Reading my old DIARY | exposing myself... 

I collect diaries

I have 50 dollars in my wallet and my daughter 100 OMG how do you get that much money 💰

Its a journal not a diary!

InstaBlaster

Oooooo

SAME LOL!!!!!

Ikr

I just forget

SAME 😭

Hey so same!!! This is the reason I don't write a dairy :')

HAHA imagine that!!😂 and yeah, it’s so cringy but SO funny😂

Yeah. If it was a series that would probably be the only thing I would watch

Swme

YES LOL but the netflix ones would be fake and not juicy at all lol

@@simplybeegee7296 ya

Your profile is the Gru meme face. I have a Gru meme on my phone that says: "when you talk to your tesla but it talks back" 🤣

@@SpaceshipX74 that’s random lol

@@KFLobato-Buzzell10 I know lol

I would never I would write cringy stuff

@@bisexualtheatrekid4323 yeah right

Nah I have a few

me too and guilty

Me too-

Nope me too 🥲

You shouldn’t need to force yourself to write in your diary. It should be a natural thing. Maybe having a diary just isn’t your thing. (I may be wrong)

noira

Bro why are all the top comments so deep-

@@savvyq RIGHTTTTTT

You deserve to be famous. Great comment!

Are you a writer? OoO the way you wrote that was so poetic.

ur crush don’t deserve u queen! keep slaying material girl!

@Tuathla McGuire i meant their crush isn’t as good as them and that’s their loss for rejecting them

@Tuathla McGuire ohh okay, well that’s good also thanks 😻😻💅🏻💅🏻

@@renn8331 awwwww, thank you so much! I still can’t stop thinking about him but I have to get over it… 💕💕

@@theylove_naoumy good luck with that ! 🙏🏻😌

exactly instead of riverdale 😭

​@@ieatsoccerballs(replying after a year) omfg ikr riverdale sucks.

LOL couldn’t have said it better myself🙌🏻

Facts 👏

Yea but you shouldnt have a diary if you dont want people to find out your secrets becahse one day they will find your diary read it laugh at it then probebly post it on instagram twitter facebook tiktok or any other social medias like that so donthave diaries!!!!!!!!!

Or, if your me, your stress/overall mental issues..

@@emilyhayes7125 🤡

Oh my gosh that’s so funny😂😂 And I’m so impressed that you’ve been journaling for so long!!

@@CarrieWalker Thank you ! I love reading back and cringing :)

Hahahahaha!! You only love him on Tuesday 🤣🤣🤣

My first entry was: To the person reading this, you want my secrets? *_Then you need to find a way to read my mind_*

I’m implementing that rule in my life now

OMG SAMEEEE😅😊❤

She's the reason I started a few months after this first came out and I've finished 5 journals. DON'T GIVE UP IT'S SO LIBERATING

Omg SAME😂 this is so accurate lol

It's okay. I did so too and it lasted for 4 WHOLE years!!!??? 😁

Yh!

My diary took 20 years for 2 words

That is so awesome

Lol I was a planner from a YOUNG age😂

Yesss

I'm 24, and my life is nowhere near this planned out lmao

Lmfao

Lol 😂😂😂

i love your pfp!

HONESTLYY😂🙌🏻

😂

Yeah. Most kids have really fun journals. But now, sometimes u won care what it looks like

I had a Hello Kitty journal

I hade a fluffy rainbow one with unicorn ears horn and tail

SAME 🤣

same

Same

same XD

Aahh sameeee 🤣😧

I’m glad someone noticed!😂 Don’t worry, i’m the mentioned Danielle and i’m ok 💓

Haha ily Danielle!!💗

Danielle Kneusel Hi Danielle ! 😅 um....... I never thought you would read this comment but, hi! 😂

I agree. I'm glad she's okay. 😊

I got a whole bead in my eyeball one time i was just holding it up to my eye and I accidentally pushed it in there probably still in my body somewhere 😂

JUDE LMAO😂 you better not use this stuff against me😩 hahah

Yeah

Yo same

I mean my first crush was in Year 5 (UK primary school years) on a girl called E######. Then, when I told her, she bullied me with her best friend at the time. Heteronormativity was everything in my years of primary school because there was NOBODY else gay or bi in any of my primary school years. A girl called L### started calling herself a lesbian (I was bi but everyone called me a lesbian -- bi-erasure) but it didn't last long. In year 7 I met many more people who were bi/gay/pan/non-binary/etc. and that influenced my comfort in telling people I was bi. But I was experiencing compulsory heterosexuality, (which is when a female person is mentally discouraged -- by experiencing assumed heterosexuality and heteronormativity -- from performing romantic interactions / having romantic thoughts about/with other females.)I'll link an article. Basically, my school went into Lockdown in January and I realized I was lesbian. Which was an extremely sensitive topic due to the bullying/compulsory heterosexuality. I came out to my friends in June (26th I think -- was meant to be 30th -- my friends read my notebook -- really upset me -- I cried) and they all supported me. I'm making great progress and I'm practically out to everyone I know (I go to a gay club at school, gay sticker on my phone, laptop, and pencil case I use every lesson!).

A detailed list at the end of the document outlines all the signs you might be a lesbian. Some of these include: You feel like you could live with a woman in a romantic way, even if you can’t imagine doing anything sexual with a woman You lose interest in a man as soon as they seem interested in you You think that because you could survive dating, marrying, and/or having sex with a man, you’re attracted to men (hint: you don’t have to settle for just surviving) The men in your fantasies are faceless or symbolise an emotion You think your interest in seeing attractive women stems from the sexualisation and objectification of women in media

True, my bff is pan and I'm bi.. tmi?

@@islabuck8441 W honestly

Well hey, better late than never!! I actually have a new journaling vid coming up in a couple hours!! :) Glad you enjoyed & sending love💞

Same! I wish I had written more in a diary when I was younger.

Hahaha😂😂

That’s awesome!! A lot of the days I do the same

That is great ! 😃

same

I normally just write ✍️ day for at least 2 years I normally just write about how my days go there boring , I don't have any secrets

When your days go boring do you still write? I always feel like I’m wasting paper

Ikr?! Love and miss you so much!! PS Jack and his wholeee family watched this vid😂💀💀 dead lmao

Carrie Walker oh my gosh😂😂😂too funny

Omg this is Nora, you two seem like good friends

@@CarrieWalker Lol omg 😂😂😂

Aw this is so sweet!!🥰 also lol I’m still in shock over my nine year old self lolll

So happy lve found you!

IT’S ADDICTING🤩

I love looking back on old entries! And I totally believe in you that you can fill up your journal- you got this!❤️ I’m doing daily journal prompts on my channel right now, so those might help!

Family medicine April opening to filter I still have a 2015 diary less than halfway complete in a book somewhere. Kind of said I never did more thoughts hilarious look back at your entries

Yeah it's so cool diary's are amazing for when ur older especially to show anyone u know!

Haha right?! I was laughing so much as I edited this video!! I’m thinking of doing these kinds of videos whenever I hit milestones on RU-vid

THANK YOU HAHA

bahah this comment has me deaddd😂💀

I was and m absolutely the weird kid

Same

My cousin litterally took a picture of her crush

Same I plan on writing in a diary in 2024 for my 2025 self to react and cringe at 2024 me

Hahaha love you too!!😂❤️

@@CarrieWalker ☺☺☺☺☺

Hahah omg thanks for subscribing! Glad my cringe can give you a good laugh😂💞 you should check out the part two if you haven't already!

Omg I tried doing that as a kid and it just felt weird lol

Same- I was also influenced by the owl diaries series-

@@theyluvell_ omg I remember those!!!

@@HannahFaith08 Once I read the whole series in a couple of hours and then I got a new diary an started it with "Dear diary, my name is Ella. I live [wherever]. My favorite things are, [Insert favorite things]. My least favorite things are, [Insert least favorite things]." And I never wrote in the diary again lol

@@theyluvell_ lmaooo

Haha what a coincidence!😂

@@CarrieWalker 😂❤❤

My first diary had a cat or unicorn?? I cant remember

Aww that's cute. XD

Mine is yellow and has dog days written on it

I did things worse by making a diary video for today. So it haunts me and my RU-vid life

Thank you so much🥺 this means way more than you know!

@@CarrieWalker seriously this isn't even the kind of video I'd usually click on, but something about you and the interactivity here is so wholesome and makes me want to binge 👀

Killua :o

@@emmadash8353 yeah he's my favorite character

Omg YAY!!💖

Congrats!!! I started journaling a year ago then stopped. But Carrie you inspired me to do it again.

Same

LOL TRUEEE

@@CarrieWalker AGHHHHGHG HII I LOVE YOUU!!! ❤️❤️❤️🥺🥺

Ily toooo!!!

Hahah I wrote some TEAAA when I was younger😂

Hahahaha good luck!😂

The crazier the better👀

"I hope I don't do anything too crazy" Me an experienced writer (fanfic and short stories) and always on diaries: sounds convincing.

Thank you!

Wow!

SO KIND💖

That's pretty cool!!!

Ahh yes!! It’ll be so fun for them to look back on one day! I hope they like it :)

Aw I’m so glad you got a good laugh out of this video!! I know I did😅

Hahah too funny😂

Haha I’m only brave enough to share the things from manyyy years ago😅😅

@@CarrieWalker 🤣😂

Love you so much!!

THANK YOU!!🥰 I do my very best to get to everyone!😬💖💖

Omg too funny!! The cringe...it’s so real😂 I’m doing okay...things just always seem to get crazier! Sending lots of love to you and your family❤️

Thank you so much!!❤️

Same