I love your “approach “ (damn no idea how else to say it) to recovery, like you’re not just romanticising it. I really relate to your experience and I guess seeing someone with a similar issue dealing with it is making my recovery journey easier (even if I’m at the beginning of it). So yeah thanks and I’m proud of your progress
i tried to keep it as real as possible on this channel, and i have from the start, it's just easier for people to relate to you that way. i wish you the best on your journey!
My eating disorder started when I was 17years old. I have ADHD and a very severe panic disorder in addition to generalized anxiety disorder and social phobia and I started starving and not eating anything so that I no longer notice anything (so that my senses become clouded and I can no longer think about anything that scares me). to anesthetize myself. the anxiety disorder, the ADHD and also the depression I had got better or the anxiety and depression disappeared completely but then I got a voice that suddenly wanted me to become very thin and it hasn't left me to this day. Ana.
When you talked about knowing the calories for a pop tart I felt that I have calorie aspergers for everything - thank you so much for being so vulnerable with us
