking to you. Let go of everything and trust the universe. It’s within you. ✨💫 NOTE TO MY TWIN FLAME: Dearest twin flame, I’m working on myself, I am being 100% healed, on every level, in every way. This is my purification process. I am doing this for me, for you, for us. I’m proud of myself, and I’m getting ready for you. I love you. AFFIRMING: - I am divine - I am sacred - I am radically honest - I am radically free - I am radically changed, in all the healthiest ways (180) - I am a warrior - I am an angel - I am light - I am love - I am one with the eternal - I am one with my twin flame - I am protected - I am strong - I am beautiful - I am royalty; daughter of the most high king - I am multidimensional - I am grateful - I am abundantly blessed - I am brave - I am creative - I am resilient - I am ambitious - I am a healer - I make the world a better place - The world makes me a better woman The desire of my heart is to be in Jesus' presence and love, always, in all ways. I am a vessel for God to bless, so that I, in turn, can be a blessing to others.💖 I invite you, Holy Spirit! I welcome you, Holy Spirit! I trust you, Holy Spirit! I need you, Holy Spirit! I love you, Holy Spirit! Help me, Holy Spirit!

wow..

Це відео чудово відображає стан всіх українців💔 Як завжди прекрасна робота👏🏻

Doesn’t even matter now…. We are all here to feel sadder. These videos make too much sense to us.. only problem is we use it to get more upset. Why.??? Why do we want to feel more worse than we already are….? Because movie scenes relate? Is that really all we have? Yeah I don’t want to be here.

what’s the show at 1:18? awesome edit btw

Sad reality 😢bad live😪

I am in denial then shocked and numb then pain I feel emotionally exhausted my sexual assault wasn’t my fault I didn’t ask for it. I relieving my past in my childhood trauma that I got ptsd from. When will this feeling of dying inside stop!

Çok karışığım. Ne iyim ne de kötüyüm

from where is the clip at 1:41?

I have been abused in the past everyday is such a hell everyday i wish i could die im alone no job

Name of the movies?

🏞️🎆🌄🌅🌌 dreams no nightmares

Matio kono toh.

Im not happy

4:31 What episode of Sherlock is that?

And 2:37

What is 2:08

. 0:41 .

Of all of these your daily existence in Ukraine is much much worse. 💔 🙏 I pray this war ends soon.

What is that Elizabeth Olsen clip from? Not talking about Wandavision

I was yesterday faired .noone is going to hire me