29:30 - What if I don't know what I'm good at solving? What if what I am good at solving is incongruent with what I like to fix or feel like fixing? (what if I don't even know what I want?) How do I pick the optimal domain (assuming it even exists) for my contribution, at any point in time, with as-close-to-perfect correctness as possible? Despite being low in Maximizer and high in Restorative, there is some anxiety in solving pointless problems, over and over, continuously, with no end in sight. How can I reach a state of "maturity" if I simply cannot find the way to overcome the steepness of mastery involved? How can I make the use of both Restorative and Adaptability, overcome the multiplicity of mundane problems, and maximize without Maximizer, and decide without Deliberative - without having to rely on other people?
38:18 - So am I doomed to serve the whims of people? I don't like the sound of that... and 40:14 - Significance is my 8, apparently. Guess I can't avoid people, huh...