Don't cry you are a good person. When a tree is full of fruits people tend to throw stones at it. Keep praying. Never stop praying for those who love you and those who hate you. I pray for you believe it or not. You are a Catholic and I am too. I will always remember you. You relate well with people. How can they hate you? God has something instored for you. Trust and Believe.
How God sees you is much more important than the judgement people make about you. Cheer up. Here's a verse in the Bible Jeremiah 29:11-12 11 For surely I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans for your welfare and not for harm, to give you a future with hope. 12 Then when you call upon me and come and pray to me, I will hear you.