I write to you the second time Guruji, the fact that there is no luck in business as written in my kundli bothered me , therefore i being a very long practitioner of meditation i just sit and hear to chakra sounds on youtube itself the 2 sources are :- 1. Taos Wind 2.J bittersweet These 2 sources helped me a lot in my journey and i had entered that state that was once mentioned in one of your vidoes that , i had become all of a sudden from being overly extrovert to a person who is not able to come with replies also to certain conversation which lacked meaning (it was a very bad experience as people thought i had atitude , and i used to feel so helpless , not able to laugh at jokes also which in the past, about year ago or so would have made me laugh aloud ), I would also like to add that after a certain phase in the meditation process, there came a time when i was no longer able to sit still also , i used to sit but used to keeping moving back and forth as if like a pendulum, something similar to when people chant , but i dont i just listen to the chakra sounds. I was left with no choice but to decrease my energy, to come back to normal. i left my job in Amazon to continue with business, and i have started the food business in one school ,this will be done multiple times to create a source to fund a more pasionate project of opening a transportation company whose veicles run on bio-gas and solar power, this i feel would be my contribution to society and make my life meaningful, dont want to be just another guy who lived and went away without having done any good. i practise chakra meditation once in a while as i cant resist myself and i feel something is forcing me , also some times i get scared of the state that it puts me in , and one more thing i recently started getting scared of was that if i meditate , that karma disolution happens and as u had said that the bad starts hapening , i dont want all the bad to happen now as i have just started... i am bit confused Please Help me Rohit Arya Guruji
