You are so beautiful! So proud of you and all the hard work you have done! Your transparency and heart for others along this journey truly shines and its just so nice to see you happy! You deserve great things in your life!
You are like this beautiful fairy princess with luxurious hair and a glowing spirit! (Particularly thanks to the lighting hehe) I'm always glad to see you doing well and I am insanely glad that you are happy. Hopefully you know too though that you have super support through struggles as much as triumphs. Much love to you sweetheart
Raganmae I love everything you stand for! You're an upbeat amazing person with a great spirit. You're honest and I get the greatest sense that you're really looking out for people even though you've never met any of them. Lovely as you are, the body grows old and breaks and it never will look perfect, no amount of starving can fix any of that. We will always be teased for being imperfect but the human spirit is the closest we can get to perfection and you have a great spirit. : )
Hey :) Been watching your videos for a long time, so happy to see you doing so well! I was wondering- did you ever feel self conscious about not having a relationship till (what society might deem) a late age?
I showed my boyfriend your channel to try to get him to understand what I've been through and he was really supportive. We watched one of your vlogs together :)
It's so nice to see how happy you are! I know this is kinda awkward, but what I personally also find pretty hard is that I reject my boyfriend a lot when it gets "too intimate". I dont mean to be rude and its not that I dont love him. Its just when I feel bad about myself I cant let anyone come close to me. I know it must be hard for him, but he is REALLY understanding and tried to reassure me, which helps a lot! Happy Valentines Day to you too! lots of love xx
Good for you girl. This helped me a lot as I’m madly in love with someone who has an ed and really want to help her overcome her fears and anxiety and all the other things associated with this illness.
Haha, watching you be so in love totally made my day for some reason. I'm really happy for you, it's awesome! You deserve it, so good for you! I'm glad you're making more regular videos again. You mentioned candy...how do you deal with candy now? Does Ryan get you candy? Do you eat some, none at all, only on special days? Just curious, any sweets at all really trigger me. Thanks for sharing yourself xxx
Im probably the only guy who watches your videos, but i wish so many more people did.. You are so helpful. I struggle every day!=( Your a amazeing person and you deserve someone awsome to be with!
What does Ryan do to show he's understanding when you have a bad body image day? My gf has an eating disorder too and I try to be understanding but I dont know whether I'm being helpful of not... Any advice would help!! :D
oh my this makes me feel sooo lonely. recently my boyfriend of five years broke up with me.it was so difficult with him and he wasn't really supportive in the way i wanted him to. but i miss him soo much :-(
You are so amazing. I need your advice/support/push! I have an EDNOS and finally reached out for help last September, which is the same time I confided in my boyfriend (he lives 8 hours away so it was easy to hide). He told me that he does not understand but that he wants to. I get really freaked out, embarrassed and ashamed when I try to talk about it. I think it's hurting our relationship bc im such a chicken. Any advice?
u r awesome im 19 working towards recovery but its hard any advice just got out of hospital for it last month,was doing good but I do know recovery is worth it:) I want life with out ED keep up the good work can get thru together
Sorry I'd I'm being annoying, and i know I commented on your last video about this, but recently I've been really struggling with self harm. I was wondering if you could make a video on it? Well anyway this video was very helpful and informative. It was nice to see this topic from another persons view. And you're looking really good! I love your videos.
(cont.) I had an eating disorder throughout the time I was in secondary school and now I'm at university all my friends have had relationships, lost their virginity etc. and in the past I never felt comfortable with guys because of the depression, body dismorphia, trust issues etc. I do kind of feel like sometimes my friends or guys I meet must have all these weird preconceptions about me when I admit that I'm pretty inexperienced. Have you had to deal with this kind of thing? xx
