Can I be honest with you, Talk about all of the things I’ve been through, I don’t know where to start, Or how to end, The big black dog is at it again. I, I don’t want to be loved, I, Can’t look at them the same way, I, I don’t want to be touched, I, I don’t want to be loved. I dont wanna die, Not just yet, But will I fly If I jump off the edge, To my death? And God knows, Oh he knows, That I wish for a better life, But it won’t happen. Not this time. Counting and counting, I’m always doubting, That things will work out, When I’m shouting, The same things over and over, And I get older, But time seems to go to fast, Making memories last, They never do, But when I’m with you, At least they are happy, I’m so very happy tonight. I, I don’t want to be loved, I, Can’t look at them the same way, I, I don’t want to be touched, I, I don’t want to be loved.