♪♬ and god, i don't even know where to start ♪
lyrics
i want it to be, like, messy
i'm so insecure, i think
that i'll die before i drink
and i'm so caught up in the news
of who likes me and who hates you
and i'm so tired that i might
quit my job, start a new life
and they'd all be so disappointed
'cause who am i if not exploited?
and i'm so sick of seventeen
where's my fucking teenage dream?
if someone tells me one more time
"enjoy your youth," i'm gonna cry
and i don't stick up for myself
i'm anxious, and nothing can help
and i wish i'd done this before
and i wish people liked me more
all i did was try my best
this the kinda thanks i get?
unrelentlessly upset (ah-ah-ah)
they say these are the golden years
but i wish i could disappear
ego crush is so severe
god, it's brutal out here
(yeah)
i feel like no one wants me
and i hate the way i'm perceived
i only have two real friends
and lately, i'm a nervous wreck
'cause i love people i don't like
and i hate every song i write
and i'm not cool, and i'm not smart
and i can't even parallel park
all i did was try my best
this the kinda thanks i get?
unrelentlessly upset (ah-ah-ah)
they say these are the golden years
but i wish i could disappear
ego crush is so severe
god, it's brutal out here
(yeah)
(just havin' a really good time)
got a broken ego, broken heart
(yeah, it's brutal out here, yeah, it's brutal out here)
and god, i don't even know where to start
song details
◦ artist: olivia rodrigo
◦ album: sour
◦ released: 2021
◦ genre: alternative/indie
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17 окт 2024
