I'm 51 years old and a two time cancer surviver, Ive always been addicted to some drug, never done heroin , currently addicted to meth, was on crack cocaine before this , I just need to focus on giving it up I love life I really do , I love people as well this addiction has things a mess. Great music you have made . Thank you I can relate to my life through it.
Stay in Gods passenger seat & let the Son of God Jesus Christ take you Higher, like your 10 million miles from the ground! You can do it AA program is in the big book on page 58, how it works! You can do it, with God's jelp everyday morning noon & evening!
@rogeringram9989 I hope you have come to the Revelation of your Journey in this Life, that you have been knocking at the gates of hell trying to find heaven for so long already. A survivor of Cancer & the addiction to Death, friend.... 🙏🏻 I pray you have found the WILL to Actually LIVE & finding yourself actually knocking on Heaven's Door in this short time we have to make this eternal decision 💓
Congratulations on staying clean she’s a beast and between this song and fj outlaws addiction they both hit right down deep and make you think of what it’s really like no story book endings around here
I'm 45 yrs old I shit dope for 20yrs and this song says it all. I am fixing to hit 12 yrs clean and I'm not going to lie I still have days but I've come to far to go back or look back!!
One has to own a strong mind to beat it. Surround yourself with goodness and get used to being slightly bored sobriety is my everything. I still relate real hard to this tune. It's not easy. Some days it would be easy to go get lost. Year and 4 months sober
Hang tuff! Debbie! I was a Bad Alcholie&Drug Abuser!, For about yrs.Good trade as a plumber!.We are sometimes,&a lot of most of the times our own Worse Enemy! Liver had gotten bad!!!! Drs.Gave me around a yr.or so! That was in "97"-I partyed like Princes song!like it was 1999! I was around 50 then,&took a good look at my life! I knew what i had to do! I shut everyone out of my life! But my Lovin Lab! I Quit everything for 11 yrs! I started getting out about a yr&1/2!&Started Drinking again! it killed both my folks! Listen please! God Bless ya!💓
@@sonnybono2279 Stay strong Debbie, as easy as it looks like it would be to "just slip one time" ... please remember how hard it was for you to come back!!! Sending love & prayers! ❤🙏
Well i never did ask for any help then i seriously planned on ending it myself since couldn't quit myself just didn't have a way to my gun till next morning and it was like late night and freezing so said when i wake up or daylight whichever come first i was doing it. Laid back felt a real sense of peace said to god well I'm done fighting this fight can't do it I'm to weak or something if you got other plans make this shit happen. I am a believer just not been very good person for years with all drugs and alcohol so didn't figure would do me any good but some crazy shit happened after i think i drifted off felt like a black mass of shit left my body and been good since without no withdrawal nothing don't know why how or what but whatever it was I'm happy as hell ain't ever looking back
I'm 40 and am just coming off of a 4 month stretch. Been struggling with this meth addiction since I was 12! It seems like when things get going good I feel the need to self destruct, I found Nu Breed recently and you guys have gave this old dog a new out look on life ! Stay on your grind you just don't know who you might save ! Love your 🎵 man
Back and forth 4th felony now, tryen hard, but it's so cliche but the struggle is real. Grew up off combee just to move to westside. Finally got it right when moved to TN just to find out, nothing changes, and $hitz everywhere... Nother prison sentence on parole and back to the 863. . . Tryen hard yall
Great song I been fighting heroin addiction for 8 years when u get sick of being stuck inside of a prison within yourself and u od once lose everything its time to change the devil is very strong but god is way stronger so believe in him he will help u make it through it but u have to be tried u have to be sick of that life because until u get there u Wii always be fighting your demons u have to want it more then u wanted anything else being clean gives u a new life any thing is possible through Jesus Christ everyone that is fighting drug addiction I ask god to put his arms around u and hold u close to him
addiction is horrible & scary especially wen u have a relationship that involve one an trying to make the person stop an wanting them to do better an all u want is the best for them ii know they can cuz ii don't want nothing bad happening if it was to ever go down dat road idk how it feel to kno what pain they go thru buh it hurts me it kills me inside seening the person ii love doing it...buh in the end i'm still going to be here to support mi bf until the day he decides to be clean... ii love you Jayjayy.R💯💜
I am now a recovering meth addict I am 78 days clean. I have more fun now sober n I don't miss all the fun I thought I had when I was high. When I think back what I thought was fun only hurt the ones that love me.
I’m fighting my addiction everyday but joe man your music helps me to stay on my toes I don’t win the fight much but I’m trying still. This song hits home so much anyone that’s not been there wouldn’t understand but I can listen to your words and tell the black cloud 🌧 has rained on you a few days in your life but seeing you up gives this mfer hope keep your head up brother and keep making this awesome music from your heart
Thanks I need all the prayers I can get I had another friend found dead yesterday it’s like the government is doing this on purpose we used to only have pain pills around but they cut them out and meth and H is all you see now and I’ve lost my little brother and I couldn’t tell you how many friends in the last 2 years. And if you try to get help around here the just brand you as a dope head and push you right back out
I have been struggling with addiction and mental health issues for most of my life. I am 57 and 3 yes ago I od and was resuscitated at toronto general hospital. I was fortunate to be given a second chance at life and I have not used heroin or fenthanol since.
You can do it you can stop doing drugs you just gotta want it bad enough my daughters were on dope go bad I thought she would never get clean but one day she had had enough and went to a rehab for the fourth time she's been clean for 7 years now proud of her Thank you for your music brother Love you guys Love this song 💯💯💯❤️❤️❤️🎶🎶🤘🤘🤘✌️✌️💕💕
4 years since I 1st rode a van to methadone clinic. Last March 2021 my 14 year old passed from an accidental heroin overdose in state custody. 2 weeks ago was my last 1 mg dose. Talk about severe headaches , depression worse than I ever experienced but think I'm over the hump now I hope and pray to God. Herniated a disk in 08 back surgery in 09. It's been rough but life is getting better slowly every day . when it does get rough, hold your ground because you might not get a second chance if you slip..
I'm that DOPE 💯 I listen to this song to remind myself of just how Addictive & Destructive I can be for others... It's part of my process on weighing out the good & the bad in me 🫶🏻
It's terrible it took me and about lost my life I would be dead or jail if it was not for my anut.i started shooting up I used to be afraid of needles when you get to that point you don't care
10 yr HARD CORE heroin addict sober for 12 PRAISE GOD addiction welcomes all its real its hell its everywhere it takes a strong soul an a wanna survive attitude the high leaves you then the sickness its unfathomable ....NEVER EVER Ever let someone you know say they've done heroin once cause there isn't a ONCE.....GOD BLESS YOU AN YOURS!
This song hits home with me and I'm extremely grateful for the lyrics that's been used. I can feel the message strongly cause I'm an addict and know I am. I've been through in patient and out patient programs, did the detox with 90-120 day programs, tried the NA meetings but no matter how hard I try, I'm unable to escape the clutches of this demon that I carry around. The more I fight my demons, the stronger their grips become. With my back against the wall I did what I thought was right. Instead of fighting my demons, I feed them and still able to maintain. Yes I'm addicted to meth, I smoke weed, pop a pain pill every now and then but before I'm judge know this, I have a wife, 2 step kids, a step granddaughter, got full time job and I'm only income for my home. Lifes good as long as I'm not fighting my demons. Dont know if anyone will read this but I just felt like I need to this
@@ritafayemccallhill6677 stay strong, keep head held high and never look down. I don't deserve heaven and hell won't let me in so for the time I'm given on earth I am what I am
@@dyingbreed2023 nobody on earth deserves to go to Heaven. That’s not how God works!! I feel you on the comment though and I get it. Just remember that satans way of getting his is by whispering those lies in your ear making you believe they are your thoughts.
Yeah to all the ones that's never had and issue stop trying to tell people how to live YOU DONT KNOW the struggle and the ones thats been fhere stop judging cause you already know so u aint no better than the next one help them instead of telling them how to live or trying to hurt them
This is my #1fav song you do every time I want to poke this bear called addiction I listen to this song and change my mind thank you I've been clean for 10 years now and am doing good keep the insperation comming
1year 7mnth clean , heroin, and what ever was available to escape self. selfishness,dishonesty and fear was the route cause of all my problems. Once I was willing and able to look in the mirror and realized that I was the person who was solely responsible for all my troubles and miss fortunes in my life. I was able to surrender and ask for help. thank you to a power greater than myself, I'am finally free from the bondage of self.. and live a happy and joyous free live . to finally be FREEEEE One day ,moment and sometimes each second. my prayers and love are with all who are still sick and suffering, you are all capable and worth a better way of life.
Many will speak on freedom, but still be in bondage. To truly know Freedom through the Deliverance of the Most High 🤌🏻🌹 oh that's Freedom, hallelujah 🙌🏻 Self awareness and Accountability 💯 Free from Self 💪🏻✝️ crucify the flesh and Be Blessed ✨
@@josephaustin5377 kratom Red mengda is the strain I used. No restless leg syndrome no loss of sleep no real withdrawals I was taking 35 half mg capsules a day for the first week and then everything was gone I know that seems like a lot but according to Google that was the dose that I needed for the amount of pills that I was taking for a smooth detox
I started alcohol and pill addiction at 10 and cocaine before I knew my life was a mess and I just want out of the mess I made of my life. I was clean for a few years found my best friend// my older brother dead in his recliner I had no ambition to live on he was my protector, my hero from the time I could remember he made life bearable for me and 2 months after he left me alone in the world I had a massive heart attack and died 4x before I was rushed into emergency surgery and I woke up hooked to life support from the day I got out of course the old habits just came up and and here I am trying to figure out how I am still here and why I am doing this to myself every damn day. Will there ever be an out for me to live a little bit of my life clean and happy.
Damm deep shit i was a teen im 38 now lost love ones in doing good now in everything. Is what people will c but I'm so lost right now..i don't want it to b th and of me...as we speak
I'm 27 I felt with the addiction since I was 15 and I'm now clean and sober 2 months and I feel better than I ever did and this band is one of the ones that helped me is well to see what I was doing to myself videos and their songs the song Welcome to my house and Men of War or two of my favorites the welcome to my house speaks to me in a way that I cannot explain the men-of-war also speaks to me in certain ways as well
Finally got to the point where i believe im beating my demons of addiction. To find my daughter who isn't even 17 going down the same road. I find out who feeds things to children and im a dead man walkin'...
8 years be nine this year I was on meth it had me after the second line 😭 I walked away from it 8 months later I guess I'm one of the lucky ones I'm blessed one day at a time yall 💖
I did that once I'm glad I don't do that no more I'm clean I've been clean since 2008 I have my children 3 and I have seven grandkids proud to say I'm alive and a nu Breed Jesse Howard fan
Loving this music. I swear to god every song I hear it sounds like me growing up, what I have went through up to now. 20 days clean after a 20 year habit. This is the hardest thing I have EVER done. Doesn't help I have a self centered bitch of a wife, but got news for her ass!! Got the papers ready to be filed, she has been the BIGGEST reason and the biggest damn problem in my life. See ya bitch!!!
I used and haven't picked it up in 28 years cold turkey. But I can also say there are times, and those can be hard. I just keep it real and one moment at a time
I'm a addict named chip iv wasted most of my life back in may I took my life back I haven't got anyone back in my life that ever told me they loved me because those are the people we hurt the most as long as I stay clean iv got hope for those people let me back in their lives
Bro this shit hits home harder than a tornado. I am In tears with this on repeat! I feel I can't do this. This shit makes me so depressed and I can't seem to stay away from the shit. I need help but rehab didn't work. I live behind a scary fucking hell and don't know what to do 😭😭😭😭😭😢☹️ I need help Lord!!!
Yea me and Mines are going through it now ...herion and it sucks .....this song is helping me ......Gs do G shit ...thanks to NUBREED,Jeff and pj from Maiden nc
Ok, you are right. 😭😭😭 spent 26 years with an addict. I tried so hard to stop him. We lost him four years ago this past Christmas.... It's a horrible life to live and destroyed my family
I have lived this life :( Went to prison and been clean for a year and 1week . Never give up .. be a fighter every second of the day and night. God bless each one of you reading this. Love peace and family ❤️❤️
Been on them pills 20plus yrs. Got 21 days clean caught covid my 3rd day and still to this day I feel like I'm in full withdrawal but it's not my first rodeo I know it's my mind trying to get back in
