Photography On Location: The Lawnmower Shop

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Hey you ever feel like you’re a complete hack of a photographer and all your work is eye poison and you’ll one day die never having made the meaningful photographs you always hoped to? Me neither. I was just curious asking for a friend. But in the year 2022 what is a photographer to do when he’s struggling in a quagmire of his own criticisms, pity, and self-doubt?
Make a RU-vid video about it, of course! Why pay for therapy when you can just put your deepest, darkest insecurities on the internet and invite everyone to comment on them? Sounds like a grand idea!
Yep. That’s what this video is about. Me hating my photography and struggling to get over that feeling. Because I do get over it…eventually. I just go through these phases sometimes where I hate my entire body of work and I’m convinced I’m just a big ol’ hack of a photographer that will never create a single photograph that matters. Oh shit, I just had a thought. Maybe the times when I feel good about my photography…maybe THOSE are the phases. And when I hate my work and think I’m a hack…that’s when I’m seeing reality for what it is! Oh dear God…
Oh yeah this video is also about taking a photo of a lawnmower shop using 6x17 Kodak Portra film on my large format Shen-Hao TFC 617-A camera. So, you know, there’s some photography nestled in there between my ramblings about mental health. Yeah good times. Analog photography, large format cameras, and the vague dread of life. That’s a cocktail everyone can enjoy.
So…enjoy!
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@MarioVastola 2 года назад

It's friday and I've spent the day editing photos for some clients. I'm living alone as I've left my girlfriend. I poured myself two Moscow mules already. And a new nick carver video??? What are you telling me universe, are things finally turning my way?

@billpickle2875 2 года назад

Good on you.

@pmartinez358 2 года назад

Homie….we got you

@nathonruehl 2 года назад

Amen

@davidellinsworth22 Год назад

Wow dude.... you needed that shit off your chest didn't you?

@ConstantinSPurcea 2 года назад

I stopped caring if my work is sell-able or meaningful (to others) and I just photograph things because I love them. I go on treks to places I'd love to see and capture them in the process. If anyone's out there to appreciate the photos, then good. Otherwise, I'm happy I've been through that experience and it has built me into what I am. That's kinda my thought process for creating "meaningful" work.

@BurningPandama 2 года назад

Nick Carver is like a cool beer on a hot day. Also I though that the saying you would put on the inside of your hat was "When you're feeling down, take photos of old buildings straight on"

@TCizauskas 2 года назад

22:27 "If you're thinking, 'Why not just switch the sky out in Photoshop?', get the hell out of my office."

@hostynphoto 2 года назад

To me your work is not about the single image. It's about the body of work your making of a particular kind of building. As a European, the selection of buildings you make are interesting in itself. We don't have those types of structures here. And your choice of compositions and light help to define your style. As long as it inspires you, don't doubt it. Just go for it.

@filmpjesman1 2 года назад

Absolutely agree, that's why I still hope that someday he releases a monolith of his work, it's so captivating

@iKeto_gal 2 года назад

Perhaps one day you may take us with you on a Seascape on Location with you down by the water? I know there's a video with you on top of the beach on an overlook, is it possible to take one down on the rocks for the waves/rocks type picture?

@coastalartistlivingonislan8395 2 года назад

We all go through a creative rut. Take a vacation!

@zeballos5757 2 года назад

I was feeling the same about my thousands of pictures. Digital. I recently went on a road trip to some heritage and old towns, took about 500, got home, and can’t get into them. So weird, because some of them are exactly what I was going for. Best thing to do in these cases is just to step back and focus on something else in my world, until I start to miss my photography again.

@lrrowley 2 года назад

@Tanner that has happened to me so many times. However, I often find that if I look at them maybe 6 months or a year later that I rediscover why I took those shots in the first place.

@karolaneuer5506 2 года назад

@@lrrowley Absolutely. Also going through really old stuff sometimes helps finding the overlooked gems.

@zeballos5757 2 года назад

@@lrrowley yeah, good idea, it’s good to step back I think. Good thing I don’t make a living from my photography 😆

@bobsykes 2 года назад

I love these field videos. Your sense of how things could look before actually seeing them is unique. Also, your completed backyard studio looks terrific!

@Philip_Klein Год назад

The hat suits insanely well, been working in fashion for quite some time and i can tell you it definitely adds to your personality

@CollectedLight1 6 месяцев назад

And the subtle but real addition to the composition by the several trees included. Nice!

@AldermanFredCDavis Год назад

I watch A LOT of RU-vid. A LOT however, I have only typed this about ONE other RU-vidr, "You (Nick Carver) come across as an extremely likeable person. I am subscribed to the channel, and automatically "like" each video. I happen to be 'into' photography, but I would also watch your videos if you just sat on a sofa and talked about your day." ALWAYS look forward to seeing your videos.

@arttyree4504 Год назад

The life of an artist (and photographers are artists), there ought to be a balanced tension between anxiety/dissatisfaction vs. pleasure and delight with one's own work. Both keep us moving forward.

@davidlogsdon7767 2 года назад

I think that artists, as all humans, are continually evolving. As a result, the "meaningful body of work" that we strive for is based on our definition of "meaning" at the moment of creation. The challenge is finding meaning in that creation later on when we may longer hold the beliefs and convictions that motivated the work originally.

@kishascape Год назад

I love the kind of dramatic pop that "burn off" lighting as you call it gets. Out in the desert during monsoon I see this repeatedly multiple times a day, sometimes even for prolonged periods. It's especially nice after a rain when it makes the warm tan-reddish tones of the soil and buildings more vibrant as well.

@stevenbudd3725 2 года назад

You Tube is drowning in photography channels. A small handful are gold. Just a handful. Yours is one of them and you're the real deal.

@DMDBSJD 2 года назад

"Get the hell out of my office!" . . . priceless! 👍

@charlesgough3528 2 года назад

Damn, you nailed it. my Motto is, "Embrace the suck until it doesn't suck" Great upload man.

@draughonc 2 года назад

You got the right attitude about sky replacement. Loved the way you put it.

@AmpedGaming404 2 года назад

It's a sunny and cool Friday. I get to leave the office early. A Nick Carver video awaits when I get home. Pure Bliss

@vincentlamoureux422 2 года назад

Your story here will be familiar to most creative folks out there but you got the antidote with this new body of work! Thank you for sharing your thought process with us like no one else on YT!

@danielamorim2909 2 года назад

This is what I like to come home to on the RU-vids. Mhm, yes please.

@cmichaelhaugh8517 2 года назад

I don’t think I’ll ever shoot large format or the subjects you take. However, I am fascinated watching you work.

@davidmullinphotography 2 года назад

Every time I see a new Nick Carver video available, I feel like a kid about to open a Christmas present.

@OccultDemonCassette Год назад

I love photographing old structures. One thing I do is always make sure I write down the address and county where I took the photo. Much later in life I plan on giving a lot of those photos to the local libraries in the counties where those structures exist for historical archival purposes.

@CornishMotorcycleDiaries 2 года назад

Hurrah! A Nick Carver Video on a Friday Night Marvellous. Haven't watched it yet, but it will be my late night treat with a glass of Single Malt.

@CornishMotorcycleDiaries 2 года назад

watched last night with (ahem) a couple of glasses and it was excellent. I thi k we all resonate with that feeling of impotence creatively and inability to do the thing we love. I suffer from that a lot. On the converse side, it does sometimes work the other way.

@sweetdavey 2 года назад

Self doubt and striving for perfection (which of course is unattainable) is almost a guarantee for any truly creative personality. Knowing that thousands of people find your work inspiring and beautiful, and then trying to detach from your own work and see yourself as only one observer/opinion among the others might help, but yeah, it's not easy. Also, having a mindset that is completely opposite that of self-doubt is probably the best mark of a bad artist, so that should be some consolation:)

@jsdhesmith2011 Год назад

You crack me up man. Don’t be so hard on yourself and quit kicking them pricks 😂

@andrewcanton3539 2 года назад

You have no idea what this video means to me at this exact moment. I've been going through not just a creative rut, but an almost philosophical tear-my-hair-out type of struggle in regards to my identity as an artist. It all started about a month ago when I was going to submit a photo for a local State Fair fine art competition and there was a section in the submission for an "Artist's Statement" and I couldn't for the life of me put into words what my artist statement could be. I didn't think writing "I just like taking pictures of things I find interesting" to be very good. And I didn't want to write some phony pretentious bullshit that I often see artists make. But down the rabbit hole I went inside my own head. And so for the last month I've been questioning the quality and purpose of my work. It's truly been an awful experience. By the way, I took your online manual metering course and I can't say enough good things about it. It's a truly wonderful and enlightening course. I learned a lot and I can't thank you enough.

@tompoynton 2 года назад

Jeff Wall said it best for me: “I think I’m the kind of person who’s happy to participate in things but not unhappy to find a point of view where I can see things happening rather than jumping into the middle of them myself, even though I do that too, sometimes. I think that one of the main qualities is ‘observance’, and I guess that’s also a photographer’s nature, to be observant. Or any artist who has to deal with the world as it appears, and trying to deal with its appearance (is observant). And I feel also that picture-making of any kind... expresses something of an acceptance of the way things are. Not for everyone and not (in) the same way, but I’ve a feeling I’m sort of an accepting person in that I’m glad all these things have existed and have allowed me to see them, or (have) shown themselves to me. So you know, I think there are other elements that come into play, in terms of the activity of making, that also bring out other aspects of a person’s character, but those come behind, in a way, the sense of observing and liking the appearance of things. I love the appearance of a tree or a face or a sidewalk, I just like the way they look. I get enjoyment just from seeing them and seeing them maybe in this light and then in that light. (So) I think that’s pretty basic for me.”

@martinswift6777 2 года назад

Seems a lot of those who suffer for their photographic art need a dose of therapy from time to time; thanks for providing it! More power to you Nick.

@branpod Год назад

The whole side tangent about the hat is what I love about this channel. Your philosophy and way of thinking is just super interesting to listen to

@Light_Camera_Story 2 года назад

Thank you. Most refreshing thing I have watched since my father's departure.

@ReimannPembroke 2 года назад

This was a really cool scene to photograph! That lawnmower shop has so much character and tells a cool story! Glad you took this photo even if you had to drag yourself over there to do it

@maf421 2 года назад

The light you are talking about what I call a perfect photo day. I take photos of heavy equipment ("big yellow bulldozers") for my job, and a harsh, high contrast sunny day is not what I want. I need diffused, soft shadows that reveal important details of equipment condition, yet bright enough to make colors look nice. Too cloudy is dreary, dark and mush, too sunny is hard black shadow areas. It isn't fancy art photography, but it is still a challenge, and pays the bills.

@richardazar22 2 года назад

Creative ruts are the pits, Nick. There are photos all around us, but sometimes we just can't see them. I think a lot of that stems from the fact that after awhile we feel we have photographed everything around us and can't find anything new. Take a breath, get a map, find the car keys and go scouting on a nice day to someplace you haven't been to. If you do this every now and then you should stay relatively busy with your photography.

@theVAULT909 2 года назад

Damn Nick. Was just watching this, having a little identity crisis (re: doing meaningful work). Your opening hit VERY close to home. "It's hard for the thee to kick against the prick." I needed to hear this right now-thank you very much. :* And would like to return the favour. When it comes to creative work: "You can't cheat time." Which, to me means: Only time can tell whether or not a piece of creative work 'transcends', or whatever you want to call it, to art. And that's really beyond the individual creating the actual work. I'm 100% sure that Vincent would fully agree.

@calvinchann1996 2 года назад

Every picture you take forms part of your body of work. Whether it is any good, is another matter.

@Eagle1349 2 года назад

Kudos from an old school PJ and sports photographer, I will never have the patience you have !

@laurabronson3717 2 года назад

Perfect way to end the week! Good to see what you’ve been up to.

@sallua2901 2 года назад

Love the thought and reflecting going on here. It’s very relatable

@MichaelZieschang 2 года назад

1) I love your honesty. Great video. Very inspiring to me. 2) The thing that distracts me most is the barber shop sign on the right. 3) Another line from a song's lyrics: Motörhead = The chase is better than the catch.

2 года назад

Wonderful Friday. Sunshine, sports and then: a Nick Carver on location video pops up. Perfect Friday 🤘 Thanks so much, Nick 👏👏👏

@wanderingambience799 2 года назад

Your work is not crap! I love the photographs of stores and gas stations. In fact I get my Nick Carver on and embrace being that person standing outside a store waiting for that moment to get the shot. It is simple but it is so beautiful to me. Keep it up!

@CAYENNEOREZ 2 года назад

Nick! We absolutely love your videos and look forward to every one.

@trevorcrossley3054 2 года назад

All your Videos flow like a poetic sentence, well done again.

@mikebarbee8621 2 года назад

Thanks for your content Nick! I enjoy watching! Awesome images!

@johnmartin8526 2 года назад

Always great when I see one of your videos released and particularly love the location ones ! Very interesting and though provoking. Thank You

@lintownboy 2 года назад

Always love these videos.

@stephenroberts7828 2 года назад

Man i love your work....totally inspiring

@joeyammar2723 2 года назад

Great video with a great message that i desperately needed to hear 👏

@Frantixj Год назад

I've had the biggest crisis a few weeks ago when I started my 3 week vacation. I was so pumped to finally have some time off and shoot and when I got to it, it all hit me like a brick, exactly as you explained it. Felt like shit, didn't even pick up a camera, felt like selling all my gear and apologize to anyone who ever saw my photos lol. And it wasn't lack of ideas or anything like that, just that feeling that it's all irrelevant and bad. And I feel like I'm slowly coming back. I don't think there are fixed ways of overcoming this feeling, everyone feels it differently but what got me (sort of) back was instax. Maybe because the "process" is so much simpler and quicker than LF but one day I went on a walk with the wife and just took it with me, figured what the hell, at least I'll look like a photographer. And I took a few snaps, felt better and so on.... So to anyone feeling down or not creative or shitty about their art (let's not fear this word) - try simpler things. Satisfaction is not guaranteed but at least it's a start.

@larrylindell1027 2 года назад

Thanks for the video. Appreciated your thoughts and showing me your process

@billybolang7052 2 года назад

the Master is back! 🔥🔥

@mproyuclan 2 года назад

Love your dedication and never doubt your portfolio. Really get so much out of the pictures of yours I have on my walls 👍👍 👍

@suzannedesperey3130 2 года назад

Love what you do, it's nice to see you back. I think that anybody who truly feels this way about their process, will experience what you're going through, it's all part of it, and it is why you're a great living artist. Hey, there's not too many of those.

@analog_astronaut 2 года назад

I know producing videos of this length and quality is not an easy task. Thanks for putting in that effort for our enjoyment.

@lancechinnian4043 2 года назад

Love you Nick. Keep going ❤️

@jaytolbert7538 2 года назад

Yes! Always worth the wait for another NC episode. Your frustration and commentary gives us all very useful information as we pursue this photography thing. Especially like the 'replace sky' in Photoshop position. You document the actual, as-it-is world, not the 'created' one.

@coreyhodgson1238 2 года назад

Thanks for being open about this Nick. I know I struggle with stuff that's similar and it's been fueling my depression. Just appreciate it, hope things get better soon for you.

@andycapsphotos 2 года назад

OMG Nick has another on location video!! My Friday is complete!

@KellyB33333 2 года назад

Thank You so much for posting this video. I have also struggled with similar thoughts and really appreciate that you are sharing your methods of perseverance with everyone. It will benefit many.

@KylerSteele 2 года назад

Man I was fully invested in this video! Happy to see the results and love the messages throughout the video

@piezu. 2 года назад

Always glad to see you post videos here. 👍 Best of luck with your work. Don't let the doubt get to you.

@BooyaJoe 2 года назад

Ah....good 'Ole Harbor Blvd! Keep your head up. Really love your work.

@jimwlouavl 2 года назад

I’d forgotten how fun your videos are to watch. Cool hat. Why do we photographers cringe at calling ourselves artists?

@markbray3038 2 года назад

Worth it Nick.

@ridealongwithrandy 2 года назад

BTW, I'm a hat guy, I have many different hats for all occasions, I have an Indy fedora that I have worn for years, and one of those banana republic hats that I wear, get lots of compliments. And out in the desert where I travel a lot, no hat = fried brain! Also, a hat is an umbrella that you wear without holding it up with your hand while it's raining cats AND dogs.

@teenylank 2 года назад

I feel the exact same way about my work right now. It reeeeeaaaalllllyyyy put me at ease to know that you also go through bouts of this feeling. Thank you so much for this.

@tompetersphotography 2 года назад

A nice little insight into your mind Nick, fairplay for setting up on that road!

@Fortnite87463 2 года назад

I love your videos nick. One of the best photographers on youtube no doubt. Cant wait for the next video.

@accidentaljester 2 года назад

This was great, Nick. Thanks for taking us along on another shoot. I think it absolutely contributes to a larger body of work. And your right, when you feel in restive just go out and take that next photo, but don’t forget to bring us along

@LizRoyable 2 года назад

Great composition, I like the paint stripe in road on lower right.

@PhotoBug3042 2 года назад

Good thought on creativity. Good thoughts on lighting. Nice hat. Another great post, friend.

@RussellMcCollom 2 года назад

enjoyed it as always Nick. A little "light" lesson to go with it as well.

@richardevans8480 2 года назад

I'm always really appreciative of your videos; I'm sure they require a lot of extra effort to film and edit. I used to love hunting down and taking photos just like you do, but my health is too poor these days to do it anymore, so I enjoy seeing people like yourself get out there and go for it. Thanks for sharing it all with us.

@AlejandroGonzalez-AGS 2 года назад

True honesty Nick…we all go through this kind of shit in different ways… shit happens! Enjoyed the video…And I like the hat! Be safe man. Cheers..

@tadeusz11000 2 года назад

Don’t beat yourself up so much, Nick. Yes, we all want a 10 out of 10 each time, but life’s not like that. Always aim for a 10, but don’t expect it every time. Be happy with a 7 or 8, and occasionally you will get a 10, but sometimes it will be a zero. Not so much a mental breakdown, but more a reset, rethink and rebirth. It’s a long journey friend and the road is often bumpy!

@patrickvingo1268 2 года назад

I totally get this creative dilemma. Have it too many times myself. Thank you for sharing the fear zone with us. Takes guts and generosity.

@mxb5346 2 года назад

Sure miss your videos on a regular basis. Your "Delivery" is outstanding and entertaining and you are in my opinion the Best RU-vidr out there.

@billysauerlandphotography8936 2 года назад

DUDE!!! (I don't normally say that, UGH) I hear you, feel you and all the other phrases. I am right there with you, just keep on keeping on.

@greatpix 2 года назад

This location sure brings back memories. I grew up just a few blocks away on the other side of the SA River. I 'think' if you got into a time machine and went back to the '60'sor '70s you'd be a few blocks from the old Kono Hawaii restaurant. The old White Front store was not that long a walk or bike ride. All of Harbor, well the whole of OC, has changed so much since I grew up there in the '60s. Most of the land was still orange groves and farms.

@marcdeckard7064 Год назад

I like your final image. The colors are alive without being ostentatious and the composition is strong with a lot of variety of scale. The fact that you faced possible failure, produced an entertaining and inspiring video was another triumph. You have also given me license to wear my fedoras in public.

@Spacedude609 2 года назад

The message of this video put into words something that i have been feeling about a lot of my work lately. gonna keep that saying inside your hat in mind in the future.

@philipculbertson55 2 года назад

Groovy Nick. I stumbled across the wabi-sabi concept six or seven years ago and embraced it completely. Made me a lot happier.

@jefferyargentine4453 2 года назад

You make me so happy I am committed to film. Thanks.

@ohko3591 2 года назад

que vivas por siempre amigo mío. me encantan tus videos. saludos desde Chile.

@MSACoachMike 5 месяцев назад

I was going through your back-catalogue of videos and I actually prefer you with your signature hat that you introduced and then didn’t wear in this film.

@RobbieMaynardCreates 2 года назад

Your explanation of the perfect lighting scenario is exactly that.. perfect. I have a subscription to a weather service for this exact scenario lol

@henrymaddocks984 2 года назад

I’m in the same place creatively at the moment and this really helped. Cheers Nick.

@kimmurphy5032 2 года назад

Yep, I know that feeling. I feel like a hack as a photographer a lot, especially recently.

@311djr 2 года назад

As always, I enjoyed your video. The image was great and enjoyed you talking us through your 'slow' time. I think we all have had it. I'm fairly comfortable with my medium format, but I bought your photo class so you can teach me all about large format (for the 4x5 I'm trying to learn). Keep up the great work.

@greatpix 2 года назад

I used to use a B+W 81B filter on hazy or cloudy days. The B+W 81B was the perfect warming filter for me and good for bringing out warmer colors and prevents cooler colors like foliage from turning too cool. I tried other manufacturer filters but for Circ Pol and the 81 series of filters I like B+W.

@AndrewMacdonaldPhotography Год назад

Awesome stuff dude. Love the dedication. We all get that creators block and thinking all our past work is crap....but...it's also what makes us keep on improving in the long run.

@peoriavideosltd6822 2 года назад

Looks like a real neat old neighborhood. That big boomerang sign with the star on it in the background looks cool too!

@stuartbaines2843 2 года назад

You answered your questions .... Perhaps your Best photograph yet 👌

@davidellinsworth22 2 года назад

I think people can take a great deal of comfort and inspiration from the fact that even someone they look up to and hold in very high regard also gets creative slumps now and again. It's funny that you mentioned a good remedy simply being "the next picture". This is just perfect advice in my eyes. Oh, and, loved that final frame!!! I shoot a lot of Portra 160 and 400, and the one thing I try to avoid is shooting it in overcast light, where I feel it kind of just falls to pieces. I actually really like Portra in strong directional light, but it suits what I'm going for for a particular project (British Summertime). The kind of light you shot in for this video (for the last frame) is what I love for slide film. Perfect. Great video Nick!

@krtx1208 2 года назад

awesome!

@ridealongwithrandy 2 года назад

I have been in a quandary also, the price of gas has me staying home from my adventures. But I saved up a bunch of cash and am going out tomorrow to I don't know where. Just go out and see what turns up. Tomorrow is 2 films cams with different stock, and 2 different digi cams. Let's see what I get, and on the plus side, I get out of the house and get some hiking and walking out in the great outdoors! And the photos of the lawnmower shop are pretty cool. Cheers!