Ngl, my intuition tells me Rebecca probably recently got attacked horribly in some way. I've never seen Rebecca dressed like a male and wearing glasses...almost like trying to become invisible or hide. Bruised face, teary eyes, unable to speak... something very serious happened to Rebecca. I hope it's not what I think it is. Sending you so much healing, Rebecca.
There were pictures of him as a child wearing glasses. I think someone is helping him, since there are years of him not wearing the glasses. He is getting help I want to think.. he also looks clean here even though Mark says he could use the shower.. there are miracles though!
My brother was Rebecca. I almost went bankrupt trying to fix him. I almost lost my mind wondering every night where is he, is he safe, fed, housed, what can I do to save him. I lost family members and friends because I would always help my brother. I almost lost my home because he was staying with me and just about burned to the ground or was selling, using drugs at my home. I almost lost my life when he tried to stab me in my sleep in his drug induced state. I wanted to fix him, help him, love him, protect him. In the end, he died, overdosed, alone, next to a dumpster, filthy. His death put me in therapy, lots of therapy. Why couldn't I save him? Why? Because, my brother didn't want to be saved, he was ill, addicted, out of his mind. He is at peace now, at rest and finally, so am I. RIP my baby brother, see you on the other side.
I am so sorry. That’s a horrendous thing to go through for the both of you. My heart and thoughts go out to you, if I could hug you I would. Love and peace to you ❤️
You did everything you could. You went above & beyond what most people would do…even though you probably feel that you could have done ‘something else’. You couldn’t have. Let your heart heal knowing that- and that he is no longer tortured by this terrible affliction. Watching loved ones go through this destroys people. Don’t let it destroy you because you are on this earth for a special reason. Much love & hugs❤️
The look on Rebecca's face when Mark gives the hug...the way Rebecca says "I love you, Mark." The sincerity, the friendship, the worry and sadness...it's palpable. I've never witnessed anything like their story and it's something I think about often. I'm rooting for you, Rebecca.
Mark - I’m so sorry that anyone said anything about what you do or don’t for Rebecca. I’ve watched for years the roller coaster she takes you - all of us, on. I applaud and thank you for your beautiful heart.
Rebecca is internally holding onto something that is draining the life out of here.Her pain is not just about needing another high.It's been years she could be at the top had she gotten help years ago.😢
I'm very thankful that he is doing that for people. So many people have no idea how hard it is to be addicted to drugs. It's awful. I'm very lucky I've been sober for over a decade. I have adhd and anxiety and i self medicated for a long time. I hope Rebecca is able to get her life together. I feel for her so much.
Rebecca looks absolutely traumatised and fragile. Mark thank you for giving her that hug. She needed that so very much. Her arms went straight out for you. That's the main thing you give her is love. Love you Rebecca. I'm so scared for her, she's looking so vulnerable and broken.
@winkiepop I think she is love starved. Seriously needs a family with 24/7 supervison like a child. I'm curious if nurturing would make a difference? You drink or drug to mask the pain of the abuse/neglect. Give her a controlled environment with lots of love and reassurance/ nurturing. I truly feel she would do great. She is a person who will always need a guardian with her the rest of her life. She is a disabled child in a grown man's body. I'm rambling. I just care about Rebecca.
@@Killstar708you can’t help someone who doesn’t want to be helped. Mark’s tried..offered rehab and everything numerous times from what I remember. Unfortunately the addiction comes first for Rebecca.
She is clearly extremely traumatized, she's fighting back the tears the entire time. It's breaking my heart, I've been rooting for Rebecca for a long time. I hope you heal, Rebecca.
This was the loudest non-verbal interview i have ever heard. She wants to cry sooo badly but won't break down no matter what. This is gut renching to watch . Rebecca's poor sweet soul is screaming for help . How I wish I could hug her tightly and make everything bad go away . Please let her know that we love her and that there's hope at the end of rehab if she would try . She would have therapy for all the pain she's carrying. Sometimes, you just have to lay your burdens down ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I agree. She looks like she's really holding back tears. Maybe because its been so long since Mark interviewed her and they've been estranged? She looks so uncomfortable too. Like she is only trying to get through the interview so she can get the money to get high. Which, is completely understandable. I'd feel so judged sitting there.
You don’t have to explain yourself Mark. People that follow this story know that you have offered her every opportunity under the sun. No one can force anyone to accept the help they need.
Agreed 💯 I hate that anyone comes after him for anything, they literally have NO EFFING IDEA about who he is & what he does. Fills me with rage to think about
Omg,Rebecca has obviously had something very traumatic happen. Dressing like a man,unable to talk,the labored breathing and the inability to even talk to Mark is just heartbreaking.
@@pcharm3711watching how many people pass around my exes like life’s a pog riddle in double vision. Michael’s always popular, but Adam rarely appears anywhere; but who are all these people and businesses quoting all their names…I thought it was king Midas who turned to gold everything he touched.
That is so good to hear. I have been discriminated by nurses and doctors over the years as a drug addict. I was turned away at a women's hospital, accused of trying to scam pain killers when i had an ectopic pregnancy when i was 19 years old and am very reluctant to seek medical help due to my experiences. Thanks for keeping an open heart when dealing with your patients
As a chaplain and former inmate, addict, and survivor my heart hurts watching this sweet individual. I can only imagine what happened to traumatized Rebecca in this way. Prayer changes everything! Thank you for doing what you do and reaching people like this!!! God help this situation. How can we help?
Mark, “everybody” is not thinking you’re not doing enough. I think most of us see you are her only connection to hope. You’ve given her SO much. Thank you for all you do!
I totally agree with you. Mark goes the extra mile for Rebecca. Mark is a caring and wonderful man. I can't imagine people making accusations that he's not doing enough. From what I've noticed, Mark has practically done cartwheels trying to help and has contributed much on a financial basis. (Mark, you're one in a million!)
I thought Mark quit supporting Rebecca and the family from Odd, WV. Been gone awhile....what's happened ?? Could be that this is Rebecca's way of getting Mark to "support" her again.
So true he seemed so sad. I think if he started crying he might not of stopped. I feel like he was holding something deep inside him. He had a swollen spot on his forehead it breaks my heart to think of someone hurting him. Mark you are a wonderful man you listening to peoples stories helps them to move on. Maybe not right away but sooner than later
I was thinking the same thing. I found out that at Disney World, the actors are told to let the kids hug you until they walk away, because you don't know how much they need that hug. A hug from Mickey might totally change their day/week/month, you just don't know.
Someone hurt her. I know exactly that look. When she said different things she meant other things happened. The change in clothes and everything indicates someone hurt her. Youre vulnerable to sexual attacks whwn youre homeless.
Rebecca just melted into Marks arms you can see Rebecca feels safe, protected, respected and loved by Mark. Thank you Mark for being that person, never change
@@Foxiticom I have 2 pet rats. I can tell you they are very tidy and organised. Their favourite thing is I hand them torn up kitchen roll. They take it away to make their nest cosy. They are also litter trained. He was trying to gaslight and use it as an insult. Although it makes no sense as rats are very clean.
She was fighting back tears the whole interview. I think that’s why she was so quiet. So hurt she can’t speak 💔 that hug was just the thing. Thanks, Mark.
Exactly. I really wish mark could help her, but you can’t help a people who use drugs. They have to want it, but when there’s a underlying mental illness with the person using drugs, it’s even harder for them to truly get the help they need. I just want to hug her. 😢
Let me say, I'm a 12 year Sergeant on the Sheriff's Office in my state. I've met hundreds and hundreds of Rebeccas throughout my career. I've watched some of them turn their lives around and I've watched some of them let their addiction take their life. Mark, what you're doing for Rebecca is beautiful and I support you, and her, 100%. You've been consistent in your compassion and I'm proud of you for it. All we can do is love them through it. Not enable, not entertain, just be that rock for them and show them love. And hug them when they need it. Thank you for what you do, Mark. Rebecca, I'm cheering for you, sis ❤
Seeing her reach up to Mark for a hug....😢 authentic compassion and heartbreaking reality of loving an adult with mental illness and/or addiction issues. Many protective prayers over all the Rebecca's in the world and their loved ones.
Every time she said “different things going on” made me want to sob. Her lack of eye contact. He trying to not cry. Something happened to her, something she hasnt been able to process or not ready to share. Rebecca we love you.
This interview had me in tears. Seeing her sit there like that and just..suffer silently. Thank you for hugging her Mark. Thank you for all the help you offer and the help you give. Sending Rebecca a lotta love.
I'm very happy that you said "I don't care what you guys think". You're doing a great job bringing awareness and every little thing that you do on and off the camera is more than 99.9% of the entire population is doing to help. Keep up the good work.
Thank you for all your help! I appreciate what you are doing. I lost my son 7 months ago after 14 yrs of bipolar, alcohol & drug abuse. we helped him as much as we could, 14 rehabs, endless $ . Even had to post pone another one of my kids college start by a yr- it’s so much. I miss my son every day & I know he is in his best place & no more pain. Me I’m where I need to be. Thank you for all you do for people who are not your child! I appreciate what u do.
This is exaclty how i acted after i was rxped. I cut all my hair off with kitchen scissors i just didnt want to look like me. I just didnt want to be here. Rebeccas been through something very traumatic and the laboured breathing is her trying to stop a panic attack and thats when she knows she safe with Mark. Its so sad. I pray she finds her way shes such a lost soul and its heartbreaking. She needed that hug.
@@pghPATRICK If these posters would LISITEN, Mark says Rebecca benefits and I benefit. Rebecca would benefit if she/he was put on a hold for being a danger to herself and others. Get him detoxed, diagnosed and medicated with intense in house therapy. THEN let him make his decision IF he hasn't permanently damaged his brain. Almost EVERY therapist knows that they will NOT go willingly and that's what the COMPLAINTS to Mark were all about. Mark is a hindrance to Rebecca by continuing his delusion of a benefit to her.
This is what she feels like when she’s off of drugs, anxiety builds up and emotions. This is why she does drugs, poor Rebecca. I hope you go into treatment and get some counseling. Your life is worth more than what you’re putting it through. We love you
Mark's gentle and loving tone brings me to tears. He's showing us a master class on how to be empathetic and love unconditionally. I have learnt a lot from Mark watching these interactions between them two. Like Mark said... all these keyboard warriors attack him about things but don't show an ounce of support for Rebecca in person like Mark is doing. He is doing the best he can under the circumstances and just being there for and loving Rebecca. LAY OFF HIS CASE PEOPLE!!!
I am so glad you hugged him, he grabbed on - tears here and I think Rebecca was holding back the tears. Sometimes it's all we humans need is someone to 'be there' and hug goes a longggggg way. Much love Rebecca you are loved from the east coast my friend. Awesome portrait of Rebecca...that face just says so much. If I could help I would. Something about Rebecca ..... 💔
The way Rebecca was dressed made me wonder if she had been assaulted (sexually or just a violent encounter) and the more masculine styling was done to create a less vulnerable or fragile looking image, for protection after whatever happened. She looked on the verge of crying the whole time and I was so relieved when Mark went to hug her because I was wishing I could so badly. I feel like Rebecca is getting to the end of her rope where maybe she will accept help. If not, this dejected disposition makes me fear she will make another attempt to leave this world. I'm praying that the discomfort of living strung out on the streets outweighs the discomfort of facing her pain in recovery and she decides to try.
Or She has Someone who is "caring" for, controlling, and dressing Her while also possibly degrading and abusing Her. Whatever the situation we pray for so much Healing and Comfort.🙏🏽
@@huitrecouture Really kinda a cold and obviously untrue statement. If you're not here to help or uplift or even care about Rebecca...no one's forcing you to be here.
@@huitrecouturepeople are concerned, there’s a difference. why would anyone who truly care write “to feel important” it’s basically ppl who care being selfless to understand what rebecca is going through and if she’s actually doing okay because she has potential. people want the best for her. she’s smart even while on whatever she’s on. she’s been interviewed for a couple of years on this platform so yes people will be concerned. people will notice the difference in her. pol want her to see what we all see which is anyone who wants the best and see she can truly turn her life around. she has a great amount of people praying for her and keeping her in their hearts. that’s selfless. not selfish.
It's so hard to put into words what I see on this channel, but its so valuable. Mark, you've harnessed your craft and presented individuals in the best of light, both literally and figuratively. I'm sure all of this takes a toll on you, but please continue doing what you do. You're a cornerstone of society and people like Rebecca are lucky to have you in their corner. Thank you.
This simply brought me to tears. I've followed Rebecca since the start, and I've never seen her in so much pain. It's obvious she's been traumatized, and this assault must have been really awful. I love you, Rebecca. I pray you are able to heal and become the person I know you truly are inside.
She was on the verge of bursting into tears the whole interview. I feel something terrible happened to her. Poor soul, so troubled and so lonely. That was heartbreaking.
@badsmutt Wow. Evil much? Rebecca Is a MALE. Born a male, he will die a male. Deal with it. Wishing fatality on another person will not change that. You're just sick. And in denial..
Just remember that there is a silent majority that supports you Mark! You are doing the best you can for Rebecca. It is easy for people who don’t understand addiction to judge.
Mark you are absolutely correct! Rebecca is resistant to change. The greatest gift Rebecca has is YOU and the love and friendship you give to her unconditionally. God Bless you and thank you for being so kind to so many ppl in need
We’ve seen this Rebecca many times. This is what coming down off the drugs looks like. You cant always be high and when stimulants start to wear off there is high anxiety (even the breathing) until she sleeps it off and it starts all over. Im glad to see Rebecca is still alive.
You may be right but ime, this is when you’ve been up for 2 weeks straight getting high. You’re sleep deprived & the meth makes it 10x more scary. Coming down off the drugs looks like crashing (sleeping) for 5 days straight after a long bender. Again, just my opinion and experience
Yeah, it’s hell, especially when you’re addicted and your body can’t function properly without a substance. I’m so glad she’s alive, too. I hope she is alive and well, both, someday. ❤
It’s called withdrawal & all she can think about is wanting to feel better. Not “high”, at this stage, it’s not for the high, it’s to feel normal. Normal, as in how we feel on a regular basis without any substance. Just, normal. It’s the pain & sickness from the withdrawals & that’s all it is. There’s no “cravings” it’s knowing that only one thing will stop their pain instantly. It’s hard for some people to comprehend that addicts don’t wake up excited & happy to do drugs, contrary to the belief, but they have to. Otherwise, they’re unable to function. Depending on the drug, It’s the equivalent to needing oxygen to breathe, every time they wake up. The sickness is equivalent to the Flu x5 + Food Poisoning x3, instantaneously & consistently until their receptor gets what it needs or their body rids the toxins after 2-3weeks depending on what they use. Unless a person has commercial insurance or paying cash, those “recovery centers” don’t provide the adequate resources or time that people really need to recover. State-funded rehabs provide the bare minimum and as previously stated if the facilities aren’t going to help treat the withdrawals to make recovery bearable then we’ll continue to have a revolving door of addicts suffering from a disease! When people actually try to get help, they’re forced into a room alone with a bucket & given ibuprofen & a nausea pill every 4-6hrs. No therapy, no group, none of the lies told in their brochure. Just an attitude, judgement & some water. Imagine the sickest you’ve ever been, multiply it by 5 & then imagine going through that for 7-14days straight, no breaks and then try to understand & empathize why we have so many Rebecca’s. Rehabs are a new get rich scheme. Anytime there’s a procedure that can rid the body within 72hrs while you’re medically induced priced at $25,000…. So basically only for the wealthy when the statistical addict is considered impoverished ! This procedure would be The DREAM PROCEDURE & addiction would be at an all-time low if it was AFFORDABLE but apparently we don’t want that to happen all while we’re still screaming “WAR ON DRUGS” 🤦🏽♀️
@rachelmarti. Wow what a brilliant breakdown, you described withdrawing down to a tee, it’s got to be the most punishing thing your body/mind can go through. Thank you very much, hopefully you’ve saved even just one person today.
This breaks my heart. Of all her videos to date, this is the hardest to watch, I am so deeply worried for her and sad to see this. Something has happened, I just feel so sad for her. Thank you for continuing to care for Rebecca, she deserves it.
I pray for her too. Hoping it's not for attention Whether positive or negative It's still attention. Either way her soul is extremely strong and endearing
Every new video that pops up, I'm sooooo waiting for the interview where Rebecca completely turns things around and becomes the person we all can see they can be
Soft belly producer you may be the one person that shows this young man positive attention, love, compassion and empathy. I pray for his healing. Keep doing what you do
Hey Brandon...If you arent aware..This is a case...THE case, rather, that Mark (Laita, the channels creator/producer) has been trying to help for YEARS at this point, if Im not mistaken..Usually "Rebecca" is here in a dress and being boisterous as they come. He(Mark) had to stop facilitating him/her(Rebecca) at some point, for his/her own good... Seems that he's given into another try...again. Its quite the saga.
You are absolutely correct. I don't need him think there's a doubt that Mark is the only person to care about Rebecca. Thank God he does He's a good man God bless you
Oh Rebecca, I just want to give you the biggest, biggest cuddle & to let you know that you are a beautiful individual who deserves so much happiness. I feel your pain my darling and wish you all the love in the world 😢I do hope you will accept some support from Mark soon ! it may ease the trauma if only a little XxXxX
Mark I think your videos are profound because they bring so much awareness to those who watch your videos. It is a mission that you are doing….showing through human side of their stories. Thank you !
She needs and deserves unconditional love and I think Mark is the only person who does anything but try to help. An absolute Saint! But she needs a lot of help, which we all know. I think it's Mental Illness and Addiction which is tough for someone who is capable of thinking they want to get better... It's just a horrible combination for her, or anyone. I can't see how this can end well as much as we all want it to.. Poor thing 😔
At the end of the day Rebecca, there is one solid fact. Mark will always have water, an unconditional hug, trust and support. You deserve to thrive, Rebecca. We all love you.
@@_Elizabeth_theMaidtwo things can be true at once. Mark is to this style of video as Adam22 is to NoJumper style. Theyre both exploitive at the end of the day. Also we love Rebecca and wish for her to succeed.
I like you comment. But I was not ready nor liked seeing Rebecca like this. Fact is, I am disappointed in her. People are here to be used, not misused and abused.
Sleep deprivation, coupled with the drugs, and likely dental & foot pain/issues, poor diet, poor hygiene, dehydration, and underlying mental health issues. Incredibly debilitating combo.
Your videos are important Mark. They show the human side of mental illness, homelessness and drug addiction. Your work is appreciated and necessary. Hopefully more solutions can be found to these situations.
I feel that people sometimes need to remember how SCARY the thought of being sober is to an (ab)user - being sober is the thing that was so incredibly painful that you started to do drugs to get away from it. It's *Not* an easy choice to make.
It’s even harder to be sober after using drugs for an extended period of time…the initial problems have been compounded exponentially. It’s like trying to dig yourself out of a deep hole with a spoon. Most people aren’t able to do it. Reality is even harder to accept when you know firsthand that escapism is an option.
I have watched Rebecca so many times, today was very difficult. Her voice sounded sad, very tired, lost and in pain. I hope Rebecca turns her life around. Mark you are a very special person, don't you ever doubt that.
I went through similar with my daughter. She finally had to hit HER rock bottom. Today she is on all her meds and is getting better. She gained a lot of weight too but she says " I'd rather be fat and happy feeling normal than go back to where I was ". Family support is huge in their recovery, it's the love and care they NEED THE MOST!!!
This is the first photo where I've seen Rebecca look just absolutely defeated...Rebecca, if you're reading this hun, know that you have someone in your corner rooting for you girl. I may not have money or resources to be able to financially help you out. But I can say this, you will always be in my thoughts and prayers everyday. On your loneliest days i want you to think of me. This girl from Illinois, miles and miles away. You'll always be in my mind and my heart. Love you Sis
Thank you Mark for not caring what others think and continuing on this passion! I’ve been over the lifestyle for 20 years. This really helps me see a perspective I couldn’t at that time. Take care!!!
This is one of the most visually stunning and impactful thumbnails I think I have ever seen posted. Mark, your talent for capturing someone's soul- whether tortured, alight or at ease at that time- is truly unparalleled. You are a gift to this world Mark, you shine a light on people who may otherwise be shadowed and open our hearts to people in a way few could.
it's a very arresting photo. almost makes your heart stand still from the pain in her eyes. I love Mark and Rebecca and am glad she at least seems to have a few consistent people in her life, including Mark. that hug was everything.
This brought me to tears more than any other update of hers. She looks so fragile. So low. So tired. I hope she knows that she still has capacity for vibrancy, joy and safety. She just needs to choose that route for herself - we are all rooting for her so deeply. She doesn't need to be on her own anymore 💚
Seems like she’s coming down to me. One of the only times we see what happens when the drugs run out. This is why people use addictively, because they’re broken and in a lot of pain. Drugs are a way to numb the pain. When you come down you most definitely cry, sometimes uncontrollably until you get your fix again.
Damn. Something bad happened to Rebecca. Change of attire from normal and unable to really speak. I dont think this is about drugs. She's not saying anything is saying everything. Usually she doesn't stop talking.
There are other videos of exactly this side, he's withdrawing that's the problem, just like Mark said do you need your drugs ans it's ok to say you do because we all know your using, he just couldn't say it on camera that's why he did this interview for money for drugs. Same videos I've seen before,and Mark says he's done but Everytime he shows up Mark give him money offers him a room. ECT ECT
This is one of her personalities. It's featured in several videos, but I don't think there is a video where she is like this the whole time. She always talks this way when she is in this mode. Just don't want you to be worried that something extra bad happened. Always appears very far away, agrees with everything, says "I guess" a lot.
This energy is the wounded inner child coming out , which triggered by a recent traumatic experience. Its clear Rebecca is truly sensitive and needs more love & understanding . Such a sweetheart . Leo heart.
Every one of your videos makes me cry. My husband had a psychotic break during lockdown. He’s never been the same. He could end up out there somewhere, it terrifies me. All these people need is hugs, love, and a place to be safe!!! Our country is so cruel to the less fortunate! Breaks my heart.
I had a breakdown back in 2009. It took about 5 years before i felt back to some sembance of normal. Im proud to say im BETTER THAN I EVER WAS. That experience gave me strength i never knew i had. Prayers to you & your husband. And thank you for not giving up on him. Its times like that when you find out who really cares about you. ❤
@@Parrotgirl-tattoo people, even my own family wanted me to leave. We are 3 years in and finally he’s getting better. Not the same, but he’s smiling and joking. It burned his life down. So hard to overcome. But after 30 years together, I’m not going any where. I Love Him. He is my person. How could anyone throw another person away. I’m so happy to hear how well you’re doing. Thanks for the reply!❤️
I want to say that simply not using drugs doesn't fix mental illness and sadness. Even without substance use, some people can't live in the real world and get a job and support themselves. Help is needed, safety is needed.
Absolutely. Mental/psychological issues are mostly the reason people abuse drugs… not the other way around. And if they’re clean the underlying triggers can just show themselves better
Also, I agree with you- the world has become too difficult for everyone to fit in and make it. We need to create 'worlds' scenarios and environments where those who don't fit in can find purpose, a way to contribute, and be happy while clean.
Actually, substances are how many can cope with their painful reality. I WISH and SEND and PRAY for absolutely beautiful energy for Rebecca and every other soul in such pain.
This update absolutely breaks my heart 🥺💔…. Seeing Rebecca hold everything back while on the verge of breaking down. You can see the tears welling in her eyes as she chokes them back…. Clearly yet another traumatic event has set this poor human back. 😓 I wanted so badly to jump through the screen and embrace her in a giant hug. THANK YOU MARK for all you continue to do for her while still protecting your own peace. I’m thankful for these continued updates as I often wonder how Rebecca is doing…. and I am always glad to see she is still with us. A sign there is still hope… 🙏🏼🤞🏻
Oh Rebecca! This made me cry! I hope your breakthrough comes sooner than later. Mark, no good deed goes unnoticed! Thank you for being consistent and not giving up on Rebecca!
From the look on Rebecca's face I'm thinking something really bad has happened to her. We've seen her sort of sober and not talking much but this was different. There was pain in her eyes. Mark, that hug meant the world to Rebecca. Thank you!
He was repeatedly raped as a toddler and boy, by his father and other older men. You see it a lot in middle eastern cultures, Islam is pretty fucked, way worse for that sort of thing than Catholicism has ever been. His name is Ismail Seoudi, son of a very wealthy Egyptian family. He spent time in France as a younger man, I think his "French name" was Sasha. He's a bright, kind guy and its an incredibly sad story.
I’ve just in the last few months started watching Rebecca. I am very heartbroken for her circumstances. Having a best friend not be able to survive her addiction as well as having family members with mental illness. I know very well, the roller coaster ride. To Mark: I honor and respect so deeply you giving witness to these wounded souls, as well as giving them voice to hopefully know they matter and have purpose. Thank you for loving them and honoring them in the way you do. It’s a very difficult thing to want to help while also realizing it’s their choice to take it. Sometimes they just don’t know how. We must never stop offering.
This is heartbreaking, You can see that Rebecca has been traumatized in some way and wants to talk about but is terrified too. She needs such a big hug right now..
I wish I could give Rebecca a hug too. Thank you for everything you do Mark. The people who comment mean sht don’t know the whole story. Thank you for giving Rebecca a voice.
“she can’t even hold onto shoes” I have been following Rebecca through your channel since the beginning. Mark, many of us know deep in our hearts that you have done all you can.
Shoes were probably taken by whoever is "taking care" of Rebecca on the reg. Sadly she seems to be more traumatized than any other interview. So many prayers for her healing, safety, and recovery.🙏🏽
That's silent scream was deafening. Having Followed Rebecca in all of her guises over the interviews, this was by far, the hardest to watch. Rebecca, you have such a beautiful soul, and are very lucky to have Mark watching over you. I'm sure I speak for many by saying that if we could all give you a hug to show you how much love there is in the world, we would. Keep fighting those demons and I hope you find the inner strength to overcome everything x much love from GB x ❤
I hear you Mark. . Thank you for walking across camera and embracing Rebecca. Probably the first time (maybe ever) this human has been held unconditionally. I am one of your commenters who speaks her mind but has not stepped up. How can I help. I live in Canada. I am a therapist that has spent my career working with addictions, and male survivors of sexual assault. Please reach out if there is anything at all I can do. Your compassionate gesture today with Rebecca was pivotal. The smallest kindness is where we need to start with her. She is like a feral animal now. Every moment she comes forward we just extend our hand.
In my experience as a trauma therapist in a trauma/mental health/addiction clinic for many years, when a trans female suddenly presented as a male it didn’t auger well for their mental state & usually for suicidality re self-acceptance. I pray Rebecca finds her way to solid, appropriate treatment. Her sweet soul is clearly suffering so badly.
Why she didn’t follow Cosmo’s lead is beyond my comprehension. That may have been her best chance of recovery and acceptance of her true self, with a future full of hope, creativity and joy. This new version of Rebecca as a male seems like she’s been forced into it, plus she’s been beaten up it seems. Rebecca, I know you read these comments and when I tell you that I bought one of your personally signed books, you know that I truly care. Please reach out to Cosmo again and do what they’re recommending. I don’t care how drugged up you are on Crystal Meth, you still have enough IQ points to know that at this point, it’s probably your best chance of getting out of this torture chamber and back on track to become the wonderful girl you were always meant to be. Did your family get to you? What happened?
I've been following Rebecca's story for a while. I am a recovered addict myself and there was something I felt watching this that is so familiar with the feelings Rebecca is seemingly feeling that it felt confronting and overwhelming. From a recovered addict to one in active addiction, I truly hope you find peace. You are loved.
Hi from Australia again. I've been watching Rebecca videos for two days now and I'm beginning to think when she goes back into her own head she doesn't believe she is worthy of the support and love that she is receiving. When you are rejected emotionally at a young age it changes your psyche. I am nearly 70 and I still struggle with a wariness of people who want to be my friend. I wonder what's in for them. The difference for me is I never used drugs and only drank for six months before working out it was not a good idea. I really want Rebecca to decide to make a positive change for herself- she can't do it for anyone else. Big hugs and kind thoughts.
This is the very first SWU video I have legit cried from heartbreak and sadness. I’ve watched Rebecca’s story from the beginning and this tore me 💔 don’t abandon her, she need you
I’m :17 seconds in and I had to pause because I start to tear up and I have no clue why. 17 seconds in and I am seeing a Rebecca I’ve never seen. I’m scared to continue to watch as idk if I’m prepared for anything other than good news.
