I just realized the 2 blue greens in the background actually mirrors part of angel’s choreography but instead of it mirroring it showing a two frames of his abuse What Angel was going through and the abuse was going through was fucked up, he didn’t deserve this kind of treatment, and I know he does the things he do to forget how much it hurts and how much he hates everything, and he feels like it’s his only escape, buts it’s not and you need to talk to a friend or a bartender which we all know his Husk/or Husker, he feels like his way to escape Valentino which he says “If I can ruin myself in the process… if i end up broken I won’t be his favorite toy anymore” which this happens in real life when woman even males try to make them selves less attractive or alluring so think if they do so their abuser won’t be interested in them anymore.