my ex resembles him so much like this version of him and we broke up over a year ago . We were engaged almost actually had a baby.. I thought everything was good since we were almost together for 2 years almost 3 and until I found out how he really was and it got so toxic and abusive. No matter what he did I was always there with open arms… at the beginning we both loved each other so much and then i realized I love him more than he ever loved me and we got each others name tatted.. I have reminders of the good and bad memories all over me. Scars bruises broken doors broken windows and punched walls. I had to rebuild everything and just forgive him but keep my distance. I can’t get over him even though I know I have to move on and I know I tried to see the best in him and forgive him but I had to leave/ end relationship due to the toxicity and the abuse having to get the protective order on him so draining and he went to court and i just don’t understand why I keep going through all this heartache
