I fully agree. I went out to walk my dog this morning at around 4am and the crescent moon and this really bright star next to it caught my attention. I have never seen anything like it. They were so bright. It was almost magical. I thought of Jenny right away. It had to have been her spirit causing such a glow.
This is the first comment I've seen in an older video since Jenny's death❤ I ❤ that others are going back and watching like I am. Jenny is my role model forever 💖
Could life be anymore cruel?! This sweet angel going through this and eventually succumbed to this bs cancer. She is walking the streets of gold with the King of Kings ….Jesus. Give our Lord a hug for us here sweet angel. ❤️❤️
Poor Jenny. She should never have been embarrassed about doing a breathing test. None of it was her fault & no one was judging her at all. The health care team was there to help her. Hope every one remembers that there’s nothing at all to be embarrassed about if your going through this
When I found out she died I felt like I lost a family member. I found her channel couple months ago and been praying for her everyday. Her story touches my heart and I hope she continues to touch more people’s hearts and lives. Rip to this beautiful warrior she finally beat cancer! ❤️🕊️
Jenny was a warrior. She gave the fight everything she had. She was not to blame for what happened to her. Heaven gained a true angel. Be strong kyle. Jenny is with you and you guys children forever. R.i.p. jenny.
My mom did her first round of chemo 2 days ago for stage 4 lung cancer. It went into her spine radiation helped a lil with the pain but the pain pills made my mom have some dementia. So the doctor told my mom if she doesn't do chemo she has 3 months of she does it 8 to 18 months but if the stars aline 2 years. I did see a recent video where a lady had the same thing as my mom and is in remission but that's only 12 percent. So I hope and pray my mom is part of that 12 percent pleaee pray for Mary my mom. And rip Jenny may God bless you in the Heavens
Poor thing went through so much. As kyle says , she's free from pain now. She passed away on the 5th November. Sad to see and hear her being in so much pain in most of her videos, poor soul went through alot. Rest in peace Jenny.
Can't beleave your not here anymore Jenny ,you was such a beautiful woman, R.I.P sweet Jenny ,Kyle you are a strong man and a brilliant dad stay strong love from Lisa from the UK xxx
If the prayers and best wishes of us all who have followed your story could have healed you .... Jenny would still be with us 😢 I'm absolutely gutted for her and her family. 😢You will always be in my heart Jenny Apple 😢❤
She lived longer than most with this particular cancer and that's wonderful..we all die from one thing or another..its horrible she died so young..but death isn't the end ...things work out the way they are supposed to..she is in a better place pain free
I never really knew Jenny but i know she passed away but i recently felt her presence it’s one of the most calming and beautiful thing i’ve ever felt i felt safe and protected she’s now in a better place ❤
Her soul will live forever! She is so beautiful, loving, caring and it must be unbearable for Kyle that she is not longer with him physically. I keep praying for the family! ❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼♥️
Jenny, I’m watching this and I am so sad you were in so much pain and embarrassed about not being able to breathe. I miss you and for someone I’ve never met I can’t stop thinking about you and I hate how unfair life can be! Kyle told us about the painting of you with Kyle the kids and flower watching you walk into heaven and it’s so sad but so beautiful. I miss you and happy you are no longer in pain 🙏♥️😔
Jenny, I was diagnosed with lung cancer in April of this year. I had a PF test to determine my lung capacity before surgery. It was one of the hardest things I ever had to do. Don’t beat yourself up it is very hard to do those breathing exercises! Prayers for you on your journey. 🙏🏻
oh jenny. i see you. i hear you. through space and time your videos reach me and will continue to reach others for years to come. God bless you Jenny and I pray your journey is a peaceful and beautiful one.
Your voice is easy to listen too. The control you have is amazing. My niece and I are very close and she’s 11 months younger than I am. She has a very soothing voice and it has calmed me many times. You also have a calming affect in your voice. Has anyone ever Told you that?
Jenny I’ve been quietly reading about your journey the thing that saddens me the most is realizing how you beat yourself up all the time over something that isn’t your fault! You are the strongest, bravest woman I’ve ever read about, please be kinder to yourself you are absolutely amazing! Much love and prayers for you and your beautiful family!
Kyle, you are such a good man. The love you show to Jenny is enviable. How many of us would do anything to have a husband show us that kind of love and compassion. Jenny, most of us don't know how you cope in dealing with this cancer journey. But we can all pray for you and your family.
You have every right to cry and do whatever you have to do to take care of yourself. You are so brave putting yourself out there for the world to see. You are helping so many who are going through the same thing. God bless you. My heart breaks just hearing your pain.
@@jennyapple4704 You helped me a lot yet. I have severe anxiety concerning cancer since I witnessed my grandma dying of it in the 70s in Germany. It was a nightmare back then for many reasons, i.e. no proper pain medication protocol, hospitalising from diagnosis on without the possibility even to spend a weekend home etc. And when I see you so beautiful, so brave, so gorgeous and.....difficult to explain it in English for Im a native German speaker....but anyways Im so impressed of you dealing so young with this unfair illness. And that gives me so much hope for the first time in my adult life that one can deal with this in a manner of dignity and laughing and living on. Thank you so much for this example. God bless you and lighten up your way. Edit: I apologize for my English.
I'm angry, I'm angry that she's gone. I'm angry that her children and her husband are in so much pain. I'm angry that people like this are taken so young & made to go through so much pain As Kyle says she was perfect she really was. There are people who care less about life, those around them or themselves & drain everyone around them. Too lazy to take a bath or change their clothes for a week & don't do anything for themselves!. Wont take their blood pressure meds after having a stroke or take care of their diabetes. They expect someone to live with them 24/7 & give up their life for years & not be bitter about it! Why are they left here & she's gone? I'm sorry, yes I know I'm bitter. I can't help it right now.
Oh love. You can't blame yourself for falling asleep. It's not your fault. This pain is not your fault. I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. You're so amazing
I am so impressed with you doing this , I know it’s hard, but your right it will help others . I’ll be praying for you and your family! I am recovering from liver cancer . They took out 45 % of my liver and told me only 2 % make it through the recovery , it’s a very hard surgery. But I made it with Gods help and I am doing really good !! But the Dr said no one has made it longer than 5 yrs . I feel like I will make it . Thanks to God . I’ll be praying for you . God bless you and keep you healthy .
Please don’t beat yourself for things you don’t have control with, like sleeping. That wasn’t your fault. I’m so sorry you are in pain. I think you are so brave for putting you out there for the world to see. I’ll be praying for you and your family
Bless your precious heart. Don’t apologize, we are here to support you on your journey. These function test are difficult for someone not going through what you are. Big hugs! 💕💕💕
My heart is breaking for you. But I can also tell you are strong and you have a wonderful support system Around you. Please don't feel bad or embarrassed you didn't ask for this and it's not your fault. I don't understand why some people get cancer and some don't or why little children get cancer. It's just not fair.. it could be any one of us any day. Please stay strong and you will beat this. Love from Canada
Thank you! You're so kind. I don't understand why people get cancer either, it's terrible. Especially when children get it, it breaks my heart. Thank you for the support! 💕
@@jennyapple4704 m.ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-OqLT_CNTNYA.html Be careful of your thoughts as they create your own reality. Stop repeating "my cancer" instead say, this condition. Why? Because your cells are listening. Change the way you think. In other words, think positive because you want to see a good result and not a bad one. You live in a toxic environment and your thoughts are also toxic. Please listen to these: m.ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-aBa8vA4V2pQ.html m.ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-zU9PED7JOHg.html And do this guided meditation: m.ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-gXpEafyWrQU.html Cancer is not a disease but an imbalance between the Soul, mind and body. First you must heal your Soul (reiki) then the mind (meditation, mantras). Only then when these two are balanced, the healing of the body starts automatically. You did the opposite. Stop poisoning your body with steroids and chemo. Your cells need love and not poison. Talk to your cells and organs, say this: "I love you my cells, love you my organs." I love you, my Soul. I love you my brain (do this with every part of your body where the cancer is present). Cancer represents darkness. What happens when you enter a dark room and switch on the light, the darkness disappears. All those toxic procedures and drugs you have been subjected to, represent darkness. You must choose natural healing therapies that are nourishing to your cells and organs. Do this for your children! They need you! You have done enough damage to your body by choosing that chemo. Now it's time to make a change. If you don't believe me, then answer me this question, "How is it possible that a youtube selected specifically your youtube channel for me to notice it? Was it a youtube or someone else? Think about it.
I hurt for you I cry with you . I pray for you, don't blame yourself anyone of us would cry with that pain . I had surgery for kidney stones 2 weeks ago & the pain was unreal I could not even imagine what you are going through . your loved hugs
Please don't ever feel bad or apologize when your having an off day or in such pain. I've been following you for a long time now and you have such a wonderful sense of humor and it's wonderful watching you and your hubby; he is so in love with you.
Dear Jenny, I think your doing great, don’t be embarrassed as those breathing tests are hard, never mind being in pain while having to do them! You are in my prayers🙏🏻
Sweety u suffered a lot. From a very well healthy body to that condition that we saw at ur ending stage. Baby u r healed now. Now more pain no more treatments, no more side-effects. Now ur in hands of God. Rip jenny ❤
Honey I beg you to please don’t blaming yourself for falling asleep the wrong way…. I’m in tears for you right now… your a true fighter and strong women …please don’t be disappointed in yourself… take your meds …. You don’t have to suffer sweetheart… we love and are praying 🙏 for you always…
Jenny, I watched this video when you first posted it. I had an X-ray and CT scan show that I’m missing 30% of one lung. They don’t know why, probably Covid, because the shortness of breath started from that. Anywho, I just had to come back and say that the pulmonary function test was so HARD. I can only imagine how hard it was for you. You’re such a trooper, amazing person/wife/mama…praying for you 🙏🏼💙 I wish you didn’t have to be so strong.
Aww Jenny. It’s just unfortunate the test was when you had that pain. Someone without cancer in that sort of pain would have done the same as you. Be kind to yourself. You’re doing great. You’re in my prayers.❤️🙏🏻
you're soo great. i can't fathom how you are so pleasant kind sweet when you have so much pain. i have so much fear related to my cancer and i'm in my 60's; you seem to cope so unbelievably well, especially remarkable to me as you're so young. i pray for you for full healing!!!
You did it Jen❤. It’s ok to let it all out and I could only imagine the pain. Be proud of yourself. 😊 Love your bracelets and your new bed. Love you💕. Thanks for documenting this for us- you’re helping us through our battles.
Rewatching to hear your voice. I miss your smile and positive energy. You are a warrior. Although i didnt know you personally, i cant help but think of how proud you are looking down on Kyle and your babies❤❤ Rip beautiful soul
Ummm Hi, I'm Claire, 52 years old and a smoker since I was 13. I recently quit smoking back in November 2022 and went to vaping instead. Just listening to you describe the rib pain and not being able to sleep flat reminds me of my pain in my mid-back. You would think lying on a good mattress for a sleep would be great but not for me. I feel so much better sleeping upright in my recliner every night. Just makes me wonder you know. And this recliner thing has been going on for wayyyy before I moved to vaping. Just this video has got me to thinking is all. I wish you the best in the world 🌎 and love 💕 you too along with your "drainer" :-) much love 💕 to him as well.
Jenny and Kyle , my heart goes out to you and the kids ❤you have been such an inspiration! And I personally appreciate all you do! To see you now and then... 😢I know hope is still there. I wld gladly take your place in this !! I've lived somewhat .. I just pray for you all daily xx much love ❤🙏
I love you Jenny and Kyle! I pray for you everyday and know God is with you taking care of you. I don't comment everyday but I'm here for you and praying for you everyday.
I had a pill sucked into my right lung yesterday and it was excruciating!!!! I now have a small sense of what you feel. I was able to cough it up and pain left instantly!!! I feel for you!!!!
This has me frightened because I have been going through the same thing each and every thing exrays, blood work and the only thing that hasn't been done is MRI and you can bet i will. As i am writing this the pain is horrible
What a beautiful gift from your sister. Your family will do anything for you cause they love you so much. They want you to have less pain and this is the way they feel like they're making a difference ❤❤❤.
Jenny, I am so sorry all things you have had to endure. I found your videos most informational. I hope and pray for you. I have been following you for awhile now. But, this is the first time I have went to see your beginning of your diagnosis. It is very informational I am sure this has helped many people. Sending Hugs... Prayers... and Love sent.
Jen. Please be gentle on yourself! You're an amazing woman. I've watched many of your videos and have been in awe of your strength and positive outlook! Love you Jen! I understand, I'm in very much the same situation as you..diagnosed in 2017, and mets in 2019. I am currently cancer free. I so wish I could trade places with you! I'm 60, years old, my girls are adults with families. Your kids and hubby need you! If I can do anything at all for you...please tell me!!
I found myself wanting to hug you while you cried. I understand your pain and I am somewhat there. You give so much hope and inspire so many. For that I thank you, but we understand under your beautiful smile and soothing words there is pain for you at all times. I prayer every day. When I see your video upload it makes me smile.
Bless Ashley furniture for the kindness of giving you that bed. ❤ you are so strong & brave. You have such an amazing husband & beautiful children. Also you look so pretty today. Blessings 🙌 ❤
I was on steroids(Prednisolone) coming out of the hosp, when I was diagnosed with kidney failure back in April. I had the moon face too, and it eventually went away. Now I need a kidney transplant. I’m praying to God that all goes the way I’m hoping ❤🙏❤ xxx