PACKING FOR OUR DISNEY CRUISE!!! Trip Errands, Outfit Planning, Shopping, Gifts, Basketball, & More! 

Your cousin was so beautiful. May she continue to rest in paradise 🙏🏾.

What a beautiful way to honor Lauren's memories with you. I can't imagine the pain your family went through and still are. She was such a fun loving soul by the looks of things and together you both glittered with love for one another. Stay strong and remember she is never far away and watching your family through the veil. Sending you so much love ❤️

What an awesome montage of you and Lauren. Loss is never easy, but it is good to keep the memories alive. Your pain is real and thank you for being vulnerable and sharing. Kenzie, so glad your tooth extraction and recovery went well, Love always to you all from New Zealand 🥰

Losing those close to you is never easy. I found myself crying during your montage for you, and all those lost in my life in the past year. Wend ng you love!!!

I’m sorry you had to experience such a tragic loss. The hardest battles always seem to fought by the strongest soldiers and you Mr. Stephen are a very strong loving soldier. Hang in there love y’all!!!

Lauren looks like she was an amazing person and the world is less bright without her. Hugs to you.

Dee dee.....I'm so sorry about your beautiful cousin. I always feel like when I dream of loved ones that have passed away its their way of visiting us and letting us know they are still with us and love us. She is with you watching you and your amazing family. ❤

Hi Holgate Family! Stephan, a beautiful tribute for your cousin Lauren. You are lucky that you have so many videos of her. Magic is still happening to the Holgate Family. Your fans appreciate you so much. Thank you again for letting us into your lives and sharing with us, those special and everyday moments. Your vlogs are better than reality TV, as they are real and not staged. All the best to the Holgate Family ❤🧡💛💚💙💜 James🏳‍🌈 p.s. Ninety-two days til I am on the Disney Fantasy. Can't wait to see your Disney Magic Cruise vlogs of your trip.❤🚢❤

You are the best and kindest dads. Kenzie is gorgeous and. very beautiful. En français on dirait: "voilà un joli brin de fille".You can be very proud of her. Pat et Cal

Wow what a wonderful video. Always a bright spot when one pops up. Packed full of activities-and yet you took time to honor your dear Lauren. Thank you for taking us on a brief glimpse..so beautiful and a very special love. I’m grateful I got to see this ..and how blessed you are to have had her in your life. Hope your trip is everything and more. We will be here waiting for your return 😍 Stay safe, gorgeous family 💕

Aah Diddy l am sorry for your loss may your cousin Lauren RIP ❤️❤️❤️

Hi Holgates I’m so excited for your Disney Cruise. It was very sad to hear about your cousin. She was so young and beautiful and had so much more life to live. I hope at the very least there was justice served. Life can be so cruel, exactly why every day should be lived to its fullest with love and kindness ❤.

Diddy I am so sorry for your loss of your beautiful cousin Lauren. Wishing you and your whole family lots of happiness and many blessings 🙏🙏🙏😊🤗 love the Holgate family ❤️❤️❤️😊🤗

Diddy SO sorry to hear such devastating news about your cousin Lauren. How truly awful to lose someone in such an awful way. Thank you for sharing something so very personal and keeping her memory alive. From your video I can tell the two of you made many special memories and that she loved you very very much. How lucky she was to have someone as special as you in her short life.❤️

Lauren looked like a princess and I'm sure was a hoot to be around! So sorry friend 😢🙏🫂💙🤍💕

Omg! beautiful Lauren.

Yess sweetie hope you feel good, looking slay such a queen, and yes girl dads too omg so proud of you ❤❤❤

What a beautiful tribute 😢Missed you all! ❤

Waooo Diddy i can only send you a big hug !😘🙏🏼

Awww YAYY you’re back! I missed you all 💖🥰

OMG, I had no idea basketball was so aggressive 🤣🤣🤣 Seriously this was hilarious, thank you!!! So excited for your cruise!!! 🥰☀️♥️

Have a great time on your cruise and have a total blast

the blood on the shirt... spray peroxide. keep this in mind for the time of the month... from one mom to the dads... peroxide in a spray bottle. life saving. love you guys sooo much

Hi Holgate fam, Stephen, I'm so Sorry for your loss. You, too, look like twins. Did your vet. gve your baby allergy medicine? Our pitty has the same issues. Are vet gave him apaquil. It works amazing. ❤❤❤ Love you guys❤

Love ❤❤❤❤

Hi i hope all of you in joy your trip and be safe to and going back home by robert

Steve sorry to hear that about ur Cuz

Having a tooth pulled when you your a kid not easy. My son had to have teeth pulled 3 different times 4 times including his wisdom teeth. He had 4 teeth pulled each time. His mouth was not big enough so they had to take out sets of adult teeth as they were coming in molars. So now he’s just missing his wisdom teeth and a set adult teeth. As parents we always worry about our children.

Your cousin was visiting you in your dream ❤😢

I couldn’t help but cry over Lauren’s beautiful tribute. I can’t imagine my life without my loved ones. Love and hugs to you guys. ❤

I know I've told you guys this before but your family is absolutely amazing. There are a lot of videos out there that have families and they're just so not real. Every time I watch you guys I can feel the love just exuding through RU-vid so keep it up you guys are loved and you guys are awesome.

Thank you for sharing about your gorgeous cousin you can see she is full of life and happiness! May she RIP beautiful angel!

It is hard enough to lose someone so young but in such a tragic way is devastating. The bond you shared was incredible. That you choose to live your life with joy, love and happiness is the greatest way to honor your cousin❤

❤❤❤ such a beautiful tribute

Been waiting for a new upload! Can’t wait for the new cruise vlogs! As hard as it is it’s good to talk about past trauma for many reasons. Here are two, it’s good for your soul for healing and in this case keeps her memory alive. It’s not easy to open up about something so tragic and personal especially on a platform like this so I applaud your strength to be so open about something so tragic. You did an amazing tribute to her memory. Till you meet again.

Love that you played the preannouncement horn, as it brings sentimental memories of the Disney Magic Cruise I experienced last September.

So sorry I’m so late catching up on vlogs. My heart hurts for what you went through, and the grief journey you will continue to go on. I’m sorry if my user name is triggering at all, I had no idea. When I used to make content it was focused on the victim to try and share their story. I hope you were able to get justice for beautiful Lauren. I could tell from your tribute that she was pure sunshine and everyone would’ve gravitated towards. Sending you so much love. 💜💜💜 -Bridget

Haha I've always thought girl basketball is hilarious but so violent 😅

Um...I just love your sweet doggies! They have such expressive faces. Your tribute to your cousin was so touching. Thank you for sharing and opening up to us that love you!! Have fun on the cruise❤

Hello from Rebecca 🌻I’ve missed you’re videos! I was so excited to see this one posted! Im so sorry about your cousin Stephen:-( you looked like 2 peas in a pod♥️ She was so full of life, She was lucky to have you all those years, She loved you so much ! Im glad you shared her to us! Hope you’re have or had a wonderful cruise! Can’t wait for the videos 💕

I’m so sorry for your loss!!! What a beautiful soul. Thank goodness you guys got to spend so much time together 💔

Sweet Tribe for Lauren ❤ Enjoy your cruise 😊

Hey besties! That was a beautiful tribute of your cousin Lauren. You could tell from the videos that you guys were so close. Thank you for sharing! I hate that when you came back from your cruise you walked into a flooded house! I hope it is all taken care of by now. I am so looking forward to your cruise videos! I hope you have an amazing rest of your week! Love ya! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Love y'all such phenomenal content. Question ⁉️ was your cousin's murderer apprehended and was it someone she knew? My older brother was murdered as a baby so I know the pain.😢

What a beautiful tribute to your gorgeous cousin ❤ I know how you feel when a loved one is taken so tragically 💔 Kenzie brave girl at the dentist, loved this video can’t wait for your cruise, love to you all ❤❤❤🐶🐶❤️😺

Hey guys, have a safe travels. I’ll be watching you. 🙏🏽❤️👼🏾🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Hi Holgate family! Beautiful tribute to your cousin. What a horrible thing for your family to go through. Looking forward to your cruise vlogs. Stephen, we tried your clay mask and even did a vlog on it! I think Joe tagged you if you’re interested. We did a shout out to your channel.❤❤❤❤ LOVED it!!!! Jen and Joe xoxo❤

Rip Lauren ❤💜💜💜

Omg Diddy I’m so sorry about your cousin Lauren, it looks like you had an incredibly special bond. I can’t believe you lost Lindsey and Lauren in the same year in such tragic ways. The montage you put together is so sweet, definitely made me tearful 🥺🥺 Hugs bestie 🤗🤗 Yet another perfectly timed Menunckey meow, I love her so much. I agree! Baked goods and pasta is so much more fun. Winnie and Menunckey cleaning each other is so precious 🥰🥰 Your animals are so sweet together. Seriously what did Copper do before he had Winnie? 🤭 The effort y’all put into your cruise outfits is hilariously adorable. I can’t wait to see! Sorry about the broken wine in the car 😮 “can’t wait until the sun gets to it” 😂😂 Have a wonderful weekend Holgates 😘😘

Diddy I’m sending you a hug🤗❤your cousin so beautiful! You guys have a lot going on before the cruise!!! Blame the cloudy weather on El Niño this year, we are getting a lot of that here in sunny Florida, which is not so sunny🙄 Have a great cruise!!! Love you guys❤️ can’t wait to see all the cruise videos!!!

Thank you for sharing your beautiful and fun-loving cousin. I am sorry for your loss. So many fun ideas in this vlog. I am so excited about your cruise, and I am not even going. But get to live the experience through your vlogs. Enjoy! ❤

I'm so sorry about your cousin Lauren. A couple of her pictures remind me of your sister alyssa.❤🤍💔 Kenzie's basketball game😅 😂😊 those are some rough little girls. Have fun on your cruise 🎉⛵⚓

Its Thursday night, I leave for an 18 day Hawaiian cruise on Tuesday, and I'm already packed 😂. In my defense, I had the time, most of the clothes that I packed will not be needed where I live this time of year, but I'm mostly just excited. Vacations live in the back of mind since the time of booking, and as it nears the excitement is just uncontained. It's like a bride preparing for her wedding day. I love that you're the same way. This video was fun!

Bro that basketball game was brutal 😂 I hope Kenzie is okay after her tooth was pulled. ♥️💜 Thinking of you Stephen ♥️💜

it must have been so bitter sweet sharing the most tragic thing a person can go through, death is so final Lauren was absolutely beautiful, Laurens energy radiates through your video 💖 I'm so sorry for you and you family loss, I found your channel not long after I lost my dad and you sent me the most amazing message back Thank you xx I would also like to thank you, what I didn't say in that message is we lost our daughter Beatrice to SIDS in 2018 she was 13 days old, then our son was diagnosed with non verbal autism 2 months later, we as a family kind of lost the joy in everything, your channel has helped in ways your cant being to imagine, I was watching your xmas videos from last year when you wrote a list of things to do, and you know we did that this year for the first time in 5 years remembering our traditions and for the first time we being to enjoy and be grateful for what we do have, truly thank you x watching your relationship and the love between you all made me re-evaluate and relise what love we have in our relationship and the true blessing I have my 12 years old absoutly thinks Kenzie is a style icon and lululemon was at the top of her list alongside stanley cup, uggs we don't have Bath and body works shop we have a small concession is a shop called Next and my daughter is loving all the products, Kenzie your a ledgened, your channel is our family favourite we watch together (sorry for the long message) sending you al love and prayers Anna-Maria and family from London xxx

I'm so sorry to hear about your cousin. Horrible thing to happen to such a beautiful young lady. I seriously just want to give you a big hug, Hon. Your tribute was awesome. On a lighter note, I loved the meowy comment on your healthy diet. And I have that same Disney tired tray!!

I'm so very sorry for your loss. Thank you so much for sharing that montage. She was beautiful and seemed so sweet. RIP 😇

Thank you for making videos for your babies while y’all are away on the cruise! A brighten up my day! I hope y’all are having a great time. I love you.

❤I know that had to be hard to share the loss of your cousin and that 2021 was a hard year. Pain like that is never easy to cope with and some days are harder than others. Some days it just feels good to laugh about the good times and the memories that we treasure. My family and I unfortunately have gone through that and there are no words to make it better. We live life for them but also feel like the world is not better because they are not here. It’s honestly a messed up mixture of feelings. But we stay strong and keep them alive with their memories and love we have for them. Thank you for being so strong and sharing❤ positive vibes and love to her family, you and your family ❤

This comment is useless now but for the future - put peroxide on blood stains BEFORE you wash clothes and it will take the blood out!

OMG, me and bro got our tooth pulled out on the same month we’re like twins I really wanna meet you guys and I’m also a Swifty my favorite song is 22

The Baywatch fashion Show LOL 🤣 That dryer is awesome! On another note, I'm so sorry for your loss 😢 ❤

Love you guys so sorry about your cousin, hugs and blessings! Thank you for sharing that must have been hard! ❤😢

So sad about your cousin it made me cry. The video was beautiful. I am so sorry for your loss and how devastating this must of been for you. I am sending my love..

Oohhhhhh I am so sorry to hear about Lauren. She was a beautiful young lady and one can tell that you loved each other very much! You are never without her, she will forever be in your heart!

Thank you for sharing about your cousin I was crying feeling all the pain

I’m sorry about your cousin she seems like she lit up a room every time should would walk in. ❤

Missed y’all!

May Lauren RIH and im so sorry for your loss 100

I’m sorry for the loss of your cousin 🙏🙏🙏

My heart aches for you that you tragically lost your cousin. I lost my best friend I had for at least 50 years in 2022 to cancer. We had a similar relationship. I’m glad you have such an awesome family to support you.

You guys are too funny!!

Awe, so sad. Lauren😢😢

All the hugs Diddy 🤗🫂❤

Sending hugs and love. ❤️ Beautiful tribute. Thank you for sharing this. ❤❤❤❤

Omg, I am so sorry for the loss of Lauren, and all that you went through. Horrific circumstances, that is unimaginable. She is watching over you and so proud of you! ..xx Love from Australia xx

What a sweet tribute to Lauren. I got in my feelings with you when you were talking about her. Thank you for sharing such a private part of your life with us. Kenzie was a trooper!!! I know she's glad it's over. Looking forward to cruise vlogs!!! ❤

❤❤❤ Sorry for the loss of your cousin Lauren🙏. 🎉🎉Yay, it's cruise time.🛳 Hope you had a fantastic time. Can't wait to hear about your trip. My next cruise is very soon.

Was so happy to watch another Holgate family video! Love you all ❤❤❤ Beautiful tribute to your precious Lauren. You both seemed like two peas in a pod. I’m sure she is an angel looking over your family. Looking forward to the cruise videos 🚢

Poor Kenzie having to get a tooth pulled. So sorry about Lauren ❤That's a cool blow dryer. Poor Cooper getting a rash.

Your cousin was beautiful. Just remember her as she was and just remember she is ur angle from up above. Hugs to you and your family: have a safe and wonderful cruise vacation.❤

Omg further on to video dede, please know that you have a fierce family of love, and loyal family,please understand how much you are loved, you will always be loved forever thank you for being so open and sharing such a personal love story and journey ❤❤❤you are so loved

18 days until my first ever Disney cruise leaving from my home port of Sydney! 🇦🇺 Looking forward to your new cruise vlogs,you give so many good tips! So sorry for your loss ❤️

What a beautiful tribute to your cousin, it is clear she has a beautiful soul. We are so happy you guys received the package, and hope you enjoy everything. You guys are a light!

I’m sorry you lost her in such a way, my aunt was murdered, and it charges you, she was my moms sister and best friend, when she was taken from us it changed who my mom was as a person and as a mother. But you honour your cousin with your memories and your love. Big hugs❤too you.

Your video compilations honouring those who you treasure are such a gift x sending so much love ❤️

I hope Kenzie feels better from the tooth being pulled l remember one time going to the dentist on Halloween and with the cleaning and poked and prodded not fun

Thank you for sharing the beautiful tribute of Lauren… ❤

I am so very sorry about your precious Lauren! 😭 She was stunning and full of life, you can just feel how close you two were. I lost my sister Sara in 2017 with “no cause of death” and she was the closest person to me other than my children. I understand the dreams, it feels SO good to see and feel the persons presence, but SO sad at the same time, especially once you wake up. I’m sending you a big hug and love and light 🦋☀️🦋♥️

What a beautiful soul she had and she visites you.

Hey guys