the most heart breaking, gut wrenching, and my overall favorite song of all time... the context, the sound, the lyrics... "just don't leave / don't leave" and "i'm not living, i'm just killing time" Pain.
this song holds significance to me now. Today I used a pair of headphones for the first time in a long time that my mom’s bestfriend owned and gave to my mom before he passed. we were close and he took place of a male figure in my life. he was like a dad to me and his name was buddy. today while I was working on a assignment and I was listening to music on my lap top . I thought of him and I missed him. I was in a calm state so I closed my eyes and I thought “talk to me buddy” and all of sudden the song immediately changed to this song (mind you I wasn’t touching the laptop) I listened to the song and I started to cry I felt a sense of peace and happiness but also a bit of sadness. then the energy around me felt different and I started to feel a warm presence around me like as if someone was giving me a big warm hug. I started to cry my eyes out even more. I knew it was him and I thought I know you’re here with me. and I was so at peace and overwhelmed with happiness and tranquility. It was such a beautiful experience and very healing for me 🤍 I feel very special to have experienced that. date this happened: september 16th friday 2022
this really sounds amazing. i love radiohead so much and i don't really know why, but all the memories just came flooding back listening to this, so thank you. this helped me a lot.
gives me a strong visual image of of sitting on the tube, traveling to no particular destination until you hear the final call for the last station, and you get off to wander aimlessly. damn i want to do this
