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I wanted to take a moment to reach out to you guys and share some news. I have recently been struggling with my mental health, and I've realized that I need to prioritize my well-being. As a result, I will be taking a break from creating videos for the time being. I know this might come as a surprise, but please know that I'm doing this in order to focus on my health and personal growth. I need to take the time to heal and become the best version of myself.
My friends and my girlfriend, also known as kiyu, wanted me to get checked up, i denied it, not because i don't wanna heal, it's also causes spending money to do that, and i didn't want anyone to struggle because of it, so i decided to not to get checked up. I've been feeling really really weak and drained everyday not knowing why, i wasn't really like this before. I didn't really know what got into me, i was overthinking lots of things, even thinking if i should just quit uploading?.. But i stopped myself, and just told myself that just take a break from socials.. i would regret it in the end if i do quit anyway.. Furthermore, school is starting very soon, and i don't really know if i have the motivation and energy to go.. i feel very sick and just, wanting to rest all day. My parents won't even care about my health either if i rant about it too, so i just decided to just be quiet about it. I was very down knowing that i had no one but just my girlfriend being there, some of my friends got very busy with school, and more important stuff... they got really matured while i got left behind being not matured.. I was also upsst with the news from himiko quitting.. I wasn't really having any motivation these days, all i do was rest all day and what so ever. Gladly, my girlfriend is there to cheer and encourage me up everyday, without her help, i probably lost myself deeper more. I was hoping for the recover of myself and go back to uploading and focus with my studies :)) I hope that everyone will understand why i will be taking a break !
I also want you all to know that I am so grateful for all the support and love that you have shown me over the years. Your encouragement and support have been such a source of big inspiration for me to continue this journey but now, i will be taking a break from it, and I am also thankful for each and every one of you.
Please know that I will be back soon, stronger and better than ever! I hope that you all will continue to love and support me even during my break. Thank you all so much for everything! 🤍
With love, Carla 🌟