I congratulate this young lady for her openness and honesty, which flies in the face of Japanese culture. I really empathise with her generation for the pressures that they are put under to be successful or beautiful or just to fit in. Bless them all.
Every culture has its own flaws. However i take the Japanese one every day over this bs that is pushed in the west that is ok to be a loser. Or cut your own legs just to be in the shoes of disable people.
Would you rather have them be lazy, fat and triggered by the tiniest inconvinience in life? Not saying a person needs to be perfect, but they damn need to try and be motivated to do so. Now if that motivation comes in the form of pressure, and sometimes it's not warranted or might make things worse, is something that's arguable. For some people that works, for some people it's the only thing that works, for some it might not be needed, and some might find it appaling and hate it and won't even work for them, but societaly speaking, as a general rule, you need to try your best and your culture should try its best to motivate people.
@@Natsukashii-Records The problem is their society, pressure is a normal thing when it comes to work but the society doesn't know how to motivate people for their labor and just demoralize them. Look at this young lady here, 18 years old and works to the bone and still got insulted and underappreciated by her superiors for no reason. It's not easy to find jobs even if you quit the company anyway so she's just uploading her frustrations in this video. Who are you to judge this lady?
@@Stormreaver456 As I said, motivation works differently for people, some will fight against it to prove the people that insult them wrong, making them work harder. Others will feel underappreciated and defeated by the exact same treatment. The question shouldn't be if this is 'good or bad', it should be, 'does it work or not'. If it works for more people in a given population, who are you to tell them they have to change their culture because 1% finds it hard to deal with? If this girl feels like she's a victim of her culture she can learn a 2nd language and move to a place that is more easy going, or get a job that might make her a bit less money but is far more stress free. I totally understand her pain and where she's coming from, I empathise with her but crying about your problems doesn't 'solve' your problems. She actually needs to take action and work out a solution. It's this kind of friction that makes people seek a better life, not the cozy all-accepting helicopter-mom-like, no bullying type of society that turns stale and does nothing for anyone other than coddle them and make them feel 'safe' while at the same time taking any and all opportunities for change and growth away from them. Not saying either is right, maybe a more balanced one would be better, but it's not the culture neither japan or the west has so, it would be like claiming the solution to world hunger is to start printing food out of sand. It would work, but it's not possible. Simple as that.
I felt so bad when she started crying like a child who has their childhood taken away from them which is true. You can tell from the start how hard it was for her to talk about her not taking school seriously
society pretty much failed her... when you arrive at middle school without being able to read your own language... well... adults around you have failed miserably. then society allows you to work from a very young age, being exploited without getting even the basic tools to survive in said society...
me too, too bad I was forced to make decisions alone in early as 10y/o and end up choosing the wrong one. My parents keep hitting me ( they're too young when they had us so they're still adjusting how to become a better parents) but i cannot wait for that time to happen so I decided to leave and live on my own, everything were fine people gave me a job because they felt sympathy on a young homeless but when I reached 18 everything became worst it's hard to find job plus covid happened.
The moment when she asked why she got scolded hit me so hard. Asking yourself where did you messed up is the worst reality check imo. Whether you realized where you did messed up or not, it'll still make you cry because broken dream will never be fixed easily.
If she had dreams of her own she could thrive but they aren't. Getting scolded is usually result of perverted assumptions. Combining both you can pretty much say that she doesn't understand what it means to 'steal'. I would say she was never let to be a child with other children to learn coping as toddler.
@@RealNotallGaming Nah not anymore. The post is 5 years old now. Most likely case? Probably not doing too good. Takes more than 3 years to pick up the pieces where she's at, plus pandemic hitting probably put her career aspirations on hold for 2 more. Sad to say, but at 23 her life is sadly most likely in shambles rn. However, I'm gonna put my money where my mouth is an do a bit of digging to see where she at fr
Well, crap nevermind I was completely wrong. Girl did a whole turnaround for her life. She's now a fairly popular idol with a 2019 net worth estimate of over 100K USD. He, well what do ya know? I guess some dreams do come true. She's able to eat aaaaaall the meat and chicken nuggets she wants!!!!
this was 6 years ago... im so happy to see that shes found a happiness and stability all these years later, the difference is huge! well done for getting where you are now man
Akari Ishizuka, who belonged to the idol group NMB48 based in Namba, Osaka at that time, said, "Because I don't have enough money, I can't buy matcha cookie." in her own distribution of the live distribution application SHOWROOM, probably because she has a fierce emotional personality. It became a hot topic because she cried. Therefore, a plan was made to solicit matcha cookie gifts from fans at a CD shop in Osaka City, and many cookies arrived. After that, in September 2021, she graduated from the group while being missed by members and fans. She is currently making her money by broadcasting a video game playing on youtube under the name Ishizuka akari. (At one point, the daily super chat amount of the entire youtube reached the 9th place in the world.)
You know, I can relate to her. I feel jealous seeing my friends travel and play to their heart's content. I'm really desperate to do the same. I seriously want to study abroad. But I just don't the finances to do so. I got a job, but was laid off just after a month. And all of that money I earned had to go my school fees and other important things. I'm grateful for what I have. But seriously, life just sucks sometimes.
And here I just want an apartment that has no car noises, second hand tobacco smoke, street lights ruining my sleep so I can wake up refreshed and do my research properly. All the extravagant stuff is pointless to me. I can go eat a steak if I want to (not that I even want to though) but rent cost is crazy.
fatalshot009 well it's the same to me,i also want to study abroad to japan cuz my dream is becoming an idol or actress there when thought im not japanese but my family isn't that well,and at first i want to give up because now i'm 14 and next years i will be 15,and my grade is average, seriously i want to drop my dream but if i want to go there i must not give up"no pain no gain".
@@asimsolingo4770 I have dreams too but barely any money to pursue them. Right now I’m actually living in a horrible situation. Guess we just both have to work harder than most ppl to get what we want. Good luck to you. You have an advantage though since you’re still young. There are many ppl in their 30s, 40s, 50s still struggling to pay bills let alone have any money left over for anything else.
You know what ? Working hard alone wouldn't always solve whatever problems you're having in your life. Everyone has their opportunity, but what type of opportunity ? What kind? What does it looks like? And when ? Have you ever noticed any opportunity in your life ? If you did, have you ever took the right step on how to handle it ? If you also did that, did you work hard enough to grab it ? Answer for your self. Opportunity could be anything. Be it your connection, your kind mother, or how many free time you have in a day, or it could even be your own appearance/body, your special way of talking,or anything. (I mean anything) Not like I have done all that, I just lost all those desires all of a sudden after I know how the world works. Preach all you want
and so do i, we have to focus on one thing and betani face it, the important thing is we know what we are doing and it must be good, can't burden anyone and please others by helping what is necessary
Poor kid. This is called "word salad". It's what happens when someone is having a breakdown from things like high stress combined with exhaustion. I sincerely hope she is okay now. I hope she's moved past her dark time.
It's not word salad. She's staring at a live chat stream and reacting to various comments that we can't see. That 7000 people watched this live means that she was pretty popular
she's so real, crying over her problems but also showing gratitude for her existence and mentioning all her dreams, she knows she'll get out of her problems and I love that for her. I hope she achieved everything
I hope she's doing okay. She's still young and all. I didn't have things figured out at 18 either and I thought I was a failure. But I hope she still keep her fighting spirit to be successful.
I’m Japanese and I stumbled upon this video and I was already at the brink of tears because I felt so bad for her. Then I read the name of the idol realising that It’s the same as my little sisters and that just tipped me over the edge like I started full on crying
bruh, I translated your yapanese comment into english for me (american burger girl) . I dont understand complex human emotions, only brger, moneys, and erm tophats. And potatos. and Cats. Itadaki masu
“There are people who think adults are always right. We should rethink that.” As an adult for many years now, I can assure you we’re wrong far more often than we’re right. The thing adults have over children and young people is experience and that matters, sometimes.
@@sadunijayakody Yeah, it’s good for parents to let their children understand that they’re not always right. But regardless you should still respect what they say. Many parents just say “i’m always right” which messes a lot of things up for children. Or some parents will say that they’re not always right but that’ll lead to their child disrespecting them and other adults easily. Basically we just need people to understand that you shouldn’t take everything at face value and look past what people are saying. Sure, an adult may be “wrong” but there’s probably a reason why they are.
When I was a kid I thought adults were right. Now that I'm an adult I realised that was total BS. This world is full of people barely knowing what they're doing.
Yeah I disagree, as an adult, the amount of bs I realized I have been through by other adults in the name of "experience" is appalling. Y'all have no idea what you're doing.
@@temporaryonesix but at least she is not crying on purpose. coz while depressed people get sad for the silliest things mostly there might be bigger problems in life but we cry for the silliest things or its just me
@@naveenarora6467 nothing wrong with crying. Even intentional crying can provide cathartic benefits. However, if the tears, intentional or otherwise, are due to “matcha cookies” it will always be somewhat hilarious.
Transitioning to the adult phase is the most difficult part of life. It's where we face all kinds of responsibilities and for most of us, it could get extremely draining. This stage is also where a lot of people change for the worse or the better. I just hope we all get through this. Good luck to all of us.
Completely true, I'm really going through a lot right now, life hits so hard when you think it can't hit any harder. But as you said I hope we all get through this. I now I'm gonna change, soon a turning point will come. And I hope is for the good and not the bad, same for you and good luck to you as well mate
@@daninazzz Thanks mate. I believe in you too! Even though I might be a stranger because this is virtual, I hope you keep pushing against these obstacles to achieve your goals and aspirations! Wish you the best.
I just looked her up. Apparently she has a brand called the ‘green tea cookie fandom’ or something like that. I’m so happy for her that 6 years ago she was crying about them and now she has a whole brand named after them. Bro really went from 1 side of the fence to the other! I guess this is why we just have to keep going. Congrats Akari Ishizuka :)
When she laughed it wasn't because she's feeling silly but it was relief because she spoke out her feelings.. the first step into fulfilling our dreams is to face our problems and feelings.
when youre in pain you feel good afterwards as relief, thats how the human mind works. If youre happy youre going to get a kind of anxiety or smth negative as a response to overwelming happiness
no i think it's just because they find it funny , it's like "lol why am i laughing" . i do that sometimes, like i'll break down crying then at some point i laugh randomly
I thought it goes go show how desire is the root cause of despair, you can’t get sad you don’t have specific foods if you are content with the food you have which keeps you alive and healthy
For anyone that doesn't know (I looked into this out of curiosity), she mentioned here how she wanted to enjoy matcha cookies too, so as a result of seeing this, many of her supporters sent her many boxes of expensive matcha cookies for her to eat. It wasn't that she just wanted to eat them, she was going through a really hard time when this was recorded. She kept going regardless of having difficulties and all of her hard work paid off in the end and she graduated September 17th 2021 after her goal of being a senbatsu member was achieved after 9 years of working to try to be selected. Senbatsu for those wondering means "selected", where the most famous 16~ members are picked to be a part of a single (which has additional perks like appearing on the music video, tv appearances and promotional materials). It took 9 years of her working and multiple very popular members graduating within the same year to have a fighting chance to reach her goal. Graduation means basically leaving the group. Nowadays I believe she is no longer an idol as she graduated from NMB48 (third sister group of AKB48 but based in Osaka), she's now recognized as a marathon gaming streamer. She streams games on a daily basis pretty much on her youtube channel called Ishizuka Akari GAMES. She seems to be way better off these days.
@@Eleison777-nx4kj I think you're a little too privileged to be able to realise why people appreciate content creators. So let me try to break it down for you more simply. There are people that cannot go outside to do "regular work" due to a myriad of modern problems. Take myself and my friend for example. I have a severe disability, I cannot handle going outside by myself. He has a severe immune condition that is considered a terminal illness, currently managing to live past his life expectancy but at any time if he were to catch something as "minor" as the flu he would die. What exactly do you think we do..? We can't lay in bed and sleep all day but at the same time we can't live what in your world is "normal" due to disability. There are millions of people around the world that live like this and you've probably never taken those people and their struggles into consideration before because this comment tells me exactly that. Maybe it's because everyone in your life is happy and healthy and "living normally". The result? Many of us look to try to earn money from working at home through whatever means necessary to make ends meet rather than leeching off of our governments for free paychecks. Why is it you're attacking people that play video games as a living as a way to provide a free to access form of entertainment and you don't attack people that sing songs for a living, people that make TV shows or movies for a living or people that perform on a stage for a living? If anything the latter two are the worst in comparison to singing and making gaming content because the audience are forced to pay to see it most times. There is nothing wrong with these things. They aren't stealing money, in fact most of their money comes from brand deals.. So to answer your question, your careless and judgmental approach to assume something is wrong with this is exactly what's wrong with people of your age. You don't think or research before you speak or form an opinion and instead opt to listen to somebody that seems reputable who has already formed an opinion that appeals to you and regurgitate that opinion when you see anything you disagree with, like you did here, because there was absolutely no need for you to take issue with it yet you actively chose to attack it and turn it into an issue regardless. If you should have a problem with anything, it should be with the people of your age that are more than able to work just like you are yet insist they need benefits from the government so they can sit at home and do nothing to contribute to society all day. Whereas these people that you're criticising, regardless of their situation, they are still at least trying to create something to contribute to society in their own way through entertainment. Please think or even just ask questions before you straight out assume something is wrong next time. People have reasons, but even working as a pornstar contributes more to society than people that have nothing wrong with them claiming benefits to sit at home and do nothing.
She's 22 years old now. I wonder how shes doing in her life... I hope her dream came true about living in a big house and eating delicious food. I once felt that kind of experience, wanting to have something that's not reachable. I'm okay with eating vegetable dishes everyday since it's cheaper and affordable, but I wanna eat something delicious too, you know.
@@laptopstudy3279 As a girl, this is the best way to make money. I just think that making money would be easier for being a girl than a boy. Boys struggling a month to earn the same amount of money that girls spent only one night to earn. 😂😂
don't give up. I was 28 when I got my first girlfriend and now wife. jumped from one job to another, now on my 5th year to my current work which is very average pay wise but it's a chill work.
Summary: 0:00 She says that was not a bright student and she can't read books which is EMBARRASSING. She advises her young school viewers not to stop studying 2:53 She cries thinking of how she is not popular, has no money and cannot afford delicious meals. She also wishes to get a part time job. 6:17 She realizes how funny and "offensive" crying about having no money is and stops crying and laughs. She deems herself offensive for acting like this and later cries again 7:39 She thanks for the stream where about 7000 people joined and talks with viewers
This is the reality of idol that in a big famous group...and unknown to people...just because she don't have any of the look...I pity her...just hope her management give her more job...
i wouldn't emphasize that much that she is from NMB48. probably many young people in Japan have similar problems, especially those who are living without the support of their parents... also, being an idol shouldn't be about being famous and rich even if AKB has corrupted the image of idols during these years... obviously, this is not the reality for the most of them.
There are plenty of girls who doesn't generally considered attractive but popular tho like Oshima Yuko. Making it in the entertainment industry is hard but that's why people make back up plans. SKE's Kumi graduated when she was 18 to take college exams because she realized she peaked and she was a senbatsu member. As much I feels bad for her, this NMB girl situation is on her for not preparing better. Ranting publicly like this might not make Yoshimoto happy either unfortunately.....
Honestly Kingdom Hearts wouldn't be the same without her or her voice, if she chose a different path. I'm a freaking huge fan of both Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts series, and also you're not the only that find/found Utada Hikaru attractive lol She's freaking gorgeous in my eyes, and I also had a crush on her and still do. I find her beautiful inside and out, along with her voice. She's one of my favorite singers, even outside of Kingdom Hearts series lol
Most of the first generations (up until 5th/6th one) really make a good back up plan once they out the idol job. Look it up some of them even take the junior that graduate early to work at their place. I think it is that this kids seeing too high up and thinking all member of the group is the same. And when they fail to reach that place they no longer have other plan. Management also have part of it too I suppose.
It’s reading comments like those you find in this section that my faith in mankind is restored. The amount of support shown by so many people in front of a person letting out her feelings and being utterly vulnerable is truly amazing. You guys rock. And you girl in the video rock too. You’re not alone
"What am I doing crying about this, I don't wanna be the idiot waiting to be rescued" damn, she DOES need to state that to let people know she is snapping out of it, but all the stuff about being jealous of others ability to spend money, regrets, even her crying, it's not a bad thing. You gotta vent this stuff, no matter how silly it is, to SOMEBODY!
In japanese culture, people who ask for help are considerated weak and useless, that's why they barely talk to anyone about their problems. That's a really toxic mentality, but this is the way they are....
Japanese society in a nutshell sadly, way too cold and distant. Most of them can live like that, yes, so could i myself, but there are lots of people who need affection. Lots of kids needs their parents giving them hugs and kisses, they need some skinship with friends, even more so women. One of the huge downsides of their society, despite how perfect they are on so many other aspects.
This girl left her hometown to pursue her idol career and lived a poorer life than most idols.So there were no parents nearby to hug him. But her fans sent her many matcha cookies after watching this live video. I believe that is an act of love by the fans.
Please don't give up, Ms. Ishizuka! I remember being an ALT in Japan...Some children who were either a little slower, or who had attention problems...They would get scolded all the time. Children who maybe had difficult home lives, possibly even abuse, they got abused even more at school because they were preoccupied, caught up in their own heads. One student said "I get scolded at home, and at school. What did I do? Nothing. I don't understand." As for not being able to read kanji, there are books that can help you. I had plenty of them.
Shes so mature to say that some adults are really not that mature and that they are not always right. Getting beat for no reason and being scolded at. She definitely sees things right. It may also be a problem that she cannot control but she's so honest here. She's clearly not just whining. Shes really stressed out here. Feel bad for her. Hope she is ok now. This video really is something to comment after 4 years.
@@chad286 signs of being anxious. It is not necessary to have a serious anxiety to be anxious. We are all human so we can feel anxious too. But this girl here, she’s in a serious case of anxiety.
Didn’t take school seriously until college and it struck me just how much easier it is to schedule my own work and get stuff done in advance, and just how much time I wasted in highschool taking the easy road for only average grades. I still feel like this girl sometimes where my inaction in the past is just so overwhelming. I have cry it out otherwise I can’t move forward. Anyway, I hope she’s doing better now. Adult life is hard fr, I’m thankful she shared her story I relate to it a l o t and I love her attitude when she was laughing, love to see that kinda growth ✨
How ironic. I used to regret being the smart student at high school, and wished I had had more fun instead of studying. Well, there is a reason why I say "I used to", anyway.
@@dylanpreciado4110 For me personally the irony lies in all the kids I knew who applied themselves well in high school couldn't care less about their university grades or if they're failing courses. I can't fathom it, I need straight A's as much as I need air. Gives me conniptions.
@@stremstrem3632 Thanks. I have a few friends from Osaka and in Tokyo and they understand my feelings well haha. Our situations are quite different, I didn't have any counseling in highschool (no one did really), meanwhile my Japanese friends teachers and parents were very proactive in guiding them. It's kinda funny though, they say I study harder than them which makes me feel really good knowing the kind of stuff they're studying.
It sucks because everyone can totally relate to her. Whatever the problem in our life is right now, we all have our own never-ending hell to battle against on our own.
She was an 18 year old behaving and complaining like an 8 year old, I get that some people grow up sheltered but sheesh. She's also in one of the countries with the highest quality of life and she's complaining because she can't afford overpriced coffee jfc.
@@MeidoInHebun thats not the thing. shes not directly complaining that she wants food. everyone breakdowns sometime like this and its okay, because you dont turn an adult once you turn 18. shes crying because at that time she was unpopular and barely had any money. even if you wouldnt cry at this, shes allowed to cry.
This reminds me that I also had a moment where I was at the worst point of my life in 22. I had failed my exams to go get my diploma at 17 because I didn't know what I want to do when I am an adult, went to another technical school to attempt my second chance at business studies and failed again when I reached 20. After being in the army for 2 years, I tried again to apply for a diploma studies and got rejected. The message that they sent got me really disappointed in myself. "We wish you all the best in your future endeavor". I still remember it. It sounded very insincere, sarcastic and all. Then I met a 30 plus old guy who partnered with me to do some business. When we went out cycling one night, he once asked me, "Are you at the lowest point of your life?". I said no. But deep inside, I refused to believe that I was. I am too young to be feeling so miserable. At one point in my teenage days, a girl even commented that I have no sense of fashion, that they felt I am pathetic. I still remember it to this very day. I always envy the kids who get to eat steamed buns in the morning, and black pepper chicken sandwiches, and drink chocolate milk. They get to buy branded shoes to school and show it to one another. I don't get to experience all that. I felt pathethic. My friends were all going for their degrees and I am holding a toilet paper certificate. Although I have lost contact with the guy, he have taught me how to operate business and changed my perspective in life. I know that he now have museum somewhere here and is doing well. I got a job which I like at 23, got promoted, and now at 28, I have left that job to try and operate my own business. Life sucks, but my own personal goal is to not see myself being as miserable as I was in my early adulthood years. If you have read this till the end, I really appreciate your time because I felt abit of the emotion I had like the last time.
She’s so oddly relatable. The crying and then being like why the hell am I crying made me see myself in her. She’s so real for this lmao. I had to giggle at her cuteness at times. Hoping for the best when it comes to her future :(
@@mikhailkhlyzov6205 yea i am 18 yo in college and it is not stressful but the laziness makes me miserable… it is “my” job to study and make everything on time, i understand but we are 18 yo shouldn’t they be less harsh?
@@ALIMUNTH Can I link my palpal? I may not be a cute 18 yo Japanese girl (in fact I'm a 34 yo skinnyfat guy) but I can cry just the same about doing poorly in middle school and wish for matcha cookies, jacuzzi, money and swimming pool.
To everyone who regret not having done your school. Some couldnt done their school because they suffer from ADHD, some from being born in a poor family, some being raised in the wrong environment, or simply because you believed things are more important than school. Start forgiving yourself and do it better now, we live in a modern world where as you can do your school anytime. Go to evening classes and leave some things aside and focus on your exams. I regret having Adhd and being lazy in school, i prefered playing on my ps1 and ps2 than doing my studys. I regret it but i had another shot, right now im 33 soon 34, and to keep my new good paid job, all i have to do is focus on my exam which i failed once. My date is on octobre, i got a kid and i study 2-4 hours a day. Its hard but if you want to be happy you need to grab the chance. Hope it can help you all.
i'm only 16 yet i feel bad, she's an adult trying to thrive in the big world with no money, no source of income, a huge regret for not taking school seriously and feeling terrible about it now because it's affected her long term. i hope that she's okay, it broke me when she said she wanted matcha cookies but wasn't able to afford it. i hope that wherever she is now or what she's chosen to do, i hope she can take this as an opportunity to turn things around and have a stable life.
@@Moonully i'm almost 18 and my advice is to listen to what'll give you the points in your exams, and plan your answers. don't overconvince yourself to study, just listen to your values and keep remembering you'll need school for your future (well, maybe!). just good luck to you, pls don't put pressure on urself we're kids!
To most people here, please stop it and take it slowly, if there's people that can help you go after them and be nice. There is no need to find what you want so fast, get a common job and give yourself some time to think. I feel like America tries to go really fast for no clear reason besides capitalism fast market. If you want true success and to thrive in life not just for yourself but to those you love there is one simple advice: Live slowly. Yes there's gonna be sometimes that you're gonna feel like trash, but nothing stays the same all the time, the same way that happiness can fade away so does misery and sadness, live life for yourself and think things through, that's all.
That is a good girl. Talking to yourself or to your inner voice, is one of coping mechanism everyone should try. This helped me a lot too back in my stressful days
@@bingbong6323 18 is so young, man. That's usually the legal age in most countries but that is young -- still a teenager who just finished basic education! Most of them are still kids inside. When you look at the Akari in this video, do you really her as a "woman"? Cuz I see the person breaking down in this video as a young girl who needed guidance and a hug at the time.
@@dcardigan13 yea true but as an 18 year old myself, i would feel verrryyy weird and uncomfy if someone called me a good girl 😭 sorry that's just my opinion. i do think i'm still immature in some ways like her and a lot of the times i don't know shit about the world, so i'm not calling myself and her a grown woman in that aspect. i meant like age wise i guess.
Watching this and I relate so much as a 18 year old who spent highschool in quarantine and wasted those years away not studying and not doing anything much basically
Guyss thank you for all the reply, after finding some hope and my potential I worked hard and applied to my dream university and just received my acceptance letter! I really found myself through the application process essays and im proud I didn’t stop midway and just settled for mediocre school which would’ve given me scholarships too. To everyone that’s reading this it’s not late and don’t be too harsh on yourself! 💗
@@SalvadorButtersworthOh that's your take on the video...Interesting... Must be nice living in your life not being able to sympathize or even emphathize on her situation...
@@SalvadorButtersworthActually, if you say that was like a tantrum of an 8 year old then that would be sad. An 8 year old dreaming that one day he would be rich someday because he wants to buy those things that other people have, but self aware to his situation that it would be impossible because they are poor and doing things that he wanted would mean that they won't be able to survive the next coming days. Unfortunately, these situations are real. Just watch people on the poverty line on RU-vid then maybe you could learn to empathize.
You see, It is very nice to see that she opened herself in her bad moment. It's asphyxiating to pretend that things are okay and hurts when you just want to tell someone that you feel depressed but don't feel comfortable enough. I've had breakdowns before, and it hurts so much when you feel like you cannot trust your feelings to anyone. I just hope she's doing great now.
I feel so pressured to myself, I always want to cry but i don't want to hear my parents compare my problems to them, and tell me I'm so weak. Idk, I feel crazy, I don't know how to feel anymore
@@chocosmoothie1449 It is okay to want to cry, It doesn't make you weaker. You need to be true to yourself and try to understand what you are feeling. Believe me, if you start questioning yourself why do you feel this way, you'll start to feel a little bit better. It's okay to be scared or sad, no one has to be strong and happy 100% of the time.
Everyone may think these are cringe memories when we go through times like these but i have to say, thanks to moments like these they help us to grow and what's most important is to never give up but sadly most teenagers cant handle such tension depending on their situation which lead to suicide and drug addition etc. So i hope whoever read this may have a good and save journey of life
I’m so grateful this woman posted a video such as this as I truly relate to her struggle. Being young, poor, not having a job, not wanting to go to school. Then with a face full of tears the only thing you can do is laugh a little at yourself and the world.
I felt like that at her age too. I was broke and considered myself a failure. Granted our choices are different but the problems are the same. Hope she's doing fine now.
Damn i felt this so bad. Even I record a video of myself in my lowest point of my life. Being a college fresh grad at the start of the pandemic. Its tough to land a job. And there was my other dilemma since I lived with my parents they were unhealthy at that time so it was a tough decision since if I ever caught the virus they will possibly got it too. That's why I let the time pass hoping for the pandemic to end. Got comfortable at home for days that turn into months and then a year, keep on hoping that I will find a job sooner or later and the pandemic will also end. I felt useless during that time, tired, lazy, i also got sick (eating disorders) and depressed. Even my relationships with my friends, lover, and parents were affected. I always blame the situation I'm in without trying to find a solution for it. That's when I decided to make a video of how miserable I am that time. That motivates me to quit my excuses and got sick of this never ending routine. I decided to move out and finally landed a job. Its very fucking tough I tell you that but at least my life started to have meaning once again. That's why I'm very thankful to my parents for not giving up for me being a useless shit for a year and to my very few friends who sticked with me until this moment. Lastly, for myself for taking the chance with just a leap of faith. I still dont know what challenges I have to face tho. But I just have to keep believing, keep trying and avoid excuses. Anyway even tho not anyone will read this post or even care, i just hope someone out here will not gave up with their life, its sound cliche but it will get better soon. Goodluck!!!
Yoh............ i... i was living alone in a house that belonged to my aunt. But she was in united states and i lived in that house for over 7 years.... in mexico. alone. The house was lent. my parrents lived in another house. My parents got divorced when i was 14 yo. I haven't seen my mom (my real mom) in 15 years now. And i left my country and lost my few true freinds i had. And i never found myself. and i feel just like you .. but 7 years of pain.... i always fail at my jobs. Got bullied at partys, dumped by my ex who'm i was with for 3 years. Got mobbed many times. And got kicked out of my own fucking house when i decided it would be cool to throw a party... and been harrassed on multiple occasions by gay sex offenders. And much more shit in those 7 years... i've gone through some shit too and not just with money but with people... can't get too personal here but i feel ya, i know what you mean. Listen thx for sharring your thoughts. I needed to hear this. You lightened up my mind. Thx... i'l sub. I hope your well bro. Oh and what do you mean by your gf "ghosted" you.? Sorry i never heard that term. :/
It was September 23 that I watched this video and related super hard. I reminisced on the hard upbringing in my personal life, a lackluster school life, thought about all the things I could never have. I too wanted chicken nuggets, a part time job, eat foods I couldn't afford. My fortunate circumstance allowed me to eat whatever it is that I wanted, because there was no contract. Only thing was, I was poor. So I'm broke, experienceless, bored having done everything I could at home. Until I got a part time job a week and a half later. My life has changed since then. I've got responsibilities and I am no longer bored. I am satisfied with life having met new people, experienced newer things, been able to afford what I've always wanted. I can pay for my own gas and buy foods I've always wanted to try. For once, I felt like an adult instead of a burden. It's been so long that I've felt so limited and powerless until one day I decided to act upon my former circumstances. I have money now. Not a lot, but it's enough. I am glad she is doing okay now. I caught up with her social media. We'll make it bros.
I felt very sad about the suffering of the Japanese in Saudi Arabia. Kids don't have academic stress because final exams are very easy and teachers are very good. Psychology said that the Saudi people are ranked third as the happiest and most satisfied with their lives. I was very surprised when I learned that Japan is a developed and advanced country whose people often suffer. I felt the great blessing that exists in my country, in my life, and in the neighborhood of Saudi students
I hope the beautiful girl in the video lives happily and has money. Very sad for her. I wish from the bottom of my heart that you are happy. She is clearly innocent and just wants a normal life.☹️💔💔
@@역효과 if you search ishizuka ikari, she's doing alright now streaming on RU-vid. I too hope Japan focuses more on their mental health. You're a nice person for considering the Japanese people. Many assume it's a paradise but it's like a mask to hide their work-focused lifestyle.
