This made me realize how damaged I was by having a period of time in which everyone in my life was just too lazy or disinterested to help me make things, and now that I have friends that are more willing to help me, I don't have the motivation. I should try to fix that...
ok jreg I'm seriously jealous though, I need more cool people to make art with me in my life. I have a few online artistic friends but I crave in person collaborative projects