The first step for me was setting a timer and forcing myself to wait at least one hour between lines. Now I'm 4 months sober without having to attend rehab.
I did so much coke that my nose started hurting really bad, so my next option was to smoke it, so I started cracking it up and just like that life took a turn and not for the better. After much struggle I grew up and now I'm 15 years clean since 3 days ago. I believe my body took a beating because of how long I was an addict for. Now I live with my karma. 63 and counting.
@@thepunish3r735 There is always a way out. My way out was to move to another province. I still blitzed a few times but after that my money didn't go to the dealer any longer and I started to love myself again. There is always a way out my friend.
You can avoid hurting your nose if you also snort water every now and then. But even if you avoid nose pain, you will eventually start having sinus pains; and that is pure hell.
cardiac events with coke are the most goddamn scary things I've gone through. I should have had heart attacks several times--sure as hell felt like it...after the last time, I said no more. no more.
Bro that shit gives me anxiety now, over a year sober from that shit, thank God for my anxiety it was easy to quit after a major panic attack on it i felt like i was going to have a heart attack. Fuck coke
@@swagkidm10same for me my heart just wouldnt stop beating like crazy, i couldnt feel my arms or legs anymore + very hard pain in the back of my neck... never touching that shit again
Same I went to hospital because I thought I was gunna OD. 3 months sober , my heart still feels weird and I sometimes have chest pains, do any of ya experience same thing?
The scariest part about it....and by the way well explained. Anyway the scariest part is in this moment you start to think about family and dieing in a coke coma but you still poor out another line and open another beer. The sweating and the shortness of breath or scary as hell.....but again you just keep going
10 lines 5th time trying lockjaw like crazy comedown had me thinking I was gonna have heart attack stroke or something layed in bed all night thinking every next breathe would be my last forcing myself to breathe nostril in so much pain all bloody back if throat all messed up dopamine dump next day just like big acid dose extremely hungry
My aunt recently overdosed on doing 5 grams of coke and suffered 10 heart attacks and came to find out it’s been laced, she’s fighting for her life right now off 5 machines. Knowing you survived gives me some hope..
My father passed away in April from overdosing and cardiac arrest and it’s tearing me apart. Watching your videos Im trying to understand so much. I wish I could have helped him but I didn’t realize he was addicted.
I used to watch some of your videos when I’d get home from benders it’s weird my phone would send shots at me through the algorithm but I’m very happy to share that I’ll be 5 months sober after 14 years of lost freedom. I hope you are well tonight ❤
overdosing on amphetamines is probably one of the most horrifying experiences i’ve ever been through. sheer terror and impending doom rushes over you and you eventually just wish you would die already.
Sounds like a really bad panic attack but Amps are a strong upper so it doesn't surprise me that you experienced those symptoms. Time to stay sober and vigilante bud 👍
@@PeterBornAgain yes it essentially is just a very bad panic attack. I also don’t do anything like that anymore, this was all in my past. Love your name and profile pic, brother. God bless
I only overdosed on coke once I felt like i was having a heart attack and i couldn't catch my breath, but the craziest thing was my eyes and vision I couldn't keep my eye balls pointing in one direction looking at any one thing, my eyeballs just kept flickering around in my eye sockets looking in different directions, it made it impossible to do anything because I couldn't look where I wanted to look, but it went away after an hour or two and I was good again.
been down similar dark roads. Think another big factor is no food in system. Basically a low blood sugar panic attack, and boy is all that scary combo. Couldn't be happy I was able to uturn out of that alley more than a decade ago. All the best from here to you.
Yeah few people mention the food I love cooking and eating but when I do hard drugs like coke it completely ruins my appetite to the point I’m literally not hungry even though ten minutes before that I could have been starving
Alcohol is a hardcore drug itself, when used regularly. The only difference, is you can’t get a possession charge for booze. That’s literally the only difference.
the problem with me is when it starts to feel like you described (heart racing for a gold medal, feels like there is tons of pressure on it and short of breath) it kicks me straight into a panic attack almost everytime. Then crap really starts to get uncomfortable for me. I really thought I gonna die a few times on cocaine. And it always came outta nowhere like 1 line you are just fine and feel like you could easily handle a second and the second line your heart begins to do breakdancing. I hate that feeling. It feels like your most vulnerable organ is in an extreme stress situation. Like you know if that thing stops working, you are done. Thats why Im probably always so scared and drive straight into panic attack mode. The problem is, I never know what to do to relax my heart. Im REALLY trying. I mean the last time I got this I was like "cmon bro, don't panic over it yet. You survived that the last time.... the panic is just making it worse" but it doesn't helps. My heart beats faster and faster until it kicks me into panic mode again. Absolutely disgusting feeling.And Its always hard to tell if I really just having a panic attack or if my heart is actually in danger in that moment.
Bro I relate so much to this. I experienced this once, and never again! Pfieuw I really had 911 ready in my phone because I taught I was gonna pass out, difficulty breathing. I was down bad really taught i was gonna die. I started breathing in and out very consciously to slow my heart rate (I thought??) but yeah damn, our heart is the only thing that we have, so I just quit cocaine because of that. I really want to make an heart scan or something because I still feel that panic when I think back to that moment.. was not nice.
The same shit happens to me almost every night it’s horrible because Ik Ima be fine and get through it or whatever but I jus get to greedy with my lines an take myself to that point
@@jakehart1519are you able to exercise again ? I just like my heart is beating too fast and I get scared Idk if it's anxiety or something else? I wanna get back I shape and run like I used to, play soccer and get back into boxing I did an ekg and blood one night I ended in the ER, oh they took some pictures of my chest They came back later and said I was fine I felt like a had panic attack or anxiety attack
Your hart did not give out because you got a big hart destained for other things. Thanks for sharing I find your content to be very real and grounded and to me you come of like you have a genuine passion to help people.
I've overdosed on cocaine and alcohol before, worst decision of my life but for me I was cold. Heart was skipping and I was so cold and hurting and I could feel the worst energy cuz I was at someone's house who was not good. Almost called it in but I was worried and I waited out, don't play with your heart. It's never been the same since.
Thanks for being so candid. Coke gave me Afib so had to have an ablation surgery where they burn parts that are impludsing none stop (spazzing out) inside your heart to deaden them so you return to sinus rythem..not fun. I still went back to my old ways for 2 more benders but not touched coke since. Never will. I got that realisation that it will literally kill me and the people I was around didn't give a shit about my health when I kept asking them if they wanted to get sober with me. I chose the right path. Life is good..even with the struggles. Stay strong 💪
I am 5 days cold turkey now and i was not a every day user but i would use 6 bags on every Friday or sunday but i just don't want it no more period and God was with me all the way he sees my struggle and i know i will make it out in Jesus name Amen, thank you so much for your video you inspire me big time i will watch your videos every day thank you so much❤.
I've been sober since 1/24/22 and I've had two very scary cocaine overdoses. The first was on a Sunday afternoon at the Atlanta airport. I had went down to visit a friend and we partied hard all weekend. When I got the airport I was in the security line sweating uncontrably and holding my chest. I think i was having a heart attack . The second major scare was when I stayed up all weekend doing 2 balls and I got this major head rush, panic attack, and was getting tunnle vision. I thought I was going to pass out and die. In that moment I thought of how my grandma was going to be a wreck and how I wasnt ready to die.
Been sober from the 🦜 for over a year now. Drinking and doing come was my go to from 18-2020 thank Good for my anxiety of fearing a heart attack on that shit it was easy to stop! Now just gotta quit the drinking, i dont drink daily but when i drink i go a lil too hard smh. Working on it
The other night I probably did 4 grams by myself within 2 hours. I laid down finally at 3am and my phone screen was super fuzzy, My body was INSANELY HOT, and I kept seeing these dark figures in the corner of my room, and at one point I got up and the figure moved towards me. I know some may make a joke and say “dude that wasn’t coke” but on all seriousness I for sure thought I was done. It was terrible
Buddy of mine from work called me one night tripping balls he was drunk and high on ❄️. Scares the fuck out of me saying he was seeing a shadow person behind a bush in his yard mocking him lmao shit man i believe you, i never did more than 2 grams in many hours tho so i never saw shit like that plus i would drink alot but shit can get scary
Same happen to me , but the black figures turned into an Arabian with the thing wrapped on his head running across my living room in the corner of my eyes
I been close a couple times on coke.. they say when you are close to death you want to get near water.. I have experienced that going to far with coke.. just have to ride it out try and stay calm and walk it off.
I used to use a lot, don't use like that anymore. But I will go somewhere, I travel a lot to South America/ Central America and about every 2 years, I'll get me some and have a good night and leave it at that. Your video gave me a lot to think about broseph
Dude! That’s a shit ton of coke! I too loved coke for years, but not as much as you! Not to mention the money!!! Glad you’re still here. I had a friend that fell into seizure from smoking coke, but luckily she survived. I’ve never been close to oding , but I’ve scared myself before. Take care!!
If you ever try, follow the safe practice guides like test your stuff, begin with a small amount, don't try to stay high when the comedown happen... But yes, don't try it's honestly not worth it AT ALL
I’ve went into tunnel vision like three times rapid heart rate etc. the only thing that saved me was pounding on my chest to shock my body, extreme cold, and I calmed myself down by walking. I was lucky. The third time I just had to go outside and walk around. It’s amazing what your body thinks and is shocked by when you’re that out of your mind. I def got to a point of blackout and def was about to pass out. That was my last ditch attempt to not have a heart attack.
I started seeing shadows and hearing loud noises in my ears I couldn't keep my balance and was stumbling I was extremely paranoid and thought something was going to get me I had trouble breathing and my heart was pounding so hard I was sure I was going to die. It's a miracle I didn't. It was so bad I never did coke again after being an addict for 27 years. If you od and live i doubt you'll ever do it again. This guy did not o.d.
I remember my cocaine days. I almost died shooting up in my bathroom with my brother, we both shot 80 cc each and it was thick too, we called it “Karo syrup” As soon as I shot it into my vein and pulled the needle out, the sound started to drown out and my heart started beating super fast and hard! I couldn’t breathe and I fell by the bathtub and started throwing up then everything just went black. I woke up awhile later with my brother crying over me in the bathtub, naked and the tub filled with ice cold water. I had the worst headache too! I stopped doing coke that same day and will never fuck with it again!!! I was strung out on heroin at the time so that took years to get off of and I had to do it the hard way, I went to prison for awhile for armed robbery but it got me clean n sober so I’m going on 10 years clean now! 🙏😊 To anybody reading this comment, stay away from drugs! 💯 They’ll ruin your life or even take it! You have people who love you, so think about all that before you go trying to chase the dragon. Peace… ✌🏼
I overdosed on cocaine a week ago, and now I’m clean. I felt like I was having a heart attack my whole left arm hurt like hell and my chest where my heart is. When the ambulance got to me my heart rate was 180. I asked him if there’s any chance I could survive and he just said “I can’t lie to you bro.” I thought I was gonna die. Ever since I’ve been constantly afraid my heart is going to explode. I can never do coke again because I genuinely don’t want to die
I’ve been in that state at least a dozen times. Just burning up and vision going blurry. I always cut myself off and drank water like that was going to help but the only thing that helped was time and luck. Hadn’t done any for over 5 years but recently played poker with some old friends and they had a bunch. One of my buddies who I really look at like the responsible one had too much and started to panic a bit, he was as red and sweating and I knew exactly what he was going through. Told him to grab some water and cut himself off and he ended up being fine after a few hours. The drug isn’t the most deadly but people need to remember just like anything else, you need to control yourself.
Yep- I get it - I've been there. I could be totally, completely spun and still the answer was "do another line". It's so strange doing lines every 5 minutes even while totally f**ked up!
I was 14 living with my brother outside DC in the early 80s when i first used coke,but when his Pagan biker dealer introduced me to heroin i switched up.35 years of opiate abuse later im clean.I was always a sniffer was never hooked on the spike.Regardless its doesnt matter there is only 2 ways you can go.Dont stop sharing the truth of your experience,it helps everyone.
Benzondiazapines like diazepam (Valium) or Alprazolam (Xanax) will reverse symptoms. Place tab/bar under tongue to absorb via sublingual route of administration. Please beware that there are fake valium and Xanax out there that aren't benzos, they are Fentanyl and could be a dangerous additive to an already dangerous situation.
Just chill and meditate. I took Cocaine for 2 days, with only a 1-4 hour break in between. No sleep and almost No food. My heart then started beating extremely fast and I was extremely nauseous and almost had to vomit. So I sat down and relaxed, opened the window and watched the wind. Meanwhile, breathe deeply in and out and drink water. This is what helped me. You can hear relaxing music or watch RU-vid/Netflix/TV
@DoxxGoduntil when? You gotta comedown at some point and the farther you go up the farther you gotta come back down and what happens when your nostrils are blocked ?
I was gone for a walk when it happened... slow walk and control breathing + stay hydrated. Usually if you can do that, it means that you're gonna be fine if 1 hour already passed but seek medical help if your body tells you to.
@@n.m.3995if i stood still, my heart rate was so insane that it would give me extreme anxiety that is why i went for a walk, to not feel my heart pounding in my chest. Brrr... bad memories
I appreciate you being vulnerable and sharing this. My only thought is to perhaps put in some Harm Reduction given the volatile drug supply driving the deaths. I am a harm reduction coordinator and totally respect those who find their way through 12-step and regret that our two "camps" do not embrace and work together. But wishing you all the best!
That's why we need to seriously ask if society would be better off it it was legal. This approach sure as hell is not working. Currently we just let people die, or hit their rock bottom and HOPE to God they are strong enough to quit... What a stupid approach. I see those videos of Kensington and those people lose limbs and have huge chunks of rotting flesh: yet they still can't quit. That tells me that MOST people cannot quit on their own. So we could have involuntary inpatient rehabs with serious consequences for relapse. But that takes freedom away. Because voluntary rehabilitation does NOT work. i think its less than 5% success rate. or we could prescribe pharmacy grade opiates administered medically 3 or 4 times a day...... SO they could go on with their lives. Then they would not have to commit crimes to feed their addiction. AND they would not get rotting flesh from cut drugs. I know there was a program in Canada where they tried this. The addicts would come in 3 times a day for injections, and many of them wound up getting apartments and even jobs!!! The idea that if you legalized drugs..... everyone would spend all day doing them...... is childish and stupid and places have legalized and this had not happened.
@networkdude1332 it makes so much sense but those that profit from the prohibition and those who clutch their pearls in disgust will fight tooth and nail to ensure ppl continue to od, die, or have their lives ruined
everything is in slow motion, can’t stop eating, sleeping, repeat. nothings enjoyable, everything is super dark and you feel like you’ll never be normal or enjoy anything ever again. however, that’s not true and time heals. God bless you brother.
Yo i could recommend you to a specialist who guide me through my experience he got all kinds of psychedelics product like dmt, lsd, mushrooms, chocolate bars, edibles, polkadot, psilocybin and alot more, he could also guide you through if you're a newbie
When you learn to dosificate drugs that for me is the worst type of drug addiction you can live your life taking drugs but you wont touch bottom and at the same time you wont really leave drugs so you will not excel in life. I have always said that functional drug addiction is the worst.
I get worried around a consistant 150bpm heart rate and my first od i lost all motar function couldnt controll my body or keep balance and was anxious as hell but was doing 1g lines where it started getting bad till i got to 2 balls a day by myself i went to treatment but sliped up after 9 months of been clean and 8 months sober thanks for your share ❤ im shure i overdosed alot back in the day wouldnt be fully theire and just keep going no matter how tired i am i will vet back on the sober wagon again i do not like this and wish i didnt start again😴😴
Learn self control. Simple as that. An eight ball lasts me 5 days and i go without buying more for 2-3 months (sometimes longer) at a time. Tired of people claiming it's so bad when they overdid it themselves. Don't ruin it for the people who can handle it. I hate when people project their own problems on the drug and blame that. Blame yourself for your lack of control.
I overdosed on uncut cocaine right off the block. I didn't even do a whole gram. I had no tolerance as I didn't do it all the time. Really horrible mine came with a lot of throwing up. I called an ambulance. The ambulance drivers really busted my balls but the emergency room people helped me out. They gave me zofran for the throwing up and flushed my kidneys with intravenous fluids When I was stabilized they gave me something to calm me down and I got some sleep and went home. Don't mess around with uncut cocaine. Because of that I can get panic attacks now. The overdose was the ultimate panic attack. Your body does shut down and go numb my heartrate was 180 beats per minute. Very horrible and very stupid. Try with all your soul to stay away from it.
I didn't drink any alcohol. It wasn't like I was throwing up anything out of my stomach it was just these crazy dry heaves I think it happens when either your stomach or kidneys start to shut down
The purer cocaine is stronger. Easier to overdose. Like alcohol if you drink a beer which is like watered down it's kind of hard to get alcohol poisoning from beer but 100 proof vodka which is purer and stronger could kill a person. Or like Everclear a 190 proof alcohol could easily kill a person. @@TylerMiami
Bro I had the exact same experience. The fucking EMT gave me so much shit for doing coke and I was just like “yeah I know im a fucking idiot but im dying here”
30 minutes? I wished back on the day My only experience with a cocaine overdose was that my heart was not beating on my chest, it was on my stomach..kind of feeling, stopped seeing and my rib cage hurting
At my peak i was doing $100 lines , about 2 gs per line . Im now 4 years sober from it . Next shall be alcohol, which is a lot tougher because ive been dependent on it longer than anything else.
I'm 14 months and some change Clean . I like you used everyday about the same as you and the thing that saved my life was my son crying because dad wasn't home when he woke up for school because I was out ripping and running and not being a father
I had one of these experiences three days after I last took anything… and it was the most scariest experience and had no idea what to do…. Even picking up the phone was was fatiguing and draining☹️….. it took hours to pass to where I felt like I wasn’t going to die
My brother died of " Acute Cocaine Intoxication " alone on a small boat in a lake in Arizona when it was 118 degrees. What an A Hole move...but then again he was the King of the A holes. WELL...BYE
I smoked it for the first time not that long ago. Never thought I’d ever try that drug. But it was around and we were experimenting. I’ve done weed, alcohol, Xanax, ecstasy, shrooms, and acid. And this is the first drug to scare me. Not a bad trip but the urge to get more, and not knowing my limits is what scares me the most. I had a lung collapse the other day. Worst feeling in the world. Point is, find something else to fill your void.
Damn bro. We need help bro. Ive tried everything you’ve tried except smoking hard. We have demons on us bro. Think about how everytime you tell yoyrself to not do it what does your mind do. It literally will convince you like its a lawyer on the stand somehow you will end up doing it.
Well yeah, crack goes straight to the brain and it doesn't last long either then you start jonesing for more and are willing to do almost anything to get it whether its mugging your neighbour or uh, stealing from your local super market. Anything for that rock! 😵💫
One time I did so much of it before work that there was intense ringing in my ears and my legs, hands, feet, face and mouth went numb and I got intense tunnel vision and my car was like a rocket ship. Scared the hell outta me and was tweaking bad at work. Never again!
I had this too. Buzzing in my ears like bee's were in there, my whole face, hands and arms were numb. Extreme pain in my gums and even my hair follicles and skin hurt sooo bad.
Thanks for sharing. Yeah I think if you do the drops test to check if it’s pure if it has fentanyl it will turn purplish colors pure coco without anything mixed in it will be a certain blue color and if it is it’s pure and not cut with anything else.
I came to a point where i would inhale or smoke some and it would give me no pleasure at all, no dopamine rush, and i kept doing it for days and weeks like you, to kind of brute force it, with absolutely no pleasant result but my heart was dying i could feel it. And i just stopped, because whatever the amount, just pain and anxiety for hours with 0 pleasure.
I know the feeling of of from cocaine, my heart was beating out of my chest and it was the worst feeling ever, all I could do was lay my head down and hope I woke up.
I had a fit smoking a pipe, not gonna lie, it was actually the best buzz i ever had, I never even knew I'd fitted until friends told me, on other hand i never even knew you could overdose by smoking it 🤔
Thanks for sharing your experiences. I searched for this video because I felt like it was a miracle that I haven't had any kind of serious issue on cocaine. I'm actually not an addict and never have been but I am in Colombia right now and have been partying at a psycho level. Doing Cocaine here is much more intense and available than it ever, ever has been. The reason? Only over the past 10 years a local market for it has developed. So if you make a lot of friends here and go to parties maybe half the people there are doing it. I buy about 15-20 grams at a time and its straight from the finca. You do a couple of big lines of this and it will get right on top of you. Even as strong as it is I've done 5-10 grams in a 36-48 hour party. And the worst/best part is they parties here are full of 2CB. So much that you end up doing as much of it as the white. Then throw in mdma and other things. I'm 45 and sometimes feel like really really stretching it.
Bro if youre 45. You definitely are stretching it depending on when you started. Im 29 and at 24 i felt i was pushing it. And i take alot of supplements.
Yeah if you are 45 you are risking death at any moment partying like this. 5-10grams in a 36-48hour party can kill even a healthy young athlete, and every time you do cocaine your heart is getting damaged and it all builds up. Wouldn't be surprised if you aren't alive in a year or two man, if you aren't exaggerating I would be very surprised if you make it alive to 50
Yeah man i quit before I turned 30 thankfully not trying to fuck up my heart. Not worth it bro! Blood pressure all high and shit for nothing, take it easy brotha you got this
One thing that can help is allow someone else to take control of your finances. It helps in the short term. Ultimately it’s not your family it’s not god - you have to want to for you guys. Don’t get it layed on
The 12 step program says the opposite, it actually has a lot to do with having some kind of higher power. Especially if you are an intense addict. You need both will and the higher power in combination to hopefully reach a spiritual awakening and allow yourself to see the real situation one has put themselves in to recover.
@@EmilyLowe-Wylde God won’t do the work for you. If that’s the route people want to go down and it assists them that’s only a good thing. I would encourage physical fitness above everything. MMA MuayThai …. Unfortunately people want ‘ something ‘ to work. Dangerous territory. They aren’t ready. People either truly want to and or they don’t.
Mr. Eric, which is worse? Not having a family to support you or having one which doesn't even understand the concept of addiction, depression or any sort of mental illness? What about losing your immediate family and the rest being there to judge you because the only acceptable vice is tobacco and alcohol. The cherry on top is that you are in this situation because of your own"state of mind" The irony being that I lost a father indirectly to alcohol and a mother who went to an astrologist before an oncologist. My only regret was: why wasn't it me instead of them. Did you ever ask yourself that?
One of the last times I ever did cocaine I was with friends in the kitchen/ living rooms and I was sweating but not feeling my heart beat pump out of my chest it just was fast and irregular and I felt like throwing up but somehow held myself back so I couldn't then ended up being fine and STILL some more lines after like you said you did
I almost had a stroke a few times smoking crack.. left arm numb and face drooping... My heart was basically shaking in place.... I was to proud or whatever to call ambulance.. I only did it for 5 months... I don't ever want coke or crack again
Just did cocaine for the first time today… I had to watch this to enforce that I’m not buying that shit ever again… way too good and overrated at the same time.
