my first pregnancy i was only 15 (long story) was obviously not a planned pregnancy but i wanted to keep my baby no matter wot but sadly around 27 weeks in my boyfriend/babys dad decided he didnt want to be a dad so attacked me to the point i was knocked out ... i later woke up in hospital with a badly bruised and swollen abdomen (all punches at kicks were aimed at my abdomen) sadly my baby boy had not made it i had named him thomas adam... i was told me thomas was badly deformed from the attack that i opted to not to see him (a choice i deeply regret to this day as i never got to hold him :( during tests on my very wounded uterus after the attack the doctors said is so damaged it a very little chance i wud be able to carry a baby inside me again wich obviously is heart breaking ... fast forward to wen i was 18/19 living with my new partner on the other side of england i got pregnant!!!! much to a surprise as we had been trying for a year with nothing happening then suddenly i was pregnant :) my partner suspected i was before i did lol and prenancy went mostly well till the 3rd trimester i was in hospital alot with serious medical problems but we pulled threw my body never went into labour naturally so i was induced at 43 weeks and gave birth t a very healthy little boy who we named Tiger River who is now 3 and a half years old he has a few minor things rong but he copes well and is happy feisty and hyper child i love him so much! never give up i had my rainbow miracle baby im sure u will have urs :)
Also I can't believe you guys are only 22! I think it's because you're both so mature and you've been through so much, but it has me baffled, I hope i'm as successful as you guys at 22 lol xx
Having done IVF and had a son and then a adopting our 2 daughters...... both are such amazing experiences! We built an amazing family through such a unique way.
I went to Ireland for my honeymoon last year and it was amazing!! I used groupon/great value vacations to get a great deal. It was about $3000 for my husband and I for two weeks, car rental, flight, hotels in each city. We went in October/early November and it was the most beautiful time to go in my opinion. Flowers were still in bloom but all of the trees were changing to golden colors. Beautiful. :)
HUGE FAN of the Office. My husband and I binged watched it while we were in hospital with the birth of our son & during my recovery time. You guys are an inspiring couple and I love that you have decided to open up about your infertility journey as well as the loss of your baby girl, I think sharing Brynn's story has let other people open up about their losses and infertility struggles. Love you guys !
I love Q & A's, wishing you guys all the best for the future with everything, I honestly don't know how you have stayed so motivated and positive throughout all this but it is so inspiring. All my love xx
I feel so sad that she's scared and or nervous for the next pregnancy. It's such a beautiful experience and knowing that when she gets pregnant next, she is going to be so nervous makes me so sad 😔 I'm sorry. I pray you're able to have a healthy, happy, pregnancy. ❤❤
I LOVE how you both support one another. It's something that is very important in a marriage and it reaffirms my faith that being parents is in God's plan for the both of you.
Omg, I love you so much! I see you from México, I lost my littleone at 8 weeks, and then I found your videos, you give me hope! Great things come for all of us!
"I want people to be afraid of how much they love me.." -Michael Scott Just started watching your story and it makes me so happy how positive you guys are. My husband (who is always in the military) have been struggling with infertility for three year. Thank you guys for sharing your story. 💕
Always get teary hearing about losing your bubba. I just gave birth to my baby girl and I couldnt imagine losing her (after not being able to have my previous baby which hurt) and I understand the feeling of jealousy when seeing other pregnant ladies I went through that too before Maddie. I pray so much you get your baby you both deserve it you're so mature and look like you will be great parents x
LOL The office is about a city called Scranton, that is 10 minutes from where I live,. So we always enjoyed it. They have a huge St Patricks Day parade and some of the stars would always be in the parade.
I'm 22 with two kids, I am amazing at how strong you guys have been !!! I love you guys! You are very bubbly and happy and don't worry you have great karma and good things coming.
Thank you for being so open and raw with us! I lost my son Liam at 20 weeks in August and we never got answers as to what happened. Your strength is inspiring and I'm wishing you all the luck in the world going forward! I'm so glad I'm along for the ride! :)
So thankful I found your channel, you are two very beautiful people with such a positive outlook on life. Thank you for sharing your journey with us, looking forward to what's to come! 💜
The OFFICE!!! :-) You guys are so cute! My husband was 21 and I was 19 when we got married. :-) This October we will be celebrating our 22nd wedding anniversary. We've struggled with infertility. We have one miracle boy who just turned 12. God's been faithful to give me peace with our one and only. May God bless you and Justin with many sweet little kiddos! ♡♡♡
Hi guys! I have really enjoyed watching all of your videos today! I love that you guys are Christians and trusting on God through this difficult journey. I will pray for you both ❤️
I love your Chanel because I loss my beautiful baby boy at 7 months pregnant same way as you did his heart just stopped beating, I was only 16 and I didn't had the help of family from both sides and to give the baby a funeral was 5k money that if we didn't get in a 24 hour period our baby's body would be donated to a school to be studied, sadly we didn't get the money and only was allowed to kiss him good bye and he was taken away. I never have a place to grieve visit or cry at until this day I hate my self for not having the money because who knows where my baby ended and I blame myself for not being able to give him a proper goodbye but thankfully I come across videos like yours that actually help me with this pain and I know deep in my heart I love my little angel and he will always have a spot in my heart
I also love photography its my number one thing to do! I love to do in my spare time!!! I would love it if you would make a video on photography and how to edit and just about photography in general!!
I was so surprised to hear you are both 22 years old, i'm 19 and the realization that you are only 3 years older is strange, you are both so mature to me! It actually reminds me of my boyfriend and I, we are just starting off in our first appartment, im at uni and he just got his first full-time job, and I feel like we are a more-mature couple than the average 19 year olds. Anyways, just wanted to say I feel really connected to you both and just know that I wish you both lots of courage, because I know that's what gets us through any kind of struggle, and you are both so deserving of having a child to raise with you on earth! Love you very much, can't wait for more videos 😊
I'm old enough to be your mother, but I find your story so inspirational. My son is 21 and in college and is still with his high school sweetheart. They tell everyone that they are soul mates and are not looking for anyone else, but their friends and some of mine are skeptical because of their age. I believe they truely are and I pray that they will one day have a marriage like yours. Blessings to you both.
Love you guys!! So excited you're thinking about daily vlogs Also I watch the office all the time I just put it on everyday while I'm getting ready but then end up sitting down and watching it 😛
The office is my go to show (along with Gilmore girls). I always turn to the office when I’m bored or feeling blue or need some background noise. It’s just comforting in a way i guess? Lol. My security blanket haha.
I can't wait to see the child that you adopt. I'm glad I stumbled upon your channel! Keep the positive vibes going! God will grant you with a baby when the time is perfect! 😘 God knows you guys will be AMAZING parents!
Absolutely love your videos and how real, raw, and down to earth you guys are. Had to chime in and say that I'm a HUGE Office fan. It's one of my "comfort shows". If I'm having a bad day, it instantly changes my mood and I don't think I'll ever get sick of it. In fact, it's an ongoing joke that our first daughter will be named Astrid. Wishing you both the best as you again travel down this journey of infertility and loss. My heart goes out to you.
Thank you for your service Justin. Hope you guys had a great 4th. Love you guys, I have hope and believe that God will bless you guys with a child when the time is right. I want to thank you guys for your faith helps me with mine❤
You guys are are amazing. So strong and beautiful people. My other half is obsessed with the office so I had to start watching it so I could understand the quotes. But I love it!
Haven't watched this one yet and can't 😱 I'm so excited to watch your channel grow!!! 48K.....wow 🤗 I'm so happy for you guys and now double happy!! Love watching the growth! And, it's because of your dedication and hard work!! Of course, your personalities are bomb and the vlogs are awesome! You two really have. Your shit together and I'm loving the journey we are all on with you. (Okay, lol, time to watch this one!) Love you guys and we will be there for you Rachelle, as Justin serves our country! 🇺🇸
As 1 who has been thru a journey like yours w/now 2 boys......the topic of their sibling comes natural. We have always had a stuffed bear that had her name on it displayed n our family room. They have always been able 2 go up 2 it hug it & talk 2 her (Ava). We have always thanked God 4 our angel baby Ava & cant wait until we all get 2 b 2gether again. U r n my prayers & so sorry u r now part of this group of parents of loss. 👼🏼on hard days all the advice I can give is get out of the house. Even if it's just 2 walk 2 the beach sit & watch the waves & cry. It's better then staying n bed. Each day is a new day. My Dad (DI) & Brother were both Maines n San Diego. I ❤️ it there. Thx 2 u both 4 your service because I no when 1 serves the whole family does.
hi, i do hope that you can try and fit youtube in this year even if u vlog twice or three times a week, up to u, but i think u should stay and vlog, keep us posted how u feel, the good, the bad, and the ugly, we all here for u.
Omg my husband and I want to renew ours vows and have him walk back with tissue boxes on his feet 😂😂 we laughed so hard when Pam and Jim got married on the office!!
Your parents must be so proud of you both 😀 I know I don't know you personally but I just think you are both so wonderful and make excellent role models to others who are going through this experience. You just keep it so real and I know that you will become parents one day. So heartbreaking what you guys went through, god needed Bryn for his special work (he only chooses the best 👼🏼) thank you for sharing you're journey with us, love & best wishes. 😘
Hi! My son and I are big 'The Office' fans!!!!! Love Michael Scott and was sad when he left the show but enjoyed it anyway with the other cast members. I love you both, and look forward to seeing you every time! God bless you (& Mister!!) ❤️
thank you so much for sharing, Ryan and I have never had a still birth, but we have had 6 losses, we had to do 10 egg collections and 17 transfers to get our beautiful little 9 week old baby boy Benjamin, I am so thankful that you have shared your beautiful little girl with the world, and I am so very sure you will have your children on earth to share your lives with, thank you again and so sorry you had to deal with such a heartbreaking loss. x
Hands down my favorite RU-vidrs! I look forward to you daily vloging! I am interested in being a preschool/kindergarten teacher as well, do you have any tips for college or getting my degree?
thank you for making this I am a new subscriber and I instantly fell in love with you guys. you are amazingly strong and I love watching! I am so so sorry for your loss of Brynn she was and is beautiful. I have no words just love and support I hope that's enough love from Australia xxx
I am getting my bachelors in Early Childhood Education and I really wanted to work in preschool but I was worried about the pay sadly... we live in Temecula and it’s expensive to be here so I just felt like to be able to stay in an area we love and hope to raise a family, I needed to teach in public school to get more money.
yay you answered my bucket list question! justin: definitely go skydiving if you get the chance. I went 5 years ago and it was the most exhilarating experience. I was terrified but it was so worth it lol.
I'm so glad I found yalls channel :) my baby girl is 11 months and is named Quinn, and I've always loved the name Brynn. If we have another girl, she will be Brynn. Love yall!
My husband absolutely loves the office, I on the other hand am not a fan lol. Going through some of these comments I now see where his quotes come from! lol Love following you guys and your story!
I LOVE The Office!!!!!!! It's so funny! after I lost our baby girl, I would constantly watch the funniest episodes of The Office. My husband would watch it with me, to remind me that he's there for me through every moment. But, funny thing, when he needs a Pick-me-up he watches Rick&Morty 😄 I love your guy's channel and it makes me feel less alone. As we are also struggling with Male factor infertility. And after losing Dezi, this channel really makes me feel that we're not alone. Even though that's not a club that either of us wants to be in.... but we are there and there's no denying it. I love you guys 💖
I suffered a miscarriage a couple years ago and I'm 7 weeks pregnant now. Let me tell you that I'm so scared of everything. I have a 4 year old and when I was pregnant with him, I didn't know anything. I'm praying for y'all and that I have a healthy baby this go around.
thanks for saying manual mode!!!! I hate hearing people say I'm a photographer and I don't know how to use my camera because they only use auto... it drives me crazy
i love watching y'all vlogs becauce u two are so cute together. that what keeps me coming back to watch the next vlogs. i have a question for both of u. how did u two meet? rachelle, how did u feel when u first met justin and u both started dating and u found out that he was in the military. how u feel about that? and when u guys got married and moved in together. rachelle, how u feel about being a military wife? im asking cuz my dad was in the military-navy. and so my mom was a military wife and was alone most of the time taking care of me and my sister when my dad is out of sea. we moved over seas once. we lived in south japan in this small island military base for four years. then my dad was done serving the navy for 21years. we moved back to the states and we now live in chicago.
i am pregnant 22 weeks expecting a boy... but my pregnancy is not easy because my babys father has psychosis. and its so sad and at the same time frustrating because i want a normal relationship and for him to be part of the pregnancy but with his illness is so hard...
justin, get whatever you can from the military and THEN get out and use it before your too old to enjoy it, take it from a couple whose been married to military for a long time. unless your contract is up and you have less then 8years left til retirement. if you have 10years in. big bonus... and you sign for 6. look at the last 4 years. it depends on each persons situation. but how many times do you think youll promote. can you manage. do you have the opportunity to work civillian and make more $$ then retirement is worth. think about it at least 2 years before your contract is up. start looking and feeling it out. and hopefully you can re enlist with 1 year stints til you do figure it out. not sure about navy. but good luck. i want you both to be happy. the best marriage advice i ever recieved was... " when 2 people fall in love and start a new life together, it isnt 50/50 .... its 100/100. two whole people forming a stronger bond together." i like to think of it as, if you operate at 200% and nothing will break ever be able to break either of you. remember to always hold eachother up at the same time.
Aaawwwwhhhh you guys are sssoooo adorable you can see your hearts beat as one I have experienced both fertility and loss also I think as time goes on it gets easier but I am so blessed as I have had 5 beautiful children Rachelle and Justin your strong unit together and you can overcome anything I know it's hard to think like that now but it does get easier and your next beautiful precious gift your next bundle of joy will be the most blessed and he or she will be very lucky to have loving parents in the hole world I pray for you every day God bless Leah in the UK xxxxxx 💖 💝
I feel like Brynn was to bring you guys together. That that’s what Gods plan was for Brynn. And she did what she was supposed to do. It kind of sucks but sometimes God works in weird and mysterious ways.
