In silence, I find space to be with the Holy Spirit to be able to process my emotions, patience to listen,and the wisdom to choose my battles. Being in silence with the Holy Spirit is too giving myself the space to respond rather than react. Amen!
This sermon sums up my whole family's existence. I wish i would of found Jesus long ago maybe i could of helped them. They suffered with their reactions their whole life. And so did i until i came to Jesus. Pastor Mark you are a great teacher. Bless you and your family.
I realized I was being disrespected in my back.....even for years, even to the kids because I also discovered I was married to a radical covert narcissist. I was radically saved and loved Jesus with all my heart (still am). I decided to fight back (right or wrong). It backfired. The unfaithful covert narcissistic husband finally drank himself to death a couple years ago. Ive lost my children from his systematic brainwashing from a young age. Parallel: Oldest idolized the 'father' and led the way (Holy Spirit showed me Job's children partying 'in the older brother's house'). God is so good: He has held me and kept me, my self esteam, my sanity, my health, etc when without Him I would have been completely destroyed. 🙏🕊💗
Bless you.. I'm in joy as I praise our father for your true conversion ❤❤❤ I too have alot of the same trials as you.. I have 4 dads with 5 children 😮 But the power of God holy spirit is greater then what trials come our way.. my only regret is not coming to Jesus christ sooner❤ I love you sister in christ and I pray you keep the faith til the end❤❤❤❤
I’m so sorry. Dealing with a covert narcissist is so challenging. I had a CN father, sister (who were both abusive physically, emotionally and verbally. I ended up marrying a CN, and he was unfaithful. I waited for 3 years before finally divorcing him. But God became real to me in such a big way. He is faithful and hates abuse! Big hug for you
Yeah i figured that out bout my self last week. Try STUDY MATT 5, 6 AND 7. and i say study not just read. Because holy spirit helped me to see some things i need to let go and some things i need to work on
