OUR FIRST ULTRASOUND | 5 WEEKS PREGNANT 

“Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.” ‭‭Philippians‬ ‭4:6‬ ‭NIV‬‬ Anxiety is a spirit. I put your baby in Gods hands. Blessings.

I understand this and did the same thing. My line never got any darker than that with my rainbow baby. Now I have an 18 month old destroying my house as we speak. So many positive thoughts your way.

Wow I am sobbing with you!! I’m 5 weeks and literally so anxious because we’ve tried for so many years! I never thought I would be feeling this way after a positive. The amount of dark thoughts that come through my mind I literally just sobb and pray . Thank you thank you thank you for this!! You have no idea how much this has helped me and not feel crazy that I feel this way! (Like yeah I’m a bit crazy) but you know what I mean lol and also seeing that you only see a gestational sac on your 5th week ultrasound cause that’s all we saw in mine too and I just sobbed in my car cause I didn’t know what it meant 😭😂😂 you’ve literally eased my anxiety!! God bless you!!!😭🤍🤍🤍

God will take care of you and give you everything your heart desires!!!!

I stumbled upon this video and then realized you go to my same doctor. How comforting your journey is to me.

Thank you so much for sharing this! I can't even imagine the level of anxiety that someone with a history of loss and fertility treatments must go through since the anxiety can be bad enough without having experienced any of that ❤️ I'm sure that you sharing this will help many others out there who are going through the same thing!

I've been trying for 5 years with 7 miscarry I'm only 22 and I thought something was wrong with me. Cum to find out it was. But I finally got pregnant and I'm currently 20 weeks pregnant I completely understand why you are so stressed out bc I was And something as in now I worry. My last appointment they had to put me on blood pressure medication bc it's been high. They said that baby boy will be born month half early. You got this girl.

100% understand where you are coming from and how you are feeling. I have so much anxiety myself. We had a miscarriage at 8 weeks in September 2019 and wed had a Stillbirth April 2020. Now my husband would like to try again but I can't even bring myself to even dream of trying again because I have so much anxiety and PTSD. I have had to get counseling and seriously go into prayer. This is no way to live and I am trying. Your strength gives me hope and congrats on your beautiful pregnancy. I wish you both so much happiness and support! I am praying for a healthy pregnancy and a safe delivery.

Congrats!!! I am excpecting as well after two years of trying and two rounds of IVF! Just one week behind ya! ❤️😍

Thank you so much for sharing. This gives me hope after our miscarriage and you're right, the wait for that special phone call is soooooo nerve wracking.

Don't worry about the lines they will get darker every 3 days or so. Make sure they keep a CLOSE eye on your progesterone. I lost 3 babies before my new Dr found out that i wasn't producing enough to sustain a pregnancy. I was on progesterone supplements for 12 weeks and kept her in until 30 weeks and she's now a healthy 6yr old. I'll be thinking about you!

Oh sweetie, I was crying with you. It brings back a lot of memories. It makes sense because you've suffered a loss plus gone through so much to get where you are. It sucks. Believe me, I know. But, I do promise you that it will all be worth it when you have that baby in your arms. I am so glad to hear Bitty Burr (so cute!) is growing and thriving. I cannot wait for your next video!

Hey girl! My anxiety was EXTREME during my first and second trimester. I would cry the night before every appointment. On my first ultrasound they couldn’t find ANYTHING. No baby, no sac, my uterus was empty! They told me that it could be an early miscarriage or an ectopic pregnancy. That sent me into a spiral.I had to go through the blood draws and waiting for the results, the anxiety I went through was so severe. I got my results that same day and it turned out that I was just too early! I am pretty sure I bought over $100 in pregnancy tests alone and that was AFTER finding out my HCG levels were climbing fantastically. I would compare that pink line from every test I had taken. Every little cramp I had I would assume the worst. Anxiety is so so normal. YOU are normal. We heard our little babes heartbeat at 6 weeks 1 day. I was SHOCKED. But no matter the good news, I always waited for the bad. Which like in your case, it never came. I would over analyze every word the doctor said and would ask my husband “so, did the doctor sound confident that everything was ok?”. I don’t think my anxiety disappeared until 30 weeks. March 24, 2020 I gave birth to a beautiful healthy baby girl. It’s okay to not enjoy your pregnancy. And it’s okay to feel anxious. It’s hard to not let it consume you. Take a deep breath, mama. It sounds like your little babe is THRIVING. ❤️

I suffer with terrible anxiety. Since becoming a mom 6 years ago, its so much worse. I worry about everything to do with him. My mind goes nuts. Weirdly when I found out I was pregnant with him I was not worried. I was ecstatic. When I had him...wow. postpartum anxiety was THE WORST. i feel like i still have it. People say all moms worry...but me, im on another level. Shew wee. Worth it, but Lord.

I cannot imagine what you’ve had to go through. It breaks my heart that some women have such a hard time getting pregnant. But you are so strong and I’m so happy for y’all!! 🌈

I'm so happy for you! I know it's hard not to worry, I'm 27 weeks naturally pregnant, and still worry every day. I just know you'll be fine though and have a healthy, successful pregnancy. I have a good feeling about your pregnancy. I can't wait for us all to meet little bitty Burr and look back at this footage! ♡ 💪😊💕🌼

Im so happy to see your journey. Gives me hope . I have had a miscarriage and two ectopic pregnancies, and it has really taking a toll on me; emotionally. But after a year of healing from all of it. Me and my husband are ready to start IVF . Thanks for sharing your story .

I feel your pain. Last night I did the same thing, took a pregnancy test and the line didn't get any darker than it had been a few days ago. 🥺 Had to remind myself it didn't mean anything. After two miscarriages every little cramp and twinge has me thinking the worst. We just have to stay in the moment and not let the fears of our past ruin the joys of the current moment and our future. I will keep you in my prayers as I also pray for my own mind. 🙏🏾

haha my boyfriend is logged in but this made me feel 10x better abt my ultrasound. i’m 5 weeks & was so worried but i’m having the exact experience as you so fingers crossed 😆♥️

Omg, I feel your story!. I had 2 betas about 5 days apart. First was 1560 at 15 days past transfer, the next I had 5 days later in the next week, it was 7560 doc said it is veer good and no more beta needed. The next thing is the ultrasound, I’m having next week . Lord knows It’s all I can think about. So scared and refuse to take another pregnancy test. I took 5 already lol lord I pray pray that they find my lil one’s heartbeat next week. Your story is so on point. If a woman has never been through ivf they don’t understand. I have had nightmares that my beta numbers disappeared, or maybe they were wrong lol but I know that’s not true. They have no choice idea. Glad I came across your story

I'm not an IVF mama, but have lost 2 pregnancies back to back recently. Even after an ultrasound at 6 and 9 weeks, I'm still nervous approaching my 12 week checkup with ultrasound tomorrow. That fear is real, seriously. I have to keep my eyes closed for the first few seconds before I get courage to look up and see if there's a baby still there and a heartbeat. Wishing you the best of luck in this pregnancy and postpartum

I just went for my first appointment and they couldn’t find my baby... so I’m having to test my levels every 48 hours. Watching your story is giving me hope...

Crying my eyes out watching this. I'm going through the same thing right now. Got to have my second bloods tomorrow morning and just can't seem to keep a positive mind atm 🥺😢

Oh my gosh.. I so happy you shared your video, I also more than 5weeks pregnant and I'm so anxious and scared.. co'z my first ultrasound didn't show so much of my baby's development.. I am scheduled to have my second ultrasound amand check up next month and I'm scared, what if I didn't hear my baby's heartbeat?? Your video is very helpful to relieve my worries a little bit.. thankyouuu soo much..😞

Deuteronomy 32:39 See now that I, even I, am he, and there is no god with me: I kill, and I make alive; I wound, and I heal: neither is there any that can deliver out of my hand.

I can relate with this so much! I am an anxious mess right now I am currently 6 weeks and can’t go into the doctors until I’m 7 weeks. I’m so beyond nervous for my first appointment and what they are gonna say. I keep testing all the time still and my lines are still very strong, but you just never know. Hang in there girl, we got this!!!

Don’t stress hun! Every things fine. Just relax. Watch a movie and play some games. That’s how I passed my entire first trimester.

When u said u just want to be normal, that hit me hard cause that’s me! I have to do a blood draw every 2 days and the fear that comes with it is crippling

You are 100% not silly for being so anxious. Who can blame you for needing reassurance that baby is well? You are going to be such a good mommy. I hope you find peace through the process. Sending you lots of love.

Thank you for your video. I understand how scary it can be, me and my husband have been trying for 3 years. August 2019 I had a chemical pregnancy, June of 2020 I hemorrhaged a few days after hearing the heart beat and I just found out 2 weeks ago that I'm pregnant again and I'm so scared. I just want to be able to keep this one. Prayers for all the women who are trying for a baby.

My doctor made me get a early scan because she thought the baby was in my tubes but it wasnt and all we saw was a empty sac I was meant to be 6.4 weeks but measured 5 weeks xxx now I'm 6.1weeks xx next scan is at 8 weeks

I had 3 unexplained early miscarriages, and I totally feel you. I am on week 4 and 2 days today. So you are about a few weeks ahead of me. Your videos are very encouraging to me. Please keep uploading!

I just saw this video pop on my feed. I am currently 5 weeks. I have been super anxious this entire time with nothing but love from my family, husband and constant prayers to God. I am scared that me being too anxious will affect my baby. I thought I’ll be less anxious when I saw the US yesterday but since there’s no heartbeat or fetal pole yet, i cannot help but be more anxious. I am so glad I saw this video.knowing that it’s okay to be anxious, gives me hope.

Omg im cryin with u wish i can give u a big long hug in this vid sending u hugs and lot of love and can't wait for you to vlog soon with your baby so happy for you

I’m totally there with you. 😭 I get exactly what you are going through. Love and hoping things are settling in. We just hit 12weeks after 4 .5 years and 6 losses. ❤️💕💕💕💕💕

Found this video after searching 5 week ultrasound. This gives me zoo much reassurance. Same thing happened to me this week. No fetal pole and it is scary. Heading. back next. Fingers crossed and prayers going up.

Feel the pain had 3 miscarriage now a mother of 5 and expecting

Not every other woman gets pregnant fast though. I got pregnant with my daughter and son immediately then had unexplained infertility for 3 plus year now I have done medicated cycles on my second one and praise God!

So excited for you!! ❤️

I’ve only just come across your video but I just wanted to say I feel your anxiety I didn’t go through IVF but I did lose my daughter at 12 days old after being born at 24 weeks with a brain condition in March and I fell pregnant again in May 🌈👶🏻I’ve only just stopped taking pregnancy tests and that’s even after 5 ultrasounds too and I turn 16 weeks tomorrow ... 16 weeks for me is a huge anxiety ridden week as this is the week we found out something was wrong with her brain last time But so far so good so I’m trying to stay positive you’ve got this mama ❤️

It is SO scary after miscarriage and infertility. I’ve had 6 miscarriages and am pregnant now after TTC 2 years. EVERY single beta u convinced myself that this would be the one id get bad news. It’s SO nerve wracking. Hang in there!!

I had my first ultrasound in the ER yesterday. Had a lot of cramping and pain. They measured my gestational sac at 5w 4d and didn’t see a fetal pole. The doctor said that it could be too early or I already miscarried. My hcg levels were good so I go back tomorrow to my OB to have my levels rechecked. I’m so nervous but seeing your video helped calm me when they said it’s normal not to see a fetal pole yet!

I can only imagine the anxiety! Prayers for you guys mama!

😿 , I hate to see you cry:( you know maybe u can have what’s called the “hook effect” happen on ur pregnancy test... it happ to me... your HCG can be so high it makes the test faint! I made a whole video on it!!! I’m praying for u and it’s gonna be OK!

Congratulations! ❤🎉❤ Was your 5 week ultrasound abdominal or vaginal?

I has my daughter May 2019. Got pregnant again November 2019 and lost him December 2019. My body wasnt creating enough progesterone to help baby grow. It was at a 3. It was supposed to be way higher. It was a horrible horrible time because the doctor in the ultrasound area suspected a ectopic pregnancy due to my rising hcg levels but low progesterone levels. So I was sent to the er. I was told by my normal doctor the pregnancy is not viable. I was in tears and actually remember yelling why me? I remember when I passed him. Showing him to my husband and burying him. We were in tears. Nobody should have to go through that. Well fast forward about 4 months April 2020 I got a very very faint positive pregnancy test. We were happy but scared we would lose another baby. Next day we tested again and got a definite positive. I called my obgyn and she ordered hcg and progesterone blood test. My hcg was 15 and progesterone was 12. Both low but showed I was early. Went back 3 days later and hcg doubled but progesterone was the same. At that point my doctor put me on progesterone medication until 15 weeks. Until placenta took over the hormones. At 19 weeks 3 days we got the anatomy scan. Found out our little boy has multicystic dysplastic kidney. Basically it's a non functioning kidney with cysts around it. My heart is broken because our son could be born early or if hes born normally have to be monitored. It was like the world shattering all over. I just lost a baby and didn't want to lose another. I'm trying to be positive so I dont keep breaking down and crying but its honestly so hard. Our only way to know our son is doing okay is monthly ultrasounds until hes born. I'm terrified. 😞 I just want our son to be okay and healthy.

The anxiety is killer when your pregnant. Good luck hun. Let it out. Cry. Talk about it. Deep breath.

I m also crying now, feeling so nervous

I am going through this tomorrow 🥲🥲 I feel your pain

omg YAY congrats girl, i can tell you are gonna be the best mommy

Not knowing is torture as well!

Thank you so much for sharing this. I just had my first ultrasound and there was a gestational sack but no fetal pole. Doc thinks I am early and I am going back in a couple weeks to be rescanned. The amount of anxiety and prayer is so real. Thank you for keeping it so real.

We're going through IVF (between retrieval and FET ) and just found your channel. Thank you so much for normalizing all of the feelings with the knowing. It's so hard to explain to people how knowing more can feel worse. I'm so glad to watch the rest of your pregnancy series as hopeful stories really help me to keep up the faith.

1 in 4 women miscarry. Thats a lot of women. So theres no "I wish i coukd be like every other woman" we all struggle with major anxiety the 1st trimester ♡

Your videos help me so much and give me a lot of hope you have no idea. Thank you ❤️

This video was reassuring. My first scan didn’t show much either but the peace of mind of knowing baby is developing where they should be is great 🤍🥲

Congratulations mama I kind of know how you feel iv had 2 miscarriages I'm currently pregnant and will be giving birth in another 2weeks it was pretty stressful carrying only because of the fear of losing another baby but I'm so blessed and thankful 😊all the best to you and your partner

Tears of joy but be happy god Willing you fulfill all your desires

Awe baby I can gone through this my last 4 pregnancy over 2 years my last loss included losing the baby and my right tube it’s so hard and I completely understand my prayers are with you this made me cry cuz we just found out we’re 4weeks 4 days and I’ve been so upset n stressed because I know the feeling of not knowing what’s going on so I completely understand where ur coming from !

I had a chemical pregnancy last year. It was very scary. It didn’t survive sadly -.- just at 5 weeks I started bleeding and bled for 2 weeks straight. I felt like a failure. But 3 months later I conceived my new little baby. I’m due in 10 weeks. She’s healthy and happy and rolling around. I hope this journey hasn’t been too hard on you...

So precious Michelle!!! 😭 God bless you sister. So many of your videos have brought tears to my eyes. You are one tough woman and I can’t imagine the mom you will be with that spirit! You and Matt will be wonderful parents and I’m so excited for you both!!! ❤️ lots of Love! - Gogan

I feel so relieved knowing there's some hope! My hcg was low and they saw a sack but no pole my heart dropped doc said come back in 3 days get HCG checked again, I'm supposed to be around 5 weeks they asked if i had regular periods i said yes i track mine, she said FINGERS CROSSED that everything is okay. I lost so much hope and have been crushed all day i can't even move, just thank you for this sigh of relief even if it's just a little hope, it's what I needed!

Man I wish I could have watched this years ago. I have two babies. Both pregnancies were after tremendous loss. This is exactly how I felt. Constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop is horrible. Good luck mama. I know you’re close to birth. Enjoy the ride from here on out. ❤️

I’m going thru the same thing now I’m currently 5 weeks

I so wish I were there to hug and comfort you. Everything is going to work out. Maybe not in your timing but on time. It will all work out ❤️❤️

So this means tomorrow will make you 12 weeks?

Thank you so much,my test isn't increasing for the past five days and l still have all my symptoms.. 4weeks 3days and l have been so worried

Me and my wife had over 11 miscarriages we had to do ivf I can’t even remember what round of ivf we are on now it’s been a roller coaster ride but we got good news today her first blood draw was 200 and it jumped from that to 876 then to 6000 it’s week 5 day 3 today and we went to 10400 and then seen the yolk and gestational sac today hopefully when we go back we can get the heart beat and the pole

Im sooo happy for you! This was such a sweeet video. I’m currently a few days away from 5 weeks and I’m a little nervous. My first US isn’t for another 2 and a half weeks.

Congratulation i feel the samw anxiety i miscarried twice i still check myself when i go i know the really bad anxiety everything will be amazing I'm so excited for your journey

I totally understand! I had 3 miscarriage and I’m pregnant now and my last blood test was 6.36 and I’m scared of my first ultrasound 😭

I’m crying my eyes out right now I’m so scared to go to my appointment today I’m pregnant I got a positive test they looked and saw only a sac I’m really afraid I pray god makes this journey easy for you both you deserve the best mama ❤️

Sometimes we are so wrapped up in worry, we don't enjoy the blessings that God has given us! Fear is such a strength & happiness stealer! I lived my life in fear my whole life, finally decided to let go ... only to get pregnant for my fear to be heightened! They say if you want God to laugh, tell him your plans!.... I laughed, I am 5 weeks 1 day and I have been up & down with emotions, I had to get off of RU-vid and Google, or force my self to watch only success stories.... because being responsible for someone else's life is the most scariest thing! May God be the glory, hope everything turned out fine for you... because God already had it mapped out💕🙏🏾

I'm 7weeks pregnant after 31 days post miscarriage. My HCG was 57,034 at 6weeks 4days. I'm seeing my OB this friday for the first time. I'm so nervous and scared because my previous miscarriage ended at 7weeks. I know how you feel babe. We're not alone. 🌻🤰🌻

Your video made me feel a lot better! I am 19 dpo and my tests are decreasing a ton but it seems like they fluctuate so much.. but tomorrow I have an appointment to do betas so prayers are super welcome! I’m so glad your little baby was safe!!!

I just came across your video and it brought me to 😭! I’ve had an ectopic pregnancy and a missed miscarriage and am currently almost 6 weeks pregnant all in the matter of a year. I’m so terrified that this pregnancy won’t go to full term. Every little thing worries me! How did you pull yourself together in the sense that it didn’t overcome you and your mind with constant worry and stress?

Stay strong you are already pregnant. You have to be happy and strong.

Thank you for sharing your experience. I have my first ultrasound next Monday and I am terrified. I don't know how to stop driving myself crazy.

At this point she knows the baby is fine. Thank God🙏💜💙

You are not alone! I’ve had two loses, I have my first with this little bean on Monday.

im one day ahead of you lol thts pretty kul plus i wouldnt feel bad anyway if i were you. i need 2 treatments in my pregnancies this is my second child but 5th pregnancy. i had 3 miscarriages and was so scared to see the ultrasound today i saw exactly what you saw. you got this girl stay strong

Am 3 weeks and was worried forba fetal pole until I saw this than u

Was it a abdominal ultrasound or TVS( intravaginal)

Omg, i was crying with you. Thank you being so transparent with us💖

Jesus girl!

Currently going through the same thing.. had a ultrasound and only saw a sac but they believe I am 3-5 weeks so it might just be too early. Today was my second blood draw to see if my levels went up and my anxiety is awful... first blood draw showed I would be about 5 weeks.. after my ultrasound hearing that I could possibly be going through a miscarriage breaks me- physically and mentally. The unknown is soooo stressful.

I had a miscarriage at 8 weeks it was mentally and physically painful for me and my boyfriend but now I’m currently pregnant again on my second trimester it’s the best feeling when you get to see your baby moving and kicking in your stomach 💕

I totally understand what you’re going through. I’m waiting for a miracle at this moment

I was crying with you girl!!!! Thank God Bitty Burr is thriving!!!! Sending you lots of prayers and love!!!

Currently 8 weeks tomorrow and I may have an empty gestational Sac 😔

What was the first blood draw level???

Thank you for your videos ❤️ I am going through a pregnancy after loss, and honestly it is so therapeutic to see you and accompanying you makes me hopefull.

Congratulations!! How reliving, so happy for you guys. I’m currently going through this my first two beta didn’t double now they seem to be okay 5 more days until my 5 weeks 5 day ultrasound and I’m a mess! It’s not easy, I feel it.

Congratulations dear sister god bless your family boy or girl both are gift from god which most important is you darling health and safety during pregnancy and brith especially this time of pandemic pray for us every one who don’t have kids best gift for you ask god to you have safe brith healthy baby you become proud of her orhim as doctor or university professor loved by every one best wishes take care of your self little family future mother good luck

Ohhhh my gosh. I'm thinking about you. I used to do the same thing. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

I feel this in my soul. I have cried every single tear you have.

Hey mummy, please don't stress out. I hope you're doing good with your baby. Don't stress mummy. The more you stress, baby will be more stress. Congrats anyway mummy!

Nurses don't do ultrasounds, sonographers do.

This gives me hope I’ve been anxious all night not seeing my line progress on the pregnancy tests 😅

Praying for you🙌🙏