I can feel her I have social anxiety disorder I get hyped up or afraid , my heart starts to beat faster it feels instead of people , needles are watching me analysing my every move waiting for me to make a mistake I even get afraid around my family especially when I am told to dance even the person inside me can't handle me
What they are talking aboit is APD (anxiety processing disorder) and also manic depression (bipolar disorder). APD makes it hard to learn and if you see bright light, loud noise its very triggering ans you get a lot more panic attacks. Bipolar disorder is when you can be happy and having the best day in the world then the next minute be suicidal it makes it very hard to sleep and live a normal life there are medications to treat both but its not a cure both can last year's. Any questions in glad to answer. Edit: both you have to be diagnosed by a professional and bipolar depression is genetics
My friend is actually doing a music video on my OC for me on his channel with this song, I came up with the idea. If ya wanna know what the idea is, then I'll be happy to share :D
@@coffeequeen9108 Patch’s Backstory: When she was younger, her parents died. Mother by a car accident, father by murder. She learned every type of magic by age 10, and mastered most of it about a year after. When she was experimenting with Rainbow magic, (the type where you mix other magic types) She mixed magic that should not have gone together. Dark, Light, and a small bit of EVERY OTHER TYPE. So, that was when she created dark matter magic. I’ll try to make a drawing of what dark matter magic looks like. She started to practice dark matter, and it was easy for her, since she created it. Then it started to corrupt her. It corrupted her eye, and there is a being created by her dark matter magic. That being does not have a name, but Patch refers to her as ‘Dark’ or ‘She’ or ‘Her’. That being has mostly pitch black everything, except Her clothes are shades of purple, and are identical to Patch’s clothes. The body is identical to Patch’s. It’s like a clone of her, except slightly evil. It also is Patch’s transformation when using Dark Matter magic. When she is using dark matter and others, it’s like a mix of the two. Also, Dark also has purple horns and very dark purple hair. Mapping out the song: 0:14 Make dark appear behind patch for a second or two. 0:19 Make her look up at the ceiling, and there will be dark there, smiling at her 0:24 (or any ‘this mind isnt mine) Make dark appear behind again All of the chorus make dark and patch there with a white or gray background, and patch’s eye can be glowing purple and black. Instrumental: shows patch mixing magic and creating dark matter magic, a purple and black sort of liquidy but solid goop stuff That's her backstory, and I mapped out the whole music video. Pretty much, my OC, Patch, goes to an elemental school of magic called Lighthart with her friends. I write the script with my friend, and were doing music videos to show our OC's backstories.
@@coffeequeen9108 I'm gonna help him out with it, since I know how to draw the dark matter and stuff. I also gave him the instructions for what to do, and I'll help him edit! :D
