No, cause I got this message while I read a fic where chuuya tried to overdose but failed(i'm crying rn because of this)😭 NAME: pills and potions(we're overdosing) by reg_isnt_dead on ao3 (hope there aren't any more questions🥲)
Backstory no one asked for cause I thought about it a little too much: he got those pills from dazai's belongings. like, u know, one day he felt brave enough to actually clean his apartment and deal with all their shared memories, but found some hiden stuff and then there was a little jar for one of dazai's attempts. and one second he's sitting on the floor, staring at the bunch of bandages, b|ades and pills, and the next second jar is empty and his mouth is filled with bitter medical taste and phone in his hands is opened on their last chat. Suddenly, Kouyo is calling (sorry for mistakes, but i needed to write it)
I feel like you follow me throughout fandoms fr, like I was in the mha fandom when you made mha videos, then I joined tmf and then you started pumping out tmf videos, and then as soon as I joined the bsd fandom you started pumping those out as well 😭😭
if this is gonna be in a reaction video it’s gonna make me cry more because their reactions will break me⁉️⁉️😨 and WHY is he suddenly nearly as suicidal as dazai⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️😱😰🥺☹️
I don’t know how to feel... The video is like : 😍🤩✨❤️ But the story is like : 😭😭😭😭 But I definitely LOVE this Mother-son relationship between Chuuya and Koyou ! I don’t know if you think the same, but if you don’t please respect my opinion! I also respect it if other people don’t see them like that! I respect yours , so please respect mine !
I've had enough for some reason. Your videos just feel like they've become boring and confusing, like theres too much to follow and the colors of the videos feel too bright and makes it look dim on the background and characters
