nothing,nowhere. - dread (Official Audio) 

Good to have you back man 👍 Missed you a lot ❤️

Welcome back, what a great track to return with ❤

you never cease to amaze me so glad you're back man

love you

DREAD: I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine I can't go a day without relying on these sedatives Therapy and doctors, I feel like a specimen Every fucking night that I've been laying in my bed Doing all I can to fight the certain sense of dread Feeling like this panic that I have will never end And so I fantasize about that gun up to my head And now these pills got me feeling asleep When I'm awake, can't get away Even when I sleep I feel pain Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain About to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane And I just want to know what I did Do I deserve this, like why I gotta deal with this shit, man And I just wanna know when it happened When I lost my mind and will I ever truly feel happy, motherfucker [Chorus] I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked. Verse 2] I've been fighting this with everything that I have And I've been trying to separate the good from the bad Well, I can't see an end to all the pain that I face I had to cancel the tour, I couldn't take any more I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest I feel like everybody has their own belief of what's best Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god? I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts [Bridge] I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops [Chorus] I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked.

incapable of making a bad song ❤️

this just made my day a whole lot better, thank you for this.

The pain never stops Joe. Its a struggle each and every day. You just Learn how to deal and live around it. Ive had panic disorder since I was five and major depression since I was twelve and an eating disorder since 13. My mental health always waxes and wanes but it ALWAYS goes back up. Ive been dangerously close to commiting suicide twice because I felt like I couldn't deal with the pain anymore. But I'm glad I didnt. My advice to you and anyone else out there is to find something real worth living for. It doesnt have to be big, and it doesn't have to be for anyone else. Just something for you that makes you wanna keep fighting. Pour your heart into and don't let go.

Sometimes it feels like u write lyrics about my emotions

I think the pain never stops but that's a part of life huh. 💔💕

Thanks for creating music to help me through my life ❤️

I hope you're feeling better Joe

I LOVE YOU JOE. HOPE YOU’RE FEELING BETTER. AND I LOVE THIS!!❤

joe fight your demons for us. your music and your lyrics help anyone of us . we need you. rejecter forever

OH LORD I'M SHAKING

Finally a new n,n song i am so hyped!

Pain stops when I listen to your songs

really needed this love you

This is this one guy I live for... U can live for us too... We love you. 💔💕

welcome back, my friend. we'll always have your back. we love you.

I will never not support you. You have the greatest fan base and are so humble. Welcome back Reaper.

Song Really hits me heavy!!! I’m dealing with Gastric Cancer stage 3C. This is so painful. I hate taking pills n doing chemo but here I am. Pushing everyday... But this pain doesn’t get any better I have lost 50 pounds fast. never hungry. I just want to know when the pain stops!!! Thanks for your music the pain stops for 3:21 when your voice goes running threw my headphones G!!! It helps. Keep your head up @nothing.nowhere & everyone in this world. Love you all.

Hey, this is so meaningful! Btw, I just want to ask you something but I couldn't find your email anywhere..

0:53 "I'm about to break." that Linkin Park reference

I really hope Joe is okay

i heard it few hours after release, its 2020 and its still my most top song ever

On October 5th, 2015 my family decided to jump my wife. Yes, the very same person that I can’t see a life without. Since then, my family hasn’t attempted to contact me or even attempted to seek the actual truth. The last three years have been so incredibly lonely and dark. I saw you perform with Real Friends and Tiny Moving Parts in Grand Rapids Michigan. Ironically, this was when my depression was in full swing. Your music gave me something to relate to. It made me feel like I wasn’t the only person that feels so angry, sad, hateful, and lonely. I, in all honesty, haven’t gotten over the loss of my former family. It haunts my every thought from the moment I stumble out of bed until I’m tired enough to fall asleep for a few hours. I still have dreams about them and I am still so unbelievably angry at them. This song really hits close to home for me. Mainly because I want to also know, when does the pain stop. I don’t know exactly what you’re going through or if you’ll even read this. But I want you to know that you’re not the only person feeling like this. You have fans that care about you. I hope you find happiness, Joe. I’m still searching for it, myself.

HOLY CRAP THE PRODUCTION ON THIS SONG IS BEAUTIFUL. Missed you man, it’s so good to hear you!

Glad to see you feeling better joe.

am I the only one that jumped when he saw the notification ?!?!!

these lyrics, amazing story teller, focusing on real life issues, nothing but respect from me

When will this be on streaming services ? Like Apple Music Great song mate Love from South Africa

I love it! 💀

Going on 36 now. I was diagnosed manic depressive with ADHD as a child. I was put on meds. I was a walking zombie child. My mother took me off of them.. the pain doesn't stop. I'm still here. Barely.

"Even when I sleep I feel pain" ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

A NOTHING NOWHERE SONG? IVE GOTTA PUT ON MY N.N BEANIE NOW😂

It’s like the universe hates me. One bad thing after another and I really just want to know when this will end

Wow how has this man not blown up past the emo scene yet

skully pt. 2 🖤

Huge Linkin park feel on this one. Unreal

This song saved my life, thank you

00:00 the second you understand you’ll love the song

here I am - 4:05 AM. tried to go to sleep for 2 whole hours. laying in bed with only my thoughts and 'this is nothing, nowhere' on Spotify. this song comes on and I finally pay attention to the lyrics. i rarely cry but the 1st verse followed by the chorus got me. i can relate way too much to it all. once again i'll go to sleep wishing i don't wake up.

Was diagnosed bipolar and now schizoaffective… and I’m just lost. I’m married, I have kids, and I’m just in some sort of daze. That I slip into more and more each passing moment. I have no fight, or soul left. I don’t notice anything besides misery. And nothing makes me happy. Thank you for this song… it makes me feel like I relate to SOMETHING…good luck, everyone.

Stay strong Joe. There is much more for you to conquer.

I love this. You're always doing bangers, doesn't matter if it's sad or not. Thank you so much for everything

YOU ARE SICK MAN! we all are so happy to se you better, your music always help me in my bad times. LOVE U

Lost a group of friends cause of depression. What's the point anymore?

incredible once again.

LYRICS: I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine I can't go a day without reyling on these sedatives Therapy in darkness, I feel like a specimen Every fucking night that I've been laying in my bed Doing all I can to fight the sorrows, that's a dread Feeling like this panic that I have will never end And so I fantasize about that gun up to my head And now these pills got me feeling asleep When I'm awake, can't get away Even when I sleep I feel pain Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain About to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane And I just want to know what I did Do I deserve this, like what I gotta do with this shit, man And I just wanna know when it happened When I lost my mind and will I ever truly feel happy? I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I've been fighting this with everything that I have And I've been trying to separate the good from the bad Well, I can't see an end to all the pain that I face I had to cancel the tour, I couldn't take any more I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest I feel like everybody asked that [???] leave for what's best Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god I refuse to let this [???]to be consumed by my thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops [Chorus] I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked

i love you. this song explains exactly how i’ve been feeling. i hope you’re feeling better. much love

I wanna know when the pain stops

I see all these comments and it breaks my heart. My 17 year old went thru a bone marrow transplant 3 years ago the chemo and radiation was extremely hard on him. Before he got sick he was always the life of the party but now he want come out of his room. He doesn't fool with any of his friends and my oldest son feels like he's lost his brother which was his best friend. I'm taking him to therapy 2 times a week and he's taking antidepressants but he just keeps loosing weight he's lost like 4 pounds in less than 2 and a half weeks. I had him evaluated to see if he was a candidate for in house treatment but they just sent him back home. He want open up to meno matter how much I beg him to. I've never been away from him his whole life. I've never missed a moment of my kids lives. They are everything to me. I just want him to know that I'll never stop fighting for him and I will never abandon him. To all that prays 🙏 we could sure use all the ones you can give. I know prayer works I've seen it for my self up close and personal when my baby was sick. God never left us the whole time. But sometimes it's hard to see the light when the darkness has swallowed you whole. I pray that each and everyone of you that feels so low will find the strength and courage you need to take back your life. I know God is good and he does listen. Thank you for letting me speak from my heart. Love you all and remember you do have people who care and loves you.

Omg this is got me goosebumps all over so damn raw and original 😭❤️💯

I can't explain how much I love your music. The lyrics are so deep and emotional, you just make me feel like I'm not alone. Thank you, your creativity is inspiring and comforting.

Joe Mulherin is the most Beautiful human being 🖤

I can finally die peacefully

cant wait to see you live, fucking love you.

We are support you forever

Definitely in my top 5 songs from n,n.

Oh my god!!!! New music!!! Love you nn always have and always will. Just hope you will read this

You're welcome. LYRICS: I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine i cant go a day without relying on these sedatives therapy and doctors, i feel like a specimen every fucking night that I've been laying in my bed doing all i can to fight the certain sense of dread feeling like this panic that I have will never end and so I fantasize about that gun up to my head and these pills got me feeling asleep when I'm awake, can't get away even when i sleep i feel pain vivid visions of the past creeping into my brain about to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane and I just want to know what i did do I deserve this? like why do I gotta deal whit this shit, man and I just want to know when it happened when I lost my mind and will I ever truly feel happy, motherfucker I wanna know when the pain stops walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops face down, fucked up with the door locked (2x) Iv'e been fighting this with everything that I have and Iv'e been trying to separate the good from the bad well, i can't see a end to all the pain that i face i had to cancel the tour, i couldn't take anymore I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest I feel like everyone has their own belief of what's best meditation, medication, should i pray to a god? i refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops face down, fucked up with the door locked (2x)

he doesn't fit in the rap scene, he is one on his own, he's still emo rap but he just isn't in the xxxtentacion and lil peep realm , in my opinion he's better and more clear than them. his music and live performances are outstanding. lil peep was a legend but n,n is so underrated and kinda like a rare thing its rare you find an artist this true and shy but once on stage in his dark clothing he consumes the light from all angles. when he cancelled his tour due to low mood it hurt me because he's just so pure. he's just relatable and genuine and my favourite artist ever. I'm hyped he's had energy to record some new stuff and it seems very similar to ruiner and the fact ruiner was amazing and made in such short time was incredible! just shows that he's probably more dedicated than most artists nowadays. puts BMTH to shame for taking like 3 years to record and album when one man did it in like 2 weeks haha!. incredible Joe. lotta love!

[Verse 1] I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine I can't go a day without relying on these sedatives Therapy and doctors, I feel like a specimen Every fucking night that I've been laying in my bed Doing all I can to fight the certain sense of dread Feeling like this panic that I have will never end And so I fantasize about that gun up to my head And now these pills got me feeling asleep When I'm awake, can't get away Even when I sleep I feel pain Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain About to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane And I just want to know what I did Do I deserve this, like why I gotta deal with this shit, man And I just wanna know when it happened When I lost my mind and will I ever truly feel happy, motherfucker [Chorus] I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked [Verse 2] I've been fighting this with everything that I have And I've been trying to separate the good from the bad Well, I can't see an end to all the pain that I face I had to cancel the tour, I couldn't take any more I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest I feel like everybody has their own belief of what's best Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god? I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts [Bridge] I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops [Chorus] I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked

Never fails to disappoint. Hope you get better man.

Your Music Changed My Life 🫶🏻

Welcome back! Hope you're doing great. ^^

king is back, good to see you back my love ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[Verse 1] I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine I can't go a day without relying on these sedatives Therapy and doctors, I feel like a specimen Every fucking night that I've been laying in my bed Doing all I can to fight the certain sense of dread Feeling like this panic that I have will never end And so I fantasize about that gun up to my head, yeah And now these pills got me feeling asleep When I'm awake, can't get away Even when I sleep I feel pain Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain About to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane, yeah And I just want to know what I did Do I deserve this, like why I gotta deal with this shit, man And I just wanna know when it happened When I lost my mind and will I ever truly feel happy, motherfucker [Chorus] I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked [Verse 2] I've been fighting this with everything that I have And I've been trying to separate the good from the bad Well, I can't see an end to all the pain that I face I had to cancel the tour, I couldn't take any more I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest I feel like everybody has their own belief of what's best Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god? I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts [Bridge] I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops [Chorus] I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked

This made my day, thank you. ❤

I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine I can't go a day without relying on these sedatives Therapy and doctors, I feel like a specimen Every fucking night that I've been laying in my bed Doing all I can to fight the certain sense of dread Feeling like this panic that I have will never end And so I fantasize about that gun up to my head And now these pills got me feeling asleep When I'm awake, can't get away Even when I sleep I feel pain Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain About to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane And I just want to know what I did Do I deserve this, like why I gotta deal with this shit, man And I just wanna know when it happened When I lost my mind and will I ever truly feel happy, motherfucker I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I've been fighting this with everything that I have And I've been trying to separate the good from the bad Well, I can't see an end to all the pain that I face I had to cancel the tour, I couldn't take any more I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest I feel like everybody has their own belief of what's best Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god? I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked

nothing nowhere FOREVER

❤

Words can't explain how relatable these lyrics are. 💔

hope you’re doing okay 💙

I got so hyped once I got this notification! I clicked on it right away, fuck this song is so good though, my morning has been made

sick af!

Here before the million.

"I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine I can't go a day without relying on these sedatives Therapy and doctors, I feel like a specimen Every fucking night that I've been laying in my bed Doing all I can to fight the certain sense of dread Feeling like this panic that I have will never end And so I fantasize about that gun up to my head And now these pills got me feeling asleep When I'm awake, can't get away Even when I sleep I feel pain Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain About to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane And I just want to know what I did Do I deserve this, like why I gotta deal with this shit, man And I just wanna know when it happened When I lost my mind and will I ever truly feel happy, motherfucker I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I've been fighting this with everything that I have And I've been trying to separate the good from the bad Well, I can't see an end to all the pain that I face I had to cancel the tour, I couldn't take any more I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest I feel like everybody has their own belief of what's best Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god? I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked"

Dad's back

Thank me later N,N fans 💜 [Verse 1] I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine I can't go a day without relying on these sedatives Therapy in darkness, I feel like a specimen Every fucking night that I've been laying in my bed Doing all I can to fight the sorrows, that's a dread Feeling like this panic that I have will never end And so I fantasize about that gun up to my head And now these pills got me feeling asleep When I'm awake, can't get away Even when I sleep I feel pain Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain About to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane And I just want to know what I did Do I deserve this, like what I gotta do with this shit, man And I just wanna know when it happened When I lost my mind and will I ever truly feel happy, motherfucker [Chorus] I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked [Verse 2] I've been fighting this with everything that I have And I've been trying to separate the good from the bad Well, I can't see an end to all the pain that I face I had to cancel the tour, I couldn't take any more I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest I feel like everybody asked that [?] leave for what's best Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts [Bridge] I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops [Chorus] I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked

This is what I need right now, a new song of n,n. Thanks 💛

This dude gets it...

ur the only reason I'm alive 😣

Happy to see you're doing better, take your time man👌🏼

Love this one lol currently listening crying but it gone be alright ❤️

I felt every word 😣😔

Yo i know you probably wont read this but i feel for you man we all have our tough moments i used to have a great life but i got depressed and started dealing with anxiety i used to be fit but now im overweight keep making songs man its my only way to escape! Edit: wow its been 2 months since this comment and my life changed so much im not overweight anymore and my life is great now i met a girl that changed my life she made me push to become a better me keep fighting and i hope the same happens to you guys

Amazing i hope your feeling better

face down, fucked up.

I think the pain will always come and go, the same is with happiness. You just need to wait for it and life has recently showed me that it can really be worth the whole struggle. I really hope that everyone here will see the light soon but for now just wait and do your best to stay strong guys.

i Want Help you so bad so you will help me ..

Can't wait to see you live in Denmark!

Face down, fucked up with the door locked

nothing,nowhere. till the end 💙

Saw him in concert, he is good as fuck

So glad you're back

[Verse 1] I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine I can't go a day without relying on these sedatives Therapy and doctors, I feel like a specimen Every fucking night that I've been laying in my bed Doing all I can to fight the certain sense of dread Feeling like this panic that I have will never end And so I fantasize about that gun up to my head, yeah And now these pills got me feeling asleep When I'm awake, can't get away Even when I sleep I feel pain Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain About to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane, yeah And I just want to know what I did Do I deserve this, like why I gotta deal with this shit, man And I just wanna know when it happened When I lost my mind and will I ever truly feel happy, motherfucker [Chorus] I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked [Verse 2] I've been fighting this with everything that I have And I've been trying to separate the good from the bad Well, I can't see an end to all the pain that I face I had to cancel the tour, I couldn't take any more I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest I feel like everybody has their own belief of what's best Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god? I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts [Bridge] I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops [Chorus] I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, fucked up with the door locked

Love your songs 😍❤