REACTING AT WORK to: How could you leave us - NF

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Hey humans ❤️ thank you for requesting this NF song, although it was hard for me to talk about my own issues... I’m really glad I did. Because people try to live their lives without ever talking about it when they should! In order to heal, you need to let the wound breathe. Covering it up is only a temporary solution.
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@assassin971 6 лет назад

To anyone willing to read this. Depression is not weakness, and negative thoughts are not a sin. Take pride in knowing that the pain you feel has highlighted your strength to stand and put one foot in front of the other, many others would fall being in your shoes but you're standing and that's strength

@FastNCurious88 5 лет назад

Tranquil Anger thank you so much for that 😩❤️😭😭😭

@waleedmutaz5925 6 лет назад

Finally 🙂 A lot of people can relate and connect to NF songs he is a great artist he’s a legend who saved a lot if lifes with his songs React to NF Remember this 🙂 thx

@user-wn2sw5zm7m 5 лет назад

yes, and let you down and outcast and why

@GenerationZJackson 5 лет назад

My mom reacted to this song on my channel if you want to check it out! If not have a great day :)

@ramyleonel6376 5 лет назад

❤😍🔥😢

@expertgodking9226 4 года назад

You can just see every single thought and emotion going on behind your eyes. The eyes are a gateway to the soul.

@TxTyme_ 6 лет назад

Amazing reaction and for you to have enough courage to open up and explain your struggles. You are such a strong woman and we see you and your hurt. You are not alone

@babybutt82 6 лет назад

Tyler Shelton amazing reaction not blinking so her eyes would water up ,yeah

@babybutt82 6 лет назад

0:40-1:20 not a single blink,can see her tense up and when she looks up, boom ,tears. i know NF ,i love his music and i know every song very well, but bro. It doesnt take 30sec of the song to start crying lol. I love NF ,but i hate this fake bitch milking it

@TxTyme_ 6 лет назад

Renars s don't don't come here being negative. Go somewhere else with that. She can relate to him and has a connection with his music. She knows that his lyrics are very deep. She has enough stress n demons in her life. She don't need people like you being negative on her channel. So please respect

@babybutt82 6 лет назад

Tyler Shelton im not being negative. Im being real. Youre watching some fake shit reacting to the realest music there is. Its pathetic how you take the fake bait being a fan of NF.

@TxTyme_ 6 лет назад

Renars s ok. That's for your opinion

@glmako9230 5 лет назад

Just wanted to say that both you and NF are awesome. Depression sucks so much. My wife has it and she leans on me alot just to make it through life. You speak awesome, wise words here, thank you for your reaction and personalizing those feelings.

@MutedAlphaBehavior 5 лет назад

Absolutely! Thank you so much ☺️ videos/songs like these have shown me that there’s a very real wound we are all suffering from. We need each other to stitch it back up again ❤️ I’m sure you’re wife so happy she’s got you on her side!

@Sosoona 6 лет назад

Depression sucks ass. I've found hiding it hurts and (for me) talking about it delegitimizes its hold. It's like when you THINK something and it sounds completely rational, but when you say it OUT LOUD it sounds completely crazy. I think the more these issues are brought into the open, the more they can be recognized as a serious problem and treated as a serious problem.

@blurryface9292 6 лет назад

Agree 😑. Music helps me forget about it. People ask me why i wear my earphones all the time and why i shut people out and i just dont answer and smile. I tried talking about it with a friend before but all i got was " dude your a man, youll forget about it soon." And i never talked to anyone about it anymore. I just keep it all inside. Its fucking hell.

@GenerationZJackson 5 лет назад

My mom reacted to this song on my channel if you want to check it out! If not have a great day :)

@benjamincurci2605 2 года назад

this video is a great example of how sharing ur struggles can b therapy! keep sharing! "try a little bit longer"

@jakecalvert529 5 лет назад

The last part of the song, he actually asked the producer and everyone to leave the studio and sat on the floor crying/talking to his mom. Was about 15 minutes of that and he condensed it down to what you hear at the end of the song. You can definitely hear the pain throughout the song, he makes you feel his own emotions. Great video, glad you opened up at the end. NF is a great artist, all of his music is so relatable for most of us. React to more of his music, it's all great. Remember this, mansion, therapy session, intro 3, I could go on and on.. they are all great

@derekerickson2442 5 лет назад

You need to be bigger you are an amazing speaker, you speak with so much emotion and purpose, you connected with me in a huge way and thank you

@ianthomas865 6 лет назад

Thank you for talking about this. It's important. But also remember, depression is a disease. It is your brain chemistry screwing with your cognition. It is a struggle, always, and the thing about struggles, REAL struggles, is that sometimes you lose. Sometimes you fail. Sometimes you let your thoughts get the better of you. That is not weakness, nor anything to be ashamed of or embarrassed about, it's just part of the normal ebb and flow of any true struggle. The important thing, the only truly important thing, is what you do after you fail. If you can get up and keep going, knowing that life sucks right now but that it won't always, then you win. You beat it. The best way I know of to do that is exactly what you said in the video, remember that somebody loves you, and more than that, you do deserve that love. Everybody does. Without exception. Broken people included. ............ sorry for the novel, it's just that this is important to me and I was kind of inspired by your words ... and for what it's worth, from where I sit it appears you are currently winning your struggle :)

@fawna4you998 6 лет назад

Yes, it is brain chemistry and oftentimes medication does help.

@FastNCurious88 5 лет назад

Ian Thomas your comment is amazing, and I am not trying to throw any mud on it or anything like that... not at all..... but I just wanted to say that real quick that depression absolutely *can* be socially acquired as well ❤️

@InvestmentComicBooks 6 лет назад

I could see you fighting tears, I promise you as someone who knows the person who discovered NF, that Nate watches these videos of people reacting, he sees you, and appreciates your emotion.

@Astrovibes0.2 6 лет назад

I really like your reaction and your story, i had depression too, and want to end it.. But someone tell me to learn for count my blessings, and its make me survive and get stronger for living. Sorry for my bad english, 😀

@GenerationZJackson 5 лет назад

My mom reacted to this song on my channel if you want to check it out! If not have a great day :)

@FerdiIrawanID 4 года назад

gak nyangka ternyata ada orang indo juga disini wkwk

@abelyonathan3730 6 лет назад

its so nice watching the early stages of a youtubers cureer. so genuine and authentic- not too influenced by the views and money but rather just being youself

@nickf6476 6 лет назад

Great video and song. Hits home with me like a lot of other people. To everyone here going through hell, someone will always listen to you if you reach out. Hugs.

@_zen_broken_4591 6 лет назад

Another amazing reaction from you, the music itself was amazing, I’ve been listening to NF for a few years now, and I’m really hoping you continue to listen to him more, he’s an emotional deep realistic rapper, there’s not a lot anymore of these types, and here’s a tip, you have to listen to his older music to understand his newer ones, again I can’t do much but I really appreciate you reacting to him, thanks

@kennethha416 5 лет назад

Your intro is the best I've ever seen so sophisticated and complex I was incredibly impressed😂 Great video by the way

@misterpuff362 6 лет назад

Such a genuine reaction. I cried so hard my first time seeing/hearing this. I totally connect with your story too.

@anthonymays4504 5 лет назад

never be ashamed of your struggles.....struggles help you grow and overcome. your amazing and very brave. im praying for you

@revolc1346 6 лет назад

It takes a lot of strength to talk publicly about issues like depression. I suffer with depression myself, and it took me a while to be able to talk about it. For anyone suffering with depression, you have a worth, everyone is important and deserves life. Just cause you have depression doesn't mean you're messed up or that you're worthless. Use it not as a weakness but as a strength to spread awareness and love.

@jonjhon8491 6 лет назад

Tell your coworker to take it easy on the keys. Geesh! You could hear that shit from the south side of Antarctica. Keep your head up, girl! You're loved by many!!

@Gh3aith 6 лет назад

I love how you always say Hi humans :) And it's true that we have to let the wound heal just like you did but also there's a lot of people who don't have someone to trust enough to talk about stuff or strong enough to talk about it but when you talk about it, it encourages people to do the same 🙏👍 And Hope you get your birthday gift that you're wishing for 😍♥

@deejayturtle Год назад

What a wonderful commentary at the end. Beautiful. music has this amazing power of empathy. Songs like this let ppl know they are not alone, that they can get through it, cause the artist got through it. Music like this is important. Music like this really helps ppl. Music like this needs to be shared and heard. Music like this can numb the hurt. maybe help heal completely.

@thegreathutt 5 лет назад

Don‘t worry about not being strong you‘re incredibly strong just for making this video i just love this❤️

@TheJiggyFamily 5 лет назад

I love this song and this song ALWAYS get to me cause my mom passed away 7 years almost 8 years ago on Mother's Day Weekend. I think about her everyday. I know she is always with me and my family looking over us and keeping us safe. Much love thanks for the video :)

@derekbretz9128 6 лет назад

Thanks, for making that ending I really needed it.

@stevenkillian697 4 года назад

Veteran (infantry) addict (sobernow) weaknesses are a blessing an opportunity to grow 🙏 I struggle daily and Everytime I accept my reality and choose to work through it, not over under or around it but through it. I grow.

@briansgamesandanime 7 месяцев назад

My mom was an alcoholic and my step-dad actually got her into it. We got put in foster care. She eventually moved in with her sister and got clean and sober. But because of the years of abuse, she died from cirrhosis of the liver. I got told almost a year later by my former DHR worker. I wished I could've seen her so much.🥺

@ashleycoffey3674 3 года назад

I don't usually comment, but I can totally relate to what you are saying. I have to wake up everyday and fight the bad thoughts not only for me but for my two teenagers. Somedays are alot harder than others.

@JayLee_19 6 лет назад

NF - If You Want Love, Dreams or Mansion. None have videos but I'm sure you could find a lyric video to watch (:

@nichgorman8806 6 лет назад

I like you're reactions cuz you don't pause it and talk, this is real and authentic. Keep at 'er girl

@josephtwigg8234 4 года назад

Depression from 07 till now. I'm 24 and cried like a 2 year old after this video. It will run your life if you let it. # never give up never give in.

@DanteRiccelli1 5 лет назад

Thank you so fucking much for your advice at the end. I really needed that right now. And I hope we can all stay happy once we hear that message. 🙏🏼

@voltechangel5406 6 лет назад

Hey, stay strong. I feel the same way tbh. I've been through a lot. Many of my friends committed suicide, some failed. I have a friend, she went through the same struggle with her mom. Her mom died from an overdose also. It's sad, cause, she knew what was going on too. I cried for her and, I still do. She is strong, so I sometimes look up to her. So, you two share a lot in common if you ask me. But stay strong, you are not weak. You are a beautiful person, and this is coming from a 17 year old. Stay strong.

@Embur12 4 года назад

I've never been through anything that hard in my life...but I choke up every time I watch a reaction video of this song. The power of music is unbelievable. My faith in Christ is the only thing that has kept me going through adversity.

@Roman80514 6 лет назад

amazing, I thank you for this great reaction

@kafiediara1379 6 лет назад

What a reaction, im speechless. you got a nice advice right there.Hold your tears,i cant see you cry :(.

@robinhd8287 6 лет назад

Need to react to NF - Remember This. You’ll like it. #NFRealMusic

@bryxn7406 6 лет назад

Robin HD hell yea she would be surprised on how many facts he speaks

@Mick3yKane 6 лет назад

Check out paralyzed,mansion and intro 3 .breathe. based on your reactions you would feel these ones to.

@oleh2792 4 года назад

I never met someone that real on youtube before. You are talk about some personal things that are close to me. Just thank you for sharing of your experience with us. I really need it sometimes when no one understand me. I love you❤

@TheMasterLoafer 4 года назад

Loved the reaction part of this video but to be honest, I loved the part of you being honest with your struggles with us. I am subbing after I write this because of your story. You made a reference to not knowing why you're here, what you may never know is that this moment of you being honest and encouraging people NOT to follow through with taking their own life may have changed their decision to end their own life. Just think, saving ONE life is a major deal. People need to see others who struggle actually make it through life. It gives them hope. I heard this once, you can live a month without eating, a week without water, a few minutes (give or take) without oxygen but you can't live one second without hope. There is a scripture that even mentions, hope deferred makes the heart sick. Thank you for being honest. This is why I love NF's music. He is honest and real with people. Prayers for you and all the others here who battle depression. NEVER give up. If you don't think someone loves you, know this. God does.

@pdbmtv9910 3 года назад

I know this is really old, but I just watched it for the first time. Thank you for sharing with us and I hope that you are doing better these days.

@stephanies6740 5 лет назад

I'm 45 and I have been dealing with anxiety and depression on and off in my life. The voices in my head say I'm not good enough for someone to love me. The people in my life have at times made me feel like I shouldn't have been born. But one of the things I rely on is God, family, friends and helping others. The voices aren't so loud if I'm not thinking about myself all the time.

@ryanfitzgerald703 6 лет назад

I've never seen someone emote so powerfully with just their eyes. It's a gift. Thanks for being here and doing what you do. Much love x

@puzzled2pieces 6 лет назад

I appreciate your blatant honesty for the sake of others who feel what you do but haven't gotten to where you are, and being able to talk about what they do feel. You are helping someone decided to be vulnerable before another stranger in an effort to find healing. I respect and admire that... Tony 'Live' Skywalker

@jasonaustin3038 5 лет назад

Hands down the best reaction to this song! Stay strong

@johngleason7270 6 лет назад

Depression never goes away. I feel it daily. This song hit me in my soul. My mom was the same way, but with her it was mostly alcohol. And it always felt like she was a stranger, it fucked me up, and still has me fucked up. Thanks for the reaction.

@marshallgurley3858 4 года назад

I am 6ft 3 320 lbs very strong physically man/human/person. Former U. S Military. Father of two............You are stronger than i feel. Your Brave actions to lay out your struggles is Heroic. i love NFs music and i have grown to love your voice also. TY Keep the Faith..........and to those who know Bill W works dont be afraid to ask for help. we are there.

@LuDeLaCruz 6 лет назад

You're never a weak person if you admit that you struggle with things. we all do. I'm glad you reacted to this video and were able to talk about you. I hope your message does help someone out there because we all need it. I myself struggle with depression, have been since I was a kid, but you find ways to cope. Luckily, I've had the blessing of not being addicted to anything, except music and well, art. Whether that's videos, music, or some form of art, that's my therapy. Stay strong and can't wait to see when you succeed at all the things you're striving for. Muchas bendiciones de Guate!

@datfuzi0n 6 лет назад

YAY!!! Finally the saddest song! This song truly hits home struggle, depression, addiction, pain, and just extremely REAL! Great reaction to this video! #Positivevibes for everyone react out if you need help, find that someone that will listen. We all deserve the best! I got help you all can too! Much love to you all

@hectorgalarza8524 2 года назад

Thank U for NF reaction & having an open heart from your situation.

@RepoGuy513 5 лет назад

Best reaction I have seen. I am Huge NF fan, and this is why. Only rapper that makes you feel. #real

@gmbphace 3 года назад

FIRST TIME SEEING YOU. We all struggle with some kinda depression n insecurity. Don't feel like ur alone. We are all here together. We are all broken in some way but some of us are just a little more broken than others. Thank u for blessing my day with ur reaction n ur words. JUST SUBSCRIBED. PLEASE KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK UR DOING BC UR CHANGING LIVES WITH UR MUTED REACTIONS N UR POWERFUL WORDS 🤟🏼💯🔐💖

@robertb.847 5 лет назад

Hope your still doing your stuff , liked your story , as a person , i have my ups and downs and seems like i cant get out , thanks

@speedforcegamer3948 5 лет назад

Well you did do one I found it. And like I said be for I went through the exact same thing my whole life just to wake up one morning a week be for christmas to find my mother on floor I was 17 I'm 25 now. I still fight depression every day I just dont back down from it any more. To those of you fighting it keep swinging and don't give it a inch. Thanks for doing this one. Your very humble and beautiful may the lord bless you and make your dreams a reality

@johnmanning8777 6 лет назад

Your message really touched me! I’m depressed all the time, I’ve lost 6 family members in the last 2 years! It’s messed with my head but the worst was losing my younger brother to drugs, he was only 26 and it hurts really bad.. but what you said really helped me ! Thank you

@amberjokid 6 лет назад

I really like what you said about in order to heal you need to let the wound breathe, that really resonates to someone scared to face their wounds because the pain was so overbearing when it originally happened but you cant go through the rest of your life hurting so you try to move on like nothings happened but that pain never goes away its always there waiting to be dealt with so what you said really makes sense thanks

@jin_godsblood2002 6 лет назад

Im only 16 and I know exactly how you feel.. Watching this song is extremely hard for me because my mom was addicted for over half of my life and the things I seen heard and have done throughout my life are things I am not proud of and I often wish something bad would happen to me so I can simply forget the things of my past and I suffer from depression and anxiety and I possibly have several mental conditions and suffer from intense migraines and I hear voices in head and see things due to hallucinations and I have cut hundreds of times and have tons of scars and I have tries killing myself 8 different times and think about it daily.. I am Christian as well and it over the years I have found I am even falling away from my faith because of my suffering but.. I just wanted to take the time to explain that I understand how you feel and I understand many other things and I also wanted to say great job on the video and the message at the end... It helps to put my mind at ease knowing somewhere there is somebody that actually cares and understands even though they don't even know me or my story.. Thank you and keep up the work

@anthonysmith9223 5 лет назад

Ur very brave for speaking up cause I have trouble with that sometimes depression sucks mental illness needs more awareness it's hard to talk to people so I'm praying for you 🙏

@Mr.little.man217 4 года назад

I hope you are happy. Thank you for the reaction. You are so expressive it's like you speak more with your face than most reactors with words. Your breakdown at the end was amazing. I've buried a few folks. Pills, suicide and drinking have taken all of my family. I love this song

@hidden4141 6 лет назад

The only thing that helps is his music and I had been struggling thinking about killing myself or running away it wasn't until I found him that I realized how many other people have gone through the same thing this was the first song I heard of his and it helped I never lost my mom or dad but I still have depression a couple months later I found another song of his and I just kept looking and we are not the only people that feels like this he makes music for himself thank you for reading this p.s the next song that you should react to is remember this

@ana-tq5ey 6 лет назад

M S my real music Hang in there! I’m really glad that we all found NF, really. I don’t know where I’d be without him. Remember this is also one of my most favorite tracks of his :)

@tylerthomas8048 6 лет назад

Your amazing dont be ashamed or u r strong we all struggle with something dark keep fighting through it your amazibg

@loganfriend8097 4 года назад

You know I fell on your leg by accident. Started watching a lot of your vids tonight. I never thought I would like watching a reaction where someone is not talking. But the emotional responses in your facial expressions made me want to cry lol. This track is very deep. Very sad. Nf is an artist out of this world. Yet a human so many people can relate to. His mansion Album was one of a couple I listened too often to help me with my depression when i lost my daughter. If it were not for him I don’t know if I would still be here. Thank you for a great reaction. You have a new subscriber today.

@erwinrosales6707 5 лет назад

Thank you. The fact that you spoke about it makes you strong. I think sometimes we feel so alone and we don’t realize there are so many of us out there.

@theunderdog9353 4 года назад

I'm really sorry you struggle with depression. I could start giving you all kinds of advice but you probably already know those things and at the end of the day, I'm just some stranger on the internet so I'll just leave it at this; I hope you find it within you to defeat your demons and I hope you know that you're not alone! I wish you all the best in these difficult times, stay strong and stay safe! ❤

@myshadow1631 4 года назад

You can't imagine how much I love the way you express yourself

@chrisk2826 4 года назад

Thank you for this reaction, and all of your reactions. It's one thing to say that you relate to a song or video, but a whole different level to actually tell us why, and how you got there.

@hoodieallthetime9907 6 лет назад

We all struggle in some ways and we all need our outlets that help us, I understand and I can connect to you with your depression and I can connect with NF about his mom being and addict. I'm grateful that my mom is still alive and not addicted to drugs anymore and I couldn't understand what it would be like losing her like he did

@GregPappasJr 3 года назад

First timer to seeing a video of yours. I enjoyed the reaction on a number of levels, but mainly because of how you opened up after the video. I wanted to share with you that I too have dealt with so many of the same issues, going on 40 years. It has taken me a loooong time to discover something about depression and myself, and it is this: I waited in the dark for a light to shine, yet this light, all along, was I

@jonathanray914 3 года назад

Thank you for your words they really hit home I struggle with borderline personality disorder along with a myriad of other diagnosis and it gets so hard sometimes that I just want it to end but I keep pushing through you're awesome keep doing what your doing much love and respect

@jennywren7822 Год назад

I'm 75 now and feel the same as you, people don't understand, it's pull yourself together, oh if only, if I could do that. I get frightened over nothing it just comes over me, and then it's fight it then fight it then fight it etc etc Mine mainly is my past life, anxiety is a crippling thing, it's always there and like you it's all day fighting, until I don't want to fight any more. How the brain and mind works, someone said to me once 'the mind is a very nasty thing' and I realised that's true. Onwards and upwards I keep telling myself, and one day the fear will stop...

@TheEd8u 6 лет назад

Aside from my best friend/brother I finally feel another connection that is relatable when listening to you. In a non-religious way, you are a blessing and I struggle just like you constantly. Every day I feel like or always anticipating inevitable failure and I hate it but I have no idea how to get rid of the void that follows me. Sending you lots of virtual hugs fellow human!

@davidgilbert171 3 года назад

I don’t know but she is stunning them eyes could melt ice wow and the song is awesome good old NF never disappoints respect 👍

@richardolder9626 3 года назад

Thank you for this reaction video. I am also like you and struggle with a lot of depression. There’s a lot of us going through it. Thanks for being brave and talking about it. ❤️

@zesyus1518 6 лет назад

Also thanks for the words at the end I could tell it was hard but those words help it really does . I have very similar problem and those words did help they really did

@jasonsteele4642 3 года назад

Proud of you for sharing!!! You are far from alone, there are many of us here with you and for you! Your empath side makes it more difficult, but at the same time it's what saves you!

@rickylight5508 2 года назад

No depression please I can tell you are caring and compassionate person God BLESS.

@L4anK. 4 года назад

I know I'm late, but considering where you are now and what you're going through, that shows more strength than I've seen in most people.

@wave17vp 6 лет назад

Yo I just woke up and put on this video and Im already bawling. What a start to a day.

@MutedAlphaBehavior 6 лет назад

OH NO BESTEST IM SORRY

@jmac-dw5ij 3 года назад

You are truly beyond beautiful inside and out. Your raw and vulnerable reaction to this song that hits home with so many people was so heartfelt and genuine. What was the most amazing part of the reaction was after the song. Being so open and vulnerable about struggles and depression was so refreshing. I cried with you listening to the song. I cried afterwards as you described my life while describing your own. Keep up the amazing work! You definitely got a new fan today in me!

@sunshit12sunshit 4 года назад

this is the real reaction .... and thank u 4 opening ur self to others , stay strong hun ;) btw ur cute ;)

@davecondreay 4 года назад

Don't even think that you are the only one that is depressed or thinks like that. I have been depressed for close to 3 years. Sometimes really bad. When I have had those thoughts, just like you, I think about kids of friends that I know or someone that may not be able to properly process what I would do and how it would be to explain it to them. Hang in there! Keep being awesome.

@corryfromknecht5027 5 лет назад

Now this was a raw reaction. NF truly is gifted with the ability to put such strong emotions into rythm and poetry. I'm glad I clicked on your video.

@tylereaddy3878 6 лет назад

If you're still fighting and you're still here, you're strong. I know it's a hard fight and it never gets easier unfortunately but the more people like us fight the stronger we get.

@paulsapp5573 6 лет назад

Incredible strength in you for sharing! It’s hard to show your weaknesses and hurts. Thank you for your courage and your strength to keep fighting the darkness and the voices that will tell you that you aren’t good enough. We all have a story to tell, don’t leave the story early. Incredible strength and courage!!

@cristalclear4205 4 года назад

I'm glad u talked about it ❤ my mom died this way. Rip S.P

@shawnsprague7401 10 месяцев назад

5 yrs ago but I see the eyes. Love you peanut.

@melissaprice9662 5 лет назад

Thank you for the honesty u shared in this video, I know how tuff that was for you. I'm a person that deals with anxiety, depression and addiction and believe that it hit home for me . I'm not usually the type of person to leave such a personal comment but ur words really touched me.

@MutedAlphaBehavior 5 лет назад

Thank you Melissa, it means the world to me that anything I’ve said can make you feel less alone. There are so many of us out here dealing with there issues. We aren’t alone, especially when we stand with each other.

@davidgraciano887 6 лет назад

I dont comment much but appreciate your reaction, so well put. Very encouraging and positive ending for us people that live unfortunate lives. Thank you.🙏

@cammares3689 6 лет назад

Just got yourself another subscriber. I love how raw and real you are. Can’t wait to see more of your videos. ✌🏼

@V1G1LANTEK9 5 лет назад

Just stumbled upon your reaction. Life is tough. For everyone. We all go thru similar and different things. You arent alone. Also you are gorgeous by the way literally made me say out loud to myself "wow this girl is beautiful" but thamk you for opening up just as much as NF does. So many people needed to hear that I'm sure.

@01Lycus 5 лет назад

Its hard to talk about and handle. Thats why I love NF, he gave me the courage to actually come out and talk about what goes on in my head. The scary moments when i need help but that choice tries to smother my voice. NFs lyrics have me the strangth to fight passed that.

@cimfan1017 6 лет назад

Thank you for being here and doing these videos. Sometimes I go watch them over and over again because I know there's people in the world that have struggles similar to mine. I lost someone very close to me when I was 9, my mom started doing all kinds of things she shouldn't and I was too scared to say anything back, I kept all the feelings to myself and that affected me very badly, but... I can't do anything about it, that's who I am and who I am meant to be... I came by your videos and... You're such an angel. Hope you know that. Thank you for every single video you made.

@thetruesir1003 6 лет назад

Everything you said holy fuck. You literally pointed everything I've ever thought of and felt holllllly hell.

@tavoymoore7981 4 года назад

Amazing reaction you’re soo real! Thanks for your story baby ❤️

@jtheman4678 6 лет назад

Wow, great song and awsome reaction, and for putting that number in the description. We all go through deep pain rather it's physical or mental. I know it's hard, and for you to express it is such a beautiful thing. Keep your head up keep being awsome and know storms will come but blue sky's will too.

@MarcoJPhotography 6 лет назад

you're very pure .. i've heard this song over and over, seeing your emotion got me back to tears. that was a first.. you got yourself a new subscriber ! all the way up from belgium ;) oh btw, you're beautiful they way you are, never change .

@tanics1 6 лет назад

Hey there, new to the channel so running through your backlog now. I love the reaction vids, you're so expressive and I love the break downs after the video. So glad I found your channel it's awesome. I hope you keep making great genuine content and thank you!

@kountrydrip215 5 лет назад

New Sub here.Beautiful lady with a great reaction. Love NF.Look forward to more reactions. Godspeed!!

@simoyamato9230 6 лет назад

instead watching the vid i was only watching ur pure reaction and ur perfect face . nice reaction keep going

@devdeeandta 6 лет назад

There's a great song by Joyner Lucas called I'm sorry that really hits on your point about suicide and depression and the effects of those left behind. I lost a friend to suicide 20 years ago and still have not been able to fully accept what happened... Stay strong, the bad doesn't last forever

@BB-mw2ks 5 лет назад

I am desperately trying to get my kids back. I lost my kids doing drugs last yr. I went to treatment Christmas Eve and as of yesterday i have 4 months clean. This song makes me hurt for my kids and is what makes me fight so hard. But recently i just feel under attack. I havent rocked my kids to sleep or cooked a meal for them. I feel stripped from motherhood. But this song was painful and still is.

@MutedAlphaBehavior 5 лет назад

The most important thing is that you are already strong enough to get through this! You’ve proven it to yourself and others in the last 4 months and that is something worth being proud of! Just another four months girl! And then another and another and another until it’s only anniversaries you have left to celebrate with your family one day soon ❤️ I wish you all the strength and courage you require!