The last 10-20 seconds of this song are the hardest part. You realize the song is over, you can either replay it or go about trying to live your life. Once those last seconds set in, you need to make that decision. It’s tough because this song takes you away from how you’re actually feeling. Once it ends, it’s back to reality. Things might be great in your life but for some fucking reason you still feel like you’re worthless... even expendable. Really though.. you’re not. You mean something. You’re everything to someone..
The for the cut homie. I always love chopped and screwed but peeps always be cut shit too much n throw in off time scratches. Slow low n reverb Is where it's at.
I remember I was on the bus at 5 am and this hit me righ when the sun rised Let's just say that it flipped my day upside down Will never forget that feeling
I cant understand how my depression works tbh Becaus will be so happy during the day and then when I remember I have depression I'm so depressed and then I try to off myself...... I dunno fuck my life tho
I’ve been listening to this on repeat for roughly 8 hours now at work just in a trance doing my job and thinking about how much life I’ve missed working this job. I work 12 hour days 7 days a week and have had 4 weekends off this year so far and it’s June. Fuck man
i remember this summer i was on my way to vegas, i was on a flight to visit my aunt there, i was missing my family back at home because it was just me, then this song came on, and i looked out the window, and i saw the lights and the beautiful city. i knew i was gonna love it there.
[Verse 1: Pouya] Drowning in my misery, up to my neck with memories I don't feel like remembering, I feel like I'm not growing at all Honestly, I kind of miss the neglect 'Cause nowadays everybody at my head for a check, yeah I got addicted with the feeling of isolation If I die, spit on my grave in hopes I'm not reincarnated 'Cause I'm exhausted and lost in the sauce And I feel like my mind is faded Throw up my set then throw your shade Tell me how much you hate me [Chorus: Rocci] Mood swing misery, the ups and downs keep killing me Never thought I'd let you get to me, now I'm falling gradually Mood swing misery, feel like everybody is watching me Can't seem to shake it off of me, pulling all the life from me Mood swing misery, mood swing misery [Verse 2: Pouya] My biggest regret was letting you fall in love with me Everything that I get close to falls apart eventually My destiny is testin' me, my testimony won't let me sleep Time heals all wounds so I've been waitin' patiently 'Cause I'm not Wolverine Told my demons back up off me, but they took control of me Enemies surrounding me, tryna fold me like origami Got me grippin' on my lifesaver Holdin' my breath, hopin' for tomorrow Life ain't for the weak, I feel the pain until I'm hollow [Chorus: Rocci] Mood swing misery, the ups and downs keep killing me Never thought I'd let you get to me, now I'm falling gradually Mood swing misery, feel like everybody is watching me Can't seem to shake it off of me, pulling all the life from me Mood swing misery, mood swing misery Mood swing misery, mood swing misery
