Pile 3.i was abused as a child and have a hard time feeling grounded and stable. It has taught me to be tough and deal with high amounts of anxiety with a smile on my face. At the moment I'm trying to learn how to set boundaries and coming to terms with my past. My family was extremely critical of everything and now I'm extremely hard my myself, which I'm trying to undo and not judge myself so harshly.
So sorry you had to deal with that. I recognise what you are talking about. Also still healing and crawling through it. Love and light, warmth and a big hug all the way from Belgium. We will grow and heal!!! 💜
Sorry to hear you had to go through this as well. 🙏🏼🌺 The Crappy Childhood Fairy channel might be very helpful in a practical way. CCF has great tips for dealing with dysregulation and I learned a lot about responsibility boundaries myself. You deserve to live a happy healthy life and strong healthy boundaries are like wellbeing guards that help you Thrive. 🙏🏼🌺 Angi
Pile 3. Abused and neglected as a child. Still have PTSD from living in poverty and going without basic necessities (especially the hunger from lack of food). I am grateful, however, that I recognize the effects that my childhood has on me and understand my triggers so much more than before. Also, it made me very determined to not have my own children experience what I did. The fact that I have been successful at this has meant so much to me.
Pile 1. Thought this may not be my pile until you said, “They punished you like an adult when you were a kid…” So I took on the punishment and shame too big for my understanding over and over. And now I am crippled by pressures of failure like the punishment will always be greater than any misgivings. Wow. Tears. Thank you.
Pile 3. Absolutely true! I went through a lot as a child, but I've learned it hasn't dictated my future after all. My best friend always tells me that he can't understand how I went through all those things, but still came out with a heart as pure as a child's (his words). I've found that when you're brave you can face anything with kindness. 💛
I've been told also that am pure as a child, I started crying when she was explaining everything because it's soo relatable, I have been trying to heal my inner child my biggest challenge.
Pile 3. Resonates 100%. My covert narcissistic mother treated me with very harsh criticisms and nasty comments. She was very judgmental and that caused me trauma. Thank you for helping me to unveil things that I ignored completely about myself. The way I was treated explains a lot how i tend to treat myself and others, unfortunately.
Thats the power that darkness use to control light. Judge. Be confident wherever you are judged it means they are impressed and trying to get over being impressed by you cuz most people are competitive and narcissistic. ❤ its a way they protect themselves so if u learn this fact it help not taking things personally. And still give u impetus to keep on fighting and impressing those.
Pile 2. I mean. Do you know me? Have we met? How , just how can a general Reading, hit so on point. By the way, your productivity book is such a gem 💎 and Thank you for sharing your gift, wisdom and magic. stay blessed.
Pile 2: I was diagnosed with an illness at age of 5 and my parents had a hard time finding a doctor who knew what to do. My mother said doctors were telling her I was going to die at 9 yo. My parents were working full time so I was alone at home with my also minor siblings. I bet there was a lot of crying from my mother while I was sleeping. I have realized that children will sense all the energies at home, even if they are asleep or parents think they are too little to notice anything weird, or out of place.
I was the one, I don't think maybe a couple times yeah my mom will put me out on me got a kid should never have to go through sexual abuse good news physical abuse dog or brother sister always
Pile 1 - your accuracy is unbelievable. My father has always been judgmental; the harshest event was when my little sister almost choked on candy; he lashed out at me for being irresponsible and not caring for her. He blamed me for her nearly dying. I was 6. She is okay, but she developed a phobia as an adult. The same happened with my feelings of guilt and inadequacy when her phobia returned. This triggered me so much that I was diagnosed with PTSD, and I am currently in the healing process.
Reem once again you have demonstrated to me how fantastically amazingly gifted you are...kudos👏🏼👏🏼💝. Pile #1 was the origin of my life in too many ways. My mother was a monster and she tried to tear my esteem down but as your reading stated I had an enternal strength she couldn't penatrate which made her 3 time cruel. Fortunately, I had a guidance counselor in high school that notice something was wrong. After I beared my soul to her she suggested I get emancipated from my mother which I successfully did at 14 years old and graduated high school at 15 as a straight A student. Mind you since I'm 71 years old now Child Advocacy Agencies didn't exist in my city at that time. They were not instituted until 2 years later so I had to go to court in front of a Judge and, be my OWN ATTORNEY at 14 and advocate for myself. I did, I won and, it was what saved my life and sanity. Coincidentally, my Mother's name was Alice so when you mentioned the Alice in Wonderland card I chuckled. I also wrote the story of my life which was so cathartic and shared it with my children. My husband helped me with the proof reading. I could go on. But not trying to write another Novel😂😉. Reem, if I ever decide to publish it, I am going to dedicate it to you.❤️. My life turned out great. Much respect and awe for your skill. Incidentally my mother died in 2019 age 92. Once last thing, CRITISIM is my trigger. I have managed to have control of it, years ago and made sure to be only an Encouraging person to my children, friends, family and strangers.🙌🏼👍🏼
Pile 2. Growing up I lived with my mom who would work constantly to provide for me. I rarely saw her but adored and loved her so much. She used to get physically and mentally abused by my father and growing up I would cry with her whenever I saw her in these situations and beg my father to leave her alone. Once I ended kindergarten my mother lost custody of me due to me almost flunking and my father gained custody no matter how much I begged the judge to leave me with my mom. I resented my father growing up and was emotionally abused by him and didn't realize it until I was about 16 years old. I blocked out so many of these details until this reading and now I feel like I can fully release my past. There is so much more I need fo work on but thank you for all your readings they've opened my eyes in more ways than one 💖
Pile 3, my mother is very much like the queen of hearts. Nothing I did was right, it was my fault she got angry and because she's my mother she feels it been her right to ridicule, shame and harass me. I'm working towards cutting her out of my life for good. The very same phrases she used to say are being repeated by my siblings now (I'm "too sensitive" being at the top of the list), all because of her own inner wounds and traumas. While I'm sympathetic to what she's endured, it's no excuse for how I was treated. I was a child and should have never shouldered those burdens, been forced to smile and interact with people I didn't trust, or been kept in harmful environments. Knowing what I deserve has been the first step on this recovery journey. Thank you so much for this reading.
I was physical and mentally abused by my mum when I was a child , she is so cold and she is still at the age of 93 , I am blessed to be me today . Thank you so much, Reem ❤️🙏 and truthfully, I am my own boss today and I will look for someone to help me with that .
When I was ten my mother fell ill and was taken to a hospital within hours. She survived a difficult surgery but spent several days in hospital. At first we thought she was going to die and we were really happy when she was ok, but when she returned she was never the same again. It was as if, a different person returned home than her. We never had the same relationship and connection again and I became a very proactive person that pushed its limits at everything, yet I procrastinated like crazy, have addictive behavior towards food and try my best to remove obstacles but fall back on bad habits. Truly spot on!
Pile 2. I thought I had chosen the wrong pile until you started talking about parents that were never around because of working long hours. As an only child, I was left alone for most of my waking hours or sent to other houses where I was put aside on my own. Now I struggle with food addiction and always feeling inadequate. Thank you so much for your advice and guidance Reem.
Pile3: my childhood was very challenging, I was abused emotionally and physically. I remember when I was child I kept asking why this happening to me. I attended inner child workshop and in the last few months I keep affirming/saying the past doesn’t defined who I am, I forgive myself and other and the whole universe. Thank you 🙏🏻 sending Love & Light 💗✨
Pile 1 and I'm working to combat this fear..I was never allowed to be a child..presently, the fear is debilitating when someone triggers this in me..hard, hard, scary work..so grateful to you..
This reading had me shook. You specified exactly what happened. Growing up as a child with ADHD with a narcissistic mother who was no stranger to hitting me, when you mentioned "misplacing things, forgetting things or harmlessly stealing pie" resulting in a huge violent reaction.. goosebumps. Thank you for this.
Your readings are so appreciated. I choose pile 3 within 3 seconds of seeing the decks. The only thing I completely cringed at was the advice on going to a *professional* to find healing. Those so called professionals had me labeled and on anti depressants for 27 years. I woke up, quit all cold turkey including fentanyl patches in 2014. I trust professionals as much as I trusted ANY adult as a child. They ALL made me forget my own power. Once I remembered I took action. As an off gridder who doesn't own any Gov ID nor bills I am grateful for my childhood experiences and have been a wandering soul on my own since the age of 11. No one needs labels or pills . Much love to all and thank you for your channel.
I felt the same when she said professional, but then I felt that I could go to a professional in family constellation or in any other therapy you feel more drawn to
Get some BodyTalk done, there are other types of consciousness professionals that don't diagnose, don't push pills and help to balance consciousness within the BodyMind. New methods are available.
Thats the power that darkness use to control light. Judge. Be confident wherever you are judged it means they are impressed and trying to get over being impressed by you cuz most people are competitive and narcissistic. ❤ its a way they protect themselves so if u learn this fact it help not taking things personally. And still give u impetus to keep on fighting and impressing those. When you do things 1 time it might surprise people but when you make it professional and do it over and over again and being you and nurturing you into something tangible and cannot be unseen then they will have to accept you for who you are. Celebrate yourself as a gift 🎉❤. Just learn to put it in the way that is not offending to public principles. I made a mistake attacking back my mom by pointing out her disgusting action. I regret. I should have put it in a more sophisticated way so people wont be too offended😂
Pile #3, earning and saving money is the only way I feel secure to the point that I don’t know what to enjoy in life. Thank you so much for this reading.
Pile 3: It's like magic. I don't know what else to say because this reading can be said to be accurate. After a long period of thinking and delaying, I finally decided to meet a professional to open the “closed box”. Thank you very much. I hope you will continue to make readings to accompany me in my healing process
Pile 2: My relief was weeks ago to enter a gym on a daily basis to get rid of the situation, emotionally. It helps plus I already look better. So my aim is, when all this bad situation is over, I can say to myself the anger, wait and frustration was not only a burden, but helped me to get a better body by releasing the negative feelings on the training machines. Surprisingly, I also applied for the same reason, for a job, cause I wanted to let my thoughts fly away and get connected with new people and ideas, I have 3 interviews next week. Thank u for the reading
Pile 1: My father was extremely abusive towards me when I was a child and it has cause such struggle into my adult life. I have been trying to heal it for a long time. Your messages are so inspiring and help me guide my heart and soul back towards love thank you so much for all you do
Wow, I chose pile 2 and got perfect match! 🙏 I have been struggling with addictive eating disorder. That's why for my reading the food came up twice! And deffinitely this addiction has been main challenge for me for a long time. And as you have said - I have been very proactive in solving it. But (also as you mentioned) - using the same means that caused the addiction, repeating patterns. And THANKS TO YOU I remembered that all my childhood I've heard my mother crying, there were a lot of sadness there. OMG! I have been trying to find out the root cause for so long, thank you for shining the light, so I can keep looking in this direction! And that card with girl and books came up, because I have chosen to loose myself studying, reading, learning, books were my friends, but i was very lonely child. Bless you!❤❤💛🙏 And thanks a lot for revealing the advice of how to heal that and break the pattern. 💪☀☀
Pile 3. Your reading was eerily on point today!! You literally described my childhood. I still suffer from Complex-PTSD to this day. My childhood made me afraid of people in general. Then my, now ex husband , of 15 years cheated and got addicted to drugs and became abusive physically, emotionally and psychologically…. I played out my childhood all over again!!! I’m healing more and more everyday. Thank you so much for this reading! It brought me a lot of confirmation.
Pile 2# .. I do suffer from a hereditary disease and I grown up seeing my parents fighting for me, because of me. Those midnight fights, screams, arguments still echo in my mind. I heard everything. I used to run away from those situations. And yes, I was alone. There was noone whom I could share my experience and feelings, so now it really bcm a habit of not sharing my probs to anyone, tho I've trustworthy ppl around me! I just can't share my prob. I knew that childhood circumstance shaped my current personality.. but you exactly pointed out my trigger. And thank you so much fr that, and also fr the sweet encouragement 🥺♥️ I'll try to come out of that at my pace! 💫
This reading shook me to the core. 😦 You perfectly described my situation multiple times with my complicated mother. It’s tapping into things I never thought about. What childhood acts caused my parents to act out towards me way. I only remember the trauma, how she acted. Not how I acted.
#1: Oh my gosh... my mother was an abusive narcissist growing up and today with my coach we spoke about this... everything about this so far is spot on for me... I'm in tears and I'm not done listening! My nickname is sunshine.... & I want to be a strong & confident woman.
The key to jump starting my healing journey was to sleep with subliminal messages. I found my mind wouldn’t stop overthinking during waking hours. A lot of clarity came to me during my sleep. Blessings to all! ❤️
Pile 2. 😳 When I was 18 months I was deadly ill and in hospital in isolation. Nobody was allowed to visit me. I don't remember it. Only years ago it became clear that it is a basic deep trauma that led me to be an angry child after that. Then also a divorce when I was 3. Never experienced my father to be there. Addictive behavior on many levels. Food, TV and later on alcohol....not really addicted but as a flight. And a core loneliness that is still there. My mother was emotional available. So waw....spot on....I am healing still every day... And true I am intuitive and pushing through growing and healing....It has been a long road...And stillnot there yet. Indeed I don't know exactly how to heal it. You are really good....amazing 🙏💜
This is a painful reading for me. All piles triggered a memory that others and doctors play down and tells me to stop opening the past. Writing poems served as a catharsist for me.
In just the first few minutes - the whole truth was revealed. A mother cannot be loving and supportive and passes a legacy of self destruction unless recognised and overcome. Compassion, understanding and standing in own power 🐾🐾🐾🦋🌈
Your readings have always resonated with me, but today’s reading is just phenomenal. Pile 3 is definitely spot on. Here’s to healing our inner child and childhood traumas. ❤️ Adulting is so hard. I owe it to my younger self to keep moving forward.
I just cannot stress enough how beautifully spirit is using your gift to uplift others. Its amazing and inspiring. Thank you and may you always be protected and blessed as I know you are!
Pile 1 and 2 pointed me to important moments to be aware of to be able to release and transmute for further growth. Infinite love and gratitude! 🙏🏼🌹🌈🪷☀️❤️
Omg the sound of my mothers crying used to be THE THING I listened out for the most. I had forgotten until you said. Pile 2 here. Thank you for sharing your gift. All my love, Shana
Pile #2 - both events happened. I had been very sick, and I lost my favorite person in the world-my great-grandma. She also felt protective. The addictive behavior was co-dependence on my covert narcissistic parents.
Pile 2. Just want to say thank you. A sincere thank you. Your readings are a breath of fresh air, comforting and help beyond belief. It hit the nail on the head for me after years of trying to resolve. Bless you for doing these incredible readings xx
Pile # 2: I grew up with a deaf mom who expected everything to be done for her. As her interpreter from the age of 5 - 17- I was unfortunately parentified as held way to much on my shoulders as a small child. My Grandmother luckily stepped in on occasion to let me be a child. Otherwise I was the one handling day to day tasks. We often did not have enough in our house to eat, and it was a struggle to feed my siblings day to day.
It won't help but I had a similar experience with my mother. She blamed me for a painful birth and I had to be extra thankful and "good" but she told me that she didn't want a baby (me). She had also IBS and I had to look after her, not being allowed to have friends and later a "normal" life as a teenager. A bit of freedom then when I started to work but never a normal life with a partner and having kids. When I was 40 she passed away on cancer. I tried to catch up with my youth but of course that won't work with 40. I hope you are happier now and can get over the trauma. Blessings.
Pile #2. I lost my brother and only sibling when I was 2 yrs and he was 3 yrs. Although I do not remember mentally, the loss has never left me, my feelings. My entire life as I knew it changed that day,, as you can imagine. My mother wasn't the same nor anyone I knew....grandparents, aunts,, uncles.. So much sadness 😔. And yes, addiction to escaping that insecure feeling has always been my solution. I can be the queen of procrastination but when I discipline myself enough to "do" , It makes All the difference. THEN, I truly feel secure in myself and my capabilities to move forward in a positive way. Thank you for sharing your gift. Wishing you peace, love, and light throughout your journey.
Pile 2- I lost my father when I was 8 years old (8 of cups😥-twice). Wow!! You are my favorite reader. Thank you so much for the healing I have recieved from you🙏💜
Pile 3: so spot on. Escaped my family finally at 21 moving to another country. Been in therapy for the last 5 years. Feeling stronger than ever now and loving it ❤
Pile 3, there were many harsh punishments growing up. Dad was worst but he left, then mum took over. It just sucked. I have worked hard to become a good person and someone I am proud of, I am a work in progress. Thank you for all your help. Blessed be.♥️♥️♥️
Just woww. I chose pile 3. I can’t tell you how synchronistic this is for me and how accurate. You may have uncovered the exact block and remedy for me. I struggle so much with procrastination. And when I feel hurt or abandoned it’s hard for me to focus.. Not only that I have had judgement around people to bury themselves in work to escape their feeling and avoid dealing with the situation. This has been my parents and partner’s pattern. It has always made me feel abandoned. So I have always had resistance to it and chose instead to sit in the discomfort and feel my feelings and try to connect with the other person to resolve an issue. But I feel like there is a huge block in my life - like SOMETHING is holding me back and I didn’t even know what is is or why or where it comes from. The severe emotional neglect from childhood coupled with abuse has left me often times feeling helpless and lifeless. I did not get the “spiritual nutrition “ that every child needs to thrive in life. Your uncovering spirit’s advice that WORK is what will get me out of the block itself is helpful. I am in between careers now and struggle with where to put my energy. but Maybe i just do something, anything. Keep the momentum forward. Don’t stagnate. Thank you for this reading 🙏🏼
My dearest White Feather Tarot, thank you so much for today's reading. I'm called to all piles, but Pile 3 is the hardest to listen to. Every card in every pile is so accurate and now I know the cause and most importantly how to heal. May you are showered with love, light and blessing every single moment. Your readings are helping me every single time. Thank you, thank you, thank you 💖
Pile 3. You described me. Abused physically and verbally. You said that a professionnal would help me get throught this. Gess what : 2 weeks ago I called a psychologist to talk about it. I will meet her in september. Those traumas came back because i am a mom now… thank you. You cant imagine how anxious i am about everything and even for no reason !!!
You are so right! I was very ill as a child and I covered it up being the family comedian. I was always going to Great Ormond St. Children’s hospital. My parents had to leave me there for weeks at a time and I always cried my eyes out as I wanted my parents with me. It was awful! Xxx
Pile 3. I can’t believe your cards!! I could repeat it over and over. It’s like you opened my book of life. I had a very difficult childhood from the moment I was born by parents and my own sister, she tried to kill me until my mom put locks on the door to stop it for awhile. But unfortunately I slept in the same bed from 3 years old to 9. Many many hurt days with her. But I always say that I had angle wings around me, because I have grown up to be a kind giving loving compassionate person. It could have gone the other way and I could have been the abuser. Love is all I know now and much to you for your gift 💝
I really like our "Hello Soul Family" peeps. She is touching so many people. I'm 60ish and the replies are so beautifully stated. Deeply moving. Why I am letting you know this? well, let's ask Reem! LOL. Great Soul Family. I feel blessed.
Wow pile 1 was spot on. My mother was a narcissist who emotionally and mentally abused me daily. She was extremely aggressive and had a very scary Masculine energy about her. My father sexually molested me, then abandoned and rejected me. The two people who were supposed to protect me, hurt, harmed and injured me the most in this world. Trust has been an issue for me. Over the past 15years ive been healing on and off. Counselling etc. Not one counsellor mentioned innerchild healing after hearing my story. For me talking therapy made it worse. Opened a can of worms with no tools or resources to heal. The past 2 years I've took it more serious and started researching and now I am reparenting myself. It's been tough, I'm 47 years old now and recently was the first time I can ever remember feeling true happiness. The journey continues I still have a way to go, but with readings like yours to help me, hopefully it will be quicker. I've never heard of PTG but I know I have/had PTSD and CPTSD. So hopefully this will help. Two major healing modalities that have helped me are breathwork and EFT. Because they have helped release the trapped energy in my body. Trauma is not a mental or emotional illness, it stores itself as trapped energy in the body, low frequency energy. That is why journaling and talking therapy never really helped on a deeper cellular level. I hope this helps someone. Thank you for this reading I can't believe how spot on it was ❤️🙏🏽👑
I also chose pile 3, I think its interesting how you associated red with the solar plexus in the first reading and yellow with the root chakra in the third, Ive always understood the root to be red and the solar plexus to be yellow. Thank you for your perspective
Pile 2- This reading changed my life. I was literally praying to my guides for an answer to this… they spoke through you and it makes so much sense now! Thank you, Bless you and all that you do 🙏🏻
This is such a powerful reading. Pile #1 made me cry! Thank you White Feather. I’ve been journaling for my healing for a few years now, on and off. This inspired me to pull out my notebook and to writing again. Bless you White Feather.
I am in awe of you Neem. I was #1 and you "hit the head of the Nail " on that one. I am not really going to say exactly what I went through growing up, but I was adopted by my Grandparents on my Dad's side and my Grandma (Mom) was a very nasty lady in verbal and mental ways to me. I was never allowed to go anywhere or have friends over or really even play outside. Long story short I have forgiven her finally and she is actually one of my Guides now on the other side 🌻. There is still some work I need to do with this. And I'm trying. I send you Light and Love
Every time I hear you, I respect you more @whitefeathertarot ! You are truly gifted and a very beautiful soul. You heal so many people everyday. May God bless you abundantly. Lots of love and regards 💕
As you were shuffling the tea leaves I got such a prominent shiver with goosebumps and the window wasn't even open! Such a powerful reading! I love rose quartz its such a beautiful stone with such strong energies. I was asking my guides to help me heal and show me the path and then today you post this video it so lovely! Thank you! 💚
i intuitively choose pile 2&3 and coincidentally both really resonates with me. pile 2 is abt my unhealthy relationship with money friends and bf. pile 3 is about my relationship with my father. it took me, buying house for myself, having multiple cats to live with me n dealing with unconventional relationships, to heal some part of me. my eye pooled with tears listening to your reading. thank you sooo much ms reem❤️
(I usually dont comment but)Pile n2 n1 it was one of the most eye opening readings I've ever watched. It made me remember things that happened in my childhood that I forgot. You hit the nail especially with the sounds of crying part, I used to hear alot of crying when I was young and never knew what to do which lead to alot of anxiety. That's why I always tried to be with others or always stay busy so I don't confront my fears or remember the things that happened. I lost some things which made me develop a tendency of rushing things and always wanting to know what to do in fear of that I will lose it or that its too late. But now I realise that I should take things slowly and heal first and do shadow work before thinking about other things, as well as cutting people off who I was attached to just because they were with me although they expressed alot of toxicity towards me... Thank you so much for this! This was a confirmation that what I concluded was right and now I should in another direction that actually suits me and will help me grow. You're an angel. Literally. You don't know how many people you help with these readings, I'm so grateful to have found your channel!💕 Pile 1 is so powerful 🌸💕
I just had a watch pile #3 again bc I was a little preoccupied with my new little baby Sulcata turtle. When I watched it again I was literally brought to tears, I know exactly what you're talking about. You have such an amazing gift, I really appreciate you Reem!!!
Pile 1 & 2; hit the nail on the head! 2 different situations that you were able to help me bring up to clear and heal at quite the pivotal time in my life. Thank you kindly
Pile 3 , I was severely abused for many years as a child even as a teenager. It made me shut in unable to make the right decisions in life. I thought that thru a few years of therapy and healing practices that I overcame and healed but events at times take me back to that abused neglected child who was put in boarding school at age 5 and several years thereafter. Thank you so much for your gift.🙏🙏🙏
Pile 2. It's amazing how extremely on-point your reading was. It felt like it's a personal reading for me as you were able to describe my biggest trauma and for providing a solution to my crippling anxiety all over these years. ❤️ thank you so much WhiteFeather, you're a blessing in this world. ✨️ May you continue to inspire and enlighten more people.
Your gift of interpreting the cards and their messages is masterful! Thank you for so selflessly sharing your precious gift. Continued Blessings to you and yours😌🤍 Pile 1
The Ignorance card reminds me of looking into a kaleidoscope. You see one thing when you look into it, then you twist it around a little bit and then you will see something different.
Pile 2: as a child I grew up with a dog, and he felt like a brother or friend to me, he was part of our little family. The loss of my dog was sudden and very traumatizing as he was ran over by the new Janitor at our home. The accident wasn’t handled properly by my parents. And it made me realize how completely insecure my mum was as a single parent caring for me. She freaked out by the accident and came running towards me crying and that cry and face was really traumatizing to me. I fell on the ground completely shocked and lifeless. I have never experienced this physical reaction ever since. Unhealthy eating habits is also a reoccurring theme in my life. My mother never properly fed me with vital nutrition. I blamed her a lot once I discovered the path of veganism and whole foods plant based nutrition on my own, it changed my life for the better and I couldn’t grasp that she never did any research on how to parent or how to take care for your only child. Recently I’ve finally been properly diagnosed with autism. And before that, I’ve experienced mental illness with psychosis as a reaction to extreme stress. I couldn’t finish my degree and a career was starting to seem hopeless for me. Life has been really tough (yet I couldn’t express myself or at least no one understood my expressions) but it’s finally starting tl become a whole lot better for me; getting proper guidance (with my therapist who feels like a older sister) and regaining faith, tarot helped me with that. I wasn’t sure if the loss you referred to, signified a missing father, god, myself, or.. and then it got clear: it was our dog. That was traumatizing. I don’t talk much about him anymore, because I’ve buried his memories and existence. I’ve had so many dreams of him showing up and he helped me get lucid in my dreams: realizing; this can’t be true, I am dreaming. Many years later I picked up on actually taking charge in Lucid Dreaming, that was a bit fun. But there is more fun now for me in the actual physical realm. I’ve started to accept myself for who I am, and I’ve come to realize that the most important friendship is the one you have with yourself. Thank you so much for your readings, they are absolutely on point. I’m going for pile 3 now, as it slightly appealed to me as well. Thank you so much for helping us by asking the right answers to our spirit guides 😊.
O the divine!. I had to pause during card picking. I always pray and I use the same crystals I'd I have them. And I repeat the questions over and over and allow spirit to allow you to deliver the message and to allow me to correctly receive the message. First, when I was about 7, I was riding a 10-speed too big, breaks went out and hit a dumpster and flew backward "falling" and landing on back if my head. Migraine my whole life. Second, I literally fell about 8 feet strait down while sliding down a huge cedar tree's swooping to the ground. However I wet through a " hole " in the boughs and went strait down and landed on my bottom. I was 10. Same year, I fell off a cherry picker( old style engine lift) and land on my neck neck and upper back. I have had many physical health issues since that age. Very significant sign for me, personally. Oh, and I chose piles 1 & 2. Okay- pile 1 was definitely my life story. Couldn't have been more accurate. I am healing my inner child and working in clearing Chakras going forward as now, with therapy, I know that I have c-ptsd Borderline from childhood trauma. Just. Wow. 🙏🤲 Pile 3- I'm bawling. So on point. Thank you @White Feather Tarot 🪶 My parents we addicts and my father very abusive to my mother. Physically. I recently realized through meditating and following my intuition that my main triggering even was literally being born. I was between my parents literally from before birth. I've often wondered if her beat while she was carrying me- now I'm sure. My dad was extremely physically and verbally intimidating. And a major alcoholic to boot. This is so helpful and perfectly in line with everything happening right now and THIS specific message was very much needed to help me move forward even more🤍🙏
Pile 2 resonates I lost my mom when I was 10 years old and I had sedated myself with addiction now I'm healed through lots of meditation and guidance I had a dream where I went my childhood best friends house where I then grew up and when they opened the curtains all the grief wash she'd by sun rays and I cried and released it in the dream and when I woke up crying. Cried most of that morning them boom manifested money
Pile 1 This was so my pile & message . I am truly grateful that the advice you have given me is so empowering; inspiring & encouraging to move forward on my spiritual path
Thank you so much for this. I think I’ll give therapy another chance, I was avoiding it for a very long time… I was told I had signs of major depression by my first therapist but hated therapy so much that I never tried it again. I’m having a very hard time “healing”. To anyone reading this, if you’re going through something similar please get the help you need! Not everything gets better but you have a future. Many things will change. And in order to move forward we have to take good care of ourselves.
I love #1. I got a lot out of it for a problem I have been having about how to handle old criticism in my life that I never got over. Thank you, White Feather!
Reading through the comments...just want to say I wish for all of you waves of the highest vibrations of love and light and the perfect healing frequencies for each of you, to assist you in your healing, to uplift you & bless you with happiness,sweetness & all things good!
Thank you so much! Pile #3 absolutely spot on. Physically and emotionally abused by my mother and stepfather as a child and was emotionally abused and controlled in my marriage. Divorced 7 years and still healing. Just started a new job and so much of this is coming up to the surface and struggling to stay grounded and feel secure. My emotions are so high. I was drawn to pile #2 as well. Thank you for sharing your gift. I watch all your readings and I’m amazed at how accurate you are 💜🙏🏻
Your reading for pile no:2 was 100% accurate..We as a family lost our big icon in the family my grandmother when I was 5yrs old..My Father's pride & joy..when she passed there was great sadness felt by family..as she brought them all through the war..WW2..she was a strong Woman..witnessed her Son's & Daughter's..in a mess..because I was youngest..a cousin looked after me & my Sister for the funeral..I remember that day..again when my Father who passed..I was also young in my 30s..he was our Families strength..I guess I had to be strong & organize my Father's Funeral..My Mother & Sister broke down..,I guess I had to carry the same strength all these years..you're right..I am very intuitive..have been since I was young..I am best when I'm alone..doing my own thing..I find people are too difficult sometimes to be around..but still did so..now I don't do that anymore..I do what makes me happy
#1 and #3 is resonated with me with my parents when I was a child. As well as the past life husband. They were criticised me constantly. Everything I do was never right or enough for them... I had never been loved by my parents and my past life husband and also with this life time of my exhusband. As well as the connections I had with my twins frame soulmate. As well as the connection with the soulmate. This had happened to me throughout my adults life. As if I had been cursed .. That is why I am living on my own for very long times. By being independent by myself..for very long times. I'm now healed all of my past life And be happy with myself. Thank you so much beautiful soul for do this amazing reading for me.. I'm truly grateful and appreciated with greatitude for amazing and spot on 100%. Love ❤ and lights with greatitude and so it is. Much loves. 👍💐💐💐💖💙💕😘😘🌟🌠💫😇🦋🌈🕊🇬🇧🧚🏻🧚🏻🤩🙏💐💐💐
I so want to thank you for your insightful readings !! I especially want to thank you for being the voice of positive help, hope, kindness, understanding and empathy to all us souls. Much love and light you. You are a blessing to us all. 🌟❤🌟
Pile#3 Yes, it was my mom, she was very strict and used to humiliate me in front of her friends. She favored my brothers; who were free to do what they want whereas I had to start working at a very young age to help mom pay the bills. I never got to keep a cent of what I earned and I never complained. She did the best she could with what we had; her and my dad separated when I was very young.
