had to subscribe sis! im in a similar situation as you.. my mental health has been going downhill ever since i started uni, didnt really make any friends, toxic relationship and parents disowning me and never contacting me... i also, like you, had to resit my second year cos i failed 2/11 modules, on top of that, one of the modules during the resit year i failed by getting 39, had a suicide attempt but the paramedics after the hospital sent me into the uni where i talked to the head of the whole uni, where we agreed that if i get a 2:1 in my second resit module, then i'd continue to third year. managed to get 61 in the second module. now i've finished third year and im averaging 64% ish, but im still waiting on results for two more modules... second year i just managed to 50% LMFAO... i get them tomorrow and i've been crying on/off all day. like you said, i dont want 4 years of extreme tribulations to end up for nothing... im so nervous. i have hope though... i hope i scrape a 2:1/ congratulations sis, you deserve it so much. i dont know you but i can tell you've been through so much, this is a reward for you. please take it in and let it reassure you during hard times.
aww bless you!! honestly i relate soo much, the first two years of my uni experience was awful and i went through similar things to you 🥺🥺 but honestly you should be so so proud of yourself!! uni is hard enough under normal circumstances but on top of what you’ve been through PLUS living through a pandemic - that’s queen shit!!! you’re gonna SMASH IT! and thank you so much, it’s really appreciated 💕💕