"thought i heard banjos for a second" 😂 My brother and I have a ranch up in Oregon near Klamath Falls. He lives there full time but I love going up there and adventuring on my vacations.
I cleared land in Eastern North Carolina for almost a year, I loved it. Even with the cotton mouths, copperheads, and mosquitos I'd do it again, it's great being away from the hustle and bustle. Water moccasins will chase you btw
Your brother looks a million times more stable minded and healthy than you. I hope it rubs off on you and you respect and appreciate him. Please tone it down with the drink and drugs. You're daughter and your health is what matters rn. Also take the time to reevaluate your marriage and how much she even cares about you, that relationship was taking a toll on your mindset we could all tell.
Justin, oregon looks awesome! Might be more opportunity there. There doesnt seem to be much where you live in CA. Would you consider a new life with your family in oregon or elsewhere. If so, which state would you prefer? Life may be trying to tell you something if you believe in fate. You dont want to keep trying the same thing over and over and expect different results. No hate here brother. Change is a beautiful thing. Would love to hear your side of it on a video. Keep your chin up legend! Greener pastures are on your horizon!
I maybe missed it...what employer you pondering working for? Nevermind. I Stumbled upon your comment that there will be more to come, but timber cruising is not for you...