If we're being honest I gave up a looong time ago. Now I'm just wandering around and kinda existing for my friends and family. But it's getting really boring and I'm tired. I kinda wanna go, I'm sorry I tried.
No don't give up I'm sure u gonna find something/someone who gonna to be the reason of your life, if u r here it's for a reason and I'm sure u gonna find it ! ^^