I had to go insane to learn sanity, i had to get high to learn gravity, Spiritually speaking i'm growing gradually, the fine line between illusion and reality. I used to sacrifice my morality, then sober up and weep over the casualties, something died in me, You don't know the life I have been through, when I was 15, they tried to poison me for fun, Now I poison myself to feel numb. I was desperately seeking for love, the joke; it was inside of me all along.