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“I Hung Myself and Now I’m The Most Popular Boy in School in Another World”

you know you ended up in a bad bad place when algorithm suggests you this

Clicked because of the thumbnail, stayed for the banger playlist

"i gently open the door"

what have I done for this to be in my recommended

breakcore ❎ breakneck ✅

小学校から帰ってきて真っ先にパソコンを開く。 そうしてアニメを見ていた頃は幸福の絶頂にいたのに。

一見節操のないプレイリストも、絶望に満ちた絵も、何故か私の心を掴んで離さない。 これがセンスか、芸術か…私には到底思いつきもしない。 気づけば毎日聴きに来てしまう。 そして私は今日もあり得たかもしれない日々を夢想して、心をえぐられるのである。

in 10 years, this will be a internet checkpoint or something. i cant wait

I was expecting this to be breakcore.

Cya in 10 years when this randomly gets reccomended to everyone for some reason..

there’s 7 billion people on this planet, and i somehow ended up alone for gods sake

This image is Genius

We're gonna have a stable mental health and a happy life with this one 🔥🔥🔥

人と話すたびに色んな不安がよぎってどうしようもないけどなんか安心できた

i cant believe im unironically considering jumping into oncoming traffic for the slight chance that i could get isekai'd by dying in the embrace of a 3 ton truck

In my room where even sunlight doesn't enter, soaking in a sea of delusions and fantasy

Takes the word "im hanging out with my girlfriend" a whole new meaning

Imagine this was real, like when you die you can fantasize about anything you want, Like a Lucid dream, for the rest of eternity.

I opened it up from RU-vid recommendations. The playlist is good and soothing, but now I can't stop sighing...

i used to play japanese dating sims from time to time to escape a dangerous and domestically abusive relationship i was in. i always valued love and romance and i never received that within the situation i was in. after 8 long years, i finally worked up the courage and strength to break free and call off the wedding. this video’s thumbnail somewhat depicts a lot of the extremely dark emotions i let myself walk through. my life changed instantly from the day that i did it. now i’m so free and me again, but even better.

"The rope that used to hold me, Now ends me."

the image hits hard

I've never really come close to suicide before, heck most depictions of it in media scare the shit out of me. But I have one friend, who thankfully is still with us, who has fought that battle. In our country, academic and career success are everything. However, something about seeing someone so brilliant, mature and kind, succumb to the illness known as depression never ceases to surprise me. It's just like, why him? Why couldn't he enjoy a normal life? To be subjected to the never-ending torture of your own mind is incomprehensible to me, but he has to experience it everyday. I've done what I can to be there for him, maintain our friendship through tough times, but there's no situation I've ever felt more powerless than trying to help someone with depression. It almost feels like a fruitless effort, like we should just throw them into a ward with the rest of them and pray they make it out okay. Heck, that's not the worst way to go about it. Yet some part of me still wants to help, as useless as it may be. Their own mind is working against them, how are we supposed to help with that? It might be a waste of time, but I'd definitely rather spend that time with him while I can that let it slip away. There's no advice here, except perhaps making the choice to stay by their side will always be better than abandonement. Or something

When you get so used to stress all the time, you can’t feel it anymore

that rope looks awfully wearable

"I Hung Myself and Now I'm Resting Next To Her While She Smiles At Me."

it's all shits and giggles until this pops up in your recommended

I don't know how many more "It is what is it is" I got left in me. Edit: Since I'm getting a ton of replies, I just wanna say that I am currently ok. Keep in mind that my original comment was posted 8 months ago and I was going through it. my friend of 4 years committed suicide. I got sick almost every other week and school/home life was driving me insane. However, I'm in an ok spot right now but I know life is gonna kick me down again in future, like it always has. Though I've made it this far and survived a whole lotta shit that should have killed me. So I'll be ok, even if life gets shitty again. God speed all of you posting kind words in the replies, wish there were more people like you out there.

youtube know me even better than my parents 💀💀💀💀

When the song you like to listen to,when the game you like to play, you can not feel "fun" from them anymore.

Why is this so darkely calming? the music, picture, chat.. Don't do it guys! xD

Even though hardly anyone understands this feeling, I'm glad to be in a gathering of those who do-- you, who were recommended this video. I love you all, and I wish us all the very best in life.

I miss when the internet was fun.

(I commented this in a reply in reference to the meaning of the image) ... I would say its people not seeing any way out of a situation and thus seek death as a means to escape. Anime often ignores the boringness/brutality of reality and replaces it with something new and fun. Thus, the literal cute anime girl reaching her hand through the rope is meant to lure you away from life and let death take you away. Without meaning/purpose life is meaningless, and so are mind's cling to meaning for if there is no reason to existence then there would not be a reason for not existing in the first place. Thus, even for suicide the mind has to rationalize a reason to kill itself. In this case it's to basically live in bliss/heaven with cute anime girl. Overall, I like this picture and the music was a nice touch. It did a good job literally illustrating what might pull* people to suicide.

So this is what vedal watches

this image somehow give me comfort feeling

Why does this make so much sense to me?

Now even the RU-vid algorithm thinks I’m depressed. For the last time I’m JUST TIRED! But I’ll definitely take the nice music playlist

The caption being Keep Yourself Safe which initials stand for K Y S is such a nice touch. Really embodies the feeling of this playlist, feeling of dreads and sorrow but finding comfort in little things like music.

I'm 41 years old guy from Indonesia. This youtube playlist video just got recommended to me out of nowhere. But it's strange, funny, & sad at the same time, when RU-vid seems to know me much more than people IRL (in real life), including my family & friends. My life is a failure, and I feel like a waste of space & oxygen in this world. I'm a pathetic loser that should not exist at all. Nobody knows how much I'm mentally tired, to keep living & still alive from day to day. I'm tired of everything, & I'm tired of myself too. There's only very little few happiness left in my life, and even then, I'm afraid that every time I feel just a little bit happy, then reality will soon eventually in the end crush & destroy all my happiness. I don't know why. I wish I could see the proverbial light at the end of dark tunnel, I really do, but sadly, in reality, somehow I still can't see any light at all (well, except perhaps this *one* thing that I don't even know anymore whether I should keep hoping, or better not anymore because I'm afraid what if in the end I'll end up being disappointed again by reality?). Thank you very much for this beautiful playlist, it deeply means a lot somehow for me personally.

we’re popping pills with this one🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

man stuff is tough right now. I put this in my watch later and youtube recommended it me again. I feel like I am wasting away. I am young, barely even into my 20s yet, yet I havn't done anything of value. I have no friends, that's probably my biggest problem. And not the 'teehee no friends' kind of message when you mean no bffs or something, I'm meaning day in, day out, I barely speak to anyone beside family. I still try to maintain contact with old high school mates, but I don't really have any connection to me, they are all distant people. I always was so scared of isolation, and my heart is seriously taking a beating. I am insecure and frankly, I think im a bit of a broken tool. Im too young for this, I thought this happened in your middle age. All my life I have struggled making any friends at all, often only having one or two people im relatively close to. I dont understand it. I am shy, but im not unable to speak, how did it come to this? I go to clubs, regularly attend lectures and tutorials, yet nobody is willing to be anything more. I can't take the first step, too many times people say yes then mean no, Bieber style. All I ever wanted was super good friends who always stuck through thick and thin, idec about romance anymore, that boats long sailed. Why has life played out like this for me? God, im too young for this, yet I already feel so tired. its devastating every time seeing groups of mates all having fun. I wish I could have friends like that. I even saw an introverted old mate with a big group of friends, yet them being so shy and barely speaking, worse than me. I don't understand. If this is all that my life will be, then I don't want it. I can't bear another 30 years like this, hell even another 3 is too much to imagine. I don't expect to make it to my 30s.

as someone who is finally in a better place after two years of feeling like shit and battling with depression and the whole ordeal. this feels calming, like im in the middle point of where i still feel chained by my depression but everyday i continue to keep going even if it hurts and i feel like im back to square one, but the least i can do is survive.

Damn it really is over

this picture sums up all of the teenage feelings of growing up with animes while the magic slowly dissapears in Real Life

So, you watched two videos about themes involving mental health within an hour, and now the RU-vid algorithm has placed you here. Welcome. We have many varieties of sadness here.

Man theres alot of depressed people in these comments. I've been there, iv'e gone through it, but one thing i learned is that there is always light even when you don't think. There's always something to look to. Stay strong friends.

the algorithm is wild for recommending this💀

unironically good playlist

This is legit one of the strangest vids I’ve come across, the music goes from Videogame OST to Jazz all the whilst that menacing thumbnail persists throughout what an anomaly 😂

Vedal reccomended playlist lmao

Ok, i get that the algorithm is wierd like that sometimes,but MY BROTHER IN CHRIST THIS IS THE SECOND TIME IT GETS RECOMENDED

People in the comments need a hug

I love going in the comment section of these kind of videos and read all comments

No, Nozomi. Don't take me to the light...

Well the story goes like this: I am sitting in a bus with the night above us, moving through the small town which I hate, when two girls start to verbally abuse me, for me is just a funny situation. Suddenly another girl sitting Infront of me stands for me. Eventually making the both girl step down next stop. I look at her with a laugh saying "You really didn't had to do that :)" And she said something which I can't remember. I talked with her that felt like two hours just admiring her smile all the time. Then I got down. And just wanted to tell her that she was attractive and I kinda fell in love I guess. However I couldn't talk it out of my heart. But then she put her hand down through the window giving me handshake which felt so real and warm, we looked each other in the eyes and I said "You are more beautiful than thousands sunsets!" and she smiled back leaving a note in my hand with her number. Then sadly I heard the ear piercing voice of my father arguing and screaming with my mother. I slowly opened my eyes, realising it was just a dream. The disappointment washed over me as I saw the boring ceiling above me. I just laughed with some tears of pure depression. Continued my day just thinking about her. I was fat. But now I have a impressive physique. I was ugly. But now handsome in all college. I was a nerd. But now a boxing prodigy. Still I don't have a shoulder which I could cry on. Tell her the stories of my struggles. Give her surprises and morning kisses. Hug her every time I see her. The warmth of her body against mine. I guess I will never find no one. But I know I am just a hopeless romantic. Hey you can do this. Either way thanks for wasting your time reading this. I trust and believe in you.

Hurry up, they're waiting.

🌹 a flower for everyone not feeling their best today

She was my escape to reality

Boss... I don't know how many "just make it to Friday" I got left in me... I'm tired boss... Edit: guys, I am happy to announce that we have made it to Friday. The "fuck it we ball" inside me burned brighter than the "it's so over" around me. And thanks for the words of encouragement. I appreciate it :)

I was so depressed, when I wanted to look for a relaxing music video and what came up was a hanging self video with anime in it

Is it not the most tragic paradox? That perhaps, the meaning of it all is that there is no meaning? It used to fill me with dread. But now I'm hopeful. That means I can make my own happiness. I can't have everything I want, but I can have anything I want. There's beauty to be found in the meaninglessness.

It's likely that nobody in this comment section will ever interact with each other again after leaving this video, and in a few years, chances are this video will be an old nostalgic relic that may not even get any views anymore. So basically, while our paths briefly cross fellow commenter, I wish you a wonderful life.

I wish i could be in my own world.

For some reason I got this playlist on my recommendations. I am a happy go lucky guy, the counselor and elder brother figure in my group of friends, and I am also an older brother in real life. However, I have already lost 3 very close friends to my heart due to different situations. I was there as much as I could, and despite forgiving myself for not saving them, I promise myself that, wherever I go, I should be the agent of optimism and hope that people need. If you are reading this, you are not alone. If you are reading this it means you have another chance at life, and finishing it is robbing yourself of the opportunity of change. Remember folks, when we hit our deepest bottom, we are open to the biggest change. Don't stop fighting, don't stop hoping. And most importantly: once you beat the darkest episode of your life, you will be blessed by being an agent of change, that understands others and helps them get out of the hole. God bless my internet friends.

Stay strong Vedal

This is great music and makes me feel hope, but it shatters when i look around.

Thanks for keeping me in the loop.

When you simply fall too low, you get used to the feeling, the pain, so much so that nothing external means anything anymore, so much so that you simply become the darkness in the tunnel trying to escape the light. Oh I don't know, I don't even know how I feel.

the last song being called ''adieu'' made me gasp

Damn. Thanks for this. Haven't cried in years. It's something about that image.

WE MAKING IT TO THE MENTAL HOSPITAL WITH THIS ONE!!! 🔥🔥🔥

Все либо говорят о своих проблемах, либо помогают другим подбадривая их добрым словом, но я ни разу не видел чтобы кто-то интересовался психическим состоянием людей создающих такие плейлисты.

Thankyou, for taking the time to make this playlist.

Эта музыку вызывает такое ощущение боли и одновремено какойто радости спокоствия.Желания в моменте уйти и страх перед этим желанием

Even after all of this weeks of felling almost daily this feeling, i still dont understad it. Its like a stray dog following you, you cant make it leave and hes just there, waiting you to feed him, its not his fault tho, its in his nature... Its been around 5 days since my sleep deprivation drove me close to having a heart attack, somehow i didnt feel fear, i just felt dizzy and sleepy other than the fisical pain, i still think about it and wonder if that stray dog that ive been feeding is now big enough to cover myself, allowing me to loose into his fur and wonder "why should i stop embracing it and going on with my life?" Or "if no one will bother on searching for me, it is really worth it to go to them a keep being the annoyance on their lifes?" It probably been the worst year on my life so far and even if it suposed to be the year that would define my entire life, i just know im not ready to face the world, i know im not strong enough for doing what i must do to be even considered "average", i know im too weak to stop hugging that enormous stray dog whos only my fault on making it so big and so persistent But even then, why do i keep coming back? If im not good enough to be your average and it hurts so luch to try being me, then why do i keep trying? The truth is that ill never know, maybye is not my fault, is in my nature trying to keep living after all... Most of this is probably nonsense, im just rambling over my life at 2 am

I'm just imagining OP's mom walking in on their door then seeing them half way stuck between the anime world and the real world but upper body first, stuck all winnie the poo style. Flailing around in a literal helicopter like motion as people try to pull them into their worlds.

How funny life is, that the only thing making me stick around for it anymore are the things that allow me to escape from it in the first place. I truly have no reason to live when I think about it. No friends. Nothing of value to give to others. No one to feel connected to. Nothing besides aspirations as an artist that I know deep down will fail. I never asked to be born, so what am I even doing here? I already know life is pointless, that there's no meaning to any of it and that you kinda just have to make your own meaning out of it. But it's so hard, even more so knowing the truth of it all. I just want to fall into such a deep sleep that I just don't ever wake up from. Preferably with a nice comforting dream as my consciousness slowly fades away from existence.

I hope this is not what Shifting is meant to be. Right? I’m sorry for those that are going through a very hard time right now. A good book I’ve been reading is called “How to not kill yourself.” Yes that’s the title of it. It goes into depth about how a man resisted the urges and details how he’s both glad and yet still feels the same thoughts constantly. It’s opened me up to very uncomfortable subjects about how my brain is responding to the environment around me along with how it could be chemical and genetic. The part that got me recently while reading this book was the teachers student who told his story. He was talking about how he rode his little tricycle at age three on purpose out of a three story window to try and end his life and he still feels the urges. I was also suicidal at a young age. Attempting around age 10 and not succeeding. Writing poetry of wanting to leave the world and my teacher finding the note and me getting send to therapy for that note alone. I’m glad I didn’t succeed after many failed attempts in my life. I still think about how I will end myself constantly. Probably why I got this in my algorithm. That or the beautiful music. Thanks creator to the video. I don’t know if my RU-vid comment will last but message me to keep my updated. Hah, my last failed attempt was with a noose as well. Didn’t work because of the slack and material gave way. Don’t tell me to hang in there. lol😂

Time to re-roll the account. Lets hope for better RNG.

Someone said "If the world isn't good enough just make a new one"

Damn, an algorithm really knows me better than everyone I know.

Best playlist I ever listened to

The planetary population has doubled, tripled, quadrupled, quintupled and technological advances have reached a point where our capability to be in contact with other people has reached a stage at which there are really only one or two possible levels beyond this that are even possible. And you're still alone on a Friday night.

I don't know why this is in my recommendation but for certain this picture made me feel not only sad but also kind of scared For anyone dealing with mental health please live on and i wish you the best of luck stay safe

the happiness and nostalgia i felt when i heard a pilotredsun song after a couple of years makes today feel worth it :)

I did NOT built my recommendations page brick by brick😭😭

What are you trying to tell me RU-vid? Why did you recommend this to me? ... Is it over... For me..?

Mai's videos are all just a bunch of bittersweet fever dreams

It may sound weird... But the image and music... It's comforting... Like I finally feel at peace...

Finally yt algorithm recommends me something I am down for.

"I Hung myself not because I'm depressed no, I Hung myself because I know there's happiness waiting for me at the other side."

I AM COMING, MY LOVE

the thumbnail and the title suggests that i'm cooked but instead i'm real(real).

We're just like Mizore, we need a Nozomi to drag us out from this depressed monotonous world

Peak. It is midnight. Puts this playlist on as I am reading some slice of life romance manga. It is the summer beach/swimpools chapter. The usual "girls swimsuit reveal" scene. ( 8:10 song starts playing ). Expecting something unusually good but accepting the fact that it is going to be another typical cheap scene, instead my wish has been granted and I am mesmerized by an indescribable, most shining, eye-dazzling beauty of the main heroine. Feeling this absolute and colorful warmth within inside of me whilst sitting there for straight 6 minutes, savouring the sight of an image so perfect that it presents paradise itself like a golden steak. I am in love. I do not want to be in a relationship withy anyone if it is not her. Now I truly understand the videos thumbnail picture (guys shes waiting for me, ill meet her soon) I am cooked, I have stretched the meaning of being cooked beyond the edges of the known universe. Peak.

“Guess it’s my time” “Bro u haven’t don’t anything yet” “I know. Next one. Next one I’ll do it.” “…” “Really... Next time for sure”

i watched too many not-very-family-friendly horror games to the point this pops up 💀

Bruh, Why do I only keep getting this recommendation now that life is looking up for me? It's like RU-vid wasn't willing to finish me off when I was down, but now it's mad that I'm happy. Well, fuck off, I'm gonna keep doing fine.