Blood, sweat, and tears what I shed, sleepless nights in my bed They only love when you shining, I won't let it get to my head Got a lil' one on the way, now I gotta do this shit for my kid Havin' conversations with the sky and I meant everything that I said For my family, gotta build a legacy, I'ma be the man when I'm dead Worked too hard, I can't slip up, so I'm clutching tight on this lead No, I ain't a killer, but don't push me, I'm too close to the edge Is what it is, ain't no looking back, don't regret the things that I did, ayy System got the hood fucked up, killers, crack fiends, and some Christians Lil' nigga, all he know is bang, only sixteen, on a mission, ayy Drug money, out there serving fiends only time he show his ambition Kid on the way, mama's bills late, gotta hustle hard, gotta get it Block was slow so he have to rob just to make 'em smile on Christmas Caught a case, judge ain't tryna hear all the things influenced my decisions Hate to follow rules, elementary school all started off with suspensions If it weren't for rapping, where would I be? I just thank God that I'm gifted Made it to the top and I stood up, first I had to crawl in them trenches We got hate in us, tryna murder somethin', runnin' through the field, hoppin' fences They left blood stains on our corner, gotta spin back with avengence Glock discharge, it's a man down, real gang members handle business Blood, sweat, and tears what I shed, sleepless nights in my bed They only love when you shining, I won't let it get to my head Got a lil' one on the way, now I gotta do this shit for my kid Havin' conversations with the sky and I meant everything that I said For my family, gotta build a legacy, I'ma be the man when I'm dead Worked too hard, I can't slip up, so I'm clutching tight on this lead No, I ain't a killer, but don't push me, I'm too close to the edge Is what it is, ain't no looking back, don't regret the things that I did We some young niggas, we don't give a fuck, knock a nigga head right off Bunch of hollow shells on that crime scene, it was DOA, white chalk I know real killers, no remorse in 'em, proud of the bodies they caught Went through a lot and I'm only twenty, it's a lot of things that I saw Shit left me cold on the inside, feelin' like I need to unthaw Was it to fill a void or acceptance? Lookin' at the things that I bought I still get depressed in my mansion, contemplating, deep in my thoughts I'm just glad that I'm still standing, it's a lot of demons I fought Voices in my head and that gun cocked, late night rides in all black Really come from nothin', I was on that block like the streets all that I got I done been snaked by my own kind, so who really watchin' my back? Know they want me gone, one up top, I'm a dead man if I lack Blood, sweat, and tears what I shed, sleepless nights in my bed They only love when you shining, I won't let it get to my head Got a lil' one on the way, now I gotta do this shit for my kid Havin' conversations with the sky and I meant everything that I said For my family, gotta build a legacy, I'ma be the man when I'm dead Worked too hard, I can't slip up, so I'm clutching tight on this lead No, I ain't a killer, but don't push me, I'm too close to the edge Is what it is, ain't no looking back, don't regret the things that I did, ayy
IBlood, sweat, and tears, its been hard for a minute, oh you talkin bout goats, well i been it, im just gettin started im nowhere near finished, im speakin my story i want you to feel it, people keep hatin, dis shi gettin wicked, if you feel sum way, then you need to admit it, and we need to focus thats how we gon get it, and they tryna blemish my image,
Yeah, I don't wanna fall asleep, I don't wanna pass away I been thinking of our future, 'cause I'll never see those days I don't know why this has happened, but I can’t explain I tried to do my best, but you don’t know my Pain I been praying for forgiveness, but you make me go insane When I leave this Earth, hoping you'll find someone special 'Cause, we still young, there's so much we haven't done Getting married, start a family, watch your husband with his son I wish it could be me, but we’re already done I hope I go to Heaven, so I see you once again My life was kinda short, and your love is what I needed Happy you were mine, but it time to leave it I'm happy that you here with me, I'm sorry I wasn’t enough When me and you were younger, you would always make me cheer up Taking goofy videos and walking through the park You would jump into my arms every time you heard a bark Cuddle in your sheets, sing me sound asleep And sneak out through your kitchen at exactly 1:03 Sundays, went to church, on Mondays, watched a movie Soon you'll be alone, sorry that you have to lose me The guy you chose will never be me
(yeah) I conquered every hurdle but still I'm doin' the most Scribble thoughts in my journal Most days I'ma ghost no snakes up in my circle (Yeah) I had to weed em out Fuck that shit they talkin' bout Ain't nobody reachin' out Got m head under the water I wanna throw in the towel
Man i struggled through those days I was trynna make what lotta couldn't make ,I just see The way , Trynna bring the day , since I fight for the days ,now I'm finally Here Writing all day ,And wondering life is unfair See the strikes that Im in But I ll fight till the end Emotional attack Coz music Had mY Emotions attached Those trauma Got me fucked up man I was hanging on faith
