bro idk how this popped up on the front page of my timeline with only two views. I can't watch it right now because I got to go to bed, but just want to let you know I see you and you are loved. I don't know what your goals are for this channel or if it is just a channel, but you are an amazing human being and you have a father in heaven who loves you personally. Read hebrews 12:1-2. It talks about christ enduring pain by looking forward to a 'great joy', and that great joy was you and your salvation through admitting him into your heart. Love you man.