Well I'm confused ! I havn't rejected God , I'm just not really interested in living forever and seeing all my dead rellies again. So what happens to me ? I can't force myself to love God , but if I don't it looks like I'm bound for Hell. So I don't want to go to Hell ! So I will say I love God ! But God will know I'm lying. No one can force love. So do Christians say they love God cause they don't want go hell ? Therefore God is saying "love me or else" ! That sounds like a dictatorship to me. So why didn't he just create us to love God ?Why put the world, people and animals through so much suffering. That to me sound like the work of a psychopath . Is it bad to think like that ? I can't help what I think ! Is something wrong with me ?
That's what I'm trying to say here. If I was facing torture , of course I would say anything. I'm sorry I'm not the sharpest knife in the draw. Thanks for trying to explain to me, but I just can't put it into words that you can understand. ( my fault, but thanks for trying). @@trashbag4118
We love him because he first loved us. Once you have tasted his goodness and experienced his love and forgiveness, you will never be the same. But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 5:8