Porter Robinson - Russian Roulette (Official Lyric Video)

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Porter Robinson - Russian Roulette (Official Lyric Video)
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Video by Darcy Milne
Lyrics:
It’s me, smiling for the team
As I stare directly into the storm, oh
Trust me -
It's a sure thing
Russian Roulette,
You won't get bored
Best friend,
We don't have to pretend one day
I could make you your salary oh
The saddest thing
About my whole machine
She says, and she’s right,
"It depends on me"
Then I close my eyes
Gamble with my life
Trying not to smile
Maybe this time I won't be alright
Maybe this time
Pitchfork reports
They're calling me,
Their words: "The big new thing", oh
RU-vid review:
Funny monkey
Takes a piss into his own mouth,
Crazy!
And I thought
It strange
To sell
My face
But let's just make the most of it
My hand is drawn
I put the gun
Against the thing that's stopping me
Then I close my eyes
Gamble with my life
Trying not to smile
Maybe this time I won't be alright
Maybe this time ..
A bad guy just died
they're making memes about it
Nothing matters now
Go fuck myself?
I already did
My friend lost his head,
and what'd I do about it?
and we could laugh about the thoughts that I've been having
Then I close my eyes
Gamble with my life
trying not to smile
Maybe this time I won't be alright
Maybe this time .
I wanna see my mom one more time
I wanna play my songs one more time
I wanna lose my phone one more time
I wanna play in the snow one more time
I wanna kiss my cat one more time
I wanna thank my dad one more time
I wanna marry her one more time
I wanna live i don't want die
I wanna try to change one more time
I wanna live i don't wanna die
I wanna live i don't wanna die
I wanna live
The kick drum and bass suggests the song is coming to a close. (Boo)
That’s the format we are used to.
Cliches like this are beautiful, because they reflect us, and we are beautiful. (Yay!)
Take, for example, this chord progression.
It only became taboo because it was too powerful.
That’s why you won’t forget it.
Don’t kill yourself, you idiot
--
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@porterrobinson 4 дня назад

are you in this vid ?

@takomeshi-MilkToast 4 дня назад

❤

@thatslewis 4 дня назад

WWWHHHHAAAAAAA

@Chloe02 4 дня назад

0:32 THAT'S ME THAT'S ME THAT'S ME (Chloe) THANK YOU PORTER 🥺🥺

@eonpluss 4 дня назад

My life is on russian roulette now

@jg4prez 4 дня назад

hey i wanna be in the next one!

@tinkertoe5243 4 дня назад

Chronically online porter discord members currently pausing on every beat of the song to see if they made it into the video

@localjazz 4 дня назад

bro I’m talking about gooning at 0:30 😭😭

@starfox.64 4 дня назад

I totally would, didn't know there was a discord though :v

@LightningSword13 4 дня назад

@@localjazz HAHAHAHAHA

@WindyFitrian 4 дня назад

Never know Porter has a Discord server.

@LightningSword13 4 дня назад

@@WindyFitrian I think it’s linked to the Reddit as well, not sure

@sushidgtl 4 дня назад

2:18 "who is this lesbian? oh it's Porter Robinson"😂😂

@sunsetter3516 4 дня назад

I PAUSED RIGHT ON IT AFTER READING YOUR COMMENT LMAOO!!🤣

@themopeyzebraofficial6335 4 дня назад

A Lebanon?

@superStarshines 4 дня назад

Lmfaooooooooooooi love the selections he/his team made hahaha

@Toosii2times 4 дня назад

lmaoo

@walker_19880 4 дня назад

2:34

@dizzyhq5100 4 дня назад

Why are Porter Robinson visuals always just so effortlessly captivating?

@reanimationxp 4 дня назад

most of them aren't effortless, certainly not this one either

@iamsonatiq 4 дня назад

Dude's a freaking genius. I'm more amazed at how he conceives the ideas than the execution itself. Just brilliant

@Discorrupting 4 дня назад

Porter really knows how to engage with both himself and the viewers within his songs/visuals. There has never been an instance where Porter feels/shows disinterest in his projects. He is always pouring his heart and soul into them 🥹

@clover7549 4 дня назад

they're so good!! nurture tour visuals were insaneee

@user-hr5cn9zf3c 4 дня назад

I love his art direction!!

@bylaffur4212 4 дня назад

I love how he still includes some of his Worlds visuals

@pastelhotmess9299 4 дня назад

Nurture too! Its cool how he references himself

@Sptn051 4 дня назад

My overdose was so peaceful; I sat down with extreme fatigue intending to go to sleep, then laid my head against the wall and died. I felt no pain or anguish, I was finally at peace; but, it wasn't my time. I'm one of the rarest persons alive; I lost the battle to suicide and through the efforts of others was allowed to come back to life. I was dead for nearly 7 minutes. Taking that first breath was like being born again, I immediately started crying and then things slowly came back to me: my name first, then the name of the person that rescued me. By the time I was in the back of the ambulance I could remember the year and who was President at the time. My life both ended and restarted that day, but it left me with an important reminder that the fight is always worth fighting.

@B-B-B- 4 дня назад

I’m so glad you made it 💜

@rey_violet 4 дня назад

im so so happy youre still here

@badvertise 4 дня назад

thank you for sharing

@jdncat 4 дня назад

I'm so happy you made it! Much love

@GamesAThome 4 дня назад

This is just too much, in the best way possible, I WANNA LIVE, I DONT WANT TO DIE

@JustinHasNoLife 4 дня назад

Bro casually dropped the greatest lyric video of all time on a random Thursday

@venivnilla 2 дня назад

Feliz jueves

@thetotallyrandom 10 часов назад

He really did frfr

@visualstudio6234 4 дня назад

The amount of yurucamp in this video makes it extremely cozy: 0:31 Shima Rin appears 0:46 Shima Rin pretends she doesn't like the song 2:24 Shima RIn tries her best 2:32 Shima Rin hides in a forest of characters 3:22 Shima Rin is still in a forest 4:28 Shima Rin is looking for phone 5:04 Shima Rin wants to live 5:22 Shima Rin thinks about death 5:27 Shima Rin decides life's still better

@no0T16 4 дня назад

4:52 IM THERE LIKE HALF CUT OFF LMAO

@pob_42 4 дня назад

THERE I AM GARY, THERE I AM

@cloudscape5996 4 дня назад

Same 😭

@vvsvlogsYT 4 дня назад

This might be the most interesting and unique lyric video I’ve ever seen

@CrunkJesusNWG 4 дня назад

this is true

@parafuegosarchive 4 дня назад

unique? probably not but I like it

@ianz3771 4 дня назад

@@parafuegosarchive How is this not unique?

@thetotallyrandom 3 дня назад

It’s pretty creative, you need to have a lot of material to pull from, especially since at least half of the words are taken from his youtube comments

@maddyv5202 25 минут назад

It's absolutely genius.

@d_i_s_t_a_n_t_s_t_a_r 4 дня назад

0:44 PORTER 2:38 I HAVE NO WORDS PORTERRRRRRRRRRRRRR

@ratardobatardo 4 дня назад

you deserve it dude, your Nurture mix (and your other mixes too) are so fucking amazing. ive listened to Nurture and Good Faith mix at least over 50 times each im not joking

@lily.porter 4 дня назад

DISTANTSTAR IN PORTER MUSIC VIDEO LETS GOOOOOOOOOO 🎉🥳🥳‼️‼️‼️🗣️

@Aidrolol 4 дня назад

YESSSSS LETS GOOOO

@Dabestbro. 4 дня назад

We love to see it

@maddyschippwreck5337 4 дня назад

Porter fans are really eating good this year

@pastelhotmess9299 4 дня назад

A whole buffet

@eliaxmustdie 4 дня назад

"crying in the party rave" type shit and i love every second of it. thanks for this Porter 🖤✨

@pastelhotmess9299 4 дня назад

Best way to describe this. Cryin in the clubbb

@SatiAkura 4 дня назад

Hello! 0:34

@atommax_1676 4 дня назад

Sati Akura Squad here

@skeletonchickcr 4 дня назад

Squad?

@endos2947 4 дня назад

Yyeeeyyy

@user-bh3sm8in8h 4 дня назад

👍

@BlueTeaMate 3 дня назад

СЛОНИХА

@Joseph-sm1ye 4 дня назад

I think my life was just saved...I really thought about it yesterday and this morning. Things are just so hard and the pressure is tough with my mother. But I think I'll go on a bit longer thank you, Porter

@BluSpringStudios 4 дня назад

You've got this, keep going, keep going It'll all be okay in the end :]

@brianwayne3735 3 дня назад

Hang in there… -Zack Faire

@ferielsoltani1723 2 дня назад

hang in thereee ! it gets better

@NAWN 4 дня назад

4:40 let's kiss dude - porter 2014

@korok2619 4 дня назад

lmao and still owning it

@user-ob2fh9wy4b 4 дня назад

Him and Dillon must have explored their bodies

@mtotheHo 4 дня назад

Bring back Spoon Ü

@randomalyzer4055 4 дня назад

do you think you're gonna remix any of his new songs? your musician remix was one of my favorite songs of last year after I discovered it

@NAWN 3 дня назад

@@randomalyzer4055 thank you so much!! yea I will eventually remix one of his new tracks

@Someonetwothree123 4 дня назад

It's almost 1 AM now in my country. I just scrolled my youtube and suddenly this video appeared despite the fact that it just uploaded like 10 minutes ago and even though the song sounds so funky but i still cried from the lyrics especially the bridge part and im in my worst state and shape rn and this song just gave me some hopes to continue my life. Thank you.

@Someonetwothree123 4 дня назад

Pardon my poor English

@Zeni682 4 дня назад

Don't give up. The future always holds the unknown.

@s.a.t4779 4 дня назад

Are you perhaps living near 114.25° longitude?

@s.a.t4779 4 дня назад

Maybe china, russia or indonesia

@Someonetwothree123 4 дня назад

@@s.a.t4779 yep, it's indonesia. Why do you ask?

@mrsvyatis 4 дня назад

This could be the most reWATCHED Porter's MV/LV. Every frame of it is an easter egg

@deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee6925 4 дня назад

Honestly we need the whole team on this right now

@Ocean_Soul 4 дня назад

I'm a fairly new fan here, everything goes on brought me in, I cried so much listening to that song I was having a difficult time and it helped me heal and this is the second time a Porter Robinson song made me cry, thank you Porter Robinson your music truly hits in a way very few musicians can.

@Later_Nerd 4 дня назад

Absolutely insane editing. The planning and execution that went into this should not be overlooked. Respect

@idavid8391 4 дня назад

Love how much _Trying to Feel Alive_ shows up here--easily one of Porter's best songs, if not his absolute best.

@AmateurArson 4 дня назад

Facts

@korok2619 4 дня назад

yes this is just so perfect

@thesolitaryowl 4 дня назад

Yeah Trying to Feel Alive is definitely a good one. But this one, wow. Very mid.

@leaflemon1765 3 дня назад

I was so worried until the halfway mark I’ve lost a loved one to the exact method, though not by the roulette. And…hearing the message at the end had me tearing up . It gets better. But it will never be better if we aren’t around to make it so.

@serastarkeeper2402 4 дня назад

not me sobbing into a box at work, happy we're all still here. we're not alone

@WerdoTheBlob 4 дня назад

I wasn’t sure about this song at first, but every time I listen it it grows on me more and more. It’s working its way up in my head, now it’s one of my favorites 🎵

@idontseeyoureplys 3 дня назад

agree reminds me of this is the song I made from fat pies ridicules BBC.

@moonren8693 4 дня назад

that last part got me, I'm not ready to cry, you saved another life right here, thanks man appreciated.

@Bubbles5810 4 дня назад

Is the whole album about the fact his fans are crazy.

@brunop.8745 4 дня назад

shit man, it just might be

@hamzahassaballa5050 4 дня назад

Seems like he’s dedicating it mostly to the fans and his team, commenting on those dynamics… we’ll have to see ig

@superStarshines 4 дня назад

I predict it's more him teaching himself to smile and find comfort in the very awkward uncomfortable fame pedestal he's been put on and how he deals with it. We're just a part of the story❤ ..imo obv

@Alterpexsis 4 дня назад

It's really jarring to me since I wasn't aware he made music other than goodbye to a world. That was the only song I had heard from him, and I hadn't heard anything about him since, until cheerleader. So It's really funny listening to all this music about his crazy rabid fans when I haven't heard anyone talk about him at all for like a decade

@MultiMinecraftism 4 дня назад

Well they are

@aikop8526 4 дня назад

i love how for every single lyric video porter has a different distinctive style that’s captivating in all the best ways

@Cmdr_Kraid 4 дня назад

Too good, Porter is always like "I am fulfilling your dreams, come reach me!" and man its inspiring, idk if he knows how many people he has inspired.

@ghostmurmurs 3 дня назад

'Come reach me' makes me emotional :')

@MyraMGlina 4 дня назад

This lyric video is so unique, creatively talented!!! Big massive props for the amount of patience and effort into making it a video sensation!!

@BluDaFloof 4 дня назад

This video uses all of our virtual selves.

@HYPNOPOSSUM 4 дня назад

MY FRIENDS ARE IN THIS VIDEO YIPPEE!!! actually the coolest lyric video of all time omg i love this

@user-db6dj8xs7u 4 дня назад

There are many difficult times, but your music and live shows are what keep me going. I'll be waiting for you in Japan. ありがとう

@silverroll2737 4 дня назад

in absolutely miserable post surgery recovery right now, this has been the one thing holding me together all day. thank you thank you thank you so so so so so much

@synbioshoshone745 4 дня назад

Oof, been there! I hope you have a smooth recovery

@mojoloco2504 4 дня назад

wishing you the best

@SofieArts 3 дня назад

Best of luck🍀Listening to this music, you can have the premium version: Port surgery recovery

@sirum3n262 4 дня назад

2:28 woooooow thanks Porter, that’s my “Least Streamed to *Most* Streamed” video on you, craaazy ❤️❤️

@Big-boned_Pikachu 4 дня назад

Man, I see stuff like this, and I always wonder how people can be so creative. This is such a cool lyric video

@JackTheFoxVA 4 дня назад

Seeing lyrics and titles of past songs flashing by, like 'Sweet Time' during the 'Mary her one more time', made me very emotional for some reason.

@Bra1ndon 4 дня назад

Even the synth made the lyric video 👏

@scrap5051 4 дня назад

4:33 HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII DW PORTER I DIDNT LISTEN TO THE LEAKS I WAITED

@MikaMikaMika89 4 дня назад

Nearly died in surgery start of last month, hell does the last half of this song hit HARD. I was sat up in hospital after having so many of those thoughts.

@user-bb6qe4ui6g 4 дня назад

ちょくちょく日本語が散りばめられていて、日本人として凄く嬉しい

@richardsebastian6444 4 дня назад

i love listen to porter robinson songs when everything's so fckd up around me. or maybe i'm fcked up

@wisd8mEDM 4 дня назад

This is one of the coolest music videos I have ever seen, I love this concept. The notes of the instrumental riff are a nice touch, and I really love the images speeding up during the bridge.

@beebns 4 дня назад

2:01 100 GECS?!??!?!?!

@AlfredPros 4 дня назад

Huge W for Darcy for making this video! Crazy effort put into this!

@user-ob2fh9wy4b 4 дня назад

0:41 seeing this tweet after all those years made me cry

@user-yl3ns8eg5r 3 дня назад

Skrillex😭

@notnotjay 4 дня назад

Gamble with life ❌ Gamble with life savings✅

@WMSJacob 3 дня назад

This has to be the single most unique artist released lyric video that anyone has ever seen. Porter set the standard in 2014 with Worlds, and he’s setting it even higher again ten years later. This whole album is about to be a fucking masterpiece.

@frnzvrgsmusic 4 дня назад

it is the first time i encounter a lyric video that includes the keys at the intro :D

@user-do8bb4iy8r 4 дня назад

天才すぎるインターネットの孤独を癒すような映像と歌詞本当にありがとう Thank you!

@snowflame22 4 дня назад

This lyric video is so creatively stunning and conceptually interesting. I really love the vibes of the new album and cannot wait until we have the whole thing so I can’t sit with your message from start to finish.

@aleducato 4 дня назад

5:56 I can't believe Porter did a featuring with Radiohead's "Fitter, Happier" voice

@CarlMakesVideos 3 дня назад

I realize the screenshots were probably gathered by searching for each word and "porter robinson" (or something), and there's no "hidden meaning" to particular works or projects being referenced by specific lines (other than the obvious, like the sad machine allusion), but it still kinda stings seeing the "go f*** my*self*, I already have" line strongly associated with Virtual Self (which was absolutely my jam). Given what was stated on a recent-ish livestream where he ranked all his songs, I'm not going to claim that's some kind of sign that he resents all his work as VS, lol. Great video! Song's really growing on me. Patiently looking forward to the album.

@Resaixo 4 дня назад

This is probably the best lyric video I've ever seen. My GOD. So inventive and creative.

@CallumEM 4 дня назад

You can't just drop this banger of a song on a random day, then a week later drop the most banging music video for it ever? PORTER YOU'VE BLESSED US

@tux1468 2 дня назад

2:07 "When you're happy, you enjoy the music. When you're sad, you understand the lyrics."

@000marioshi000 День назад

I don't usually comment on music-focused RU-vid videos, but I HAD to make an exception for this one - such a creative take on the typical lyric video! My only regret is the lack of varied typefaces across the vid - but that may be my old head from a more ancient Internet talking... maybe an assessment of how the Internet became more centralised (and sanitised?) as time went on? Kudos to Darcy Milne for pulling this off! This made my evening =)

@HappySadEDM 4 дня назад

I'm officially apart of the Porter Robinson Cinematic Universe

@ana303_ 4 дня назад

0:06 amogus

@bigshock_ 4 дня назад

0:59 is me :> Thanks porter and thank you to the editor, I feel like I'm a part of history now

@funky9613 4 дня назад

How can I express my appreciation for a RU-vid video more than once? It's like a drug that you can't exactly explain

@Vaiyelvet 4 дня назад

This video arrived like a bullet at the moment I've been going through lately. Thank you, Porter 💝

@DominicGuarino 4 дня назад

This is actually a really cool video man, great song too! Keep it up Porter

@dowdle5 2 дня назад

I was driving back home to Chicago from a Detroit work trip and I was so tired from working the day before then I stumbled on this video. I cried my eyes out on the highway while the sun was rising. There’s a lot of darkness in this life and this world but Porter always seems to remind me that there’s just as much beauty and hope. Life is beautiful in all its pains. Keep pushing through the bad and you will find purpose and meaning to this existence

@octaneuro День назад

Goddamn. Whenever this guy releases a song, it becomes my obsession for a month.

@lockitdrop 4 дня назад

This is the most creative lyric video I've ever seen.

@atommax_1676 4 дня назад

Sati Akura spotted at 0:34 Сатинисты, братья и сестры, все СЮДАААА

@Narezki_itachi 4 дня назад

Да тут мы не переживай))😂

@untemperance 3 дня назад

I'm impressed at how fantastically edited this is and how clever the idea is, never mind how well it ties into the thematics of the song.

@Devinchy02 4 дня назад

I think this is the most original lyrics video i've seen in a really long time. Thanks, Porter, for this, and for everything.

@maximium5279 4 дня назад

We've really have come full circle, thankyou Porterr❤❤❤❤

@peppi0304 4 дня назад

I really miss the community music videos of the 2010s. This is great

@victorjobherreragallegos8197 4 дня назад

I've been going through a really hard time recently, hearing this is so healing for me it makes me cry a lot and wanting to keep going on. You have been with me in those bad moments when I needed someone to cheer me up. love you Porter, this song is awesome, you're awesome.

@pastelhotmess9299 4 дня назад

I loved this lyric video!! It was almost like a fan edit!! the references were fun to pick out! Its like life is coming full loop in the musical world of porter!

@samwalten 4 дня назад

LITERALLY TEARS ON MY EYES, THANKS AGAIN PORTER ROBINSON FOR CHANGING MY LIFE

@matthewmcfarland3102 4 дня назад

Please, make sure your friends know how much you care about them. Not just once or a few times, but every time you see them. Let them know how often you think of them. Let them know the hole in your life they would leave if they were gone. Don't pressure them to stay, show them a space that they belong too without effort. I almost lost the battle myself, but now I can sing along and proudly say, truthfully, "I wanna live, I don’t wanna die". It's hard, and it doesn't always feel that way, but it's progress.

@allict День назад

This thumbnail may have saved me tonight. Thank you thank you thank you

@LetsSyncFanEdits 3 дня назад

As a video editor, this lyric video is just so visually interesting, I wouldn't be surprised if it took 100 hours to edit it all! Love you Porter! :D

@FlareTTV 4 дня назад

Your art, your echos, are synchronized with my inspirations and dreams. I can't express enough how much they have affected me, how much they mean to me too. Thank you Porter Robinson.

@FortressBros 4 дня назад

Beyond stoked to see this played live, I saw you in the Nurture tour for the first time back in 2021 in Orlando, FL. I will be seeing you again in September been a fan since Worlds ❤️

@makomuru 18 часов назад

This is the most creative way to do a lyric video I've ever seen.. And another amazing song by Porter Robinson.. 👏👏

@leminenza 3 дня назад

This is such a beautiful and creative video!! Amazing job on the editing, work, and outpouring of love put into all this Porter!

@mikujuju 4 дня назад

don't do that

@Perrigon 4 дня назад

That's very bad

@Cuttlefish2017 3 дня назад

This is the most creative lyrical music video I've ever seen

@satanicglobalistilluminati8100 4 дня назад

really love absolutely sobbing to this song especially the part about playing in the snow one more time. this song is great for just absolutely bawling.

@billybobinthehouse12 4 дня назад

Wow. Just wow. The stop motion and edits on this is so crazy, and the lyrics are so meaningful - this is amazing! 🥰

@zoe_miori 4 дня назад

sonny's tweet for the friend line is so sweet

@anantvarmanprasad881 2 дня назад

just realised i'm watching a phone screen in my phone screen

@pixeldust5226 3 дня назад

Didn't come out in time for my friend to see it but what a banger indeed, keep it up dude. Listened to Look at the Sky a million times when you first showed it in an online show during quarantine and it helped me get through tough times

@YOUSNATCH 3 дня назад

this has got to be the best lyric video ever. new standard of lyric videos. my adhd brain was very happy

@AndresGomez-on1hp 4 дня назад

Editor be like: "fuuuuuuckkk meeee"

@hhellweii8078 4 дня назад

I've been jamming to this song for hours now. This is such a creative lyric video too C:

@georgebogurd 2 дня назад

I can't get over how fantastic this idea for a lyric video clip was. Extremely novel and wonderful executed. Kudos to all involved!

@henrijs1733 4 дня назад

my bro casually drops the most creative lyrics video i've ever seen and doesn't elaborate

@skeletonchickcr 4 дня назад

OMG 0:35 Sati Akura

@unsuspectinghero 4 дня назад

YO THIS IS SO FIRE AHHHH CONGRATS PORTER I'M SO HAPPY FOR ALL YOU GAINED ALL THIS YEARS. TOTALLY DESERVED! U ARE SO TALENT

@TylerPalmer-sq3wl 4 дня назад

This is one of a kind. Love when you play around with your MacBook at shows or have visuals on the thing itself. This is amazing can’t wait to see you on your first world tour so happy for you 🫶🎉😘

@jakee551 4 дня назад

I have a feeling that the visuals for this song are gonna be so crazy live. So much potential, so much beauty

@memj7873 4 дня назад

5:27 * sad raving *

@anantvarmanprasad881 4 дня назад

bomb bomb bass bass

@pastelhotmess9299 4 дня назад

*pumps fist while tearing up*

@TeleVissionner 4 дня назад

I already posted this on the Blossom song, but anyways. Yesterday, a friend of mine took her own life, and I don't know how to feel about it while listening to this song.

@milkeiji6745 4 дня назад

You're not alone. I lost my soulmate, my best friend, this january (also took her own life) She was everything to me. The first few days are just empty, then you'll find yourself breaking down. It's really tough. The pain won't go away, never ever. Some days are better and some days are worse. But you're not alone, and there will always be someone out there to help you.