Same here... I stopped at that part.. and it really hit me hard... because i am the same as him ... being a person dealing with the same problem as his... i can see the pain in his eyes even after he smiled after those lines...
I cant imagine how he managed to work everyday when hes actually mentally unstable here... smiling as if there is no worries.. depression is truly a scary thing
you lived lonely you sang lonely you ate lonely you slept lonely you smiled lonely BUT when you left you was lonely too sorry for not being your side rip
he was really lonely ... at the bath tub scene he really meant it ,but, ....(he smilled as if its nothing) and the symbol he asked us to guess I think it is a countdown for his death in this mv. bcause He suicide in this Mv . I`m not a SHAWOL. VIP here. but i can feel how you guys feel because i am also a fan of my idol. My deepest condolence to JongHyun family SHINee members and lastly SHAWOLs Fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he will be with us forever and this was his decision .We should respect it and think he will enjoy another stage in the heaven wuthout any depression. I really love SHINee`s music and JongHyun`s voice. Gonna miss him. :)
I've suffered from depression off and on - it's sooo difficult. My heart will forever be broken..... He was beautiful inside & out and beyond talented.
This entire album is a genius work , the songs music and lyrics are composed by Jonghyun.. every song of it is so unique.. it must be so frustrating to the artist when he does a magnificent work and it doesn’t get the accolades he deserves for it , while other less songs in artistry get the public attention for the wrong reason ..
At 2:39 where he said "Can you imagine how lonely I am to do this?" It really hit me hard. He's laughing after this but when you watched it now, you know it's one of his way to connect and say that he's having a hard time. You did very very well, oppa. Thank you for living for about 28 years and overcome the pain for we dont know weeks,months or maybe years, we really don't know. And I'm sorry for that. You lived alone and you also leave alone...
guys... there are 28 strokes on his arm at 3:01. he asked us to guess what it is... I think it's his age. The age he had when he died. 27 international but 28 in korea... right? ... he really had planned everything
When he said "see you soon" I was so sad all the time and this song means something for jonghyun because jonghyun song name lonely so he was so lonely I know it's hard but he is in a better place now well miss you jonghyun I'm sorry I well die to see you again my Angel I love you so much when I remember you I wish if you still alive for all who cried for him you must be strong and be happy😭😢
Beautiful man with the most beautiful smile, why did you had to leave so soon. I am sorry for not understanding you.😢 I hope you are happy up there. Rest in peace jonghyun. ⚘🌹💖⚘🌹⚘
The marks on his arm represent a ‘countdown’ ... Historically, prisoners used to scratch these lines on their cell walls (each line = 1day and 4 lines + 5th diagonal line drawn across = 1 week) ... He was showing us all how he is counting down each day 😩💔. RIP. Beautiful Jong Hyun
ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ 할 줄 아는 것 많은 종현이 오빠 너무나 보고 싶다. ㅠㅠㅠㅠ 나중에 내가 하늘나라에 가면 꼭 만나서 같이 있으면 좋겠다. 그때 까지만 기다려 줘 오빠 사랑해 😍 너무 불쌍해 😂 다음 생에 다시 태어나면 종현이 오빠 아무리 힘이 들었도 자살 시도는 하지말아요 ㅠㅠㅠ 삼가 고인의 명복을 빕니다. 정말 수고 했어요. 미안했어 편이 쉬어 ㅠㅠ
When he ask about the patterns on his hand at 2:52 ....I Lost It...28 marks, 28 years old, where he thinks it is the right "time" 😢😢😢 May you rest peacefully...Jonghyun Oppa 🙏
2:53 Jonghyun :( The look in his eyes is so haunting. He was trying to communicate a message to us with his gaze, I want to cry. Please don't play with my emotions like that...
I understand why some people here don't want to believe that Jonghyun could have planned his death for months, but there is evidence to support the view that he planned it carefully. He gave signs throughout 2017. The lyrics of his songs from Story Op 2. (Let Me Out) (early 2017), this MV in which he is counting down the days to December 18 before he drowns in his bathtub and awakens in a land of peace (April 2017), the SM Town Concert in which he performs with Kurt Cobain's suicide letter covering his jacket and a cross around his neck (August 2017), his performances to Let Me Out in which he talks about the one step after which it will all be over (April 2017 without props, December 2017 with props), the lyrics to several of his songs in Poet/Artist (Grease) to name a few. He said goodbye in his final Shinee concert, finished Poet/Artist, presented the songs live in a concert, and left "Always Be With You" for his fans. He finished his work as thoroughly as he could before leaving. His lyrics indicate that someone broke his heart and it was the straw that broke the camel's back for him. However, he was a man of character. He did not end his pain impulsively, leaving messes behind for others to solve, but withstood it while he responsibly finished his work in the world. He might have been trying to make a statement with his death, especially since he urges viewers to consider the meaning of the crosses on his arm here. Maybe the step he took in December 2017 was the only way he could make himself heard, because no one was listening to him. I think that, like his doctor, many people continue to not listen to him by unfortunately blaming his suicide on depression. He achieved more in the last year of his life while fighting the last stages of his depression than I, a depression-free person, have achieved in my entire life. In absolute terms, the mental label we associate with depression doesn't fit him. It's unfair to conceal his story, which is full of his strength and goodness of character, behind it. Something went wrong in late 2016-17 and it wasn't something he could fix alone. If you notice, he didn't stand next to his Shinee members at his final concert with them (SM Town 2017). They ignored him too and took pictures together as OT4. I understand we all do stupid things when we are in our 20s, but I wish he had been treated more responsibly by everyone in life. I'm taking a lesson from his story to be a more responsible person. I understand that fans wish to celebrate his incredible accomplishments as an artist, but having a reckoning of the values and systems which let him down is also respectful towards his memory, right? Thank you for everything, golden-hearted Jonghyunnie, from someone who discovered your story in 2023.
The scene in the tub and the marks on his arm… just hearing him saying to the camera man to guess what it means… i instantly understood and cried. It hurts that he isn’t here but i pray to god he’s at peace ❤️🤞🏽.
I'm sorry, we didn't save and protect you, I miss you so much Jonghyun 😭 thank you for sharing your music to us. We failed to save you but your music always save us from the pain in this world, you're always in our hearts. I love you! 🥺❤️
RIP Our KimJongHyun Why does it have to be this painful ?? I wanted it to be just a dream that I create when I wake up and everything will be the same. It hurts so during this difficult time, I would not blame you, you with your decision. You worked very hard Throughout the period of the artist. Suffered from depression for a long time. Regrettably, no one can help you in your time of trouble and needs help. Do your best to everyone, we love you, let your soul find the happiness you desire.
Oh my gosh, I wish I could go back time and watch this video sooner. The part where he said that "Can you guys guess what these patterns are" makes me totally break down in tears. I'm sorry Jonghyun, for not realizing this. If we did, then things didn't have to be this painful. =(((
We have lost a very beautiful soul the most. Kind. Thoughtful loving generous. Warm. Artist. He loves everyone even his smile can melt your. Heart. His voice is unique He is gone. He give us music Love patience. Happiness laughter smiles. Dancing. Entertainment .He give us him. All of him. He is special. He wanted to be himself. It's. Difficult. To keep your emotions. Inside. Hiding yourself apart of you. Goes away. It feels like I. Here but I'm so lonely. It's getting deeper darker I can't handle it. I'm lost some part of me is not there. He felt why do I feel this way I'm fighting this fear. This feeling I don't want it I dislike it. Why me. I'm tired so tired. It's draining me so he put it in his music Let me out. Lonely. You see. He did not want anyone to KNOW else what will they think about me. Will they love. Me or reject me it's very emotional. On stage he will cry End of the day was a good bye song. He knew. In his heart. Within himself. I n saying good bye to every one I love. Also I'm sorry Forgive me. He cry. Alot when he was alone but the next day he smile. He had a job to do. Being tired sad pain. He knew I have to sing perform he had no choice even if he wanted to. He could not let SHINEE down. That was his. Group they are a team. Now we have to stop others from. Reaching that far. It's difficult. Being famous St timed it comes with a price . In all the my heart. Cries for him I love him. My song is CRAZY I can listen to him for hours. I hope. We keep his life music with us all the time . On his birthday can play all his songs videos and remember his love of life he has. Given us Thank you JONGHYUN. Love you
Quão fantástico era essa pessoa... Junghyun. Só consigo pensar da seguinte forma: Que existem pessoas tão especiais que Deus as quer mais próximo a Ele. E jonghyun, esse ser sem definições em qualquer que seja o vocabulário, esse alguem intraduzível em qualquer que seja o idioma, essa figura indefinível em palavras. Não há consolo para sua perda. Beira o inaceitável de tão dolorido que é tê-lo apenas em imagens gravadas parte do legado que nos deixou. Vc será eterno nos nossos corações. I love you Jonghyun. ... forever.
MsAltair85 I know that, he's my ultimate bias, are you new by any chance? In Korea people always say their korean age, he said (during Blue Night) on his last birthday he was 28 (when he actually was 27)
'Guess what it means' 2:55 I now understand what he actually meant. He was giving us hints. 'Like finding a easter egg in a music video ':( Sorry jonghyun for not understanding you. 😭😢😭 Rest in peace jonghyun 💖🌹⚘🌹
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