Honestly, grandma calmly talking about what was most likely post partum depression just makes me enjoy how open and honest she is. Back when she had her daughter that would have been so stigmatized. I can't even imagine how strong she is for dealing with that in the era she did 💜 Also proud of you Morgan for being open about your own struggles as well. I've always felt so lost and off track, and its so true. Sometimes you feel like you get on track with life, just to get derailed. But I've come to accept that, being 30 and having no clue what to do with my life, its ok. We will endure and live and discover our path, no matter how odd it is.
The shot of Grandma Janice posing in her new clothes and glasses was everything 😍 Honestly, Morgan, I thought that this is what you will look like at Grandma's age!
One of my favorite parts lolll, as she was walking everyone was screaming and clapping then everyone stopped except Ryland, he was just clapping and snapping the whole time 😂😂😂
Can we just talk about how she washed her hair in the shower standing up out of the shower with her clothes on and barely got water on her? The skills, I'm thoroughly impressed haha
It's always the WORST feeling when you're actually doing good and you haven't been that happy in years and then you hit a wall and gotta go through it ALL OVER AGAIN. You're not alone either Morg! ♥️
Life is kinda imploding in on itself for me right now, which is sad cause I was doing really good, but nothing lasts forever. “Regression to the mean” - life can't ever be all bad or all good. Eventually, things have to come back to the middle.
109% I had chemophobia as a teen, then it came back last September as fear of lead and it's been.....yeah. I was supposed to be getting healthier, not worse. And right after I was starting to feel happiness again after being numb so long. I'm hoping I can kick it and be okay again.
thank you for this it's good to know I'm not the only who's lost in life because I look around at everyone else doing things and getting on in life while I'm at a full lost and have no real direction to what to do or where I want to go and I feel sometimes I'm the only one who's like this. thank u again
@@nostalgiatripping9103 noo, you are not alone, i am definitely up there with you. But we'll make it. We often forget that life is actually long and sometimes you need to take your time to figure things out :)
I’m glad Morgan said that she feels lost and also u guys bc I feel that way as well. I was depressed n confuse n lost and then I got my dream job n I felt happy accomplish but now I’m back to feeling sad, lost and just feel like I haven’t done anything and everyone is doing better but it all just takes take to get it all “together”. Idk but I’m glad I’m not alone.
@@dianaponce631 Happy to read that you got your dream job, congratulations 🥰 You know, sounds tacky but its really just a phase. The good passes but the bad passes also. You may think you didnt do anything but try to maybe think of the stuff that you did and you enjoyed the past days,weeks etc. I know it helped me sometimes :)
Shane’s “DISTRACTION!” had me 🤣🤣 “BIRD!”🤣🥰 so amazing. Honestly though grandma seemed really tired and slump before the drive but after she was so alive and refreshed looking and more talkative I feel. She looked soooo freaking happy ☺️
you saying "we're a package deal, who do you thinks takes grandma places" is honestly me and my grandma. Missed u Morgan!!! sending love from Argentina 💖💖💖💖
Not me crying over the inspirational rocks you gave everyone 😭😭 especially Shane and Rylands, so thoughtful. Your such a great sister/daughter/grand daughter ❤️
When Grandma said the one and only time she remembers being depressed in her life was when your mom was born I let out a laugh I've never heard me make before. XD
Lol I laughed so hard too. But on a serious note, I'm so proud that Geandma is speaking up about post-partum depression 💜 such a difficult time some women go through
I love that you took your grandma out driving. She looked like she enjoyed it so much. When my mom couldn't drive anymore it brought her way down. I know it meant a lot to your grandma to have that feeling of freedom. ❤❤❤
Hi Morgan. Don't panic. Don't ever underestimate just how mentally, physically and emotionally draining renovating a house is. It's A LOT. It's decisions, money, dust, noise, scheduling things that either come too early or don't arrive at all, dealing with people not showing up, wondering if you're in over your head, wanting to burn the house to the goddamn ground, not wanting to own anything or wanting to live in a Yurt without electricity. But then there are days when it's awesome and you're so excited to be creating a house. And don't even get me started on how amazing it is once it's all finished. It's chaotic af and anyone who says it isn't is either lying or a robot. You're in between right now and it's hard. You've bought a house (yay!) but you have no place to call YOURS (boo) so you're floating and it's wearing you out. I *highly* suggest that if you can swing it you should bite the bullet and rent an apartment so you have a place of your own. Surfing between your parents, Ryan's, and hotel rooms isn't giving your heart and soul a place to decompress and just be you. Also I think you're onto something with the snow affecting you. Seasonal affective disorder is real and it's intense. You're very very fortunate that you can work from anywhere so perhaps in the future you can do six months in Colorado and six months somewhere sunnier. Maybe buy a small condo in LA. Just spitballing. I know it's hard. You'll get where you want to be. You're smart and you have a good heart. We see that by how much you love your grandmother. I may or may not have gotten choked up watching her drive. Hang in there.
The gifts you got for your mom, Grandma, Ryland and Shane were the absolute sweetest. They are all so blessed to have someone with such a loving, caring, generous, kind heart like you in their lives ❤
Your amazing relationship with grandma doing whatever weird plans you come up with including her reminds me of my own grandmother and I. Beautiful memories.
Very good advice. Keep moving because you will bump into what gives you purpose, happiness. Staying still will only expose you to what you've already seen and experienced.
I think we are all a little lost. The past two years were heavy on everyone's mental health, some more than others. Combined with a huge relocation and home renovation of COURSE you will feel not like yourself. My grandma was just as iconic as yours and she would always tell me"This too, shall pass". ♥️ Grandmas are very wise.
"All my girls, gays, theys and straights." That's probably the best line I've heard since "better than sliced bread." A poet and she didn't know it, sheesh!
I think Morgan’s going to feel better once her house is in live-able conditions. Yea it’ll still be getting worked on while she’s living there but at least she has a place to call home 🏡
I love how you went from talking about how lost you were to immediately showing gratitude for your present life. It’s honestly one of the smallest but most powerful things you can do when you feel like you’re spiraling/losing yourself. Gratitude goes a long way! I’m also 28 years old, have a great job, life, friends and family and I still feel the same way sometimes. It’s all perspective and what you make of it. You’re doing great for 24! 🤍
I’m so happy you talked about feeling lost… I’ve literally been in a funk for about 5 months. Been in a career for the majority of my adult life and just couldn’t find real happiness in it no matter how hard I tried to fake it. :( just left me feeling empty and wanting more. So I quit and been on this crazy in between space trying to figure out my next move. Been putting some effort into starting a small business trying to be creative again. It’s so hard to find yourself again when you been someone else for so long. But I know the journey will be worth it in the end to find that spark again. ❤️ let’s keep going
Never feel bad about the ups and downs!! It happens!! Depression comes and goes! You are doing amazing!! 💙 Your videos make ME feel better about dealing with my own Depression and anxiety
I was this way with my Grandma for years and years and took care of her for years. You will never regret this Morgan. She will always appreciate that. This made me miss my Grandma so much. 😢 Love you Grams!
You should never have to feel embarrassed to say you are lost or stuck in life. It is definitely difficult to feel like you've regressed and things have gone backwards, but that is all a part of becoming who you are. Progress is almost never linear, there are often set backs or delays or little slip ups, that is absolutely normal. You know what has helped me when I slip back into depression and need something to bring some joy into my life? Your videos! You may not feel like you're doing as much as you may want, but you're doing so much for so many just by sharing your life with us! Keep working on you, but don't be afraid to take a step back from things when you need to. You got this Morgan! 💪🏻
I’m sorry you’ve been so down Morgan. 💙 However it is really refreshing to hear someone on social media talk about depression & struggles we all deal with instead of trying to pretend their life is perfect. If you feel comfortable keeping us updated on your journey towards happiness, it could really help people like me who are also feeling lost.
Life is always about finding a new path. We are constantly evolving into a “new me” and shedding the old. One rock can throw us off course but getting back on that path is strength.
Morgan, the depression thing is so relatable. Sometimes it makes no sense. The good thing is your aware and talk about it. We see an amazing young women with a fantastic family who is super smart, creative and engaging. Thank you for sharing. And I’m sending u good energy and hugs for better tomorrow’s. …….side note……Shane creating obstacles for grandma while driving was EVERYTHING! Laughed so hard! 🥰😻🐶💕⭐️👏🌈💐
Morgan life is all about ups and downs. If we didn't have our downs, we wouldn't appreciate and cherish our ups. We are all trying to find our way through life. That's how we grow as a person. Thank you Grandma for being such a great sport. :)
Oh my god I relate to this so much. I’m 30 now but I definitely went through the same thing in my mid 20s, realizing that depression and anxiety will come in waves for the rest of my life. I’ve recently been learning that routine is important for my mental stability. With “clothes in five different places” it’s no wonder that you’re feeling lost. I would be a mess if I worked for myself with nothing holding me to a daily work schedule.
Your grandma is just adorable! She was so very happy, she has some pretty great grandkids 🥰 It’s not easy being an adult, we all have ups and downs. You got this 🙌🏼
Grandma driving was just lovely ❤ Also, Girl, you are just far too hard on yourself. Life is a journey, its not always going to go your way and unfortunately, if you have a goal they can take time to reach. There are going to be things you can't control and its just about learning to focus on what you can control and releasing hold on what you can't. Be kind to yourself, be gentle, it takes practice but you need to do it all the time until it becomes the normal. Only speak to yourself the way you would speak to a friend (maybe not trinity, you guys speak to each other like sisters lol), be kind, don't put yourself down, lift yourself up! You don't have to have your shit together, no one has everything together. Focus your energy on the small things, the life around you is beautiful, you just have to take the time to appreciate it without the "but". You got this girl ❤
Morgan I always appreciate how honest you are about what’s going on in your life. I always wanted to go into nursing and I had it planned out forever. My mental health hit an all time low (nursing school drains me) and my grades reflected it and I got released from the program. Psychology has always been in the back of my mind, and because of you I’m going after it. The past few months I’ve been so lost, but you helped me make a new path. We are our own worst critics, you’ve accomplished a lot and I can’t wait to see what else you will do.❤️
Awww this comment made my heart smile!! I’m sure you will be absolutely fantastic in whatever your path leads you to do. Sometimes our first plan has to crash and burn to find the right plan!! Good luck in school and I’m cheering for you big time 😭🎉🙏❤️
Feeling lost and (seasonal) depressed is so relatable to me… I’m watching every video cause you’re such a nice and relatable person! It’s like your a friend. Ly Morgan
This is the sweetest thing I've ever seen! Thank you for letting her feel young again. Hell at this point it's what we all need: mental stability and a load of fun times and memories!😭🥺
Always love how honest you are! Life is constantly taking us on ups and downs, I dont think we ever totally figure it out we just hold on and try to enjoy it. Love you Morgan!❤
Morgan, you’ve got this girl! You’re doing amazing things for yourself, at such a young age. Your older self is THANKING you, right now. Keep on thriving and being an inspiration to follow your goals, no matter the daily struggles ♥️
I love you so much Morgan! That talk at the end with feeling lost and how depression really does come and go resonated with me being a 26 year old feeling the same way 🤍
I truly think it’s a form of burnout, always trying too hard and adjusting to others expectations of you and not taking care of yourself. It’s a constant cycle, and it doesn’t end but you’re right it’s all about how you react to it and reflect on it. The way you talked about it in the vid just shows how much growth you’ve had. 10/10 vid
I’m a 25 year old from CO and I found you maybe 4 years ago?! Through Shane’s videos and absolutely fell in love with your personality, family, jokes, and just realness. I have felt super overwhelmed and almost misunderstood if you will, and you venting about the same in a robe (but also in LA like okay miss thang) just gave a sense of comfort so thank you ❤️ Even though 26 is creeping around the corner for me, and people continue to say “you’re so young” it’s so easy to feel the pressure of where you think you should be. Keep true to yourself and everything will fall into place.. giving you the advice I should take myself! Love you Morgan ❤️
What y’all did for your grandma was so sweet and loving. And then you giving those rocks!! Just so loving and thoughtful. Y’all are some amazing people. ❤️🥰
I cannot thank you enough for sharing your family and especially Grandma. I miss mine and yours makes me smile. I love the relationship you have with her. While I'm babbling I also have to say how strong you are to keep going through the depression. I'm not as successful with that, but all progress is positive. Love you all!
You just helped me realize that chances are I will feel better again. I'm in a ostrich in the sand moment that has lasted 2 years. I don't think you know how much you help others. Your kindness, sense of humor, resilience are such positive characteristics no matter how your feeling & inspire me & I'm sure others.
Morgan, Ima 41 year old lady and I have gone through everything you are describing here my whole life! I hate to say that this is what we deal with. I don't think it ever gets easier, you just will learn what coping mechanisms work for you and get through it the best way you can. You are correct when telling your audience that they are not alone. So many of us battle with these kinds of things and absolutely yes get your hair tone fixed. Its little things like that that will add some pep to your step! You will be okay girl! This too shall pass and you will be right back in control of your world ♥ These videos help me greatly, I find a lot of similarities with you and I. Just seeing how you process life helps me process life. We all just trying to survive and stay happy-ish.
I COMPLETELYYY relate to you I’ve been feeling so down lately 🥺 Lots of things have been not working out for me. I love you and appreciate you so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Absolutely love Grandma!! You all are so good together as a family. You got this Morgan! Anxiety and depression come and go. Usually for not one reason or another. Love watching you ❤
Hahahah! Your Grandma is a gem! Thank you for sharing her with us! You are 100% right, Morgan. You are not alone in the rollercoaster of life. I keep reminding myself one thing at time and just keep going. ❤
One thing is for sure, you're a really fun person. Just keep being yourself. At 24, you aren't supposed to have life figured out. Just put yaself first, girl. You're doing ok!
i love everything about this vid!! grandma looks fabulous, shane had me rolling with his “distractions” 😂 and i just want to take a sec and appreciate how real you are. thank you for sharing your internal struggles. the human experience really is a roller coaster!
Morgan is so sweet. Always getting everyone around her little thoughtful prezzies. I love that. And this feeling of being lost is normal, no matter at what age, as she said - it comes and goes. So just keep doing what you're doing and don't let little setbacks stop you from keeping going! :)
As a 21-year-old with anxiety and depression, your videos are an escape for me and so comforting. Always smiling when it comes to your videos, no matter what day, month, or year that I am having. We are all so grateful for you.
11:43 this is exactly reason why I follow Morgan and love her so effing much. She's young and all about journey. How she words her feelings in way I wish I could word my own. I love the fact that she's so involved with her family, no matter how far away she lives away from them. She is the absolute best 💕
Your grandma is a gem, she cracks me up everytime. :D I love your videos and I think we're all allowed to cut ourselves some slack bc the world is a wild place in 2022. :')
I 100% understand feeling lost and sad and confused but fully recognizing that your life is good and easy and FINE. It’s frustrating, but like you said, we’ll always find away through it 🤍 March will bring sunshine and clarity
Honestly Morgan, You are probably less lost than you feel. Most of us struggle from time to time with feelings of depression or feeling lost/uncertain. But you are getting up every day and trying. You may have taken a temporary detour, but you’re not lost. Keep pushing forward and you will get back on track again. This season too shall pass.
It's always soo cool to have an update on your life and family! Although I do watch Ryland's vlogs too. Yours hits in a way that i personally can relate to. Thank you for always staying YOU around your family. Sometimes I get lost in my own family expectations on how to be, live, etc. Can't wait for the next vlog!
Your videos make me so happy. It’s comforting knowing I’m not alone in feeling lost. It almost comes in waves and things will continue to get better. This is the dreary time of year I feel for a lot of people. You got this Morgan! I love how fun and adventurous you are in your videos even if you’re not doing that much they always are inviting and hilarious. Loved grandma driving and her outfit. That was very sweet of you guys to do for her!
Morgan: I guess that's what I could do as payment for living at all your guys houses. I can be like the blower. Shane: I don't know about that title 🤣🤣🤣
