This song feels like what one would have repeat in their head over and over and over again, as they slowly descend into madness after losing a loved one. All of their pain, guilt, and suffering is now catching up with them, and now it has a chance to be free.
At age 28, this song feels my full circle character development song. I feel me at this point is dang near peak me but at the same time my past does hurt and catch up to me sometimes. Every now and then Karma hits me years after I made the mistake and felt guilt for it. Not saying everything I should have and losing time with my biological father, the man I was when I was married and how I didn't exactly save it either, not being present in my cousins life enough to save him from addiction and a bad relationship due to wallowing in my own problems, leaving town and then two of my friends dying, one being shot, one dying of natural causes and another going to prison. My last relationship landing me in homelessness and fight or Flight situations where I lost sight of these things just to survive. Losing my house due to my grandfather becoming sick and leaving state and my friends forgetting me. Me ending up addicted to drugs after losing everything and everyone due to marrying someone bad for me I'm sure from an outside perspective I have seemed very selfish and self destructive but at 28 I have put all those self defeating traits behind me. Cherish the time and people you have while you can. The younger you are the better my message is. Nothing is too be taken for granted and everything matters.
For me it's the satsui no hado from street fighter slowly giving into the depths of madness and anger to be stronger sacrificing your humanity to become above everyone else
Me vs my brother Strength : me Speed : me Iq : me Biq : bro Knowledge : me Emotional : me Intelligence: me Durability: me Stanima: me Overall : me Winner : me
