I don't know if I should flex my S+ luck stat, but... I got Lady A. in one multi, then spent 9 tickets on Ibuki and got nothing, pulled ONE multi and got Ibuki, then spent the 10th ticket and got Erice.
It's cool bro, don't feel so bad for your habits, everyone's got shitty ones, gambling isn't the worst. Killing people for a living imo is worse ya know