Pluto in Leo (& 5th House) - Pluto: The Evolutionary journey of the Soul (Vol 1) 

This makes sense to me. I as well have had a past life memory of a partner of mine who killed me to inherit my business. I also was born in this lifetime with the fear of losing a child. More than one should as a normal parent, even before I thought about conceiving. I thought because of this fear I would never have children. I got over it enough for the fear to become random intrusive thoughts.

You explain beautifully I’m glad I found your channel

AND, I definitely feel this anger of not being put on a pedestal all the time hahaha

Its not my expertise but i try to keep up with it, i have much study to do in that regard. I know my way around the navamsha pretty good.

@@HowtorockAstrology I see. I have just gotten into understanding it to a degree. I’d love to a few of them looked further into and read by someone with greater experience

Hmmmm, so your Pluto is around Sagittarius in the 1st house? I would stick to those placements. Theres some resemblance bc 5th lord mars is with Pluto, but its too far from this actual placement's nature.

Yes Brutus, but i really feel that this is something I feel obliged to do as a Tropical Vedic Astrologer. Its the truth of what I feel about how to interpret Pluto, after all... But, hopefully it comes across in my videos that I always try to give respect to the author, and at least give their text in full, even when I am side-winding. (Plus, this was my first video of this kind, a whole chapter on Pluto in a sign/house, and I think it may have come off a tad unorganized. Apologies if that's so ^^) -- I think part of my whole shtick is to expand the western consciousness through integration of Vedic method, and vice-versa. In a way my intention is to birth the future by using the present as a vessel, I guess you could say. Education is precisely the place where these kinds of cross cultural mergers need to take place, in my opinion, and sometimes when you combine cultural philosophies, the path forward can be frustrating to clearly delineate. But that tension of unresolved knowledge is part of the spark that breeds new knowledge and ingenuity, I think. I suppose its always possible to lose the essential meaning when you're lost in cultural archs, but my instinct feels like I'm gaining more wisdom than i'm diffusing knowledge. Anyway, i hope this makes sense. ~ As usual, thanks for watching Brutus, and for adding your insightful and useful thoughts :)

@@HowtorockAstrology Yes, thanks for reminding me, Dus. I just wanted to acknowledge the potential confusion in the minds of uninitiated seekers. Thanks!

It'll be a while before i do, but i have another readong of this placement online, if you'd like to look it up :) just look up "Pluto in the 4th house Stephen Arroyo."