○ if the video is blocked watch it here: (vimeo.com/2143...)
○ song request by Magi V
○ song information is in the beginning and in the end, so please find strength to find it
Hi! Did you miss me? Yes? No? Okay. I have a couple things to talk about actually.
First of all the video. Usually I try to avoid vidding popular songs, but this one I love so so much, plus knowing Magi V kind of waits for it kept me going. I honestly don't think I would finish it if it wasn't about Magi. I gave her high hopes about this project and didn't wanna let her down. Though I'm still 100% sure it's not what she's imagined for this song.
Now secondly.. It's a bit tough, but I think I might have a break from vidding. The thing is I have pretty difficult times right now and I don't feel very well. Vidding used to help me a lot, but now somehow I put so much pressure on myself with it that it only adds more stress. I find it very weird, because there's no need to put this pressue, I can do just what I like to do and you guys've been nothing but supportive,so I can't understand where it comes from, but this is how it is now. So yeah.. I mean I don't say it's over, who knows maybe I'll upload something next week, but if time passes and nothing new appears - just know that I need it.
Plus I have huge doubts about season 12. Don't throw rocks at me but I actually don't like that Mary's back. I know, I know. But I just loved that story of two brothers who lost their family, but it helped them to find each other. It was a perfect story and I don't like it being changed like that.
I've also watched Stranger Things show. It was just everywhere and I had to see what everybody's talking about. I need to say absolutely no regrets. Loved it SO much. Maybe I'll even do a video with it if I find some decent song/music. As it's only 8 episodes it's something my computer can handle.
So yeah, thanks for everyone who reads it, I don't know how many of you see a person behind this channel and not only source of videos, but I'm sure some of you do and for those people I've felt like I need to talk about what's going on with me. I hope you all doing fine and as always hope you enjoy the video.
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18 сен 2024
