I understand how you feel and yes. People don't care until something big happens. I'm battling with the decision as well but I try to set up goals that I want to achieve or just little things that I want to experience. For example the next season of a show that I'm watching, the next album of an artist that I like. Hell even waiting to see the firework show that is held every 2-3 months. These little things are enough to keep me going. So maybe you could try it?
Susmita Gurung hey there. I don’t know you but you’re more valuable than you think. Please live for your sister and brother, they would’ve wanted you to live a happy life
Hannah Banana I’m so sorry to hear that about your mom but hey, you’re your own person and you deserve a good life, whether or not how your mom treats you
The sad part is that when your alive and your emotionally sad, no one notices and cares. But if you're already dead or commited suicide, people will only notice that you've been sad, alone, and deep down inside it hurts. Then they would care a lot. You know it's too late.
I think people should be more kind to others in real life, they will post about how u should seek help, to talk to someone,n the same people will let u down when u expect some kind of kindness from them so I have decided why to die for those who don't cares about your well-being n r ready to see your downfall n make u feel pathetic, will have to live for yourself
@@vinaynambiar5836 are you okay brother? I'm in a lot of pain myself so I definitely can't solve your problems but we can talk about what's going on if you want...
Well then the solution is simple. Love yourself. I promise things will change after you see yourself differently stop the pity party it won’t solve anything
Hey I am going through the same thing I have the Sam issues mabey we could chat and see if we could help eachothew it would be great to chat to someone else who understands. Please reply
i dont think people realize how strong you have to be to pull yourself from that abyss, again and again. so if you have, im proud of you, and if you haven't, i believe in you.
Why doesn't anyone ever think about how hard it is for the person who commits suicide.. why doesn't anyone ever think about their pain and how unbearable it is...
Exactly.. my family could give 2 fks abt me . I have not a single soul here for me . But I’m supposed to think about how they would feel ? How narcissistic.
Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!!
@@Chiyloko Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!!
@@johnmurphy588 I already believe In Jesus and have a relationship with Him love .. that dosent mean I don’t struggle with the spirit of suicide at times .. but thank you .
Suicidal people need to feel understood, cared about and have their emotional needs met - what causes someone to be suicidal is a high amount of emotional pain. This rational approach of saying "don't kill yourself, you'll hurt others" will create more pain and doesn't help the person feel understood or cared about.
"Suicidal people need to feel understood, cared about" Can you please tell that to all the people I've talked to, no really, all the social workers, mental health workers, a psychologist, a psychiatrist, two veteran's groups, a VSO, I've had a social worker roll her eyes at me, I've had another one huff at me, I've had a veteran's group say they were going to fast track my information in, at my next appointment a month later they asked me what I've done so far, that's the place where I went to three orientations, that's after sitting there in tears not knowing how I was going to pay my rent, that's also the same place where I left a suicide letter on their door, never to hear back from them again, I also met a new social worker who said he wasn't going to let me fall through the cracks, he asked about the mold in my bathroom but never offered a solution, in fact I was told by the director, when I asked for help with my rent, said that because of the mold they might not be able to help me, but once again, no offer of help fixing the problem, I also begged from the new social worker, and I quote, "Please don't give up on me" only to not hear back from him in over a month, he also introduced me to a new counselor, he said she was great, that she would be able to help me out, that was on August 25th 2021, and never heard back from her again, no phone call, no email, no snail mail, absolutely, even after mentioning this to the counselor who introduced me to her in the first, I still have yet to hear anything. So yea, no one actually cares.
@@armybeef68 Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!!
Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!!
I'm tired of everyone putting pressure on me by telling me how others would feel if I'm dead. This is not about others, never has been. Pain is mine alone and nobody understands..
You are right it is about you, you are the one with the feelings, you are the owner of the company and you are the one to make the decisions. But what will happen to the people that work at your company?
The people that love you so much and care about you and think about you all the time? I am not trying to tell you how to feel but if you look at it as pressure instead of hope and happiness for those who care about you than you might put yourself in a deeper hole. It is YOUR pain and YOUR feelings, but those who love and care for you are there to help you through them.
Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!!
"Pain is mine alone and nobody understands." Not true. This--this very reason--is why humans came up with the idea of group therapy. I hope you pursue that option. Other people empathizing with you and working with you towards solutions in your life is the most natural thing possible.
That person needs to be yourself. It's not a good idea to be emotionally dependant on others. Having friends, family, a partner who care is of great help of course, but ultimately, the only person who is never going to leave you is yourself. So, in order to get by, the best advice someone gave me was: speak to yourself as you would to someone you love. Start caring for yourself like you would for someone you love. Cheer yourself up, push yourself to overcome challenges, etc, as you would for someone you love. If you need to speak to yourself as if you were another person, so be it. Soon you'll realize you don't feel weak and alone anymore.
+KurratRichard when I was 14 a girl in my grade had killed herself. I had only talked to this girl once, she said I was funny. I remember when I heard she died I checked Facebook to see if it was true and to my horror it was. It was a Saturday. That same monday I had school. And that Monday was the worst monday I have ever seen. Everyone, and I mean everyone was in tears. I have never cried in school before, but that day was the closest i was to tears. In my school of 1500 kids, it was dead silent all day. Huge football players stayed in the bathroom all day wiping there eyes because we literally ran out of tissues. This girl wasn't popular, she didnt have a ton of friends, but when she died, everyone mourned. So ik rite now u feel like the whole world is against you and if u were gone who would even care, but remember that person you said was funny, or smart, or handsome. They care. Their family cares. Their friends care. Their school cares. Someone cares. And theyloveyoumorethanuknow
9 years later and I'm worse than when I thought I was at my lowest. Just remember ladies and gentlemen: when you hit rock bottom there's always a trap door that can take you even lower.
I Have also struggle a alot. It is good that you meet people and tell about your strugles so that you can get that huge rock from your back, because there are people that care about you. If nowbody else I Will 😄
@@shazana2 how do you know that person is faking the only mind you have control of and direct observation of is your own. FYI, there is something called psychological projection that people do all the time and many of us are aware of it. so you might want to stop doing this if you value your friend's career wherever you live because people know what you're doing.
I heard a baby or a child died and thought to myself, how lucky they are to leave this world without have to suffer first. And ofcourse, it is easier for them to go to heaven cause they are still pure and clean without sin
@@yosephine1722 most people do not suffer though. I have thought for a long time, that they just did not show it outwardly, but now I really am convinced, that most people are happy. And it makes sense, really there is no reason for me not to be. I just am not happy somehow
@@aldoushuxley5953 I believe that no one living this life without suffering. And as you grow older, it just feels more real. But sometimes, it is a choice. To be happy or not. Sometimes you just feels so blue, you just want to cry. And it is okay. Some other times, you feel so happy, so hopefullnes, you believe you can live through this. And that is life. Actually, people not only laugh because they are happy. And also not only cry because they are sad. They do it because life goes on. To survive.
Kid: wants to die Schools: ur selfish Mom: mentally makes it worse Grandma: starves kid, doesnt let it go out etc. Granpa: rapes the kid Others: bullying and cyberbullying Kid: commits suicide Everyone: OML HOW WE DID ALL WE COULD HOW COULD SHE DO THIS FOR US SHES SO SELFISH
whenever anyone tries to commit suicide and fails, they're typically made fun of for it, or their mental health is ignored. But when someone commits suicide and succeeds, everyone all of a sudden cares about them.
LOGICAL Reasons against suicide FACTS TRUTHS and REALNESS 1.) WHAT- None of us chose to be born what makes us think we can choose when to die? 2.) WHO- nobody gets to choose their parents (trust me there is always someone with worse parents and better parents maybe Bill Gates parents?) 3.) WHEN-nobody gets to choose when they were born (renaissance seemed cool) 4.) WHY-Nobody gets to choose why they were born (to be a boddhisattva seems pretty noble) 5.) WHERE- nobody gets to choose where they were born (Hawaii? Maybe fiji?) 6.) HOW- nobody gets to chose how they were born (test tube baby is pretty original and rare) But we get to choose when we die? Doesn't logically follow sorry no religious reasons here only facts and logic THEO-LOGICAL Reasons against suicide Universal Spiritual Truths and Realness 1.) Life could be a test experiment game or simulation either way even in the game the lemmings point is to save life not kill it 2.) According to Hinduism the longest practicing religion in the world karma is real it is a universal law of the universe therefore if one kills himself it's exposing themselves to the negative cycle of reincarnation of rebirth and redeath or samsara one will never be able to achieve Moksha or liberation Simply put if you thought you had it bad in this life according to this belief system wait until your next incarnation 3.) According to Islam if you kill one person it's as though you've killed all of humanity and if you save one person it's as though you've saved all of humanity killing oneself is not suicide but rather a homicide because you killed someone's son or daughter or brother or sister or mother or father that means murder 4.) According to Sufism God loves us so much that he gives us today and tomorrow to make things right yesterday is gone but we still have a 2/3 to do better to hope for better and to try to live day by day 5.) According to Buddhism life wants to live it just wants to end suffering the Buddha said the main way to end suffering was to let go of all of your wants and desires you want to be rich wanna be more beautiful you want to be smarter you want these things and you may not get those the Buddha said if you just focus on your needs you will find the end of suffering you need to have food you want lobster you need to have water you want cherry coke you need to have a roof over your head you want a mansion you need to have decent clothes over you want to be draped in prada silk you need to have love in your life you want lust endless wants will lead to suffering but if we focus on our needs we can lead to something manageable and sustainable.
Suicide is different from all the other kinds of death, cuz you feel guilty of the way you acted every single moment towards them that may or may not be the reason of their death. The unanswered question of what the reason is leaves people devastated
I came across this vid years ago when I was feeling pretty low, and didn't feel I had much to live for. I ended up watching some of your other videos and they were really funny. You helped me through a dark time but I never commented or said anything. For some reason I thought about you today and I just wanted to say, Thank You Anna! ❤
Watching this again in 2022. It still helps me change my mind, (thinking of my dad, wife and children) helps me reconsider. Gives me the strength and encouragement to keep living. Thank you
My sister is in insentive care right now and I just can't understand anything. She made her first friend, she wore a beautiful dress... everything was really good cuz this little things was so hard to do for her. But she made it! She did her best. We were alone in home together when she overdosed. She came so happy to our home. And she lock the door. She was writing something so I didn't disturb her. And she said she will sleep. And my family came to house. And after 3 ours she came to my mom to take her hospital. I learned the truth when my mom came to the home. And her note was not for school, for her family. She says in the note that we are good people and we must taking care for our dog (her most precious thing is our dog. She loves her so much but I can't believe she leaves her.) She didn't write that she loves us. That note was just wrote for our dog. I don't know what I wrote. I just want her back. I want to come to my room and tells funny things and I want to laugh with her. I want to sleep with and watching old cartoons. I miss her so much. I want her back
I feel terrible and sorry for you, maybe one day you're gonna see her again in heaven, i hope you overcome the disturbing feelings, it's just the way every family member feel after losing one, i might be next but I'll try my hardest to keep strong and so do you, even though I don't really know you but i love you. you have to keep moving on in life, forget what happened in the past, even though it's hard to get rid of the thoughts about the worst that happened to her, but now a year later after writing this comment i really really hope you have overcome it. We are all in this together💜
Me too. Some of us just have a shitty personality. Some of us arent attractive. Some of us are the scum of humanity. Theres level and I'm at the bottom. And I cant stand being there anymore.
Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!
Because they don’t really miss _you,_ it’s only regret. They’re completely selfish. Spending emotional energy thinking about those kinds of people is what prevents you from finding the good ones. Break free and live _your_ life.
Those suicide hotlines are worthless. I’ve called one once before when I felt there was no where to turn and I was on hold for twenty minutes. Eventually I just hung up. Better off calling Microsoft support or something.
Ifkr! I was on the verge of snapping and just needed someone to talk to. Called three lines,each one was busy and one hung up on me while I was bawling my eyes out.
Thank you. I guess I knew this, when I was suicidal (if I can say that cause I am not sure you ever "stop"), but hearing you voice the survivor side is important. Thank you
Surviving Suicide was very eye opening to read, never have I or most likely other people thought of how deeply others would deal with loss not just the days after but months and the effects too.
grashle solaman I’ve always wanted a sister just someone in my life that I can talk to and relate to have never had a real friend horrible boyfriend or even a real family member but I accept that fact because you only live once
"If you commit suicide, your family will miss you". But if a person like me who doesn't have a family or friends, what is the purpose. It's not like I didn't try making friends, they just avoid me & leave me on my own, what's the purpose. The feeling to die even when you are crowded with people around you, it hurts.
The "I'm jealous of everyone who has a sister" part really hit home from me. I myself am jealous of everyone who has a GOOD sister. My two older sisters (the only siblings I've ever had) have always treated me poorly throughout my life by patronizing me and sidelining me just because I'm the youngest in the family and treating me inferior just because I'm autistic (something I had to live my whole life in insecurity about and feel inferior to everyone about because of my delicacy and overly nice/childlike nature). My depression started in December of 2014 when I was 13 years old (the exact same age your little sister died). That's when I noticed my dopamine severely declined and all the activities that previously brought me enjoyment and pleasure all of a sudden stopped working. This was because I was homeschooled and confined indoors all day with my toxic family, so I had no feasible means of connecting with my peers. And because I was entering my teen years it was (and still is) extremely difficult for me to throw away my childhood and face the harsh realities of the world and adapt to my peers' maturing interests, especially with how abrupt the transition is after being confined in the innocent world of childhood your whole life. This goes hand-in-hand with my autism, and it's even more aggravating because I wasn't reminded I was autistic until this very age at 13 and all my peculiarities had been brushed off as "normal kids behavior" up until that very point and it was so shocking being struck with that abrupt reality and extremely difficult for me to evolve. I'm 22 now (turning 23 in August) and my depression hasn't gone away at all and has in fact gotten worse. I too have been battling thoughts of ending it all ever since I was 13 for all the reasons previously stated. HOWEVER, ever since I discovered your channel Anna, you have been such a lifesaver and massive inspiration to me, and I view you as the perfect big sister figure I can always go to in my darkest hours. I feel protected in your loving arms just imagining you as my friendly protective big sister always comforting me and playing with me like I'm your little baby brother and being a better big sister to me than my real ones could have ever dreamt of. Your content encourages me to keep living and I think we would get along tighter than bark on a tree because I view the comedy genre as an outlet for my personal troubles the same way you do with your videos and standup career where you've turned your trauma into art. My outlet of expressing it is much different than yours since I spend my free time "editing" episodes of my favorite cartoons adding in sound bytes containing curses and off-color humor to make them funnier (and I very often use sound clips from your videos and music!) but we're still on the same page. I only discovered you from your wonderful voice contributions to the Disney cartoon Amphibia as Sasha Waybright so I haven't stuck with you anywhere near as long as your original fans, but I've been binge-watching your content for the past several months and appreciating you not just for your amazing talent and hilarious antics, but also for how inspirational and heroic you are to your fans in need and will continue to be for many years to come. I love you with all my heart Anna and I know it sounds parasocial as heck, but I hope you know much of a major role you play in my life as my friendly protective lifesaving big sister figure with powers comparable to a superhero. Thanks for everything, pal. ❤
unfortunate we have to die and it will hurt unless you use drugs before. it is going to happen anyway the only thing that we got after birth is pain before death, only thing we get for sure in life
@@flowrepins6663 Actually death isn't painful unless you die of painful means. I knew (still know but we don't talk as often) a guy who actually had a heart attack and died before being revived. I don't remember how long he said it was. He said he felt really calm and peaceful and after he passed (apparently he could tell) he just saw darkness, consciousness and darkness was his experience. Other people report a heaven-like experience while others report a hell-like experience. I feel like what you see after your death is entirely what you want to see and dependent on your beliefs.
Same Everyday I feel worthless and a distraction to everyone around me. My parents were talking me buying my own food even though Im 11. I might as well make not have to pay for me.
I’m only alive so other people aren’t sad. No other purpose other than being the smartest in class and making my parents proud. It doesn’t change how I feel about myself.
I understand u but plz do not harm ur self it will not make u any good it will make it worse believe me I tried it I harmed myself in different ways and it did not make anything much better
This isn’t the first time I’m watching this and it won’t be the last. I’m at my lowest right now. Even wrote a letter. But there’s so many I’d need to write and even then, I’d miss people and ... you’re always right. You shock my mind into knowing how bad this idea is. Thank you... thank you for saving my life a handful of times.
Im on the Verge of being homeless. I had a traumatic brain injury when I was a kid and I never got help for it. I found my mom dead few years ago. And it took a huge toll on my life. She was such a big support. All I have left is my daughter. But right now I have been really contemplating taking my life. I have no energy left in me to keep suffering. Idk how to get help. What about us that have nobody?
Cool people don't try to be cool. And tough people know it's right to cry. There are things which should make you cry. If they don't, your emotions will die, and you'll have deeper mental problems than tears.
Humans are animals that feel shame. An animal is a creature which does not feel shame. Shame is what causes suffering as opposed to pain. Pain is a feature of existence where an environment affects an individual and causes that individual to shrink from his environment. Suffering is when an individual shrinks from itself. As has been said, consciousness is an object’s relation to itself. The price of feeling shame is therefore suffering, and coincidentally, consciousness. To not feel shame, therefore, comes at the price of giving up consciousness and being human. Someone who is not ashamed of their actions (of themselves) has a corresponding loss in their humanity. Sociopaths, psychopaths, those who feel no shame for their actions are outcasts from polite human society. This is because they do not share the basic component of being human with the rest of individuals. And it is not only sociopaths who commit crimes that are cast out, but also sociopaths who succeed. Successful people are often ostracized due to their inability to let anyone bring them down, or in other words to feel shame about passing others up on their way to success. All this to say that the source of suffering is therefore not located in circumstance, or environment, but within us. It is the very foundation of consciousness. To say that the aim of humanism is to reduce suffering as much as possible is to say that society itself must be reduced as much as possible. The loss of societal structure and organization corresponds with the loss of suffering (but not of pain, which exists in the animal kingdom). This corresponds to the Zizekian critique of universality, namely that all universalities contain their own exception- all universal claims are founded upon an exclusion. All societies that could be created already contain their exclusion, which is the unconscious animal drive. Society could not exist without its counterpart- the core libidinal drives which animate the corpse of society.
I've only just started the teenage years of my life, however, I just feel so alone and depressed all the time. i have no one to talk to, and my family judge me for every mistake that I make. You learn from your mistakes but I feel like I have to be so damn perfect all of the time and I'm sick of it. I moved back to my home country when I was 10 but I still miss my old friends everyday but lost all connection with them. I have social anxiety so I just can't make a friend here and I'm pretty sure everyone in my class thinks I can't talk. My two friends became closer to one another and slowly left me. I have no one to hug, to care about and I always seem to mess everything up. all I want is for the pain to stop...
Hey @sophielin, i hope things have gotten better in the past three months, but if they haven't, i'm sending you the biggest virtual hug. (even if they have gotten better, i'm still sending you the biggest virual hug because hugs are not reserved for pain.) the pain will stop--everything changes, and i promise you that it will get better even if it doesn't feel like it ever will. i hope the sun shines wherever you are and you enjoy its warmth on your face. a million hugs and a million more hugs
Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!
my situation is that when i was 17 yr old i complete my high school from Boston in us and then i decide to go to college but recently i got a call from hospital that my family-dad, mom and a brother are died in car accident ,now i see no hope, i want to kill myself
Staying alive hurts because I’m unhappy and depressed most days but ending my life would hurt my family so much, they wouldn’t know what to do with themselves. The struggle is real.
I understand you and your reason, but that isn't going to make u feel better. Find a reason to live life for you, and not for the others. Find something you enjoy that can't be taken away, therapy helps us to see things clearly and understand ourselves better to see that exists something that worth's ur time and dedication. Stray strong
My family would be better off. I hold them back. They tell me I hold them back. I should just do it but I'm scared. I'm a coward. I'm selfish. I lie to myself that I can be of value but I can't do anything right. 😢
@@Freya1412 hey if you would like to talk about it, you can snap me @whoami232. I just want to say, that you are of value and matter so much even if your family doesnt see it. Your friends will, your coworkers will and if you believe in God, the lord of host will. Every single innocent life is valuable and your life is one of value no matter anything.
Bin obsessed.... I am sorry for what you are going through. I have been there but JESUS CAME INTO MY LIFE, and it changed everything! I am happy I lived.💕💕💕💕💕💕
The beautiful anna akana you helped me alot through my depression and suicidal thoughts and i took tge time to listen to alot of your videos , you have a wonderful soul who gives alot to tge horrible world but in the end i beleive the thoughts of death and suicide are always there...waiting and now they have come for me...after a cheating wife and multiple hardships in my life at 40 i choose to exit this horri le world Thank you for trying your beat everyday anna to make people a little more happier
I hate when people say "your family and friends will miss you.." do you think we'd have reached this point if we had friends and family who care for us??
I get it, but if you kys you’re throwing away all the opportunities and amazing people that will come into your life one day before it even happens. There’re people who will love you, and there’s probably people who care for you a lot more than you think, y’know? I can’t guarantee it gets better, but there’s always going to be a good day ahead of you.
Just remember you have the strength to get threw it nobody cares if you think about your thoughts or what you have done you can make up for it in the future you are loved you have a purpose god forgives ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
No honey, it's not. I have felt it so many times, and it's been a struggle to pull myself out of the dark place. But i did. It's okay to live for something else for a while if you can't live for yourself at the moment. I lived for my dogs, because my dogs needed me and they wouldn't understand if I was suddenly gone. Its okay to take it one day at a time, as you put one foot in the front of the other. You can pull out of it, I promise. I didn't think I could but I did. Please stay. ❤❤❤
God I just want everything to end. The loneliness, the anxiety, the bullying, the uncertainty, the trust issues, the confusions. I just wish all of it would stop. But I have literally no idea how to stop it other than stopping everything. But I cant. Because of my family, and my mom, and my dad, and my kitty, and my brother. I don’t want my brother to have to grow up being the kid who’s sister killed herself. But I cant go on like this. I can’t go on with school, without friends, without social skills. I can’t. But I cant die either. I have no idea what to do, im so lost
When I think about suicide I think about my dog and how she will never stop waiting for me or understand that I'm gone, how she actually loves me and depends on me. I hug her and I just stay there for a while. It always works
Soooooo trueeee that hits me hard when I think my dog. And even I felt I’m not what he derserve I don’t want to make him alive that confuse. Want to cry so hard
I’ve had enough with staying alive. The only time that I could feel the peace is when I sleep. And yes I slept a lot. Its like i am better if I “sleep” forever. Everytime I wake up, I could feel the pain people caused me. I dont want to be alive and live with the pain just not to hurt ppl around me too😔
I want to say: there was a suicide at my school a couple of months ago. For all of you down in the comments saying that your family wouldn't miss you and you have no friends who care about you - barely anyone knew this girl, but the entire school was shaken by her suicide. Everyone started seeing the evidence of mental illness around them. We all wish we could have gotten to know her a little better. I'm just saying, you are important. Everyone is important. Your life could touch another's for just a minute, but you could leave a lasting impact. And you're not alone. Just glancing at the internet tells you that there are so many people who feel the way you do, like they don't matter. But they do. You do. Think about all the miracles that had to happen for you to be born and to survive until this moment. I don't believe in coincidences: you are here for a reason. And I believe you can change the world someday, if you just believe you're enough.
To go on living. For you. And to leave yourself dwelling in death, wasn't the best things for you. Honor the dead by celebrating life. It seem to help that person.
Exactly. Killing yourself doesn’t kill the pain, it just passes it on to the next able body. It expands it tenfold. It makes so many others hurt like you did, hurt so much that it makes them want to take their own lives too.
Candai No it's way worse trust me a year a ago I wanted to commit suicide I was cutting and i had eating disorders I cried myself to sleep every night then this year at January my mom committed suicide and trust me pain is not even enough to describe that it's way way way worse I don't think there is words to describe it. if you want to talk about it we can
If it was as bad, then you probably wouldn't be alive. Think about it. People are in so much pain they kill themselves. It's worse. Severe depression is so much worse.
Sending love and support to anyone having a difficult time! Remember that you are not alone. Reach out to friends, family, or even a professional to talk. Just take it one day at a time. One hour at a time. You got this! 💙🙏🌼
Everyone talks about how it will affect the ones you leave behind. But when you've left you won't care how people have been expected. You're leaving to escape the pain of this world. And imma be so real here, I don't think anyone I know would be confused. I have directly told every single one of them. And they haven't done a single thing.
Ive felt this way too. Its horrid. Bit when i was at my worst, waited one more day. And i was glad i did. Now years later i am married. I do have chronic depression, but i take medicine that helps. Its wonderful. I dont feel numb. I am not depressed. The numb to everything is when i was on the wrong depression medication, because like many things, one size does not fit all. So it may take some time, and you may not see it or feel it, but like the atoms that make up us and the stars, your potential is waiting for you to gather the strength to claw your way out of this black pit you have fallen in and althought you can hardly see the light, i can promise you that the day will come. You will get out of your pit. You may need help, and thays okay. Doctors, therapists, and support systems of family and friends are your rescue team and they will find a way down to get you. If they dont know you arw stuck, shout! Ask for help! And with that I wish you well. I do hope you are having a better day than yesterday. And hopefully tomorrow is bettwr. If not, well lets hope for the best. My thoughts are with you
lina Elmasri Hey there Lina! I am sorry you feel that way. :( I would love to ask thought If you would not phrase it is a suicide positive light in reply to people who want to kill themselves? Thank you! Sometimes people come to videos like this as a last desperate cry for a reason to stay. And and They need love and a acceptance amd strength to push through the hard times.
Then lets find a way to make you feel better so nobody involved is hurt or dead. It's harder, sure but worth it especially for you. Maybe part of it could be telling the people who you are helping by staying alive, maybe they can help you right back.
Thank you :) I got so depressed To the point I wanted to Commit suicide today But- I watched a suicide video.I saw a lady jump from a 500ft hotel building. It scared me.It broke my heart. I can't do it.I don't want to do it. I promised my pets I would always be there for them. Last night i wrote a 5page suicide note to my sister. Shel never get to see it because,I won't die.I want to live.
Thank you for your honesty. I think people don't realise the pain they cause their family and friends when they do that. I'm sorry it happened to your family and you.
I’d rather hear about your day, or your job, whatever, than hear about your death. It’s a bad day, not a bad life. Life! It’s worth fighting for, to help you see a new day where the sun is shining, and you love everything about it, and look forward to the next one, and the next one, and it may take a damn long time. But it’ll be worth it. Every day I get up hoping for a better tomorrow. Some days it’s easy. Some days it’s so hard I feel like I’m walking in concrete boots. But I have a goal for my life. A home I want to achieve. I know it’ll take time, money and a lot of willpower. I hope I get there. I want to get there.
I just lost a child last wednesday. People keep telling me not to cry. This helps. Crying helps. My knee jerk reaction is to get angry instead of sad because sad is painful. But I feel like I owe that sadness. It's not right to get angry or hate. It just is. I just have to hope I see her again one day. So I guess thank you for posting this however many years ago.
Nikki Marie That is a terrible loss for you. I went to bereavement therapy, one on one and w a group. It was very helpful to be around others in a similar situation. Grief is a strange friend. But, a friend nonetheless. Your experience is your own and there are no rules to this. No "shoulds", as in "I should be over this, not crying, feeling better etc" & no specific time frame. Be kind with yourself. And patient with advice givers. Sincere condolences to you and your family~
You know why suicide is "selfish"? Because we don't think about anyone other than ourselves when we do it. I'm at a constant struggle to exit or not. And I'm fully aware it is selfish. And I feel guilt tripped into staying because I shouldn't kill myself because of how others would feel. I want a reason to stay for me because when I want to go, I'm already not thinking about anyone else. It's more stress and guilt and unhappiness to stay because someone else will get hurt.
I want to live. But then I get hit hard and I don't really have the energy to continue. I feel like I'm on this treadmill that has the length of eternity forward and back. And I can't keep up with the speed of it. And even if I were to just stop, it would force me to move against my will. The best way to stop is to get off of it. I gave myself all sorts of "reasons" to live after my attempts. That maybe I'm meant to live because I've inexplicably failed each suicide attempt I've had. And with each failure, I couldn't attempt again... For a while. I guess it's the depression speaking but it's hard to move. And if you ever met me in real life, I'm sure you would think I'm by far the happiest, most optimistic person ever. Yet I can't get myself to believe in my smiles and optimism. I want to live. I want to live without breathing being such an exhausting chore. I want to smile and relish the laughter. I want to look forward to tomorrow. I want to live. But it's just so hard when the attempt at living that I'm doing feels so inadequate. Yet again another reason that this whole deal is selfish. Excuse my rambling.
I don't get it. Is that your bf in the picture with you? And you're still depressed? I've been alone my entire life. I have no friends, no family. And you have someone to love and talk to and you're still suicidal!?!?!!!!!?!?!?
Everyone is different. Robin Williams was rich, married, had a beautiful daughter, respect from basically all his peers. He was suicidal. You can't judge quality of life from what you see on the surface.
My little sister killed herself two weeks ago. She is such a big part of my life that it just doesn't feel real. I can't realize actually what happened. I keep telling myself that it happened but I can't feel it. The pain is just too big. I need to go through this pain but I don't know how and there will never be an endpoint to the hurt. She took a part of me with her. Please don't kill yourself. Please reach out to others.
+daustin8888 I do not wanted to tell you this but, you are not stronger, your social resentment makes me think your family is poor, and I might be wrong but it could be that your family's poorness comes from its incompetence, thence your resentment. Keep hating on people stronger and more succesful, that will only lead you to more misery and if the concept of making room for stronger individuals were true in society, the extintion of your kind would be that. But as society is what makes Human a strong species, you should try to be not so socially incompetent.
+daustin8888 By the way, society is an exception to Darwinism, is an evolutionary advantage, we carry every individual of our species despiting the weaknesses because more individuals means diversity and diversity means more chance of survival to different conditions, so a couple of sociopaths like you is a fair cost for the survival of humanity, my lad.
Suicide is selfish but so is having kids. Some of us didnt ask to be on this forsaken rock. I resent my parents for my meaningless and arbitrary existance. People say suicide is the act of cowardice, but I believe it takes great courage to do so. ...and so I must wait for death's cold yet beautiful, sweet and peaceful embrace. Hopefully by the time I'm 40... good day party people.
I wanna die so bad but I don’t want to suicide. I just cannot find the reason of purpose of my life. I have this bad temper where I always end up EVERYONE that I love, everyone that get close to me, end up hurting. Everyone is better if I’m never exist. I hate myself for just living. I hate that I cannot control this temper. I bottling up all my emotions and the suppressed it to the wrong person. I really hate myself 😢
