+Brian Crain Thank YOU for being such an approachable person. I've read your comments in most of the videos that people upload with your music and you also commented in a couple of my videos playing 2 of your songs. It's really nice of you.
+Brian Crain Hello Brian Crain, I love your music, and I like to play one of them, called Childhood Memories, but not against the scores of this complete music ... Could you help me? If it is not too much to ask
I played piano for 6 years and I often cried during lessons. I become an open book when I played. I played for the first time two w ago after a long hiatus. It was like an explosion of emotions. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to listen for free and find inspiration to return to something I love.
We can't choose the lives that have been given to us, We can't choose the pain, The suffering, The endless conflict, The restless nights, The drops of tears, The heavy heart, Asking every night, The question *Why?* But it's that pain, That turns into beauty, That eventually passes, Showing us all that life can be, Not how it used to be, And then, As you look back among those lonely nights, You'll be thankful, Because without them, You wouldn't be the strong person you are now, Maybe you're thinking "I'm not strong," But you're still here now, Aren't you?
When the light of dawn seeps into an empty room, lighting each cold corner with a spark of life. Particles of dust float upon rays of sun. Curtains hang limp without the morning breeze. The distant chirping of birds can be heard in the chilling silence. Drops of dew form on the window pane. Yet, the space is still bare. What was once occupied is now, forever empty. The loved one, has finally passed. There is much to be felt, little to be seen.
No matter the situation I always listen to brian crain, either dream of flying or wind, had a shitty 19th birthday yesterday, and sat in my room and listened to this all day.
Sophie Mitchell at some point in life everyone must feel pain. It is impossible to avoid pain except for death which is painful emotionally. It is also true that people sometimes need to feel pain in order to realize what's dear to them and what isn't. Life can end as easily as it can begin. Therefore, take pride that you're alive, be happy that you're alive every morning and hope to never feel the pain of leaving your children. Although it is imminent that everyone will one day die you should try your best at doing everything you can and want while you're alive. You probably won't get another chance at life. Try to enjoy it as much as you can and be grateful for the life that you have been given.
Breathe. Just Breathe. Look at the life around you. Are you happy or are you sad? Did you have friends that made you glad? Does feeling alone make you feel mad? Yes. I ask myself these questions too. Yes. I have felt these things too. But believe me when I say You are a cool dude You are a beautiful woman And don't mind if they call you gay Some people just need to learn what to say. Your parents may yell at you Other people may accuse you And I know you may feel depressed But sometimes you just need to sit back Relax And breathe.
Stop. Breathe. Just breathe, and listen to what I say. You might not feel it now, but you are loved. You are needed, and you are wanted. You may feel like your life is going nowhere and that it isn't worth it. I have that exact feeling everyday. But you will get through it, just like I do. Whatever it is you're fighting: depression, anxiety, panic, a breakup, or maybe it was as simple as a bad day, know this, take it to heart, don't take these words lightly. You are strong, ignore those who say you can't, because you can. Ignore the people who are low enough to pull you down, their words mean nothing. But whatever you do, do not make the decision to end it. You mean so much in this world. I don't even need to meet you to tell you that you are an amazing person, and you are beautiful, strong, smart, and the haters know nothing. I know that people are going to scroll past this and ignore it. I know that people are going to hate on me and try to prove me wrong. But to those of you that do read this, I hope I helped. Stop. Breathe. Just Breathe.
This world so cold... No warmth left... Dark... We're all left to die, right? Or maybe in you is a fire left burning... A tiny little flame. Rekindle it. Show the world your heat and light. Show them that life IS worth living. Find the fire that lies in you and make it glow to the world. :)
Show them Shrek, in all his glory. Shrek is love, Shrek is life! Let them be penetrated in the butthole by Shrek! It is not ogre now, for it will never be ogre...
The comments that are actually not about Shrek are quite compelling when read to the music, I thank you for this comment it is nice and very...touching :)
I looked at all of the comments and lots of people said they cried...but I can't cry.These make me sad and I just can't cry this compared to the moments in my life is nothing.Let's just say someone very important to me di- you know...something happened to them and they will never come back. Everyday I go to school with a smiling face and hide my emotions from the ones I care about, because if i'm sad everyone will be too. :) these songs are beautiful thank you
Life's too short... 3 weeks ago my best best friend died... he was killed instantly in a car crash.... he said he was gonna go out get some shopping and I said don't be long and he said yeah, whatever and he laughed.... he never came back... and thats the last thing of him that I remember.. him laughing. I'll never forget you Adam... may you rest in peace... Adam Johnson 1999-2017 Always loved, never forgotten ❤️
So many sad comments here... But always remember, nothing in this life is fair or unfair, however everything in this life is balanced and equal... If you think this world is cold, there is an equal amount of warmth to be felt, If you think this world is dark, there is an equal amount of light to be seen, If you think the world gives so much hate, there is an equal amount of love to be given, only you can open yourself up to it and change your minds focus. The beauty of life isn't in the most obvious places, but it is there waiting for you to discover it.
its too bad that warmth and light and stuff are distributed randomly and inequally so some get all the good stuff while others are stuck with a sack of shit
This is vary beautiful. This is why I play the piano. Some people might find this sad or depressing, but the only sad thing is how people associate this with major life events that could be scaring. But there is beauty after pain. And all we can do is wait and see what blossoms.
The fucking storm The thunder The lightning The rain Everything tonight Reminds me of myself. The thunder it blasts in my ear as I'm writing this just like my anger towards myself... The lightning it flashes so fast you can't even notice it just like the scars on my leg... The rain as it dripples down the window you could hear every drop crashing down just like the tears that fall from my face every night... The fucking storm Reminds me Of me
The first song gets to me, as much as it's title does. I don't thing I've ever heard such emotional music that can instantly pull such a story from your mind. I have actually always wanted to fly, and have always had such big dreams. So the song does get to me well...
Dear Brian, For two years now I have been listening to this track. I listen to it because it gives me such euphoria I somehow have become addicted. However, I was listening to it while falling asleep one night and this is what I dreamt. As morbid as this sounds, I felt like I had passed to the after life and was wondering the lands of empty beauty. Nothing I found wasn't beautiful- so I kept wondering. I felt the titles of these songs were coming to life... I could see an Ivy Gate.... I walked into it and was greeted by others... and there... stood a magnificent but worn out palace made of marble and stone. Adorned with vines. A grey light shined over it. Unorthodox but warm. Then i could hear childhood memories. I saw a man I loved once walking toward me. Did he pass as well perhaps? Or was he yearning for my touch again that his spirit came to me in the afterlife? We danced... lightly, gently, happily... and then I woke up. I cried... Tears I couldn't explain. Every time I listen to Childhood memories now I weep. It attacks my heart with sadness I have never felt before. This is what your music does to and for me. I find it releasing. Whenever I'm sad, I listen... whenever I'm depressed I listen... I am thankful I have found music like this. Whimsically profound having a touch of ethereal longing. I am pleased. I am content. Thank you for sharing your talent and music.
Am I... Am I the only one here to just.. .Enjoy music, and has no "depression problems" (among lots more) or any reason in particular to be listening? If so..
Music isn't for everyone. Anyone can learn how to play an instrument, but really playing music, is so complex. The feelings, the story. You Brian crain, have made me come to tears with your beautiful pieces. Thank you
aimlessly siting in your room...your cold,dark,and sad room. lit only by the light of the device in which you watch this on. The light reflects on your teary eyes. Crying because of life. Missing your faimly...friends....your childhood.Hateing school,work...or even yourself. you put in your headphones. sit back as the flashbacks go through like a slideshow. As the musics intensity rises you remember your fights.Your regreted words. your pain. your anger. You begin to sob. The music slows. You remeber your freinds. The people that are counting on you even if you dont know it. They need you.Dont give up. The pain will stop once you have accepted your past.This is only the first step. The pain might contiue. But i will stop. It always stops...unless you step on a lego, but that is not my point....The song ends...you see your face in the dark empty screen. it seems to go on forever. you stare at yourself with so many thoughts. you get up. Turn in the lights.maybe that is why your room was dark......eh who cares. Close the window .maybe that is why your room was cold. stop looking at childhood photos.maybe that is why you were sad ,but thats none of my business🐸. stop listening to sad music.And do your best.
Even in the deepest sadness, there is a light that shines through every sadness and darkness ... Amazing Grace! ( I just catch the song in this video! It's Amazing Grace.) Thank god ...
this song made me cry hard... I feel like i still have this missing piece in my hard... my family broke, my best friend started to hate me... and my sister fell of the cliff and died... -all you guys who are gone now, even though you won't see this I just wanna say you guys were the closest people in my life, and i will love you forever, and im only 12 years old... why do I have to go through this?
You still have rest your life even if your life at the min not the best it could all get better don't give up hope some day might get better keep yopur head up even if it hurts, Life will get better i hope :)
remember G-d loves you and he is probably just picking a time to be good to you, so keep believing and everything will be okay. Smile= one of the best quotes ever I think. :)
this helps me appreciate life and people more. i'm a protector, i'm a shield for my son. no matter the path my son will choose to go, i will be on the same path, always protecting him from everything thrown at him. and i will be a lasting shield, never breaking down. the never ending willpower that i didnt had myself as a child, i will have it now. not for myself, but for my son.
when I listen to this I remember why I was meant to be alone. people only come and go. all too temporary just as my life. the path I'll only ever know is that when I am alone. no one beside me. only in front and behind. I won't have any tears and I'll be okay.
I believe they're right to be honest because I do the same. I can relate to you and the reality of it. choosing to be alone to prevent others the burden of your thoughts or unable to connect and just stringing along a prolonged friendship. when you leave at least you've given that person a chance and have them other options. its either you stay with them or they come back to you. we can't expect both
Me and my girlfriend are about to break up , but i do not know when it is official. I hope we do not break up and leave each other , i just love her so much!!! I think this was a good time to listen to this kind of music. Thank you
Reaper I wish you luck. I know it's sad, but this feeling will pass and in five years, it really won't matter. In one month a lot of things can change, and you can find someone better, just get over this phase, don't give up and everything will be better.
All I see is people putting down people when no one wants to be put down. Just think, why spread negativity in this world, our world when you can do so much better? You can spread love, and make the world that we all share a better place, and the person you show kindness mays how that kindness to others who will in turn show kindness to even more people.
1 year ago. i was in the hospital looking my mother in his bet, she has been there 6 mouth with a fucking cancer and now she is in the paradise... Good job brian, you make me remember the past.
It makes me so emotional, I've listened to it almost 2 years for now and the saddest part is that it's so sad but I'm so dead inside I can't cry anymore. I can't shed a single tear, but I try, I try hard.
I'm crying this is so sad but happy at the same time. The happy part of it makes me remember how thankful I am that my dad met the most wonderful women ever. She's so nice and she's so smart and beautiful I love her so much. One day my dad took her to a really cool place with caves and hills. Then my dad found the perfect spot and he proposed to his girlfriend and she said yes. The wedding is going to happen in about 3 or 4 months and I am so happy that my dad met someone special. I thank God everyday for this and that everybody is protected and that we get food, water and a house to live in. I hope everyone is happy and hope you don't put yourself down. Be happy and have a wonderful life. Thank you.😊
At 6:14 where the Childhood memories track starts, I can almost swear the music just reaches out, takes my hand and walks with me through all the memories I have .. good ones, sad ones, and whatever that's made me, me till today.. Its amazing how a beautiful piece of music can make you feel..
I needed the Healing. It made me emotional and confess my mind to my GF. Thanks. Was just a random song, but helped a lot. I just left her a message and hope that everything works out...
I am the grand meister of pain. Speak to me in words that I can comprehend friend, words that envelop my soul and let it suffer. I've been feeling nostalgic for far too long. The past is so beautiful. I miss it. I might be still living in a virtual world, yet I do not care. The happiness that I felt was true, real as it pumped through my veins. I am tired friend, tired. Exhausted from the constant action of going back reading through the memories of the past. I can't stop myself from going back to the talks that once used to comfort my soul. I can stop reliving the days that used to bring me joy. The little interactions, jokes and fun that I lived day by day. It has not even been that long ago since I last felt that heaven. I don't know how long it'll be like this. I just need to make a change. Maybe it is all my fault, maybe it's just life. I don't know, there is not much I can do. I won't even dare try again. Afraid of only amplifying the damage done, of making myself even more prone to the weakness that I am incapable of dealing with now. I know one ought to be independent, yet I've had enough of that feeling of being alone. I just seek the to read through the words and live them once again, they always mesmerized me more that the greatest poetry. I want to listen to the melody that always spoke sense to my brain, one that sounds even better than the music that is playing through this video now. I want to live the days again and watch them play a better movie than any the world has even given me. Give me back which I had. Please. Or give me more. Give me something of the same sort. I would have done things differently if I had the knowledge I do now. I just wish it not be too late. I tried so hard, even now I am really. However feeling pain is better than feeling nothing at all. I shall not go back. Never. Well. No. Not even if offered the option to indulge in that sweetness of life again. There has to be more for me out there. I can't even find someone to be able to fully comprehend either, the simplicity of the man within. The irony, this whole passage is cryptic in contrast. Reader of this I hereby come to an end, and I thank you sincerely for reading through words that seem to make little sense to the world a whole.
Sometimes I feel worthless, and I feel like I have nobody to talk to, or nobody cares about me anymore, like I'm slowly fading away.😔 The music is nice btw😌😌
My brother passed in Afghanistan and i miss him so much all the fun wd had i will never forget those times and all i have is one brother and he's 17 and he said right when he hits 18 he's gonna join the marines and see if he can apply for navajo code talker...i will miss him when he's gone 💘💔
To everyone acting like depression is a joke, it isn't. It makes me feel worse. I've been suffering from depression for one whole year. It's not funny, all I ask is to stop treating it as a joke.
Muchas personas no lloran, pero otras si lo hacen y es que la conciencia emocional o la carga que según los expertos es memorizada en el corazón,asi que esta musica o una obra o un poema o relato o hasta un aroma trae emociones de recuerdos que solo han estado presentes en ciertos instantes de nuestras vidas, no todos sienten lo mismo porque la mayoría de personas no han llenado su memoria emocional con los suficientes recuerdos.
There's suicide in silence, everything I alway wanted now is broken and I can't do nothing to fix it. I feel useless, I am useless. Everything has changed, people, places, words and promises, also photos faded away. Their colour reminds me of a silent night, with with a full moon out, and I didn't know why but I was crying. that's so strange cause you're not with me now, but I do. I am with you, even you you don't know, even if can't hear me or even if you can't feel my presence..just know I am here, now and forever. I am alone in this world, this is my curse, I don't know what I've done, but it's my fault and now I have to pay for that. It's been a while I don't hear your voice, and it's been a while I don't sing along the piano, crying over my fears and my weakness, cause I'm weak and scared. I don't know if you still remember me, if sometimes you think about me or if I am just another piece of flesh lost in a cemetery, that no one ever visit. I see people smiling, they laugh, they're happy and I am too...you know, I was a child once and I always thought that I'd never grew up, that I'd always saw myself as a young and innocent baby, but now I grew up and i see things differently, now I'd see the pain, the hate, the evil that men do and I'm scared cause I know that lot of children are as I was, happy and healthy, with no thoughts or preoccupations, and I'm scared cause they will grow up, and their hopes and their dreams will shatter to the ground, and what's worse of a broken hope? A broken life...they're young, but they will understand. don't throw their hopes away, it won't work, they will grow up as they want, and one day they will think about it, about their childhood and their family, and when they'll be old enough to understand they will take a photo, and with wet eyes they will notice that the photo has faded as our time together.
If you see me without knowing me you could say I have a good life. You could say I am happy. I am the kind of a person that commits suicide and everybody around me would say they never thought I could do something like this. I am a person who isn't good in showing emotions. I am a Teenager who lives at his parents. We have enough money, we have food, we even can afford some "luxury things". I know I should be thankful for this. And I am thankful for this. But I don't really care about all these things. My parents don't hit me or act like they don't want me. They think they behave normal and I am happy. I don't know when the last time was when they were saying "we are proud of you" oder "the love you". Im am good at school but not good enough for my parents. I'm the best male student in my class but they always tell me that I could have done better. When they tell me that they want me to do something like lawn mowing or cleaning the house I do it. But then, they always find something I did wrong and they get mad about me. I only have 3 friends anymore. I am happy with that. They are real friends. I used to have other "friends" at school for some years but they are mean an unrespectful against me. I try my best to break contact with them but it is hard because I see them everyday and they have a lot of contact with my real friends. If I would try to talk to these people it wouldn't matter. It is like talking against a wall. I learned a lot from the last years. Don't think that were is nobody that likes you. There is always somebody who would be sad when you weren't anymore. You just have to find out who it is. It can be a friend, your family, your pet. Or somebody you don't even know yet. And then you find that person, nothing else matters. You can give a fuck of everybody else. You are to good for them. You have the choice that to do with your life. Don't let them take control of it. Just do your thing and don't care about the others. Live your life Thank you for reading this. You are beautiful
Hope all is going well man. Never feel selfish for your thoughts, anyone under any circumstance can have these thoughts. Rich, poor, loved, hated, sick, healthy.
I wasn't looking for your music when I found it 2 weeks ago. I am so glad I did. I lost the love of my life to cancer almost 2 years. It has been so hard. She was wonderful. Your music helps me deal with the loss. I cry sometimes and I smile sometimes, and I hang on the memories. Thank you for sharing your gift with others.
We all live... We all should be happy... We all should love others... We all should not ignore others... We all should treat people nicely... We all... we all should not neglect others... What do I get? What do I get in return? For all those good things I done? All I get... All I get is... Hate and shame... More things to deal with... I can't even handle.... Why do these things happen? My two friends are getting abused, I can't do anything about it anymore... What is my life come to? A dead end? Why do my parents neglect me? Why does my best friend try to avoid me? Why do I lose friends? Why? Why is there world hunger? Why? Why do people have to suffer? Why? Why do innocent people die each day from abuse and murder? Why? Why do we need to know? Why... is because humanity is gone. Why... is because nobody cares about us anymore. Why... Why... is because... This world is filled with hatred, and anger! You can't do anything to stop it. All I get is neglected, it will happen to YOU to if you don't step up! YOU can make the world a better place! YOU can do something! You... you can stop bullying, world hunger, find a cure for cancer, stop abuse, stop murders, and much more. You... can help ME. You... can help ME save my friends. You... can end this madness... But why do we have to suffer? Is it a test for god? Is god just using us as dolls? As toys? Why do these things happen? Why? Why, do I have to suffer? Why, do you have to suffer? Why... do you die... Its because... YOU have a purpose... YOU fulfilled your legacy when you die... YOU aren't dolls or toys, you are human beings... WE ALL SHOULD BE TREATED FAIRLY! WE ALL SHOULD NOT GET NEGLECTED! WE ALL... should... stay... strong... But in the end... Everything dies... Thousands suicide each year because of this... But you... You can end suicide... Why? Why... is because we care... We care for humanity. We will restore faith in humanity. We hope life wont end soon. We take risks. We take chances. Thats life... and you will forever live with it.
Your life. Everyone is created for something. Judging, cooking, building, helping. Everything helps at least one person. Judging, your giving your opinion, giving advice. Not sitting around and saying it's fine. Cooking, feeding your family, feeding all the poor. Building, a skill to give other's shelter with tue correct materials. All of this, you see it at the birth of yourself. They talk about you having your mother's mouth, father's nose. Baby food is given to you, helping you stay alive. You're put under major care, a roof over your head. All of it. Helping is not nothing. Helping is a category, of all these are important. Don't sit in the corner. Stop giving to pure pressure. Stop being controlled. Don't become a slave. Stop being enclosed, staying in shade crying. You're passing on the pain to others. Leaving forever, your dog or cat knows why you left. Leaving your wife and children, no enjoyment given. Leaving your home, your friends left curious. Dropping your phone forever, leaving civilization. Nothing can be done by passing on the pain. Yoh can't give up easily. The baby food whe. you were a baby, you'd never eat, but still tasted, chewed, and swallowed. Retrieving the ball from the neighbors as a child, afraid. You went over, yet the neighbors were friendly. Beating that game level at the age of a teenager, after many hours. Completing college, getting gret grades. You never gave up. So why are you giving up? Hiding isn't the answer, you've told a secret, or somebody's secret, right? So stop hiding it, please. You're only hurting us. I can be an acquaince, a friend, or even step-family, anything for you, please. Your dog, all taken care of. Your family, all healthy and happy. Please, come out, everythint will be okay. Everything will be okay.
Guys.. you have no idea how much my life fucking sucks. Man, I wish life was better. You see, my dog is always shitting in my room. It smells so bad, and it just makes me even more depressed. And you know what else? My sister farts in front of me sometimes... Man... I fucking hate my life.
Really dude?! Not trying to be a dick here but, I've had 7 step moms each one of them more abusive than the last but do I feel bad for myself? NO! Do I want you or anyone else to feel bad for me?! NOO!!! Omg something poops in you room? BIG FUCKING WHOOP! There are people out there you have it way worse than you. And seriously 'My sister sometimes farts I front of me' omg call the freaking cops.-.- my baby brother peed on my Grammy while she was tryng to change his diaper.
Listening to this while reading up on the late Grape-kuns passing has me in tears. Mr. Crain sir, your work is beautiful and thoroughly heart wrenching.
We had to put my dog down today, I've had her since i was in the 4th grade and now here I am starting college without her in my life. I will never forget you Gidget.
This reminds me of my old time in 2nd grade. In 2nd grade, all of my friends even the whole students in class makes fun of me. They were all like "I don't even care". But now it happens many times now. I cry, but no one cares for me. So that's why at school I would say "get away from me" to make everything better. But it only makes it worst. I feel lonely, I feel depressed, it hurts so much it only feels like I want to suicide. Everyone in my class always makes fun of me. Even tho I didn't do anything wrong...but when I listen to this beautiful song, I remember how my life was really sucks. It hurts me so bad....
Please don't you would hurt those around you! I have tried many times, and when I accidentally let it slip to a person I didn't even know very much she told her mom and cried for a whole day! If others don't care than I do. Last week I took 28 pills with no success. When my best friend found out she nearly started crying! Take my word for it you don't die! Stay alive. If not for yourself or others around you, then do it for me. Stay alive! -Claudia
+Rose Diamond I try the same thing a couple months ago. My stomach hurt so much, i threw up, i feelt sleepy.. then i COULDN'T BREATHE! I call emergency coz i got scared. They put a tube down my throat😢 dying would be better than what i felt that day😣
all I have to say to these pieces of wonderful music is that everything is going to be alright. We all struggle, facing fears or just cowering away from them. I myself have to admit to doing that. I sometimes regret not just try to face one of my biggest fears.we all know we have insecurities and struggles but there is always someone there that is just the same. we feel we are all alone in this world but there are just as many people going through problems then we think they are. just because you have money or things that you've always wanted to buy, doesn't make you happy. its about the people you surround yourself with. its about the people that love you
